 Can't figure out what I'm doing wrong. Where do I normally sit? Are you guys usually perched higher am I usually sitting lower? I know I've had the fire That was maybe it's that window open. I don't know. I can't figure it out And if anyone to hang out just for a little while chat with me Certainly, I cannot be the only person that's been waking up with panic attacks the last couple nights Oliver can you do Nana favor Come here a minute. Can you reach up and close that as high as you can reach for me, please? Thank you Hey from Portland, Oregon. Hi Lisa. Hi Anna. Hi guys. I just wanted to check in. Oh, I guess I should have closed it Is that too bright behind me? Hi, Tracy. I'm okay. I got you know what I got up and Oliver did his schooling this morning and then for PE he took a shower Hi, Julie And then I thought well heck I'll take a shower and then I thought heck I'll even put on a little makeup and so then I know all you guys aren't here yet who I want to talk to you. So I'm gonna wait a couple minutes Honey your zoom isn't for another hour You're just gonna play prodigy or something for now. Okay and um Everything's been fine here. Everything's been good. We want for nothing. We've had nice evenings. Hi Cindy Hi Kim. I was just thinking about you Lisa. I just Thank you, but it's not on purpose I took a shower And I blew dry my hair. Okay, and then I got dressed and I remember it because all of you wonderful folks who are sending the birthday cards Thank you so much Um I had to run over to the post office and mail them Well, it's raining. It's pouring the old man is snoring Uh, that wasn't bad enough. Okay, so I didn't have an umbrella. So then I get in my car And Steve likes to leave the windows cracked So I wasn't paying attention to the fact that the window was cracked And then I sat down and my happy ass just sat in a nice pool of water in my seat in my car So, uh, hi barber. Hi Gina I just made the mud hustlers hot cocoa cookies Aren't they good now the next day you kind of have to put them in either a toaster oven or your air fryer Warm them up a little bit because you know, nothing's as good right out But right out there pretty dang good. I love them and my marshmallows were stale too So they worked well anyways, I just felt like I needed to come on Chat with my pals my pals just happened to be online on the youtube's And I was hoping I know it's kind of a funky time for everybody. Isn't it one two three? Oh, I hope I didn't get anybody at like dinner time Tell me how you guys are doing is everybody faring okay with the instead, you know, it's not just being bored, but Uh Last night for the first time since the quarantine I woke up with two pretty good panic attacks and I had some pretty intense dreams And I could feel that nervous energy today. So I'm trying and I need this to happen I need to please be returned to disneyland Hi sue howdy So I think if I just come on here and chat with you guys and get some of it out I will fare went better later on Um, I also ate a lot last night. Well, okay, uh, let's see. I love tracy says I love All of the recipes from salty veteran the dalgota. Um, I'm not familiar with Any of those things Kim had some bad dreams last night not sleeping great. Hello Renee Kim I'm so sorry because these dreams that I'm not even gonna say what I dreamt because I just needed to leave the universe I need it to be gone. So I don't dream them again and um Yeah, I just I would totally go walk it off if it wasn't raining I would just be Walk and walk and walk in miles because that's what helps me when I get like this But not in the rain even though I do have a new raincoat. Maybe I'll go out when Steve gets home poor kitty dog is not getting outside nervous energy sue Thunderstorms Kim's got thunderstorms, you know last night I ate but it wasn't from nervous energy It was I had the whole effort mind's sake because the boys See look, I'm all about the boys had a nana What did we have for dinner over Chili dogs Okay, so I scanned everything I tracked it for one chili dog. Does anybody want to guess it was all it was regular hot dogs Regular buns regular chili today's guessing game. How many smart points was Anita's chili dog? Because oh my goodness Um, I wonder if that had anything to do with my sleeping. I don't know why it would Lisa physically healthy just so restless and bored feel guilty about it because I should be thankful for my family's health Why do you feel guilty? if you feel guilty because you're you're Because you're bored Ah, lisa you shouldn't feel guilty about anything everything that's going on right now is totally beyond all of our controllers Please don't feel guilty my friend Sue had thunderstorms last night. Oops. I got a hair Her yokey was your yokey was so scared didn't go to bed too late to keep her safe I'm not poor