 Good morning everyone welcome back to Another week in my life log this week. Um, I'm gonna be a little bit more I don't see structure. I feel like this is gonna be like a really healthy good routine productive week I've definitely been way more relaxed the past probably like Month at least quarantine since I don't know two ones Feel like I just put a lot more lacks which has been great, but I need to go back to like having a little bit more structure and Like being more productive and stuff. It's been fun. But like I need to do some stuff, you know without being sad I think that Being more chill has been very good for me I will say so I'm kind of just like going on it like making new routines just kind of look my new way of life that um, I Learned recently. So anyways first things first is I do my fitness On track. I have so many fitness points. I really like the one that I was doing from Jane Simmons I'll have her link at her Instagram down below But she will make like personalized workout plans for you if you guys want to do that was awesome. This week I want to try The Chloe Ting Shredder Summer Shredder challenge. Um, Danielle tweeted about it And then I saw like a lot of people in the Facebook group talking about it's kind of everywhere I've been living under a rock and I'm used to working out like really hard every single day And I've not been doing that I've been soft my fitness thing for the first time and like almost like a year and a half and I just need to get back like I can feel it in my body. I'm more tired all the time. Like it's almost eight now I wanted to wake up at seven It's like impossible for me to wake up at seven right now guys like and I'm an early riser Like it is so hard for me to wake up Obviously, I've been cooking a lot of pasta. So like that doesn't help. I haven't been eating like really healthy either So anyways, I just overall don't feel my best So I want to get back to like working out. So that's happening and then also I mentioned this is my last vlog But my cousin Alyssa and I Alyssa is in like all the vlogs. I'm basically like with my family all the time but She mentioned that we should become runners and start running together. I'm really like I'm really like fit and in shape and like I want to go work out all the time And like I'm really like potty's all that stuff 100% and like I can do like spend no problem Like that's actually pretty easy to me, but running is like I just hate running I've never liked it. I've never been a runner and I really jealous people who just go out and run through miles I can not do that. So we're doing the couch to 5k out. This is not sponsored Um, I asked the Facebook group and all of you guys are telling me that's a great app to use So we're starting to sleep. We're supposed to start tonight. She can't start tonight So I'm starting today And I'm gonna do that plan in two months. We'll be running three miles an hour I also think it's really important to do things that you don't like doing and I think that the end of this I'll end up loving running. Hopefully we'll see We will see but I think it's really important to do things you don't like doing and right now I'm not doing anything Why am I putting perfume on to like work out and then shower after also fill in my food calendar and stuff For today. I'm getting my hair done by my sister. I'm my house. She's a hairstylist. We're gonna go Hopefully you guys enjoy this week of my life subscribe if you guys do be here comment down below How you guys found my YouTube channel? I would love to know that or like what was your first video? You saw or whatever you guys should be up. Okay guys, so I'm ready to go on my run I'm listening to Ed my lights podcast with Gary Vee. Oh, but look she just wants to go All right guys, so obviously I didn't take her on the run I was hopeful like I don't know what I was thinking for one second I just took her on a little walk around the block and then I did my run So it was honestly like really easy. I was just out there for 25 minutes But I'm really excited because I think this is gonna be good for me. Anyways, I'm gonna do Chloe Ting's Summer shredder thing. It's like a 28 day thing I just need something to kind of like kick me in a shape So I think this is gonna be really good I mean I can't wait because my I think my garage floors are getting done this week So that just means that my gym is that much closer to being done. Okay, so it's the four week summer shred Challenge so day one. There's 28 days today. I'm doing I'll show you the warm-up routine It's only 22 minutes total full-body shreds shredded abs back and arm and then the cooldown stretch All right guys. I finished the workout. I am like dead. It's definitely really hard It's not like something that I like I don't love those kinds of I don't like like a hit YouTube workout that much. I would just much rather do like Pilates or something like really a really hard Pilates class Or like Melissa would help Melissa would help is my all-time best at home workouts But just for right now, I feel like I need to kind of shock my body Ignore the fan as always. I really try to just get it out of the shop for you guys That's laundry need to put away that I was having drive. I got ready really quickly I shower it. I just pull my hair back because I'm getting it done today The sweats are misguided. I thrifted the shirt a few years ago from buffalo change and it's like one of my favorite shirts ever I love it and then I'm wearing some slippers from Amazon. I'll see if I can link them below It's only like $20. I just did the quickest little no makeup makeup look that took legit two seconds I do TV video on it. I've been so active on IGTV with the cooking with Kinsey's and all that stuff Oh, Coco's face is getting matted girl. We got to fix that I'm gonna have to make her a groomer appointment this week here. She is guys. Oh Girl can we look a better girl if you guys don't follow me on Instagram you guys should but I'm gonna go downstairs and make some breakfast And then I'm going to chill out And then I'm going to do my morning Devo, which is my favorite time of the day Okay, girl You've seriously got a chill. Oh my gosh. She's so sad. She didn't go on the run this morning, but she can't run so She will run if I take her to the lake house for like hours on end But if I take her on a leash to run, there's just no way this girl's gonna do it All right guys, so for breakfast I just made this little granola bowl if you guys didn't see my last vlog I made this menu on my good notes app of what I'm eating this week Honestly, it was mainly just for grocery shopping So I wouldn't like overspend and buy a bunch of other things and so I can try new things I mean this is like pretty Like self-explanatory. I just made a little Granola yogurt