 Preface and introduction of Elsie Ingalls, The Woman with the Torch. Elsie Ingalls, The Woman with the Torch. by Eva Shaw McLaren Preface and introduction. Preface. To light a path for men to come is the privilege of the pioneer, and the life of a pioneer, the hewer of a new path, is always encouraging, whether he who goes before to open the way be a voyager to the poles or the uttermost parts of the earth in imminent danger of physical death, or whether he be an adventurer cutting a path to a new race consciousness, revealing the power of service in new vocations, evoking new powers, and living in hourly danger of mental suffocation by prejudices and inhibitions of race tradition. The women's irresistible movement, which is so suddenly flooded all departments of work previously considered the monopoly of men, required from the leaders indomitable courage, selflessness, and faith, qualities of imperishable splendor. And to read the life of Elsie Ingalls is to recognize instantly that she was one of these ruthless adventurers, hewing her way through all perils and difficulties to bring to pass the dreams of thousands of women. The world's standard of success may appear to give the prize to those who collect things, but in reality the crown of victory, the laurel wreath, the tribute beyond all material value is always reserved for those invisible intangible qualities which are evinced in character. It is wonderful to read how slowly and surely that character was formed through twenty years of monotonous routine. The establishing of a hospice for women and children, run entirely by women, was not a popular movement, and through long years of dull arduous work, patient, silent, honest, dedicated unconsciously to the service of others, she laid the foundations which led to her great achievement, and so, full of courage and growing in power, like Nelson she developed a blind eye to which she put her telescope in times of bewilderment. She could never see the difficulties which loomed large in her way, sex prejudices and mountains of race convictions to be moved, and so she moved them. In founding the hospice, she gave herself first to the women and children round her. Later, in the urgent call of the suffrage movement, she devoted herself wholeheartedly to the service of the women of the country, and so she was ready when the war came. Her own country refused her services, but Providence has a strange way of turning what appears to be evil into great good. The refusal of the British government to accept the services of medically trained women caused them to offer their services elsewhere, and so she went first to help the French, and then to encourage and serve Serbia in her dire need. And so from the first she was a pioneer, in doing medical work among women and children, in achieving the rights of citizenship for women, and in the further great adventure of establishing the true League of Nations which lies in the Will to Serve Mankind. Lina Ashwell Mrs. Henry Simpson Introduction A most interesting life of Elsie Ingalls, written a short time ago by the Lady Francis Balfour, has had a wide circulation which has proved the appreciation of the public. The second life appears at the request of the Society for Promoting Christian Knowledge that I should write a short memoir of my sister, to be included in the Pioneers of Progress series which it is publishing. I undertake the duty with joy. In accordance with the series in which it appears, the life is a short one, but it has been possible to incorporate in it some fresh material. Not the least interesting is what has been taken from the manuscript of a novel by Dr. Ingalls, found amongst her papers some time after her death. It is called The Story of a Modern Woman. It was probably written between the years 1906 and 1914. The outbreak of the war may have prevented its publication. The date given in the first chapter of the story is 1904. Very evidently the book expresses Elsie Ingalls's views on life. Quotations have been made from it as it gives an insight into her own character and experiences. The endeavor has been made to draw a picture of her as she appeared to those who knew her best. She was certainly a fine character full of life and movement ever growing and developing, ever glorying in new adventure. There was no stagnation about Elsie Ingalls, independent, strong, keen, if sometimes impatient, and generous. From her childhood she was ever a great giver. Alongside all the energy and force in her character there were great depths of tenderness. Nothing like sitting on the floor for half an hour playing with little children to repair you for a strenuous bit of work was one of her sayings. Not to many women, perhaps, have other women given such a wealth of love as they gave to Elsie Ingalls. An innumerable letters received after her death is traceable the idea expressed by one woman. In all your sorrow remember, I loved her too. Those who worked with her point again and again to a characteristic that distinguished her all her life, her complete disregard of the opinion of others about herself personally, while she pursued the course her conscience dictated. And yet she drew to herself the affectionate regard of many who knew her for the first time during the last three years of her life. What her own countrymen thought of her will be found in the pages of this book, but the touching testimony of a Serb and a Russian may be given here. A Serb orderly expressed his devotion in a way that Dr. Ingalls used to recall with a smile. Mrs. Doctor, I love you better than my mother and my wife and my family. Mrs. Doctor, I will never leave you. And a soldier from Russia said of her, She was loved amongst us as a queen and respected as a saint. In her life you want the testimony of those who saw her. Dr. Ingalls' work before and during the war will find its place in any enduring record, what you want to impress on the minds of the succeeding generation is the quality of the woman of which that work was the final expression. Something of what that quality was appears, it is hoped, in the pages of this memoir. I am grateful to men and women of varied outlook who knew her at different periods of her life for memories which have been drawn upon in this effort to picture Elsie Ingalls. End of Preface and Introduction Chapter 1 Elsie Ingalls' The Woman with the Torch Elsie Ingalls' The Woman with the Torch Chapter 1 Elsie Ingalls' The War Elsie Ingalls' was one of the heroic figures of the war. Dr. Seton Watson Suffrage During the whole years of the suffrage struggle, while the National Union of Women's Suffrage Societies was growing and developing, Dr. Elsie Ingalls stood as a tower of strength and her unbounded energy and unfailing courage helped the cause forward in more ways than she knew. To the London Society she stood out as a supporter of wise councils and bold measures. Time after time in the decisions of the Union they found themselves by her side, and from England to Scotland they learned to look to her as a staunch friend. Later, when the war transformed the work of the Societies of the Union, they trusted and followed her still, and it is their comfort now to think that in all her time of need it was their privilege to support her. The London Committee of the NUWSS Medical We medical women in Scotland will miss her very much, for she was indeed a strong rock among us all. A Medical Colleague Scottish Women's Hospitals Those who work in the hospital she founded, and for the units she commanded, and all who witnessed her labours, feel inspired by her dauntless example. The character of the happy warrior was, in some measure, her character. We reverence her calm fearlessness and forceful energies, her genius for overcoming obstacles, her common sense, her largeness of mind and purpose, and we rejoice in the splendor of her achievements. Mrs. Flinders Petrie Home It is not of her great qualities that I think now, but rather that she was such a darling. I.A.W. Neese Serbia By her knowledge she cured the physical wounds of the Serb soldiers. By her shining face she cured their souls. Silent, busy, smiling, that was her method. She strengthened the faith of her patients in knowledge and in Christianity. Scotland hardly could send to Serbia a better Christian missionary. Bishop Nikolai Vilomirovich As the days pass, bringing the figure of Elsie Ingalls into perspective, these true and beautiful pictures of her fall quietly into the background, and one idea begins slowly to emerge and to expand and to become the most real fact about her. As we follow her outward life and read the writing she left behind her, we come to realize that her greatness lay not so much in the things she achieved as in the hidden power of her spirit. She was a woman of solved problems. The far-reaching qualities of her mind and character are but the outcome of this inward condition. All men and women have problems, few solve them. The solved problem in any life is the expression of genius, and is the cause of strength and peace in the character. It is amazing how sometimes a name begins to shine like a star, and then to glow and glow until it fills the firmament. Such a name is Elsie Ingalls. Reverend Norman MacLean, D.D. CHAPTER I. CHAPTER II of Elsie Ingalls by Eva Shaw MacLean. This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. THE ROCK FROM WHICH SHE WAS HUNE. It is not the weariness of mortality, but the strength of divinity which we have to recognize in all mighty things. In the centre stands Elsie Ingalls, the woman of gentle breeding, short of stature, alert, and with the eyes of a seer, and a smile like sunshine, and on either side and behind this central figure the stage is crowded with men and women of long ago, the people of her race. One by one they catch our eye, and we note their connection with the central figure. Far back in the group, for it is near two hundred years ago, stands Hugh Ingalls, hailing from Invernessshire. He was a loyal supporter of Prince Charlie and the owner of a yacht, which he used in gun-running in the service of the Prince. A little nearer are two of Elsie's great-grandfathers, John Fendle and Alexander Ingalls. John Fendle was Governor of Java at the time when the island was restored to the Dutch. The Dutch fleet arrived to take it over before Fendle had received his instructions from the government, and he refused to give it up till they reached him. A gesture not without parallel in the later years of the life of his descendant. Alexander Ingalls, leaving Invernessshire, emigrated to South Carolina, and was there killed in a duel fought on some point of honour. Through his wife, Mary Deese, Elsie's descent runs up to Robert the Bruce on the one hand, and on the other to a family who left France after the revocation of the Edict of Nantes, and settled in Scotland. As we thread our way through the various figures on the stage, we are attracted by a group of three women. They are the daughters of the Governor of Java, the three Miss Fendle's. One of them, Harriet, is Elsie's grandmother. All three married, and their descendants in the second generation numbered well over a hundred. Harriet Fendle married George Pauney Thompson, whose father was at one time Secretary to Warren Hastings. George Thompson himself was a member of the East India Company, and ruled over large provinces in India. One of their nine daughters, Harriet Thompson, was Elsie's