little dog Cindy's down 3.1 That's fabulous. Okay, Cindy. That's great news. I see your fur Lloyd fur Lloyd's See, this is what happens when I get anxiety and I can't walk I can't talk so I come and share that loveliness with the rest of you guys Fur Lloyd fur load starting Monday at my job all in the same day now This is just complete dumbiness Does fur Lloyd mean like you just can't come to work till the epidemic's over but then you get to go back Or is it the same thing as being laid off But congrats on the loss. That is huge. Hi, Christine. Nope not 12 Kim Uh, Christine says 20 you're close A renais is ladies. Thank goodness if you are well usually don't put this out But my husband is on life support doesn't have Uh the comid but does have viral pneumonia. Oh my gosh, renais Well, you gotta put it out here so everybody can pray for him Do you have a name you want to attach to it for anybody who likes to have a name? If not, you guys need to pray for renais. Kerners has been pleased. Oh renais. I'm so sorry Uh a little more Lisa a little more Oh, we okay. Let's keep a how we in your prayers, please. I'm going to put out my good thoughts into the universe Absolutely renais. He needs to have all that positivity come in his way. I'm glad you put it out here I don't know how many folks are going to see it because I don't attract large amounts of People's on the youtubes, but we absolutely will Cindy says yes, hopefully back But not getting paid. I'll have unemployment. Okay. I don't want to be like nosy and asking questions So I won't but I hope I don't know if you have a partner. You do have a partner See, isn't that male handy? But I don't know if somebody that you live with or not if you have help I hope you have help. Oh, so many folks are just And I have and see here. I'm having a pen of tax when I have nothing to be panicking over Uh barbara says we had storms go through last night or tornado hit the town about five miles from me Oh my gosh. I want to eat all the junk. Okay renais is 25 one ballpark hot dog I weighed out a quarter cup of shredded cheese a quarter cup of chili everything was weighed measured and the button 21 smart points for a chili cheese dog Holy cow. And and then here's what happened after that Okay, Cindy. That's good news. That's some good news I'm just trying to keep some of it positive for you when I'm sure you probably are like Oh you guys I'm so sorry I know 21 points. Okay. So then Steve made um Guacamole I always stay away from the guacamole. I never go near it and I love it. I love guacamole Something about having that 21 point hot dog Even though I was still in my in my range I just was like screw it and I ate all the chips and all the guacamole and he kind of looked at me like Why are you eating my guacamole? Rene absolutely you need to call in prayers from everyone Hi Cheryl You know, it was worth it lisa because we had a really nice evening the three of us were sitting and eating together I don't sit and eat with my guys because I eat either before them or after them And I don't eat the same stuff So it was a nice little family Dinner. So yeah, it was it was worth it But I'm really fighting that urge right now to just like be like, oh, I'm not even gonna worry about this right now until June Then I would regret it so bad. Wouldn't I Go back make sure genus is laid off with no pay but has been as laid off but is getting paid for now Okay, Gina. That's good news. That's good news Okay kids, let's have a talk about these people out there who aren't taking this thing seriously And if you are one of them you do not have to confess But if you know one of them we went yesterday we went to pick up steve's This weekend him and I are going to do our paint by numbers. I am so excited for this. I can even tell you we have it all planned He has his kit. I have my kit. He has them all set up. We're going to put on the fireplace We're going to put on our music We're going to have our drinks and we're just going to sit like a good old fashioned old married couple paint by number and just enjoy the evening and pretend That the world is in a normal place Why did I start to oh, so we went to pick up his kit And on the way home we stopped at the market all of our nice date in the truck Steve went in to get what we needed You guys There were so many people going in and out of that market with no masks on and I don't find that acceptable I am my soapbox right now because not only you know, if you don't care about yourself or you think you're invincible Okay, more power too But think about the other people that need to be protected by this who you might be around Use your noggin's and I don't I'm saying collectively you to the world to the universe To see me valley california not to you guys. I couldn't believe it. I was cop smacked I'm looking at in and