bowl, which looks so good, but I wanted to give an update on my ice coffee So I love commanding cold brew. It's my favorite, but not this one not in the glass bottle I like the plastic one better This is just a lot more and I get the green kind I get the black coffee normal. So Anyways, it's really just a lot like it's super. I don't know the other one just tastes better The other one is the best cold brew I've ever had from home. It's so good It's so it just tastes amazing and it also you are so productive when you drink it But there's just something about this one that just doesn't work for me So I'm gonna try to do a lot more almond milk and to see how what I can do because this is all I have left And this whole thing was like $10. So I definitely want to drink it normally I'll fill it up like pretty high, but like Way more than this normally, but I feel like that's As much as I can do I don't really like a ton of milk in my coffee either as we know But like it's gonna have to be 50-50 at this point because it's just a lot Hopefully this is good also random but comment down below guys Do you prefer vlogs with cute little montage intros or just getting straight into it? Okay? I'm putting this away now I also have been Really just trying to drink an entire glass of water before I even drink coffee Finally finished editing my weekend of my life vlog. I've been doing a bunch of computer work. It's now almost 1 p.m I'm gonna do some more computer work and some homework my sister's coming in a few hours I'm actually gonna make some kale salad soon too. I'm making up my kale salad It is I'm really not like a big salad maker. So that's my next thing. I'm mastering. I just massage kale And then I was thinking about how honor bar does it because I know how their kale is so good They use peanut oil. Anyways, the super tails are roasting got some other stuff unfortunately the salad dressing that I wanted did not arrive and I forgot about that until literally just now All right, I made my salad. I haven't mixed it together anything yet Which I need to do but it actually looks really really good. It was pretty quick and easy My sister's just coming over. Oh, I made some homemade salad dressing too And then that's for her but she can mix it up and stuff whenever she gets here But this is really good. All right guys, my sister is coming later than I thought so I'm gonna go ahead and record My solo episode the past few hours. I'm just working at my laptop and I feel like when I vlog my work day It's so boring. Um, I really just need to finish this office because this office is not inspiring me even though I really like it So I just need to fix it like maybe drapes I need to figure out what I can put back here I don't really want anything to like I hate the clutter so I don't know I don't know what I want on that wall. Ideally, I would have had a huge dolly part in print But they didn't have that size so all right guys, it's 430. I finished recording my episode I finished everything on my to-do list my sister just got here. It's helping her film some stuff for Instagram So she's in my office. She's probably filming for the next like hour and a half I'm assuming and then she's doing my hair and we're gonna film a video for my channel So I might just read I think that's what I'm gonna do. My hair actually is giving me a headache It's like pulled back so tight right now. Also her dog is here. Kobi There's a bathroom right by the office you can just use that one if you want No one knows about this bathroom that you guys literally pass all the time cocoa. Oh Kobi hi, how you doing? Oh Okay, the Jaws playlist is on which means I'm about to cook dinner which I'm really just heating up stuff today But I have this beautiful. Oh my gosh, okay salad bowl that I got in like came in a little bit late But I didn't have a salad bowl and I really needed one I got this on Amazon pretty inexpensive and it'll do the job just heating up the last of my left on their Bolognese So she left and we did my hair um it looks so much better Like oh my gosh a full video has already gone live But she forgot her like gel to not stain my forehead So my forehead is actually gonna look like this for at least a week Which is like truly truly tragic But I like it's so much better dark. Oh my gosh Morning everyone. It's a very gloomy morning. Oh my gosh. Oh well there you go. I put way too much milk in anyways It's a very gloomy morning out. It was raining. So I didn't I mean it's Tuesday. I wouldn't normally go on a ride I was just kind of planning on it. I'm letting myself just like chill and relax this morning Here's the towel that I was supposed to be trying. Um Just because I love gloomy weather. Okay, so anyways, it's a gloomy morning, which you guys know I love so I couldn't like run or anything because it was raining I think it's actually raining all this week, which is really unfortunate guys. This is just like my dream morning It's just rained. It's gloomy outside and I'm reading my diva my favorite devotion and Drinking coffee. It's just so cozy in my house today Like I can't be my crazy productive self when I just have to be cozy in this gloomy weather Guys first off. I'm still on my teacher, but like literally Look at my head right now like I can't wear my hair up for quite some time I'm gonna have to be exploiting this like crazy. We just like literally cannot Be looking at my forehead for the rest of this vlog. So I'm so sorry I think I'm actually gonna try to work out in my room because I don't really like working out and like my leaving space for some Reason I will have my gym downstairs like very soon, but I'm gonna do the Challenge that I was doing before I'm not absolutely obsessed with that I think I will probably end up just going back to Muslim health. I don't know guys guys I'm ordering Keen and edible arrangements. She loves edible arrangements more than like anyone in this world Also, I love edible arrangements because she sends them to me and they're incredible But anyway, she graduates actually today would have been her graduation. I think so I'm gonna have this Delivered I texted Brandon and he gave me the address and I told him it has to be a secret Okay, I just finished day two of Chloe teens. What is it the summer shred challenge? It's really hard I think the reason I don't like like YouTube like hit videos necessarily as much as because I can't pick the music And I always hate the music they play, but I do like the workouts and I actually do feel really good I think that um when I do my denim stuff I'm gonna start playing this on the projector But muting it because you can see the sounds and then like blasting my own music anyways I'm gonna show I'm great for the day. It's like already 11. I've really taken my sweet old time Which I didn't have that