mother. On the other side of the stage, in the same generation as the Miss Fendle's, is another group of women. These are the three sisters of Elsie's grandfather, David Ingalls, son of Alexander, who fared forth to South Carolina, and counted honour more dear than life. David was evidently a restless, keen, adventurous man. Many years of his life were spent in India in the service of the East India Company. Of his three sisters, Catherine, painted by Rayburn, Mary, gentle and quiet, and Elizabeth, we linger longest near Elizabeth. She never married, and was an outstanding personality in the little family. She was evidently conversant with all the questions of the day, and commented on them in the long, closely written letters which have been preserved. After David's return from India, he must have intended at one time to stand for Parliament. Elizabeth writes to him from her far corner in Inverness Shire, giving him stirring advice, and demanding from him an uncompromising high standard. She tells him to unfurl his banner. She knows he will carry his religion into politics. Separate religion from politics, cries Elizabeth, as well talk of separating our every duty from religion. Needless anxiety, one would think, on the part of the good Highland lady, for the temptation to leave religion out of any of his activities can scarcely have assailed David. We read that when Elsie's grandfather had returned from the east to England, he used to give missionary addresses. Not one would think a common form of activity in a retired servant of the East India Company. One hears this note of genuine religion in the lives of those forebears of Elsie's. The extraordinary thing in all the letters, whether they were written by an Ingalls, a Dees, or a Money, is the pervading note of strong religious faith. They not only refer to religion, but often in truly Scottish fashion they enter on long theological dissertations. David married Martha Money. Close to Martha on the stage stands her brother, William Taylor Money, Elsie's great uncle. We greet him gladly, for he was a man of character. He was a friend of Wilberforce, and a member of Parliament when the anti-slavery bill was passed. Afterwards he owned a merchant vessel and gained great honour by his capture of several of the Dutch fleet, whom has stuck him for a British man of war, the smart appearance of his vessel with its manned guns deceiving them. There is a picture in Trinity House of his vessel bringing in the Dutch ships. Later he was council general at Venice in the north of Italy, where he died in 1834 in his gondola. He had strong religious convictions and would never infringe the sacredness of the Sabbath day by any secular work. In a short biography of him, written in 1835, the weight of his religious beliefs, which made themselves felt both in Parliament and when council, is dwelt on at length. A son of David and Martha Ingalls, John Forbes David Ingalls, was Elsie's father. John went to India in 1840, following his father's footsteps in the service of the East India Company. Thirty-six years of his life were spent there, with only one short furlough home. He rose to distinction in the service and gained the love and trust of the Indian peoples. After he retired in 1876, one of his Indian friends addressed a letter to him, John Ingalls, England, Tasmania, or wherever else he may be, this shall be delivered to him, and through the ingenuity of the British Post Office, it was delivered, in Tasmania. Elsie's mother, Harriet Thompson, went out to India when she was 17, to her father, George Powney Thompson. She married when she was 18. She met her future husband, John Ingalls, at a dance in her father's house. Her children were often told by their father of the white muslin dress with large purple flowers all over it worn by her that evening, and how he and several of his friends, young men in the district, drove fifty miles to have the chance of dancing with her. She must have had a steady nerve, for her letters are full of various adventures in camp and tiger-haunted jungles, and most of them narrate the presence of one of her infants who was accompanying the parents on their routine of Indian official life. In 1858, when John Ingalls was coming home on his one short furlough, she trekked down from Lahore to Calcutta with the six children in country conveyances. The journey took four months. Then came the voyage round the Cape, another four months. Of course she had the help of Ayas and bearers on the journeys, but even with such help it was no easy task. John Ingalls saw his family settled in Southampton, and almost immediately had to return to India, on the outbreak of the mutiny. His wife stayed at home with the children, until India was again a safe place for English women, when she rejoined her husband in 1863. They crowd round Elsie Ingalls, these men and women, in their quaint and attractive costumes of long ago. We feel their influence on her. We see their spirit mingling with hers. As we run our eye over the crowded stage, we see the dim outline of the rock from which she was hewn. We feel the spirit which was hers, and we hail it again as it drives her forth to play her part in the great drama of the last three years of her life. The members of every family, every group of blood relations, are held together by the unseen spirit of their generations. It matters little whether they can trace their descent or not. The peculiar spirit of that race which is theirs fashions them for particular purposes and work. And what are they all but the varied expressions of the one divine mind, of the endless life of God? CHAPTER III. Elsie Ingalls was born on August 16, 1864, in India. The wide plains of India, the huddled hills and valleys of the Himalayas, were the environment with which nature surrounded her for the first twelve years of her life. Her childhood was a happy one, and the most perfect friendship existed between her and her father from her earliest days. All our childhood is full of remembrance as a father. He never forgot our birthdays. However hot it was down in the scorched plains, when the day came round, if we were up in the hills, a large parcel would arrive from him. His very presence was joy and strength when he came to us at Nani Tal. What a remembrance there is of early breakfasts and early walks with him, the father and the three children. The table was spread in the veranda between six and seven. Father made three cups of cocoa, one for each of us, and then the glorious walk. The ponies followed behind, each with their attendant grooms, and two or three red-coated chaprasis, father stopping all along the road to talk to every native who wished to speak to him, while we three ran about, laughing and interested in everything. Then at night, the shouting for him after we were in bed, and father's step, bounding up the stair in Calcutta, or coming along the matted floor of our hill-home. All order and quietness were flung to the winds while he said good night to us. It was always understood that Elsie and he were special chums, but that never made any jealousy. Father was always just. The three cups of cocoa were always the same in quantity and quality. We got equal shares of his right and his left hand on our walks. But Elsie and he were comrades, inseparables from the day of her birth. In the background of our lives there was always the quiet, strong mother, whose eyes and smile live on through the years. Every morning before the breakfast and walk there were five minutes when we sat in front of her in a row, on little chairs in her room, and read the scripture verses in turn, and then knelt in a straight, quiet row and repeated the prayers after her. Only once can I remember Father being angry with any of us, and that was when one of us ventured to hesitate in instant obedience to some wish of hers. I still see the room in which it happened, and the thunder in his voice is with me still. There was a constant change of scene during these years in India. Allahabad, Nani Tal, Calcutta, Simla, and Lucknow. After her father retired, two years in Australia visiting older brothers who had settled there, and then, in 1878, home to the land of her fathers. On the voyage home when Elsie was about fourteen, her mother writes of her, Elsie has found occupation for herself in helping to nurse sick children and look after turbulent boys who trouble everybody on board, and a baby of seven months old is in a special favourite with her. But through the changing scenes there was always growing and deepening the beautiful comradeship between father and daughter. The family settled in Edinburgh, and Elsie went to school to the Charlotte Square Institution, perhaps in those days the best school for girls in Edinburgh. In the history class taught by Mr. Hossack she was nearly always at the top. A for school life in Edinburgh, a companion writes, I remember quite distinctly when the girls of twenty-three Charlotte Square were told that two girls from Tasmania were coming to the school, and a certain feeling of surprise that the said girls were just like ordinary mortals, though the big earnest brows and the hair quaintly parted in the middle and done up in plates fastened at the back of the head were certainly not ordinary. A friend has the story of a question going round the class. She thinks Clive or Warren Hastings was the subject of the lesson, and the question was, what would one do if a calumny were spread about one? Deny it, one girl answered. Fight it, another. Still the teacher went on asking. Live it down, said Elsie. Right, Miss Ingalls. My friend writes, the question I cannot remember. It was the bright, confident smile with the answer, and Mr. Hossack's delighted wave to the top of the class that abides in my memory. I always think a very characteristic story of Elsie is her asking that the school might have permission to play in Charlotte Square Gardens. In those days no one thought of providing fresh air exercise for girls except by walks, and tennis was just coming in. Elsie had the courage, to us schoolgirls it seemed extraordinary courage, to confront the three directors of the school and ask if we might be allowed to play in the gardens of the square. The three directors together were to us the most formidable and awe-inspiring body, though separately they were amiable and estimable men. The answer was, we might play in the gardens if the residents of the square would give their consent, and the heroic Elsie, with, I think, one other girl, actually went round to each house in the square and asked consent of the owner. In those days the inhabitants of Charlotte Square were very select and exclusive indeed, and we all felt it was a brave thing to do. Elsie gained her point, and the girls played at certain hours in the square till a regular playing field was arranged. These companion, or companions in this first adventure, to influence those in authority, have been spoken of as her first unit. When she was eighteen she went for a year to Paris with six other girls in charge of Miss Gordon Brown. She came home again shortly before her mother's death in January 1885. Henceforth she was her father's constant companion. They took long walks together, talked on every subject, and enjoyed many humorous episodes together. On one point only they disagreed. Home rule for Ireland. She for it, he against. During the nine years from 1885 to her father's death