out and in and out young and old and it's just like Hello, don't you even realize? Oh, I'm sorry, but There's people like howie kerner right now who need to have health and Good things around him not people not using their noggin's by just walking around I know he's not around them to anybody who may Want to rebut my thought But uh, he's just one that we know about who's fighting for his life right now And there's other people out there who are with other people who are fighting for their life What if renae has to go to the store and grab something And all these inconsiderate idiots are walking around her without their masks on I'll stop now because nobody came here to hear me yell But it pisses me off man Put on your masks. Even steve Did a tutorial. He got a t-shirt and I have a story to tell you about this He got a t-shirt and he cut it up and he saw this tutorial And It's so comfortable for him. He wears it. It's it's all a whole shirt. He just cut off the sleeves I don't know what he but he looks like a gun slinger and when he got home from work yesterday and he had that thing on and he had it up here and then he had like a Like a a plaid thermal and then his little pretty eyes were beaten out over it and he had this really cute hat on He looked really hot I was like you look really cute today hence the makeup. I thought Wouldn't it be nice if my hard working husband Were to come home to something other than a job of the hut laying on the couch in his pajamas I thought it would be nice. So let's throw the guy a bone All right, let me go back and see what you folks are saying and please don't anybody be offended by my rant But it's the truth Think of others if you don't care about I guess if you don't care about yourself, you don't care about other people Do you? All right Let's put these on Cindy. I'm glad okay. I'm going back. I'm going back lots of storms I don't know about you guys for me. It's easier to stay home when we have storms Sue, you know what? I haven't had one in my sleep like this. I I can read something or see something and it'll cause it But just in my sleep, I mean it bolted me awake and there was just a pit in my stomach No doubt Renee. I mean just go to youtube make your own mass, right bonita That's why this virus is spreading Cheryl, right? How hard is it come on folks? Let's flatten the curve. It's all up to us And just because okay christine has a retired iron. I get upset about this too. Anita. Thank you christine I'm glad that I have some backup on this Uh kim, I thought they made it law too, but you know what they're closing on you know here nita What are you talking about the coven for you said on your youtube? You weren't gonna talk about it All right, we'll just talk about it for a minute and then we'll stop. Um, I know I brought it up. Um Okay, I watch our governor every day. I do want to talk about it for a minute. Let's talk about it for a minute I don't know about you guys, but I've never seen my governor at any length as I have till now and I absolutely adore him I also adore our mayor. Our leaders out here are phenomenally wonderful. I think that they're the best Um I did cat. I do watch the governor every day. I caught last night. I feel like I'm in the dark. Um All of our parks That means walkways all of our parks for some reason steve couldn't get this through his cute sweet little head trails Everything except the restrooms because of the homeless are going to be closed everything's closed now Kim, that's a good question because I thought it was too and I think it's just a matter of Law enforcement and peer pressure to get on these folks to get with it Hello, mariah. You haven't missed anything. Hi patty um, let's see Everyone, please take this seriously. I live in Newark City. Oh susan people don't want to do it for themselves Please think of someone else they can protect social just social Yes, susan, I couldn't agree more Sue says it pisses me off that we can't get into fabric stores to get stuff to make masks I don't go into the grocery stores sue, you know at art I don't know where you are but our gross are michaels and our joannes you can order online and they drop it off to your curbside Sweet patties here. Hi, hope Hi, hope we've got high Hope I was just on my soapbox about all the peoples at the market yesterday that were To been throwing with no masks And it just pissed me off Yeah, Kim, I think you're right Our governor is hot Renee. So is our mayor Then they're both they're just they're and while Governor Newsom while he is saying Hey, you dumb asses follow the rules Six feet apart wear a mask, you know while he's saying that he's also saying But the angelinos are the best people on the planet earth. So he's he's he's just got a great way of presenting things You know, he's not he's not yelling at you. He's he's