time today posted an Instagram so cute guys if you haven't followed me Instagram I feel like my Instagram is really Great right now. All right. I just showered and I scrubbed at my forehead I know obviously it's still there, but I feel like I definitely made progress anyways I'm wearing my favorite set from Shop Porsche Kwan I want to say I'll have it down below But actually if you go to grow my Instagram I always tag her But I'm just like literally obsessed with the set and I want 15 other colors I have a lot of editing to do and recording to do today, so I'm gonna go downstairs and get started I'm glad I already worked out, but I'm gonna go downstairs and get started on the editing I normally have a few days at least or a week to edit a video this video It goes up tomorrow, and I have so much editing so I'm gonna have to go do all that and then I'm gonna Actually record my solo episode because I think I can just do better fun fact every time I record a solo episode I honestly record it like two or three times at least I don't know why but I feel like this time I'm really gonna get it so for the next few hours. This is my setup. I'm gonna edit until this video is done It's currently 1130. I am absolutely shocked But also thrilled because I just edited this video in like less than an hour and a half And we had like an hour and a half of footage and that honestly like I don't know I know people are probably gonna say I'm like rude in this video because I'm really sarcastic, but that's just how we are with each other Especially like I was just in one of these moons where I just like thought that everyone was at my like stand-up comedy act So it's 115. I made the salad that I made yesterday was actually so good, especially when the sweet potato is warm Oh my gosh, I'm watching Brooks blog We are just under two hours in and I've actually already edited this video guys That is so great because I really thought it was gonna take me like four or five hours So I'm gonna eat some lunch upload pre-upload for tomorrow and finish Brooks blog probably and then I'm gonna go record I just got this in the mail I've seen it all over Instagram and then finally I purchased it because TK was like oh my gosh No, you have to get this it is the Lux unfiltered hydrating self tanning cream, which is savon a las line Apparently it is like the best self-tanner. I believe it's gradual And it just is like really actually moisturizing and just the best thing ever So I'm really really excited to use this guys. I'm so excited I purchased a pair of all white dogs because I was honestly I still might get like high-top Air Force ones But I also was like this kind of gives me the same vibe But I will still probably get them because you guys know me in white shoes, but I just think that they're so cute I really wanted the velcro ones that were popular like two years ago, but they are so I mean they're not even so hard to find They're legit impossible to find I've been trying to find them for the past two years online And it's impossible like I mean they just don't make them anymore. So it's hard to find them But anyways, I settled for the normal classic. I think they're so cute. I'll have them linked down below though I just am obsessed. Anyways, I just made myself some green tea I've actually been pretty productive today. I feel really good about all the work that I've gotten done so far I'm gonna go upstairs. I'm gonna re-record my solo episode and then I'm also going to do as an interest for this week's episode Which I'm really excited for the solo is gonna be like a bonus, but I'm actually gonna try recording in my room I know that I like have an office and I just do everything everywhere else, you know, whatever Let me live but I recorded one time as a guest on my bed with TK And I actually liked it so much more just for the vibe of this episode because it's way more chill So it is almost 5 p.m I have been recording for the past like two-ish hours or recorded intros ads and then a solo episode and my Thing died in the middle of it. So I had to get new batteries I'm about to send off this episode to my producer and then I can go downstairs to my favorite part of my day Well, I don't know if I favorite part of my day. No, okay. I have two favorite parts of my day Three I love my morning diva to I love when I go to bed and I breathe for four hours three It would be when I cook and then I like have all the music and the candles land It's just like the most incredible feeling ever like literally ever. So anyways, I am now literally this episode guys It's called my bread-winning housewife vibe something like that. I don't know I you know, we'll work out the kinks later, but I am just sending this stuff off I think a certain way that we send this stuff off now Um that I recording remotely guys LA just said they're sending quarantine for three months like oh My gosh, I just want to say like I shared this in my podcast intro this week, but like whenever I Knew that I needed to leave and like in December I was like, I know I'm not supposed to do like another semester Which I was already down with my program But I was like, I know I don't need to do another semester and like I'm just doing it to be Comfortable and like I knew I was supposed to leave right and like not everyone I mean pretty much everyone I was like, no you need to go but not that anyone was against me leaving but there was like obviously like a director who was like You should you'd be better off like staying another semester or whatever. Thank God I didn't guys because then once I did that blessing follows obedience I was obedient because I knew I wasn't supposed to do that and then I it was a really really hard decision for me to Make and I know it sounds stupid, but like it was a safety nap for me So it was a really hard for decision for me to make and I did it and then I Found this place so quickly I was not planning on moving that quick all that kind of happened and I was almost like oh my gosh It's happening really quickly like it's okay, whatever and I was obviously like praying about it And then I felt like a lot of peace was like, okay I'm just gonna do it like this is all working out like they've accepted our offer all the stuff And I moved thank God that I did and like now I've been able to be in this house by myself and like work on it and have like the best quarantine that like I could possibly have because I could have been stuck in LA and my house that I really hated and Being dealing with all of that stuff And then I was originally gonna move in June and like they're not even out of quarantine right now until out of August Like it would have been I would have either been stuck in LA by myself or I mean I honestly know I would have ended up coming to Texas and staying with my parents, which