in 1894 she began and completed her medical studies, with his full approval. The great fight for the opening of the door for women to study medicine had been fought and won earlier by Dr. Sophia Jax Blake, Dr. Garrett Anderson, and others. But though the door was open there was still much opposition to be encountered and a certain amount of persecution to be born when the women of Dr. Ingoltz's time ventured to enter the halls of medical learning. Along the pathway made easy for them by these women of the past hundreds of young women are today entering the medical profession. As we look at them we realize that in their hands to a very large extent lies the solving of the acutest problem of our race, the relation of the sexes. Will they fail us? Will they be content with the solution along lines that can only be called a second best? When we remember the clear-brained women in whose steps they follow, who open the medical world for them, and whose spirits will forever overshadow the women who walk in it, we know they will not fail us. Elsie Ingoltz pursued her medical studies in Edinburgh and Glasgow. After she qualified she was for six months house surgeon in the new hospital for women and children in London, and then went to the Rotunda in Dublin for a few months special study in Midwifery. She returned home in March, 1894, in time to be with her father during his last illness. Daily letters had passed between them whenever she was away from home. His outlook on life was so broad and tolerant, his judgment on men in affairs so sane and generous, his religion so vital, that with perfect truth she could say, as she did, at one of the biggest meetings she addressed after her return from Serbia, if I have been able to do anything, I owe it all to my father. After his death she started practice with Dr. Jesse McGregor at Eight Walker Street, Edinburgh. It was a happy partnership for the few years it lasted, until, for family reasons, Dr. McGregor left Scotland for America. Dr. Ingoltz stayed on in Walker Street, taking over Dr. McGregor's practice. Women followed years of hard work and interests in many directions. The Hospice for Women and Children in the High Street of Edinburgh was started. Her practice grew, and she became a keen suffragist. During these years also she evidently faced and solved her problems. She was a woman capable of great friendships. During the twenty years of her professional life, perhaps the three people who stood nearest to her were her sister, Mrs. Simpson, and the very reverend Dr. and Mrs. Wallace Williamson. These friendships were a source of great strength and comfort to her. We may fitly close this chapter by quoting descriptions of Dr. Ingoltz by two of her friends, Ms. S. E. S. Mayer of Edinburgh and Dr. Beatrice Russell. In outward appearance Dr. Ingoltz was no Amazon, but just a woman of gentle breeding, courteous, sweet-voiced, somewhat short of stature, alert, and with the eyes of a seer, blue-gray and clear, looking forth from under a brow wide and high, with soft brown hair brushed loosely back, with lips often parted in a radiant smile, discovering small white teeth and regular, but lips which were at times firmly closed with a fixity of purpose such as would warn off unwarrantable opposition or objections from less bold workers. Those clear eyes had a peculiar power of withdrawing on rare occasions, as it were, behind a curtain when their owner desired to absent herself from a discussion of points on which she preferred to give no opinion. It was no mere expression such as absent-mindedness might produce, but was, as she herself was aware, a voluntary action of withdrawal from all participation in what was going on. The discussion over, in a moment the blinds would be up, and the soul looked forth through its clear windows with steady gaze. Whether the oral doors had been closed also there is no knowing. She was a keen politician. In the pre-war days a staunch supporter of the Liberal Party, and in the years immediately preceding the war she devoted much of her time to work in connection with the women's suffrage movement. She was instrumental in organizing the Scottish Federation of Women's Suffrage Societies, and was honorary secretary of the Federation up to the time of her death. But the factor which most greatly contributed to her influence was the unselfishness of her work. She truly set the cause above renown, and loved the game beyond the prize. She was always above the suspicion of working for ulterior motives or grinding a personal axe. It was ever the work, and not her own share in it, which concerned her, and no one was more generous in recognizing the work of others. To her friends Elsie Ingalls is a vivid memory, yet it is not easy, clearly, to put in words the many sides of her character. In the care of her patience she was sympathetic, strong, and unsparing of herself. In public life she was a good speaker and a keen fighter. While as a woman and a friend she was a delightful mixture of sound good sense, quick temper, and warm-hearted impulsiveness, a combination of qualities which won her many devoted friends. A very marked feature of her character was an unusual degree of optimism, which never failed her. Difficulties never existed for Dr. Ingalls, and were barely so much as thought of in connection with any cause she might have at heart. This, with her clear head and strong common sense, made her a real driving power, and any scheme which had her interest always owed much to her ability to push things through. In the following chapters the principal events in her life during these twenty years, 1894 to 1914, will be dealt with in detail, before we arrive at the story of the last three years, and of the going forth. CHAPTER IV of Elsie Ingalls by Eva Shaw McLaren Her medical career, 1894 to 1914. During the years from 1894 to 1914, the mainstream in Elsie Ingalls' life was her medical work. This was her profession, her means of livelihood. It was also the source from which she drew conclusions in various directions, which influenced her conduct in after-years, and it supplied the foundation and the scaffolding for the structure of her achievements at home and abroad. The pursuit of her profession for twenty years in Edinburgh brought to her many experiences which roused new and wide interests, and which left their impress on her mind. One who was a fellow student writes of her classmate. She impressed one immediately with her mental and physical sturdiness. She had an extremely pleasant face, with a finely molded forehead, soft, kind, fearless blue eyes, and a smile when it came, like sunshine. With this her mouth and chin were firm and determined. She was a student of the School of Medicine for Women in Edinburgh, of which Dr. Jax Blake was dean. A fine woman of strong character, to whom, and to a small group of fellow workers in England, women owe the opening of the door of the medical profession. As a dean, however, she may have erred in attempting an undue control over the students. To Elsie Ingalls and some of her fellow students, this seemed to prejudice their liberty, and to frustrate an aim she always had in view, the recognition by the public of an equal footing on all grounds with men students. The difficulties became so great that Elsie Ingalls at length left the Edinburgh School, and continued her education at Glasgow, where at St. Margaret's College classes in medicine had recently been opened. A fellow student writes, Never very keenly interested in the purely scientific side of the curriculum, she had a masterly grasp of what was practical. She took her qualifying medical diploma in 1902. After her return to Edinburgh, she started a scheme, and brought it to fruition, with that fearlessness and ability which, at a later period, came to be expected from her, both by her friends and by the public. With the help of sympathetic lecturers and friends of the women's movement, she succeeded in establishing a second School of Medicine for Women in Edinburgh, with its headquarters at Minto House, a building which had been associated with the study of medicine since the days of Sime. It proved a successful venture. After the close of Dr. Jax Blake's School a few years later, it was the only School for Women students in Edinburgh, and continued to be so till the University opened its doors to them. It was mainly due to Dr. Ingalls' exertions that the hospital was opened in the High Street of Edinburgh, as a nursing home in Maternity Centre, staffed by medical women. An account of it, and of Dr. Ingalls' work in connection with it, is given in a later chapter. She was appointed Joint Surgeon to the Edinburgh Brunsfield Hospital and Dispensary for Women and Children, also staffed by women, and one of the fruits of Dr. Jax Blake's exertions. Here again, Elsie Ingalls' courage and energy made themselves felt. She desired a larger field for the youthfulness of the institution, and proposed to enlarge the hospital to such an extent that its accommodation for patients should be doubled. A colleague writes, Once again the number must be doubled, always with the same idea in view, i.e., to ensure the possibilities for gaining experience for women doctors. Once again the committee was carried along on a wave of unprecedented effort to raise money. An eager band of volunteers was organised, among them some of her own students. Bazaars and entertainments were arranged, special appeals were issued, and the necessary money was found, and the alterations carried out. It was never part of Dr. Ingalls' policy to wait till the money came in. She always played a bold game, and took risks which left the average person aghast, and in the end she invariably justified her action by accomplishing the task which she set herself, and, at times it must be owned, which she set an all-too unwilling committee. But for that berezy and invincible faith in optimism the Scottish women's hospitals would never have taken shape in 1914. Dr. Ingalls' plea for the units of the Scottish women's hospital was always that they might be sent where the need was greatest. In these years of work before the war the same motive, to supply help where it was most needed, seems to have guided her private practice, for we read, Dr. Ingalls was perhaps seen at her best in her dispensary work, for she was truly the friend and the champion of the working woman, and especially of the mother in poor circumstances and struggling to bring up a large family. Morrison Street dispensary and St. Anne's dispensary were the centre of this work, and for years to come mothers will be found in this district who will relate how Dr. Ingalls put at their service the best of her professional skill, and more than that gave them unstintedly of her sympathy and understanding. Dr. Wallace Williamson of St. Giles Cathedral, writing of her after her death, is conscious also of this impulse always manifesting itself in her, to work where difficulties abounded. He points out, Of her strictly professional career it may be truly said that her real attraction had been to work among the suffering poor. She was seen at her best in hospice and dispensary, and in homes where poverty added keenness to pain. There she gave herself without reserve. Questions of professional rivalry or status of women slipped away in her large sympathy and helpfulness. Like a truly good physician she gave them from her own courage an uplift of spirit even