really good. He's really good. I think he's gonna have a fan club Hi, Roberta. Hi, Tia I'm so glad you guys are here. Thank you Cheryl, I'm sure you do worry about her Um But thank her for all of us even if she's not like in the front lines She's a nurse. She's out there. God bless her. My mom's a retired nurse Sad day when the grocery store terrifies you I know and and you know, my husband he goes in all over and I stay outside Hi, Susan What you doing? In the grocery store, I practice social distancing. I don't want someone else's I think the bulk of us do take it seriously. I think so too. So that's why I'm always You know, it goes back to the uh, and this is this is not a dig at anybody here who might still smoke I'm always kind of surprised when I still see somebody out in public smoking I'm kind of like, oh people still do that, you know, and I feel the same way with the um, oh, they're completely closed now Sue, are you a married lady or a widow or a divorcee or anything? Do you have any old t-shirts of your husband? Because I know collectively all of our husbands will not get rid of their t-shirts I have so many t-shirts of steves here that haven't been worn since 1978 and you can cut those up you guys Okay, you're in indiana andru komo has been wonderful too. Yes Six feet apart six feet under Oliver's got his at um Patty says illinois government just said he doesn't see large summer events happening until vaccine. Yeah, and Susan says governor Newsom of california and governor quote of new york are superheroes aren't they though? So you're a widow past in 2005 Um, so it's been quite some time. So perhaps you don't have any of his t-shirts left lying around I'm sorry if that was an insensitive question I would never absolutely ever be insensitive on purpose or careless like that People are having trouble finding the elastic for the masks, but they don't need elastic him There's so many other ways. I mean steve Oliver, where are our masks pubs that we can show them? Would you want to go ahead and one for nana for me? Thank you Yeah, none of our masks even have elastic him ours are all just ties Our masks can we our masks Here Oliver wants to show you his mask Come on down Come on up close so they can see it This is my mask And he can turn it inside outside we wash him and these are just like She just um, I don't know the terms for sewing But it's it's not elastic and they work great Hey, I read somewhere this morning for you folks like myself who are glasses Okay, sue good. I would Okay, good. I this is the worst time to be insensitive to anybody, but I don't have around her face if you need to Kim or Susan says Kim try a hair pony holders available at Target Yeah, there you go ponytail band steve. That was the first thing that steve used to Shoe strings. That's what I was that's what I was looking for patty. It was these remind me of shoe strings There's a way man. There's a way there is no excuse good enough That I have come across yet for not having him Hi, Barbara Mariah says I need masks for my family I just got rid of all my fabric a few months ago. I'll declutter. Isn't that just oh, isn't that just the case? And here I lucked out on the opposite spectrum. I'm ignoring him Um, I got a big box of plastic gloves before all this because of my psoriasis when my hand's really really broken out I can't wash them in the dishes I can't do the dishes. So right before this happened. Steve grabbed a box of gloves at Costco. There's like 45,000 in there. So He's huge rena. Hello joys. Good to see you marlene He's tall. He's responsible. You know what he had to do for pe today? Take a shower Oh, good Kim will you see you set him straight you tell them the patty whacker said you need to do this Oh, you guys, thank you for showing up. I think just talking and releasing all my energy Susan. Did you see my shirt? Are you ready girlfriend? Man, you know what even I have a feeling when we go back to the park We'll probably have to don all our gear there too, right? There you go. Sue. She's got macrame stuff I used to love to macrame macrame my grandmother The one who didn't care for me so much Always set me up with macrame and now it's I figured it out. She always set me up with lots of macrame stuff So that she didn't have to be involved with me Here here's some macrame. I need to go sit in the corner But I loved doing it. It was fun. I think it was like one of the only things I could do Thank you, rena. Anybody who's coming in late Who is a prayer and I believe you all are Howie Kurner needs your prayers, please Please rena Kurner's has been Um, he's in a horrible spot right now. Hi, Judith You know marlene for us it is uh, and it's pouring rain And I was telling the girls earlier I got my car to go to the post office for you guys sending cards you rock man You all rock, but