would have been like a Lot to do it so anyways I just want to say I feel very grateful and now it's one of those things and I'm like I Totally understand everything happens for a reason and I totally understand why I worked out this way So I'm really grateful, but anyways, I'm sending this up over right now And I've got to go downstairs on the menu for tonight is Chicken tortilla soup, so I'm very excited. It's my first time making it guys also very very exciting My cookbook came in today cravings. That's such a cute photo. Oh my gosh. I love it Okay, well, this is going to look like a collection feel awkward putting them next to each other But it's okay Guys, I've actually decided that I'm gonna watch Nashville as I cook I have about an hour Until my call and then Bible study All right, I'm just gonna make some tortilla soup. This is really easy. This one is from the modern proper and it's just like a five Ingredient soup just a five ingredient soup. I might actually throw in some onions But yeah, it's like really really easy basically put everything into the pot And then once it boils you just let it simmer for 30 minutes. No, nothing's really completely open Scrubbed my face. So I probably look like absolutely insane Okay So I'm excited because I am going to use the self-tanner for the first time ever I've only heard incredible things I post on my Instagram story and people went crazy So I'm gonna put this on my body. Apparently it's like gradual Maddie said if you use it like three days in a row that you have a really good tan I use the isle of paradise drops and then I put them in the summer Friday's CC me serum my mom is like obsessed with this combination. She like squares by it But anyways, that's what I'm gonna do updates to come people. We just finished the Bible study It was like literally cool. I love Hearing from you guys there. I like actually like it's gotten to the point where a lot of us are like returning So it's like we know like names of people and like I feel like I kind of know their story a little bit It's just cool. I feel like I've made a lot of friends Which I love so anyways, okay, I'm gonna do the rest of my body and then I'll let you guys know what I thought all right updates. So as far as the actual application went it was really really easy Hopefully I guess I can't really say anything until I see what it looks like, but this is gradual. It didn't smell it dries Super quick. It's not sticky like I'm actually really impressed already. I mean I'm not tan yet, but I'm very impressed Okay, so it is 8 30. I'm gonna read for the next few hours And then I have to wake up at 7 to go on a run with Alyssa, which I'm really excited for Good morning, everyone. Okay. I need to make some water. Make some water. Yeah I'm just gonna make that. First off, I have a few things to say. The soup I made last night was incredible Like oh my gosh, it's so good I have so much in my fridge Which I am like so ready to try the new recipe so I kind of wish that I didn't but you know I have this much tortilla soup. Also soup is a legitimate thing to make ever get it is currently 720 Alyssa is coming over. I might even have like yogurt and granola I need a good like pre-run snack because I'm getting black handles on all these and then a new friend in this kitchen It's gonna take a different place. Um, also, I'm tam. It was really easy to use I didn't exploit it before because I like never do I really should have cuz like it is like very even except for like I Mean right there, but that's because I washed my hands like that. I knew that would happen I don't know what I was thinking so really impressed because I didn't exploit and try that hard and also this was just like one use So I really liked it. Um, I'll have it linked below even with the streets though It is like 10 that's kind of another things that I've used. It's so good really quickly I'm making my favorite yogurt and then I've just been throwing in I mean normally off the blueberries or strawberries in but I'm out right now. So I'd be purely Elizabeth Granola but a granola this granola is really really good and then I'll just put some honey in this is nothing new to you guys Bowl that I would been making the past few days, which by the way, it's been incredible But this is what we're gonna do right now because it's the only thing I have that's like fast All right, Alyssa has arrived with my whole running Experience and journey will be documented on a story of highlight. So I'm not gonna keep my vlog camera with me But it's really something so all right. I'm back from running. It was actually harder today than it was Monday for some reason Anyways, I'm gonna go do my like Workout plan that I've been doing taking a break before I go do my second workout But you guys send me so many things of golden doodles and it's so freaking cute Guys she is a mess like her harness is messed up. This is what happens when Coco wakes up girl We're gonna call the groomer today and see when we can get you in Oh You really need it. You're probably gonna be shaved after but it's gonna be okay All right, so for day three I ended up just doing upper body arms and then toned arms I didn't do the full body shred honestly at this point. I really could do it like I actually feel fine But I just really don't feel like it I need to get off my day because I need to get some stuff sent in literally by 9 so I have seven minutes, but Today we have a day off So I think I'm just gonna do the full body shred then but the full body shred is like in a lot of them I've noticed work off of the day is done feeling great. I need to shower I'm actually gonna reapply the savannah a la tanner because that's what Maddie said to do look at my outfit today I first off I threw this on because it's white and I know this is stupid because it really could stain But everyone says it doesn't get I put I reapplied the luck sun filtered everyone says it doesn't get Like on your white clothes, which is my biggest problem with self tanner and when you're tan you want to wear white So it's like a really big thing So anyways, this is what I got from airy and I'm actually gonna wear it like as a dress with my dogs My new white dog said it's gone, but I'm wearing it today. Um, it's really cozy. I think I actually bought more My airy package with like 10 other things that I bought was supposed to arrive today It was supposed to arrive last week and now today and then they emailed me that it's coming tomorrow So it's been really annoying, but I totally get the whole like shipping thing I just ordered it like weeks ago, so I like keep thinking about it, you know But honestly, I want like more of these because I feel like I'll just live in them in the summer because I don't really like it It's solid like t-shirt dress necessarily