more valuable than physical cure. She understood them and was their friend. To her they were not merely patients but fellow women. It was one of her great rewards that the poor folk to whom she gave of her best rose to her faith in them, whatever their privations or temptations. Her relations with them were remote from mere routine and so distinctively human and real that her name is everywhere spoken with a note of personal loss. Had not the wider call come, this side of her work awaited the fulfilment of even nobler dreams. She was loved and appreciated as a doctor not only by her poor patients but by those whom she attended in all ranks of society. Of her work as an operator and lecturer, two of her colleagues say, It was a pleasure to see Dr. Ingalls in the operating theatre. She was quiet, calm, and collected, and never at a loss, skillful in her manipulations and able to cope with any emergency. As a lecturer she proved herself clear and concise and the level of her lectures never fell below that of the best established standards. Students were often heard to say that they owed to her a clear and a practical grasp of a subject which is inevitably one of the most important for women doctors. Should it be asked what was the secret of her success in her work, the answer would not be difficult to find. A clear brain she had, but she had more. She had vision. For her life was based on a profound trust in God, and her vision was that of a follower of Christ, the vision of the kingdom of heaven upon earth. This was the true source of that remarkable optimism which carried her over difficulties deemed by others insurmountable. Once started in the pursuit of an object she was most reluctant to abandon it, and her gaze was so keenly fixed on the end in view that it must be admitted she was found by some to be ruthless in the way in which she pushed on one side any who seemed to her to be delaying or obstructing the fulfillment of her project. There was, however, never any selfish motive prompting her. The end was always a noble one, for she had an unselfish, generous nature. An intimate friend, well qualified to judge, herself at first prejudiced against her, writes, In everything she did, that was always to me her most outstanding characteristic, herself effacing in a bounding generosity. Indeed, it was so characteristic of her that it was often misunderstood, and her action was imputed to a desire for self-advertisement. A fellow doctor told me that when she was working in one of the Edinburgh laboratories she heard men discussing something Dr. Ingalls had undertaken, and evidently finding her action quite incomprehensible, they concluded it was dictated by personal ambition. My friend turned on them in the most emphatic way. You were never more mistaken. The thought of self or self-interest never even entered Elsie Ingalls' mind in anything she did or said. Again, another writes, Ingalls her generous appreciation of any good work done by other women, especially by younger women. Any attempt to strike out in a new line, any attempt to fill a post not previously occupied by a woman, received her unstinted admiration and warm support. It was her delight to show hospitality to her friends, many of whom, especially women doctors and friends made in the suffrage movement, stayed with her at her house in Walker Street, Edinburgh. But her hospitality did not end there. One doctor, whom we have already quoted, on arrival on a visit, found that only the day before Dr. Ingalls had said good-bye to a party of guests, a woman with five children, a patient badly in need of rest who had the misfortune to have an unhappy home and was without any relatives to help her. Dr. Ingalls' relations with her poor patients have been already referred to. Not only did she give them all she could in the way of professional attention and skill, but her generosity to them was unbounded. I had a patient, writes a doctor, very ill with pulmonary tuberculosis. She was to go to a sanatorium, and her widowed mother was quite unable to provide the rather ample outfit demanded. Dr. Ingalls gave me everything for her, down to umbrella and galoshes. Naturally her devotion was returned, though in one case which is recorded Dr. Ingalls' care meant with resentment at first. A woman who was expecting a baby, her ninth, applied at a dispensary where Dr. Ingalls happened to be in charge. Her advice was distasteful to the patient who tried another dispensary, only to meet again with the same advice, again from a woman member of the profession. A third dispensary brought her the same fortune. Eventually, when the need for professional skill came, she was attended by the two latter doctors she had seen, for the case proved to be a difficult one. Requiring the aid of greater experience, for they were juniors, they sent for Dr. Ingalls, with whose help the lives of mother and child were saved. Thus the patient was attended, in the end, by all the three women physicians whose advice she had scorned. The child was the first boy in the large family, and the woman's gratitude and delight after her recovery knew no bounds. It found, however, scotch expression, shall we say, in her tribute. Well, I've had the hail three of you after all, and you kind of say I hate none like it you, at the hinderen at any rate. That woman kept us busy with patients for many a day, writes one of the three. The bulky mother-in-law of one patient expressed her admiration of the doctor, and her lack of faith in the justice of things, by saying, It's no fair Dr. Ingalls is a woman, if she'd been a man, she'd have been a millionaire. The doctor in whose memory these incidents live, says of her friend, No item was too trivial, no trouble too great to take, if she could help a human being, or if she could push forward, or help a younger doctor. If Elsie Ingalls' intrepidity, determination, and invincible optimism were well known to the public, the circle of her friends was warmed by the truly loving heart with which they came in contact. The following incident may show in some degree what a tender heart it was. A friend whose brother died, after an operation, in a nursing home in Edinburgh, was staying at Dr. Ingalls' house when the death occurred. The body had to be taken to the Highland home in the north. The sister writes, My younger brother called for me in the early morning as we had to leave by the three a.m. train to accompany the body to Inverness. When Dr. Ingalls had said good-bye to us, and we drove away in the cab, my brother, he is just an ordinary, keen businessman, turned to me, with his eyes filled with tears, and said, I should have liked to kiss her like my mother. We had never known our mother. In the fourteenth century, in that wonderful and most lovable woman, Catherine of Siena, we find the same union of strength and tenderness which was so noticeable in Dr. Ingalls. In the life of St. Catherine it is said, Everybody loves Catherine Benincaza because she was always and everywhere a woman in every fibre of her being. By nature and temperament she was fitted to be what she succeeded in remaining to the end, a strong, noble woman whose greatest strength lay in her tenderness and whose nobility sprung from her tender femininity. In her political sagacity, her optimism, and cheerfulness also, she reminds us of Elsie Ingalls. During St. Catherine's mission to Tuscany the following story is told of her by her biographer. The other case of healing was that of Mesur Mateo, her friend, the rector of Misericordia, who had been one of the most active of the heretic priests in Siena. To this good man, lying in extremis after terrible agony, Catherine entered, crying cheerfully, Rise up, rise up, Sir Mateo! This is not the time to be taking your ease in bed. Immediately the disease left him, and he, who could so ill be spared at such a time, arose, whole and sound, to minister to others. We smile as we read of Catherine's cheerful entrance into this sick chamber, and those who knew Dr. Ingalls can recall many such a breezy entrance into the depressing atmosphere of some of her patient's sick rooms. End of Chapter 4. Chapter 5 of Elsie Ingalls by Eva Shaw McLaren. This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. The Solved Problems It is the solution worked out in the life, not merely in words, that brings home to other lives the fact that the problem is not insoluble. It may be truly said that special types of problems come before the unmarried woman for solution, problems as to her connection with society and with the race, which confront her as they do not others. Though few signs of a mental struggle were visible on the surface, there is no doubt that Elsie Ingalls met these problems and settled them in the silence of her heart. It is a fact of much interest in connection with the subject of this memoir that amongst the papers found after she had died is the manuscript of a novel written by herself, entitled The Story of a Modern Woman, and one turns the pages with eager interest to see if they furnish a key to the path along which she travelled in solving her problems. The expectation is realized, and in reading the pages of the novel we find the secret of the assurance and happy courage which characterized her. Whether she intended it or not, many parts of the book are without doubt autobiographical. In this chapter we propose to give some extracts from the novel, which we consider justify the belief that the authoress is describing her own experiences. The first extract refers to her discovery that she was almost entirely without fear. The heroine is Hildegard Forrest, a woman of thirty-seven, a high school teacher. During a boating accident, which might have resulted fatally, the fact reveals itself to Hildegard that she does not know what fear is. The story of the accident closes with these words. Self-revelation is not usually a pleasant process. Not often do we find ourselves better than we expected. Usually the sudden flash that shows us ourselves makes us blush with shame at the sight we see. But very rarely, and for the most part for the people who are not self-conscious, the flash may in a moment reveal unknown powers or unsuspected strength. And Hildegard, sitting back in the boat, suddenly realized she wasn't a coward. She looked back in surprise over her life and remembered that the terror which is a child would seize her in a sudden emergency was the fear of being parted from her mother, not any personal fear for herself or her own safety. Such a pleasurable glow swept over her as she sat there in the rocking boat. Why, no, she thought. I wasn't frightened. A similar accident befell Elsie Ingalls when a young woman. Whether the absence of fear disclosed itself to her then or not cannot be said, but she is known to have said to a friend after her return from Serbia. It was a great day in my life when I discovered that I did not know what fear was. Benjamin Kidd in The Science of Power gives, unintentionally, an indication where to look for the secret of the childless woman's feeling of loneliness. She has no link with the future. He affirms that woman, because of her very nature, has her roots in the future. To women, he says, the race is always more than the individual, the future greater than the present. As we follow Hildegard through the pages of the novel, she is shown to us as faced with the problem of becoming a lonely woman, the problem that meets