you guys have just made this such a great thing Mmm The window is cracked I sat down slush. I mean, oh my gosh He doesn't have the virus barber, but he has pneumonia and he is on life support Macrame and mask When will we go back? Oh, that's that's a dang good question. Hello, lori Howie Kurner. Yeah, oh my gosh Um So now that I spat out about that susan Oh, you might not know because you don't have cable, but you might know um Didn't the governor tell us yesterday that everybody must wear a mask And did you hear that all the parks are going to be closed starting Sunday? No path walking no nada every they're doing everything to make everybody stay home and I say good job It turned but barber don't you find it easier to well, maybe I Wish I had my walking though Oh, renee you're not with him. I didn't even think about that part Oh my gosh, they need to make everything mandatory Not a state here shut down a state there shut down, you know they need they need to shut down the country and um, a certain someone needs to keep Stop talking about opening the country when the country hasn't even been closed yet. This is why I can't talk about it I can't get into politics. So let's stop. Oh, he did today already susan Superney, okay. This is the dumbest thing ever, but since your husband has been ill. I don't know It's I'm so sorry that you can't be with him and I sometimes my brain doesn't work right and and I apologize for not catching on to that right away Susan I live in New York City City haven't left my apartment since March 17th furloughed for my I can never say that word I know Susan, but stay there honey. Just don't move. We don't want I mean, it's so over there I can see you probably can see the germs. I have a friend in New York City. She's a single gal And uh, she lives in a teeny tiny place, but it's home and she loves it and every day I check on her and Oh my gosh, okay, let's see. Christine says there are protesters in Ohio because of everything the governor has shut down kidding me. Oh my gosh I shouldn't be talking about this in front of shorty Stay home. Just stay home. Um, I only go out every once two weeks to the grocery store, right? It's um It's like I know we all we're all of us. I know are always online because we're always online together, right? We're all chatting online and the one meme that says shutting down California and not shutting down what other state is like peeing in the pool and expecting it not to I That's great Barbara. See ours too. I'm just I have so much respect for our leaders out here And it's funny because I was talking I talked to um, a sherry over at motivate motivated muffins And I don't really follow other states much more than uh, Cuomo And that's it because I can only watch so much of it and Only doing one. Yeah, but we don't have that here. Kim. We don't have Walmart pickup. Anyways, uh Completely lost my train of thought gone Just as fast as it was here. Okay, my friend. We've been stayed home too. I'll ever have it and I haven't gone anywhere Um I the last place I went was when I went with Steve. Well to the market But we stayed in the truck and when we took kitty. Thank you Marlene You should see me, um You should see me light it because it's gas And when I was really young one time I was lighting a pilot light on an oven and it Blew up on me. So ever since it's not my thing So my big long sticks and I strike it and I get out on fire and then I put it back there and I turn on the gas and Stand back out. Oh for the best There's some crummy leaders out there. That wasn't there Yeah, I hope See that's one of the bumbers for me is um Before I love going to the store Because I'm such a social butterfly. I just flip through and I talk to everybody I know my butchers my produce guys everybody who works there a first name. They all know me and um It's like, okay, here we go And I miss going to the store and I'm missing my friends and then the other thing that's really Kind of mind boggling is all the hiring that they're doing I am too Barbara. I extend, you know, he's doing a really good job To keep myself daughter sane we get in the car and go for small drives But we don't leave the car until it is back in the garage, you know what sue that is one thing our our um Governor Susan I was going to ask you a question. Did you know that the parks are closed on sunday? Oh, you're on conference call. I forgot never mind They don't even want people on the roads. I guess they're grading the roads like they're looking at the traffic And he says when it first started we were at an a And as of late we're at a c he says we don't even want to see you guys on the roads We need you to just stay home. We know you need to get out and they understand they have family members too Maybe if I wine Uh Yeah sunday, but I wonder why they they put it off