like it's not really my vibe, but this is like actually I like it It's pretty cool and I can wear shorts under it and it's like my dress and I'm into it So anyways, then I just put on my uggs in some sweats and I slightly slightly got ready But I'm gonna go downstairs do my divo make some breakfast some coffee and then get on with the day Beautiful breakfast beautiful coffee I'm playing some worship. I'm about to go to make divo a fun fact about me. I actually like Love gloomy weather more than anything. It's just my favorite thing ever like I'm not a big fan of the Sun very weird I know I've kind of grown to like the Sun a little bit better Since I have my rooftop now and that means that's when I can like go out and use it But other than that like I just love gloomy days at home So I'm really thriving right now to this week being like I'm gonna work in my office I'm gonna do all these things and all I want to do is like get cozy on the couch and get my laptop and work from there Just because it's so cozy right now. Oh my gosh Also because it's so cozy I decided that I needed a hot coffee and that's just what is happening Also, I've been getting a lot of questions again about these mugs. They're from Williams Sonoma They're on sale quite often again if you guys go to my like snow profile, but you guys seriously to seem to download the freaking It's the best thing ever you will be obsessed I link like legit everything I own there But I link these mugs a lot and a bunch of stuff So I think you guys would really actually enjoy it and I have questions like do they crack do they break? No, I I have four of them and I use them like legit every single day has been twice a day and Nothing bad cannot say enough good things about them. It keeps it warm I think that they're just the cutest mugs ever. All right guys my perfect gloomy morning. It's 10 I just I know these are dead and like they've really run their course But I just love having flowers here. So I really want them Oh my gosh, okay. Anyways, I'm gonna do my diva. All right. Good morning everyone I wanted to go through my devotion this morning I loved when I did this on my Sunday vlog and this is my favorite devotional ever I've already gone through it before so I feel very confident when I say that but it's the job the circle by Mark Patterson, I'll have it linked down below a lot of you guys have been tying in your Instagram stories with it But like genuinely it there's no devotion that beats this one I promise you think of it almost he was like a 40-day like prayer challenge type thing, but it's really cool It's a little bit longer than the standard diva Which is like normally like half a page to a page, but it also ties in like history and all these things and like a lot of the stories actually come together and It's just really cool throughout the story. So anyways, I wanted to share a few things from it I'm so tired. I need to drink this guys. Okay, so the chapter is so a seed or I guess the day So the verses Matthew 17 20 if you have faith this small as a mustard seed I'm gonna go through my notes because it's not as long Okay, so he's talking about Yosemite and then Sequoia's and he said something all along I didn't take notes on this but they can measure more than 20 feet wide and 300 feet tall the root system goes down about 12 feet and stretches out in an area of about 80 feet in diameter So like obviously they're huge and the actual Sequoia seed is no bigger than a seed that produces a tomato plant So it's basically saying like that as the power of a single seed and then once Sequoia once it matures it produces 400,000 yeah 400,000 seeds of its own every year, which is crazy So the point is like the potential from like such a small seed and it's like in every seed there isn't just a tree There's a forest of trees and I think again this goes from like small thinking a big thinking which I talk about a lot on my podcast, but it's like, you know small thinking is insecure and it's like there's not enough room for everyone like I have to get mine Like I have to do this like I can't rely on God for anything It's typically like out of insecurity and like big thinking is like there's enough success for everyone and like I want To also bring people on the journey and like bring people up with me And I want like people in my life to be better than I do and every seed there isn't just this tree There's a forest of trees But I think it's really cool because like even if you compare this in like a career type thing It's like in every single person that succeeds It's like they're either like opening doors or like paving the way for so many other people in the future So Jesus talked about faith in comparison to a mustard seed Which is like the smallest possible seed there is and they were just talking about how some plants like dreams can take a lot Longer so some take a lot longer to plant And to grow once you plant them the potential is disguised in an awfully small package Like you look at these seeds and you don't see anything and then like you plant them You wait they kind of go away for a second and then they come up as like a watermelon or whatever that might be Something I didn't know so the mustard seed has all the nutrients that you need to survive. What did I get on this? It's yellow That's not the tanner because it's like yellow. I'll just have no idea what this is This is why I can't have nice things and then it's like we're not just planting trees for us but for generations So we might see the harvest but our children's children will so I think that we're walking in days that like people before us have Prayed for and like generations before us have like interceded and all that for I can't guys I've been I'm so sorry I've been trying to yawn for days and I cannot get this yawn out So you can only imagine how hard it is to like run without being able to like fully breathe So then there's this revelation of like praying is planting so it disappears for a season But eventually it bears fruit that blesses future generations, which actually reminded me of Isaiah. I wanted to share this too So Isaiah 55 we share this in our latest Bible study last night. This is a reading for our book I'll share a little bit about who Isaiah is because I think this is important Isaiah is a very like Isaiah is obviously Isaiah is a really popular chapter in the Bible But also I think that Isaiah like when you know who Isaiah is it's almost even more relatable So from this is Isaiah a smart well-born and well-connected Isaiah had every reason to look forward to a promising career as a land Owner or politician but an experience at around age 18 of the blazing holy of God changed his course for more than 40 years he was God's ambassador to the royal court and raging at craving kings and Guiding