the unmarried and the childless woman, and the claims and the meaning of religion are confronting her too. The story traces the workings of Hildegard's mind and the events of her life for a year. This day in the novel finds Hildegard a lonely and dissatisfied woman with no sure anchor. She has had a happy childhood with many relations and friends around her. One by one these are taken from her. Some are dead, others are married, and she sees herself at the age of thirty-seven, a forlorn figure, with no great interest in the future, and her thoughts dwelling mostly on the joyous past. Two or three of Hildegard's friends are conversing together in her rooms. None of them has had a happy day. Each of them, in her own way, is feeling the depression of the lonely woman. Francis, a little Quaker-lady, enters the room as someone remarks on the sadness of Christmastime. Yes, at last, said the Quaker-lady, I heard what you said as I came in, dear. This is a hard time with all its memories. I think I have found out what we lonely women want. It is a future. Our thoughts are always turning to the past. There is not anything to link us on to the next generation. You see other women with their families. It is the future to which they look. However good the past has been, they expect more to come for their sons and their daughters. Their life goes on in other lives. Hildegard clasped her hands round her knees and stared into the fire. Their life goes on in other lives. The thought finds a home in Hildegard's mind. When soon after the little Quaker-ess dies, Hildegard, looking at the quiet face, says to herself, Dear little woman, so you have got your future. Yet in her own case she does not wait for death to bring it to her. She faces her problems and refusing to be swamped by them makes the currents carry her bark along to the free open sea. She flings herself wholeheartedly into causes whose hopes rest in the future. She draws around her children, who need her love and care, and makes them her hostages for the future. In all this we see Elsie Ingalls describing a stage in her own life. But before the story brings us round again to Christmas, something else has helped to change the outlook for Hildegard. She has found herself in relation to God. Her religion is no merely inherited thing, not hers at second hand this link with God. It is a real thing to her, found for herself, made part of herself, and so her sure foundation. It has come to her in a flash, a never-to-be-forgotten illumination of the words, the power of an endless life. She faces life now glad and free. In her den on that Christmas Eve she is described thus to us by Elsie Ingalls. Anne had put holly-berries over the pictures, and the mantelpiece too was covered with it. Between the masses of green and the red berries stood the solid, old-fashioned gilt frames of long ago, the photographs in them becoming yellow with age. Hildegard turned to them from the portraits on the walls. She stood, her hands resting on the edge of the mantelpiece. Then suddenly it came to her that her whole attitude towards life and death had altered. For long these old photographs had stood to her as symbols of a past glowing with happiness. Though the pain still lingered even after time had dulled the edge, yet the old pictures typified all that was best in life, and the dim mist of the years rose up between the good days and her. But now, as she looked, her thoughts did not turn to the past. In some unexplained way the loves of long ago seemed to be entwined with a future so wonderful and so enticing that her heart bounded as she thought of it. Grow old along with me. The best is yet to be. Only last Christmas those words would have meant nothing to her. Then her bark seemed to be stranded among shallows. She felt that she was an old woman, and second bests her lot in the coming years. There could never be any life equal to the old life in the backwater into which she had drifted. But today how different the outlook. Her ship was flying over a sunlit sea, the good wind bulging out the canvas. She felt the thrill of excitement and adventure in her veins as she stood at the helm and gazed across the dancing water. It seemed to her as if she had been asleep, and the celestial surgeon had come and stabbed her spirit broad awake. Troy had done its work, and sorrow. Responsibility had come with its stimulating spur, and the ardent delight of battle in a great crusade. New powers she had discovered in herself, new possibilities in the world around her. She was ready for her adventure brave and new. Rabbi Ben Ezra had waited for death to open the gate to it, but to Hildegard it seemed that she was in the midst of it now, that adventure brave and new in which death itself was also an adventure. The power of an endless life. The words seemed to hover around her, just eluding her grasp, just beyond her comprehension, yet something of their significance she seemed to catch. She remembered the flash of intuition as she stood beside Francis's newly made grave, but she realized, her eyes on the old pictures, that it would take eons to understand all it meant, to exhaust all the wonder of the idea. She could only bring to it her undeveloped powers of thought and of imagination, but she knew that stretching away, hid in an inexpressible light, lay depths undreamt of. To her nineteenth-century intellect, life could only mean evolution, life ever taking to itself new forms, developing itself in new ways. At the bedrock of all her thought lay the consciousness of the power not ourselves, which makes for righteousness. No mystic she, to whom an ineffable union with the highest was the goal of all. Or even distantly did she reach to that idea. Rather, she was one of God's simple-hearted soldiers, who took her orders and stood to her post. The words thrilled her, not with the prospect of rest, but with the excitement of advance, an endless life with ever new possibilities of growth and of achievement, ever greater battles to be fought for the right, and always new hopes of happiness. Dimly and hesitantly she committed herself to the thought, conscious that it had been forming slowly and unregarded in the strenuous months that lay behind her, through the long years, ever since the first seemingly hopeless goodbye had rung her heart. She began dimly to feel the power of the idea, the life of which she was the holder, only part of a greater whole. With itself only a step, in a great progression, ever upward, ever onward, marching towards some divine far-off event to which the whole creation moves. If another pen than Elsie Ingalls had drawn the picture, we should have said it was one of herself. Surely she was able to weave around her heroine, from the depth of her own inner experiences of solved problems, the mantle of joy and freedom with which she herself was clothed. The causes to which Elsie Ingalls became a tower of strength, the nation she twice saved from despair, the many children, not only those in her own connection, on whom she lavished love and care, are the witnesses to-day of the completeness and the splendor of her power to mold each adverse circumstance in her life and make it yield a great advantage. Chapter 6 of Elsie Ingalls by Eva-Shaw McLaren Her children Wonderful courage, intrepidity of action, strength of purpose, no weakening pity. These are terms that are often used in describing Elsie Ingalls. But there is another side to her character, not so well known, from its very nature bound to be less known, which it is the true purpose of this chapter to discover. Elsie Ingalls was a very loving woman, and she was a child-lover. From every source that touched her life, and touching it, brought her into contact with child-life, she, by her interest in children, drew to herself this healing link with the future. The children of her poorer patients knew well the place they held in her heart. They would watch from the windows on her dispensary-days for her, and she would wave to them across the street. She would often stop them in the street and ask after their mother. And even after she had been to Serbia and had returned to Edinburgh, she remembered them and their home affairs. The daily letters to her father, written from Glasgow and London and Dublin, are full of stories about the children of her patients. Who but a genuine child-lover could have found time to write to a little niece, under twelve letters from Serbia and Russia, one in August 1915 during the long peaceful summer, and the other in an ambulance-train near Odessa? Her book, The Story of a Modern Woman, contains many descriptions which reveal a mind to whom the ways of children are of deep interest. We draw once more from the pages of the novel, as in no other way can we show so well the mother-heart that was hers. One of Hildegard's friends, dying in India, leaves three small children whom she commends to her pity. His heart responds at once, and the orphans find their home with her. Her first meeting with the frightened children and their black nurse is described in detail. Just let's wait a minute or two, said Hildegard. Let them get used to me. Well, baby, she said, turning to the Aya and holding out her arms. With a great leap and a gurgle, baby precipitated himself towards her, his strong little hands clutching uncertainly at the brooch at her throat. Then the buttons distracted him, and then, after a serious look at her face, his eyes suddenly caught sight of the hat above it, and the irresistible gleam of some ornament on it. With wildly working hands he pulled himself to his feet, and, with one fat little hand on her face, grabbed at the shining jet. Hildegard, laughing, and submitting herself half-resistingly to the onslaught, felt her hat dragged sideways by the uncertain little hand. She held the little one close to her, still laughing, kissing the firm little arms and hands, and talking baby nonsense as if it had been her mother tongue for years. The brooch again caught baby's eyes, and he made another determined raid on it. He seized it and pricked his finger. Down went the corners of his mouth. There now, said Hildegard. I knew you'd do that, you ducky boy, kissing the pricked hand over and over again. And good little Sonny is not to cry. A watch is much safer than a brooch. Now let's see if we can get at it, feeling in her belt. The watch was grabbed at and went straight to his mouth. Does your watch blow open, asked Rex? Come and see, said Hildegard. Rex came without a moment's hesitation. Eileen was forgotten in the interest of a new investigation. The watch did blow open. How exceedingly exciting. He leaned both arms on Hildegard's knee while he defended the watch from baby's greedy attacks. Then he suddenly remembered something of more importance. I've got a watch, too. He wriggled wildly with excitement and pulled out a water-burry. Well, you are a lucky boy, said Hildegard. Eileen had come forward, too, but Hildegard waited for her to speak before noticing the advance. Rex was standing near to her, pointing out the beauties of the watch, the hands, et cetera. And bigger like that, stretching his arms wide, bigger like that than your watch. Your watch, said Eileen, is little and tiny like Mummy's watch. But Mummy's watch pins on here, dabbing at Hildegard's blouse. Then suddenly she raised swimming eyes to Hildegard's. I do want Mummy, she said. Darling, cried Hildegard, catching baby with her right