till sunday. Why didn't they just make it immediate? Yeah, he is tracy. Yes So is our mayor gilgar said he Yeah, he's cute too. They both are they both have a I love the way they talk They just they get their message across and they don't they do it with a smile on their face And um That's probably why I watch him. I don't know. I have nothing ready for dinner tonight Um, well, I never have anything ready for dinner any night because steve does dinner But I was going to try to do it for him tonight because I'm telling you guys He looks so cute when he got home from work yesterday I think it was the whole like cowboy look, but it's I don't even like country music, but he just looked cute Susan it's okay There's next easter and it's okay. I need you guys to be okay with being alone on easter and not seeing your grandkids I know that sounds harsh It sounds super harsh Miss him miss him miss him facetime facetime facetime There's gonna be next year and we've got to do it. It's what's called for man I would love to go see my mom's beautiful new house and See my dad and take him some divinity from seas which is our go-to But I would rather stay home and stay alive. I want to stay alive That's all it's boiling down to for me And I don't mean to be rude or unthoughtful you guys at all. I love you Susan. You know that and Keeping it PG watch out steve. Hey, I told you guys the other day, you know Hi your girl friday, how are you doing? We're just all sitting here bitching about this thing and how people are out there not doing their thing You can see the park I can see that. Oh, you must be talking to somebody All right. Well, let's switch subjects. Is there anything anybody wants to talk about? I have A few more minutes till I have to go because then Oliver has zoom zoom Um I missed that Anita. I forgot what I said. I'm sorry Renee Lori is doing a Passover satyr on zoom with cousins tonight so different than doing my satyr Okay, so Thank you sue. I appreciate that. I truly appreciate that I don't want people to leave the pediwak party because they're like, oh, she's an unthoughtful lady Why would I want to stick around here? Here's the thing um It's a scary scary virus and um I want you all alive and that means Staying in your house and missing your loved one and missing your grand. I'm asking you to do it anyways You know, it's again, you know, like Esther said yesterday or the day before 40 years ago We had the holocaust, you know Just be happy that we have a home. We have a place for now We have our health and not to put it in jeopardy just because we miss folks. Go ahead and miss them Miss the hell out of them. Yeah Did you like them patty? They were so easy too. Wasn't that the best part? Bye Renee, we're all thinking about you honey and thank you for popping in and letting us Allowing us to pray for him He does Susan. They're dreamy He's dreamy too until He gets comfortable on the couch Chicken parm tonight. I was dreaming about what I had in my house. So I wouldn't have to go out Oh, wait. Watch your style. See hope all what's up, bubs We're going You can come in and say hi if you want. Hey, look at we all have all the time in the world The girls are always asking about you sit down tell them tell them about your life right now No, come here. I have a question. Come here. I want to interview you. Come here. Why are you sitting in kiddie's bed because it hurts He asked me why I'm sitting in kiddie's bed. Let me show you guys what I'm doing Because I have hardwood floors. So I have this bed of hers But I have my feet in it because it hurts the hard floor hurts my ankles So come on in they're saying hi, how are you feel it sit up so they can see you How is this? How are you feeling? Well Come on be rational How is how do you feel about all of this that's going on? Does it bother you? What's the biggest part? What's the biggest bummer? Um Not being able to see my dad Your dad and your friend. Well, your dad was here yesterday. Tell him about the picnic you had yesterday We didn't really have a picnic. We just um, so he came You have to sit still though. We were talking and we had grilled cheese No, you didn't have a grilled cheese. This here's the regular story We have a tunnel outside our house one day. I'll show you guys and it was raining. They have to take six They have to stay six feet away So they took chairs out of the garage and they sat out there. They were talking and then I took them down Chicken at quesadillas made in my panini maker so they could have a picnic That wasn't no stinkin normal orange grilled cheese. I don't know. I said orange Roberta's saying hi. Judith. This says hi. Sue says hi Sue wants to know what is your favorite video game? Time's up moving on. Okay. I'm just kidding. What is it? Um, I don't you have to sit still if I Do it's it's a game called