a halfway decent ones essentially like he got saved in his entire life chain But specifically Isaiah 55 8 through 11 I'm gonna kind of like skip through the middle of it But it says I don't think the way you think the way you work isn't the way I work God decree for as the sky sores high above earth So the way I work surpasses the way you work and the way I think is beyond the way you think just as rain and snow to send From the skies and don't go back until they've watered the earth Doing their work of making things grow embossed them producing seed for farmers and food for the hungry So will the words that come out of my mouth not come back empty-handed? They'll do the work I sent them to do they'll complete the assignment I gave them so I think about that and like when you feel like God's spoken to you and Then like the complete opposite happens, and you're like I'm so confused. It doesn't even make sense It's almost like Like sometimes things like have to disappear for a season in order to actually like grow and sprout or whatever that might be So it's like when you're planting it disappears for a season But eventually it bears fruit that blesses future generations So since we need the patience of the planter the foresight of the farmer and the mindset of the sower The harvest of the blessing will come in God's time in God's way So that was my debo for this morning I cannot recommend this specific book enough like seriously it is just literally the best thing also I just got the Shinola like right before quarantine and I have like three pages left I have a new one coming, but hopefully it gets here in time. Hope that encouraged you guys this morning This book has like literally changed my life like I mean every time I read it changed my life But I think I'm just gonna commit to reading this book again and again and again to like die Like that's how strongly I feel about it. So anyways I'm gonna finish might do a little bit more reading in my Bible And then I'm going to go do schoolwork, which I don't want to do. Alright guys, so I have been doing a lot of computer work I did a lot of podcasts like the back-in stuff. I did a lot of like the back-in stuff I did some homework all of that a follower It dammed me that today was her 21st birthday about like last week And she's like it would mean so much if you like to do a zoom call with me And I was like, oh my gosh 100% so we're doing that one, which I'm really excited for I have just gotten so much done And I just feel so lucky to have the job that I have. Oh my gosh I just love my life seriously at the same time though. I don't know why I'm even saying this It feels like sometimes I just feel like I'm not doing enough Especially during quarantine right now. I think like not even especially during quarantine I think honestly just like in general sometimes I'm just like there's always something more There's always something else that I could be doing Even like project-wise like I don't even mean like nest like day-to-day stuff I just mean like big project-wise and like I do have something I really want to do But I keep and I know I'm supposed to do it, but I keep putting it off So today I'm gonna start just a little bit and just see what I can get done But it's so gloomy out. All I want to do is read on my Kendall. It's just like so ridiculous Actually, I think I feel like watching one of Julia's vlog So I might put on a vlog and finish up some like back-in stuff I don't have the zoom call for like another 40 minutes. All right guys. So here's my tortilla soup. I just heated it up I have so freaking much But I'm like really worried about eating this when I'm wearing This so wait did I get something there? There's not a shadow Wait, I think it's a speck. Oh no guys This is why I can't wear white. I had my lunch. I'm watching Julia's vlog I have this call in eight minutes. Wow, that was so loud. This soup is so freaking good I'm not gonna make an IGTV video of it. Oh, by the way, I just posted the bolognese one So that one's live on my Instagram at Kandilis with but I'm not gonna post One of this I don't think because it's literally five ingredients I mean six because I added onion and you just put them all in a pot for 30 minutes What get away from my food? Um, so like there's really not much to film guys Okay, I ended up buying a bunch of four-sigmatic stuff because you're talking about it And I was like I wanted to try it for forever So I made an order and then I was like, oh my gosh. I don't have my milk for my milk frother here So then I was looking at milk frother frothers. Oh my gosh guys harder than it sounds and then I found this Espresso and espresso machine. Listen, my espresso machine is an ally. It is so Beautiful guys and like I do not need to be spending that on it But it is a hundred dollars off and like this is something I would use all the time. I don't know what has happened to me It's like two something now, and I'm so tired like I'm just so Freaking tired. I'm gonna go upstairs read write Work on some like work stuff. Yeah, it's gonna be a really chill afternoon. I think I'm just so Tired. Good morning guys me again. I really truly look like a mom with this hat on I feel like it looks Interesting. I have a haul for you to do for you guys later today. Good morning everyone today is Thursday There's a new episode of my podcast with Sarah Bell. It's super fun. Also. We actually talk about having like multiple streams of income It's really chill and laid-back. It's not like an episode where it's like This is my journey wake up at five or anything like that But we do talk about having multiple streams of income which is convenient because we recorded this like two months ago And a lot of you guys have been asking about that lately, so I was like perfect Honestly yesterday I was just so tired, and I think I just needed to chill like I don't know what's happening I basically laid in bed for the rest of the day I got a lot of work done And then I ended up finishing the book the therapist book I was reading is all my Instagram and then I started Danielle from we wore what's book. It's actually really good I'm almost halfway through just because normally those reads are like only like 200 250 pages So it's like pretty quick to read So I'll probably finish out today, but it's also like I have to say as far as like a quote-unquote like Influencer book, and I hate to like say I hate to call it that but It's really good. No. Anyways, I'm about to take Coco on a walk today is my day off From working out supposedly but I said I wanted to do the shred and I still want to do it So I think I'm gonna do like one workout and then just like fast walk or something My gosh, I also ordered a like 40 ounce smoothie king smoothie last night that was an angel whatever So good if you