arm, so as to free the other to draw Eileen to her. Darling, so we all do. It is a simple account of the little ways of shy children. Many a mother could have written it equally well. But the interest of Elsie Ingle's descriptions of children lies in the fact that they come from the pen of a woman of action, a woman of iron nerve, and they give us the other side of her character. And then she was a woman whom no child called mother. But thank God the instinct is not one that can be damned up or lost, and in these writings we get a glimpse of that motherhood which was hers, and which her life showed to be deep enough and wide enough to sweep under its wing the human souls, men, women, and children, who, passing near it and being in need, cried out for help, and never cried in vain, to quote a fellow woman. The emotions which are the strongest force in a woman must not live in the past. They must not be used introspectively nor for personal pleasure and gratification. Used thus they destroy the woman and weaken the race. But flung forward, flung into the interests outside of the woman herself, and thus transmuted into power, they become to her her salvation, and to the race a constructive element. End of Chapter 6 Chapter 7 of Elsie Ingalls by Eva Shaw McLaren The Hospice During her medical career Dr. Engels never lost sight of one aim, equal opportunity for the woman with the man in all branches of education and practical training and responsibility. She recognized that young women doctors in Edinburgh suffered under a serious disadvantage in being ineligible for the post of resident medical officer in the Royal Infirmary and the Chief Maternity Hospital. But, writes a friend, it was characteristic of her and her inherent inability to visualize obstacles except as incentive to greater effort that she set herself to remedy this disadvantage instead of accepting it as an insurmountable difficulty. Women doctors must found a maternity hospital of their own. That was her first decision. A committee was formed and the public responded generously to an appeal for funds. Through the kindness of Dr. Hugh Barbour a house in George Square was put at the committee's disposal. But Dr. Engels felt that it must be near the homes of the poor women who needed its shelter, and after four years a site was chosen in the historic High Street. Three stories in a huge tenement, reached by a narrow winding stair, were adapted, and the hospice opened its doors. It was opened in 1901 as a hospital for women, with a dispensary and outpatient department, admitting cases of accident and general illness as well as maternity patients. After nine years it was decided to draft the general cases from the district to the Edinburgh Hospital for Women and Children, and the hospice devoted all its beds to maternity cases. As soon as the admission book showed a steady intake of patients, Dr. Engels applied for and secured recognition as a lecturer for the Central Midwifery Board, in order to be in a position to admit resident pupils, nurses, and students to the hospice for practical instruction in midwifery. She at the same time applied to the University of Edinburgh for recognition as an extramural lecturer on gynecology. Recognition was granted, and for some years she lectured, using the hospice or the Edinburgh Hospital for Women and Children at Brunsfield Place, for her practical instruction. A woman doctor writes, In thus starting a maternity hospital in the heart of this poor district, she showed the understanding born of her long experience in the High Street, and her great sympathy for all women in their hour of need. Single-handed she developed a maternity indoor and district service, training her nurses herself in anticipation of the extension of the Midwives Act to Scotland. Never too tired to turn out at night as well as by day, cheerfully taking on the necessary lecturing, she always worked to lay such a foundation that a properly equipped maternity hospital would be the natural outcome. Though hampered by lack of money and suitable assistance, she was never daunted, and in a characteristic way insisted that all necessary medical requirements should be met, whatever the expense. She worked at the hospice with devotion. Though cherishing always her aim of an institution which, while serving the poor, should provide a training for women doctors, she threw herself heart and soul into the work because she loved it for its own sake, and she loved her poor patients. In 1913 Dr. Ingles went to America, and her letters were full of her plans for further development on her return. At Muskegon, Michigan, she found a small memorial hospital, of which she wrote enthusiastically as the exact things she wanted for midwifery in Edinburgh. On returning from America, for a time she was far from well, and one of her colleagues in September 1913 urged her to forego her hard work at the hospice, begging her to take things more easily. Her reply, in a moment of curious concentration and earnestness, was characteristic. Give me one more year. I know there is a future there, and someone will be found to take it on. A year later, when it seemed inevitable that it must come to an end with her departure for Serbia, those interested in the hospice passed through deep waters in saving it, but the unanswerable argument against closing its doors was always that big circle of patience, often pleading her name, flocking up its stairs, certain of help. Three things foreseen by Dr. Ingles have happened since her departure. One, the extension of the Midwives Act to Scotland, establishing recognised training centres for midwifery nursing. Two, the extension of the Notification of Births Act, making state cooperation in maternity service possible. Three, the admission of women medical students to the university, making an opportunity for midwifery training in Edinburgh of immediate and paramount importance. The relation of the hospice to these three events is as follows. One, it is now fourth on the list of recognised training centres in Scotland following the three large maternity hospitals. Two, it is incorporated in the Maternity and Child Welfare Scheme of Edinburgh, which assists in outpatient work, though not in the provision of beds. Three, it has full scope under the ordinances of the Scottish universities to train women medical students in clinical midwifery if it had a sufficient number of beds. The hospice has the distinction of being the only maternity training centre run by women in Scotland. From this point of view it is of great value to women students, affording them opportunities of study denied to them in other maternity hospitals. To those of her friends who knew her Edinburgh life intimately, Elsie Ingle's love of the hospice was the love of a mother for her child. She was never too tired or too busy to respond to any demand its patients made upon her time and energy, always ready to go anywhere in crowded clothes or remote tenement if it was to see a mother who had once been an inpatient there or a baby born within its walls. True, Dr. Ingle saw the hospice with romantic eyes, with that vision of future perfection which is the seal of pure romance in motherhood. Because of this she cheerfully accepted those cramped and inconvenient flats, reached by the narrow common stair which vanishes past the hospice door in a corkscrew flight to regions under the roof. Dr. Ingle's always rejoiced greatly in the High Street, in the charm of the precincts of St. Giles, that ineffable heart of Midlothian, serenely Catholic, brooding upon the motley life that has surged for centuries about its doors. Here where she loved to be, the hospice is finding the serenity of her life, and the serenity of her life, and the serenity of her life, and the serenity of her life, and the hospice is finding a new home, an adequate building, modern equipment, and endowed beds. And it will stand a living memorial, communicating to all who pass in and out of its doors, to women in need, to women strong to help, the inspiration of Dr. Elsie Ingle's ideal of service. Chapter 7 The Suffrage Campaign The question of women's suffrage had always interested Dr. Ingle's, for the justice of the claim had from the first appeal to her. But it was not until after 1900 that the women's movement took possession of her. From that time onward, till the Scottish women's hospitals claimed her in the war, the cause of women's suffrage demanded and was granted a place in her life beside that occupied by her profession. Indeed, the very practice of her profession added fuel to the flame that the longing for the suffrage had kindled in her heart. A doctor sees much of the intimate life of her patients, and as Dr. Ingle's went from patient to patient, conditions amongst the poor and the rich, intolerable conditions would raise haunting thoughts that followed her about in her work, and questions again and again start up, to which only the suffrage could give the answer. The suffrage flame with her, as with many other women and men, was really one which religion tended. It was religious conviction which mastered her and made her eager and dauntless in the fight. She always worked from the constitutional point of view, and was an admirer and follower of Mrs. Fawcett throughout the campaign. Quote, As she threw herself into this new interest, she found a gale of fresh air blowing through her life. It was almost as if she had awakened on a new morning. The sunshine flooded every nook and corner of her dwelling, and even old things looked different in the new light. Not the least of these impressions was due to the new friendships, women whose life work was farthest from her own, whose point of view was diametrically opposite to hers, suddenly drew up beside her in the march as comrades. She felt as if she had got a wider outlook over the world, as if in her upward climb she had reached a spur on the hillside, and a new view of the landscape spread itself in her feet. As she had once said, fate had placed her in the van of a great movement, but she herself clung to old forms and old ways, a new thing she instinctively avoided. It took her long to adjust herself to a new point of view. But here, in this absorbing interest, she forgot everything but the object. Her eyes had suddenly been open to what it meant to be a citizen of Britain, and in the overpowering sense of responsibility that came with the revelation her timorous clinging to old ways had slackened. Not the least part of the interest of the new life was the feeling of being at the centre of things. People whose names had been household words since babyhood became living entities. She not only saw the men and women who were moulding our nation, she met them at tea, she talked intimately with them at dinners, and she actually argued with them at council meetings. End quote. Thus Elsie Ingalls describes in her writings her heroine Hildegard's entrance into the great crusade. The description may be taken as true of her own feelings when caught by the ideal of the movement. The following words which she puts into the mouth of a suffrage-speaker are evidently her own reflections on the subject of the suffrage. I don't think for a moment that the millennium will come in with the vote. She smiled after a little pause. But our faces, the faces of the human race, have always been set toward the millennium, haven't they? And this will be one great step towards it. It