Um star wars jedi fall in order. Okay that that was like pulling teeth buddy Marlene says you have such beautiful brown eyes Thank you Tayya says hi. Tracy says hi Oh, and you smell good too Showers have taken a whole new meaning haven't they when we get in that hot hot water and we just stand there and it feels so good Doesn't it didn't feel good The meaning of shower is clean. I know but Before it was just like showered now. It's like oh, I feel like a whole new person Now it's just like oh, I won't get coronavirus. That's so amazing. Yes, because we're not gonna get hi rosie He's like a fart in a skillet you guys Do you know what a fart in a skillet is that's what you are you just keep moving around You get motion sickness that means i'm sugar Mariah says hi That makes me hyper. I have a mara and a mariah and if I ever get you guys mixed up it's because i'm not wearing my glasses There's hope she's got a little icon. Do you know what that is an icon? Yeah No, what what the icon is Oh, it's like a pixelated like that game from Atari It's like is that what it is the pixelated alien that you gotta shoot down I've never played a game in my life except for cribbage and Shutes and cribbage and back emin Shoots and ladders shoots Yeah, you and I play shoots and ladders and candy land and battleship and let's go big And let's go fish. We think yeah, we're all those games In my closet hi ester Oliver says that he doesn't like mining grandpa's new music You said you didn't like the music that since grandpa and I started listening to music. You said you didn't like it I'm not a fan. I believe were your words. Yes Esther, how are you today? We're all here because you guys are the best The best i'm gonna repeat this another time Mine are his This looks good because he took a shower. So his cowlick is down Huh my sweetie boy who soaked my battleship want to play battleship after you're done with school? He never wants to oh, thank you. I was telling the girls I took a shower and donned a little makeup for the old boy today And then I went outside to go to the post office And it was raining and then it got even worse and so here we have it When I try to look good. I can't when I don't I do Esther's making more masks spring cleaning the family room Boys do have easy hair. Hi Jenny. How are you? It has been raining for days. How did I not know you lived in southern california? I did and I forgot what part Jenny are you and recollect my recollection if you don't mind I know it's okay Do you need the password or is my phone? He has to go to class in a few minutes here Here kind of to me and I'll get it Okay, that's right. I remember now and I apologize for forgetting. I'm so sorry That I like the rain. It makes it easier to stay inside But I don't you know now that I'm looking at myself. I'm glad that I put on some makeup I'm glad that uh Now if only I had a romantic dinner for him Excuse me a moment while I look up the password for all of my phone's gonna die Um, is anybody on off or indifferent about the program right now? I'm just curious You're not going to be graded on this subject You're not going to be graded judged or anything of the above. I'm just curious I'm hovering man. I'm totally maintaining now after last night's 21 smart point chili dog That all may just change. Do you want to write this down dooders? Hmm Oliver sit down and write this down Okay four two four zero zero zero That's it Four two four zero zero zero Do you get it? three My I don't pope. I don't know how I'm maintaining. I guess I do it's because um It is hard Julie It is hard and I hope you're giving yourself I feel like the word grace is overused. I wish I could think of I'm gonna have to get on my computer and look for a good Get my thesaurus out And find another word besides grace and break because uh, you need it right now. We've got a lot on our minds Christine is still tracking maintaining lifetime, but really munching at 3 a.m. When I can't sleep. Okay, you know what? I think that's great. I do. I think it's great. You can't sleep Uh Mariah's staying about the same up a few points, but not a full pound What? Okay, wait till it's closer till two o'clock bub. She's probably not on there yet Rosie says the more I go the more I feel like calorie counting. Why I only like the program for the support groups Oh, and honestly I'm getting more and more of that through youtube I know you'll still be here, but Susan's lost eight pounds But because of anxiety I'm sorry my friend that you have that anxiety. I'm not gonna say I'm sorry you lost eight pounds because you know what? I'll be totally honest with you if I lost eight pounds Due to a bad cold I'd be happy with it, but I don't want to see my friend suffer for anxiety He's he already did his pe. He's going back to class Okay, listen to me. I'm gonna