guys want to use my doorknash thing you guys get $7 credit which goes towards like food as well So I'll link it down below, but yeah day four supposed to be a rest day Okay So I'm gonna listen to a podcast take Coco on a walk and then I'm gonna come down I still haven't decided if I'm working out or not. So ignore my hand the reason my hand is like this in this one Like did I somehow forget to wash my hands after I did this I think it's from the idol of paradise stuff that I use on my face because that one stains my hands a lot But like I'm so over myself. Anyways So my stepdad is coming over in a few hours. He's going to help or actually he's not gonna help He's going to seal my garage floor. So we're starting on the den which is very exciting I've gotten a few things as well for it. So I'm very pumped and this time I am gonna make a tick tock before and after I'm not gonna hate myself Okay, so I did a little bit of a hit workout. It was pretty short. I'm glad I did it. I need to quickly clean I'm gonna clean the floors the counters a little bit I feel like all I do is clean and then I'm gonna go upstairs shower get ready and then go Organize my closet until he gets here. All right. I just swept and Swiffered the floors. I need to get rid of that stuff. I can actually oh my gosh It's gonna be so nice for random stuff because like I'll put the sprites in the den Cuz like I don't drink soda really anyways except for you know that one When I actually I think I had a few I had a little Cracking point in quarantine, but I'm gonna have like storage for this stuff Especially when this guys when this pantry finally gets done. Oh my gosh It's supposed to be delivered the end of the months. We have like two weeks. I think but oh my gosh That's gonna change my life. Also. Okay. This is the LED projector I got a lot of you guys recommended to me on Amazon. I'll have a link down below It's like only a hundred dollars and it was really great. So this is what I'm gonna use downstairs I also ordered a projector screen. That was also a hundred dollars. I'll have a link down below That's not coming until later and then like a gym mat and stuff. So I have some stuff. That's kind of ready almost for The den really quickly we're gonna do a haul. This is what I'm gonna wear today actually so kill it eyes It's so freaking sweet. She sent me another site. You guys know that I love these It's like a Sophie set with a krill and this is like neutral and I love that cuz I love color But I'm just more of a neutral girl. So yeah, I think this is so cute I'm gonna wear it today and then finally my order from airy came Okay, so I got that top that I was wearing it's legit right there and gray as well Which I'm so glad because I love it. I really think everyone should just buy these I think they're still on sale, but get an ax out and it wears is like a dress It's also just so good for like summer nights wearing it over some suit like I know it's a long sleeve But it's just so good for summer. So I love that I got this because it was super super on sale I don't know how much I'm gonna love it because I feel like I don't know this is gonna be the equivalent of like the leopard silk skirts That mitty skirts everyone had I got this neon swimsuit with high waisted bottoms, but I love and neon green I got a neon pink. I love having like also a bright swimsuit because it makes you look tanner Then I got the same swimsuit almost in just a black. I love tops like this I'm afraid that my boobs are definitely gonna be too big for that though, which kind of frustrates me I hate that stuff happens and then I got the same thing in white But I love that style like absolutely love that style. So anyways, these were so cheap I got each bathing suit for like $35 So I'll have all the link down below because I think they're definitely like freaking worth that I'm actually gonna post them right now to my like to know it because I just think that they're so freaking cute All right, so I just cleaned off my bathroom sink, which felt amazing I need to get a towel like a towel rack or holders I don't know guys because I don't really want them in the back of my videos either So I need to get that out. I also just like love this window on top of my Bath tub, but anyways my closet is a mess. It hasn't really bothered me because Honestly, normally I'm an absolute freak about keeping my closet clean But like I haven't worn normal clothes in two months. So it just hasn't bothered me These are the things I need to be hung up, but I'm gonna fix this I'm not even gonna go through it because I don't feel like I really have stuff to get rid of yet Um But yeah, definitely. I mean this is only gonna take me 20 minutes, but it'll make me feel better And my shoes are just like a little bit Unorganized. All right guys, so it looks so much better I just added random shoes like boots and stuff my new white dogs love This stuff isn't extremely organized for the most part color coordinated and this is just a lot We're gonna have to make like a clothe clothe a coat closet downstairs, but Yeah, it definitely just like looks a lot better Guys this is just the best breakfast ever um, there's almond butter under there I've made it every morning this week, but it's so good Also the fact that this is so light really just makes me you know, it's not my vibe But guys that can million coffee like cold brew specifically like I said Wow, it's really a lot. All right guys, so we're prepping today ceiling tomorrow cannot wait. This is the before really gross Just wait guys. I'm so excited. This is gonna be the gym That's gonna be the little area projector right there Guys, I actually cannot make this up. So I hold on. I think this know the settings right Okay, so my stepdad basically kicked me out of my garage. I was like trying to help him He's like, yeah, so like I have airpods and like I You have to wear like a certain shoe. So I've been kicked out of the garage, but I Called Tk the tiktok queen I decided that I obviously I needed you know advice on my other Transformation, but I ended up making a rooftop when I salvaged it. So guys Wow, great. Okay, so that's all I want. How do I tell them that so I'm about to post one It's Kenzie Elizabeth. Hey, it's a rooftop transformation. It's actually really cool I got advice from the tiktok queen herself tk. So guys it happened. I did it I just posted my first like real real tiktok feeling good about myself might even learn to dance But I actually need to read and about an hour. I'm going on I'd be live with Janine. She's doing the same or she's like reading the proverbs and she has guests and stuff So I'm the guest today So I'm gonna read that chapter see what I want to do Maybe even learn a tiktok dance before only really easy ones I know it takes a lot of time, but