is always difficult to make a move forward for it implies criticism of the past and of the good men and true who have brought the people up to that a special point. However gently the change is made, that element must be there, for there is always a sense of struggle in changing from the old to the new. I do not think we are nearly careful enough to make it quite clear that we do not hold that we women alone could have done a bit better, that we are proud of the great work our men have done. We speak only of the mistakes, not of the great achievements. Only I do think the mistakes need not have been there if we had worked at it together. The salvation of the world was wrapped up in the gospel she preached. Many of the audience were caught in the swirl as she spoke. Love and amity, the common cause of healthier homes and happier people, and a stronger empire, the writing of all wrongs and the strengthening of all right. All this was wrapped up in the vote. In the early years of this century suffrage societies were scattered all over Scotland and it began to be felt that much of their work was lost from want of cooperation. It was therefore decided in 1906 that all the society should form a federation to be called the Scottish Federation of Women's Suffrage Societies. During the preliminary work Mrs. James T. Hunter acted as honorary secretary, but after the headquarters were established in Edinburgh Dr. Ingalls was asked and consented to be honorary secretary, with Miss Lamont as organizing secretary. There is no doubt that after its formation the success of the federation was largely due to Dr. Ingalls' power of leadership. She cheered the faithful, if sometimes despondent, suffragists in widely scattered centres. She despised the difficulties of travel in the north and over more mountain and seas she went till she had planted the suffrage flag in far off Shetland. In her many journeys all over Scotland speaking for the suffrage cause Dr. Ingalls herself penetrated the islands of Orkney and Shetland, a very flourishing society existed in the Orkneys. The following letter from Dr. Ingalls to the honorary secretary there is characteristic and will recall her vividly to those who knew her. The arrival for the meeting by the last train, the early start back next morning, the endeavour to see her friend's daughter, who she remembers is in dollar, the light heartedness over disasters in the house, evidently the setback to some suffrage bill in the House of Commons. These are all like Elsie Ingalls. So too are her praise of Federation secretaries, her eager looking forward to the procession, and the request for the beautiful banner. 1913 Dear Mrs. Curseter Yes, I had remembered your daughter is at dollar, and I shall certainly look out for her at the meeting. Unfortunately I never have time to stay in a place at one of these meetings and see people. It would often be so pleasant. This time I arrive in dollar at six p.m. and leave about eight the next morning. I have to leave by these early trains for my work. It was delightful getting your offer of an organizer's salary for some work in Orkney. Our secretaries have been most extraordinarily unconcerned over disasters in the house. Not one of you has suggested depression, and most of you have promptly proposed new work. That is the sort of spirit that wins. I shall let you know definitely about an organizer soon. At the executive on Saturday it was decided to have a procession in Edinburgh during the assembly week. We shall want you in your beautiful banner. You'll get full particulars soon. Yours very sincerely, Elsie Maud Ingalls. One of the Federation organizers who worked under Dr. Ingalls for years gives us some indication of her qualities as a leader. Though it was not unknown that Dr. Ingalls had an extraordinary influence over young people, it was amazing to find how many letters were received after her death from young women in various parts of the kingdom, who wrote to express what they owed to her sympathy and encouragement. To be a leader one must be able not only to inspire confidence in the leader, but to give those who follow confidence in themselves. And this, I think, was one of Dr. Ingalls' most outstanding qualities. She would select one of her workers and after unfolding her plans to her would quietly say, Now, my dear, I want you to undertake that piece of work for me. As often as not the novice's breath was completely taken away. She would demure and remark that she was afraid she was not quite the right person to be entrusted with that special piece of work. Then the chief would give her one of those winning smiles which none could resist and tell her she was quite confident she would not fail. The desired result was usually attained and the young worker gained more confidence in herself. If on the other hand the worker failed to complete her task satisfactorily, Dr. Ingalls would discuss the matter with her. She might condemn, but never unjustly, and would then arrange for another opportunity for the worker in a different department of the work. For those with whom she worked daily she expected great things. She was herself an unceasing worker, well-nigh, indefatigable. It was no easy matter to work under the chief's direction. The possibility of failure never entered into her calculations. One of the finest speakers in the suffrage cause, who with her husband worked hard in the campaign, frequently stayed with Dr. Ingalls. She writes thus of her. With me it is always most difficult to speak upon the things which I feel the most deeply. Elsie Ingalls is a case in point. She was dearer to me than she ever knew, and then I can make you believe. She is one of the most precious memories I possess. The mere thought of her and her tireless devotion to her fellows being the strongest inspiration to effort and achievement. She was the Edinburgh hostess for most of the woman's suffrage propagandists, and we all have the same story to tell. Doubtless you have already had it from others. Every comfort she denied herself she scrupulously provided for her guests whom she treated as though they were more tired than herself. Usually she was at her medical work till within a few minutes of the evening meal, would rush home and eat it with us, take us to the meeting afterwards, frequently take a part in it, and bring her guests home to the rest she was not always permitted to take herself. And through it all there was no variation in her wonderful manner, all brightness, affection, and warm energy. The last time I saw her was in the Waverly station. She was returning shortly to her work abroad, while I was on my way to address a public meeting in Dundee on the need for attempting to negotiate peace. It was the time when everybody who dared to breathe the word peace, much more those who tried to stop the slaughter of men, were denounced as traitors and pro-Germans. It was the time when one's nearest and dearest failed to understand. But she understood, and she broke into a busy morning's work to come down to the train to shake my hand. What we said was very little, but the look and the hand-clasp were sufficient. We knew ourselves to be serving the same God of love and mercy, and that knowledge made the bonds between us indissoluble. I never saw nor had word with her again. It is easy to say what is true that the world's women owe to Dr. Elsie Ingalls a debt of gratitude they can never repay. But I am convinced in my own soul that the reward she would have chosen, if compelled to make the choice, would have been that all who feel that her work was of worth should join hands in an effort to rid the world of those evils which make men and women hate and kill one another. Dr. Ingalls did not see with the pacifists of the last five years, but in this tribute to her is shown her open-mindedness and tolerance of another's views, even on this cleaving difference of opinion. A woman of great distinction, and not only in the suffrage movement, says, When I was working for the suffrage movement in the years before the war, one of the most impressive personalities that I came into touch with was that of Dr. Elsie Ingalls. She was then the leading spirit in our movement in Edinburgh, and when I went to speak there, or in the neighbourhood, she always used to put me up. I have never met anyone who seemed to me more absolutely single-minded and single-hearted in her devotion to a cause which appealed to her. She was eminently a feminist, and to her feminism she subordinated everything else. No consideration for her health, for her position, for her practice ever stood in the way of any call that came to her. She was untiring, and that at a time when our cause was not popular everywhere, and when her position as a medical woman might easily have been affected by its unpopularity. I remember one night especially, when we were going out in a motor-car to some rather remote place in very stormy weather. It howled and rained, and was pitch dark. Suddenly we ran, or nearly ran, into a great tree which had been blown down across the road. It had brought with it a mass of telegraph wire, and altogether afforded an apparently complete barrage. We were still some six or seven miles from our destination, and were wearing evening-frocks and thin shoes. We got out and wrestled with the obstacle, and when at one time it seemed quite hopeless to get the car through, and I suggested that she and I would have to walk, I shall never forget the look of approval that she turned on me. As a matter of fact, I doubt very much whether I really could have walked. I am a little lame, and the circumstances made it almost an impossibility. But the determination of Dr. Ingalls that somehow we should get to our meeting infected me, and like many others who have followed her since, I felt able to achieve the impossible. It is true that Dr. Ingalls seemed to me, since after all she was human, to have the faults of her qualities. No consideration of herself prevented her complete devotion to her work. I sometimes felt that there was an element of relentlessness in this devotion, which would have allowed her to sacrifice not only other people, but even perhaps considerations which it is not easy to believe ought to be sacrificed. It is extraordinarily difficult to judge how far any end may justify any given means. It is, of course, a shallow judgment which dismisses this dilemma as one easily solved. Rather, I have always felt it exceedingly difficult, at any rate, to an intellect that is subtle as well as powerful. I am reminded in thinking of Dr. Ingalls of the controversy between Kingsley and Newman, from which it appears that Charles Kingsley thought it a very easy matter to tell the truth, and Newman found it a very difficult one. One's judgment of the two will, of course, vary, but I personally have always felt that Newman understood the truth more perfectly than Kingsley. Understood, for instance, that it takes two people to tell it, one to speak and one to hear or write, and that this was why he realized its difficulty. So with Dr. Ingalls, I do not suppose she ever hesitated when once convinced of the goodness of her cause, but I confess that I have sometimes wished that she could have hesitated. It is a graceless task to suggest spots in so excellent a son, and we feminists who worked with her and loved her can never be glad enough or proud enough that the world now knows the greatness of her