read it to you again four two four zero zero zero All right, hold on hold on and I'll text her are you email her and ask her Please don't sit in the chair like that. The leg is gonna break. Thank you Lori gained three and a half pounds last week, but lost one and two and two and okay, cool You guys are awesome. It's meant to be a compliment Oh, I know Rosie. I know I just to me counting calories and that's your own problem You know, it just I like my simple points Um, excuse me guys. Well, okay, you know what? I don't know your email address Oliver What's your email address? Yeah, okay got it No, it's not don't you don't have to say anymore because somebody might watch this later and try to send you something so We'll finish it off ourselves. Hi Rosie Okay, so here's another thing in the middle of the night. I want cheese and crackers I've been wanting cheese and crackers too and like I said earlier Last night. I went crazy with the crackers. I'm talking about food that triggers people. I'm so sorry Some people lose when they're anxious the rest of us eat and gain weight Um Just keep in mind you guys That we all know how to take it off. We all know how to take it off Are we being set back a little some of us not all this there's some real diehards out there that I don't know How I feel about them being so I guess it's great and a little weight We're gonna be okay because we know how to take it off. We have all the tools ww has given us all the tools For some of us It's like we can't even get rid of the tools if we want to like I've said many times when I go for that Something that I'm not supposed to have I back off If I hit my points and I think I want to be bad I back off and I can't be alone I can't imagine hope They don't want to do their homework. There's no islands. Oh It's hard. Uh Judith is now I'm 15 pounds over goal G's I'm having esophageal problems and I'm on a soft diet high in carbs yet Okay, Judith, but you have to take care of your health You have to take care of your esophagus if that means in the meantime gaining 15 to 20 pounds I think that's right around where the average number is for the folks that uh Oh, no rosy. No cake. No bread. No soup. No cake. No bread I can't even imagine man. Bye Marlene Thanks for popping in and hanging out with us I'm gonna have to go here too because Oliver's gonna be on live at this classroom and his old grandma can't be Sitting back here talking with all her buddies Jenny. I'm in the same boat. I'm working the program. Um Judith take that back Take it back right now. You're you're not always whining for one. This is a conversation We're all having at a tough time and we're just all like verbally vomiting As I like to call it and that's what we're here for for each other, right? This isn't all about me just because I'm the one that initiates the conversation by having my blabbery mouth on youtube This is for all of us to come together That's what this is about It's not about me. It's about us and as corneos that sounds Won't you be my neighbor? Okay, kids. I do have to sign off because he is going on with his classroom Thank you for letting me Get some of this nervous energy out. I appreciate it again. Like I say every day if there's anything I hope That I can do Also, I want to tell you guys I put the live in my videos for two reasons if you would like subscribe and hit the notification bell That would help so that when we do have these lives people will know and they'll come in because I get a lot of people come in later And I think the more the merrier not because of the views and the because it's more fun, but um Get gone again totally gone. I forgot Thanks to our essential worker. Oh, I was going to say to you guys Oh, I put the okay Bring it back nita. I put the live in there So those of us who want to chit chat live can chit chat live and those of you Who only like to watch my cook with me's my my wands my strictly w w content content that way you can know the difference Ha I hope that's sweet, but you know, it's like I have lots of buddies close buddies are like nita I don't watch your live and I'm like pal. I don't expect you to These are not meant to be watched afterwards. Uh, they're meant for us to come together Now why we're all stuck Thank you guys for your support. I love you all madly Thank you, Susan. I needed the company too And um likely Through this I'm gonna come on every day. You know, it's not popular with everybody, but I'm it makes it's good for some of us We need it, right Hope needs it to get away from all of those stinking kids Let's do it for hope Don't forget howie kerner in your prayers prayers If you're like me and you just like to send out positive love into the universe do that too. His name is howie kerner He needs us to just Bring in that love. I'll talk to you guys tomorrow. Thank you