there is one that I think that I already kind of know Hey guys, here I am with my propeller on my head My misguided package finally came in underwhelming package because I'm not obsessed with the stuff that I got which I normally am I feel like I'm missing a box. Also my new Shinola came in except for this time I got grid really branching out So a lot of you guys told me it for tanning. I'm like actually tanning outside I needed to get Maui babe. So it kind of exploded in the package I got it on Ulta. I'll have it linked down below. I got the amazing Maui babe browning lotion I know it was at least sold out on Amazon. So apparently this stuff is amazing Then we have the after tan browning lotion. So this is a local secret It's a tan enhancer and healer and then this is just the amazing Maui babe body butter Which I wanted to try out to the first so many good things and I wanted to try them out because I know There's a lot of you guys who also have problems tanning I'll quickly show you guys a little bit of a haul from a skyden I got this dress, which I thought would be super cute to just wear this with sneakers and then oh I'm like my Louis sneakers like an oversized leather jacket If I ever leave at night this summer, I also got this dress I'd like these I actually do like a lot of stuff in it But I got this like really long pretty wrap dress. I just thought was super cute and it's really light I just realized that like I really don't have anything to wear this summer at all I got tanks. These looks you're six. Why I just always get a size up when I should it But I just got a tank top like this dress, which I probably should have gotten a size down. I need a steamer. I Got a US six and I should have gotten a four But it's also like supposed to be loose So I think it'll be fine But I wanted to wear this white sneakers and dress it down or even like I think we're my white dogs or whatever I just need things that are light because it gets hot here. Then I got just this Body suit which I thought would be really easy to just wear with like jeans call it a I actually like this with jeans My white dogs hoops hair back. That's it got the same tank top in black I live in misguided tank tops Then I got this just like lounge thing like pajamas basically so these shorts and then this Gray top that is definitely not gonna be big enough for my boobs, but it is what it is people Okay, I got this and I realized I don't think I would have ordered it If I realized was three-quarter length sleeve, I never wear that but maybe this summer I don't know. I'm gonna keep it cuz I got it in white and black and it's just such a basic I feel like it'll be good to have. I don't know. Maybe I'll change my mind. Okay I got this dress With the idea of like dressing down heat dresses with white sneakers But I want to live in the summer and I like liked it a lot on mine It's cute and I think I will like it, but I'm not obsessed with it Then I got this because I thought this would be cute It's like so random. Um, I say that I'm wearing tie-dye, but like this is like bright and like I don't know I wouldn't normally get it, but I got this white tank just to have another one I just got a white crop top I always grab these on misguided cuz I always stain them and ruin them so quickly, but they're like six dollars and then last thing was Just this little black one the same one that I showed you guys before I love misguided That's not my favorite order. I've picked up from them Honestly, probably my order from Nashville. Those were some good things, but majority of my closet right now Honestly is from misguided. Anyways, I need to clean off the my babe stuff. I'm really excited to try this though I've heard such amazing things. It's supposed to rain all weekend, so we'll see okay making some tea That's pretty much done now. I've been trying to just drink tea instead of like more coffee Watching Michelle's new video, and then I'm getting my stuff set up because in eight minutes. I'm going on live I am so tired. I stayed up too late reading and editing and like I finished I'm only making coffee before I run. I never do like normally I don't normally do that. Um, okay. I actually have dishes on my sink, and I like never have dishes on my sink ever And I got like really inspired. I finished, and y'all are pretty cute too, but it was actually really good The reviews on Amazon are horrible, but I actually liked it and like people who DM'd me about the book really liked it too Why does this have to be so loud? I think when I make an apple, I think I'm getting fruit flies or something Um anyways today is day three of running, so I need to really get a pep in my step. Oh You know what? I got this ice roller on Amazon. Oh wow. I got it yesterday. I'll link it below for you guys, but like Wow, I just went sunscreen on till it. I feel like my face is really puffy because I'm really tired I don't really want to do this like that much because I need to eat my apple Anyways, I'm gonna stop this for now, but okay, so today I'm on two people's podcast I'm supposed to finish some stuff, and then um Oh, yeah, my my Garage floor is being finished. I'll think that he'll let me help either This week has been pretty consistent and that I've been up working out doing like my morning routine morning reading stuff like that It's getting some stuff that I am. I am feeling a little bit more inspired than I have lately But like not gonna lie like I think yesterday afternoon and the afternoon before that I was just such a like weird mood I Feel like I was thriving in quarantine for so long, and then finally I'm like Okay, I've loosened my mind. I finished my workout shower got ready now. I just want to go back to bed Um, I'm wearing my like eerie gray thing I have biker shorts on underneath, but I'm gonna go downstairs do my divo make some breakfast So tired This is the garage floor That concrete is just like not great so like there was nothing we could really do about that, but it's fine because there's gonna be a run over that where Like my couch and stuff goes with a projector over there This is gonna be the gem part and there's gonna be a mat over that anyway So it's like not the biggest deal in the world, but I can't stand on this for like at least 24 hours Probably through the weekend, but it looks so much better. Oh my gosh All right, I just showered I was on to podcast and I've just been working in editing My grocery came in it's really freaking hot in here. My groceries came in so I'm gonna put those away, and then I think I'm probably gonna cook and Just like chill for the rest of the day this vlog is already look almost an hour long So let me know if you guys like vlogs this long or if you guys want them like split up and stuff But love you guys so much, and I'll talk to you soon. Bye