quality. Again, an organizer who worked constantly with Dr. Ingalls before the war, and who later raised large sums for the Scottish women's hospitals in India and Australia, writes, You have asked me for some personal memories of my dear Dr. Elsie Ingalls, for some of those little incidents that often reveal a character more vividly than much description and explanation, and to me at least it is in some of those little memories that the Dr. Ingalls I loved lives most vividly. What I mean is that her splendid public work in medicine, in suffrage, in that magnificent triumph of the Scottish women's hospitals, they were her hospitals, is there for all the world to see an honour. But the things behind all that, the character that conquered, the spirit that aspired, the incredible courage, optimism, indomitability of that individuality, the very self from which the work sprang. All that, it seems to me, had to be gathered in and understood from the tiny incident, the word, the glance. There stands out in my mind my first meeting with Dr. Ingalls. The scene was dismal and depressing enough. It was an empty shop and an Edinburgh street turned into a suffrage committee room during an election. Outside the rain drizzled. Inside the meager fire smoked. There was a general air of lifelessness over everything. I wondered, ignorant and uninitiated in organising an election work, when something definite would happen. Giving away sodden hand-bills in the street did not seem a very vigorous or practical piece of work. Suddenly the door swung open and Dr. Ingalls came into that dull place, and with her there came the very feeling of movement, vitality, action. She had come to arrange speakers for the various schoolroom election meetings to be held that night. The list of the meeting places was arranged, then came the choice and disposal of the speakers. Without hesitation Dr. Ingalls grouped them, with just one look round at those present, and another, well into her own mind, at those not present who could be press-ganged. At last she turned to me and said, And you will speak with Miss X at Blank. I was horrified. But I must explain, I said. I am quite new. I don't speak at all. I have never spoken. I can imagine a hundred people answering my very decided utterance in a hundred different ways. But I cannot imagine anyone but Dr. Ingalls answering as she answered. There was just the jolliest, cheeriest laugh, and Oh, but you must speak. That was all. And the remarkable thing was that, though I had sworn to myself that I would never utter a word in public without proper training, I did speak that night. It never occurred to me to refuse. Confidence begat confidence. It was during this time of work with Dr. Ingalls that I began really to understand and appreciate that wonderful character. Another incident runs into my memory of desperate agonizing days in Glasgow, when suffrage was unpopular and the funds in our ex-checker were very low. How well I remember writing to Dr. Ingalls at the ridiculous hour of two in the morning that we must get some money and that I should get certain introductions and do a lecturing tour in New York and try to make suffrage fashionable. The answer came by return of post and was deliciously typical. My dear, your idea is so absolutely mad that it must be thoroughly sane. Come and talk it over. It was a happiness to work with Dr. Ingalls, for her confidence once given was complete. There were no petty inquiries or pedantic regulations. Do it your own way, was the one comment on a plan of organization once it was settled. Dr. Ingalls was one to whom the words can't and impossible really and literally had no meaning and those who worked with her had to unlearn them and they did. It did indeed seem impossible to leave for India at ten days notice to carry on negotiations for the Scottish women's hospitals and raise an Indian fund, especially when one had been in no way officially or intimately connected with the hospital's work. And to be told on the telephone, too, that one must go. That was adorably Dr. Ingalls-ish. I laughed with glee at the very ridiculous, fantastic impossibility of the whole thing and promptly went. And how I looked forward to seeing Dr. Ingalls on my return. When she saw me off at Waterloo in 1916 and, still fearfully ignorant of what awaited one, I wailed at the eleventh hour, literally, for we were in the railway carriage. But where am I to stay and where am I to go? Don't worry, said Dr. Ingalls, with that sublime faith and optimism of hers. They'll put you up and pass you on. Goodbye, my dear. It will be all right. And so it was. But one has missed the telling of it all to her, the hard things and the good things and the dreadfully funny things, for she would have appreciated every bit of it and entered into every detail. During the years of that great campaign Dr. Ingalls spoke, pleading the cause of suffrage at hundreds of meetings all over the United Kingdom. At one large meeting she had occasion to deal with the problem of the outcast woman. She referred to the statement once made that no woman would be safe unless this class existed. Then she said, If this were true, the price of safety is too high. I, for one, would choose to go down with the minority. It is difficult to declare which was the most impressive. The silence, one that could be felt, which followed the words, or the burst of applause which came a moment later. But to one onlooker from the platform the predominant feeling was wonder at the amazing power of the woman. Without raising her voice or putting into it any emotion beyond the involuntary momentary break at the beginning of the sentence she had by the transparent sincerity of her feeling conveyed such an impression to that large audience as few there would forget. The subtle response drawn from those hundreds of women to the woman herself to the personality of the speaker was for the moment even more real than the outward response given to the idea. More than one woman there that day could have said in the words of the British Tommy who had heard for the first time the story of Serbia it would not be difficult to follow her. End of Chapter 8 Chapter 9 of Elsie Ingalls by Eva Shama Claren This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. The Scottish Women's Hospitals From the first the personality of Dr. Ingalls was the main asset in this splendid venture. She continued to be its inspiration to the end. August 1914 found many a man and woman unconsciously prepared and ready for the testing time ahead. Elsie Ingalls was one of these. It is interesting to note that Dr. Ingalls completed her fiftieth year in the August that war broke out. She started on her great work of the next years with all the vigor and freshness of youth. In her own words already quoted we can describe her at the beginning of the war. Her ship was flying over a sunlit sea the good wind bulging out the canvas. She felt the thrill and excitement of adventure in her veins as she stood at the helm and gazed across the dancing waters. Joy had done its work and sorrow and responsibility had come with its stimulating spur and the ardent delight of battle in a great crusade. New powers she had discovered in herself new responsibilities in the life around her. She was ready for her adventure brave and new. Rabbi Ben Ezra waited for death to open the gate to it but to her it seemed that she was in the midst of it now that adventure brave and new in which death itself was also to be an adventure. The power of an endless life. The words thrilled her not with the prospects of rest but with the excitement of advance. War was declared on August 4th. On the 10th the idea of the Scottish women's hospitals hospitals staffed entirely by women had been mooted at the committee meeting of the Scottish Federation of Women's Suffrage Societies. Once the idea was given expression to nothing was able to stop its growth. A special Scottish women's hospital committee was formed out of members of the Federation and Dr. Ingalls personal friends. Meetings were organized all over the country and appeal for funds was sent broadcast over Scotland. Money began to flow in. The scheme was taken up by the whole body of the NUWSS. Footnote National Union of Women Suffrage Societies End footnote Mrs. Fawcett wrote approvingly. The Scottish women's hospitals committee at their headquarters in Edinburgh divided up into subcommittees equipment, uniforms, cars, personnel, and so on. Office for service came in every day until soon over 400 names were waiting the choice of the personnel committee. The headquarters offices in two St. Andrew's Square became a busy hive. Enthusiasm was written on the face of every worker. By the end of November, the first fully equipped unit under Miss Ivins of Liverpool was on its way to the Old Abbey of Royal Mount in France. Dr. Alice Hutchison with ten nurses was in Calais working under the Belgian surgeon Dr. Dépage. A second unit as well equipped as the first was almost ready to start for Serbia. It sailed in the beginning of January under Dr. Eleanor Soltau, Dr. Ingels herself following in the April of 1915. But even with all this dispatch the SWH were not the first women's hospital in the field. As early as September 1914 Dr. Flora Murray and Dr. Louisa Garrett Anderson had taken a unit staffed entirely by women to Paris where they did excellent work. Until Dr. Ingels' departure for Serbia her whole time and strength and boundless energy had been thrown into the building up of the organization of the Scottish women's hospitals. She addressed countless meetings all over the kingdom making the scheme known and appealing for money and at the same time her insight and enthusiasm never ceased to be the mainspring of the activity at the office in Edinburgh where the heart of the Scottish women's hospitals was to be found. Miss Mayer describes Dr. Ingels during these months, thus a certain stir of feeling might be perceptible in the busy hive at the office of organization when a specially energetic visit of the chief had been paid. Had the impossible been accomplished? If not, why? Who had failed in performance? Take the task from her, give it to another. No excuses in wartime, no weakness to be tolerated. Onward, ever onward. To those inclined to hesitate or at least to draw breath occasionally in the course of their heavy work of organizing, raising money, gathering equipment, securing transport, passports, and attending to the other innumerable secretarial affairs connected with so big a task she showed no weakening pity. The one invariable goat applied was ever. It is wartime. No one must pause, no one must waver, things must simply be done whether possible or not, and somehow by her inspiration they generally were done. In these days of agonizing stress she appeared as in herself the very embodiment of wireless telegraphy, aeronautic locomotion with telepathy and divination thrown in. Neither time nor space was of account. Puck alone could quite have reached her standard with his engirdling of the earth in forty minutes. Poor limited mortals could but do their best with the terrestrial means at their disposal. Possibly at times their make-weights steadied the brilliant work of their leader. In a letter to Mrs. Fawcett dated October 4, 1914 she says, I can think of nothing except those units just now, and when one hears of the awful need one can hardly sit still till they are ready.