 my name is Emilia Az. I'm a Shi'a activist from Indonesia. I work for OASA, Organization of Ahlul Bayt for Social Support and Education. OASA have been established in 2001 when I convert to Shi'a. I was planned to establish OASA to make a Shi'a real work for people because that's what I get the message from Imam Ali, salamu alayhi alayhi. When I convert to Shi'a, I was in love with Al-Quran. Then I went to Hajj in the year of 2000. I found out that the history of Islam has been changed a lot. Then I learned a lot about Shi'a and I think it's really the great present for me because Allah showed me this path. I know, I always remember that Imam Ali told me that if you love me, be ready of the Bala for the Mus'ibat. So I thought I was prepared at that time but I didn't know that was so hard. The Bala that Imam Ali means is the thing that you have to be ready to lose everything and I mean everything. I mean it could be your family, it could be your money, your status, your existence and that's what happened to me. Then I established OASA, this organization to love the Mustad Afin. So in my being lost of everything, I'm teaching the poor in many places and I'm showing them who is Ahlul Bayt, salamu alayhi alayhi, because most of people in Indonesia, even they are Muslim, they don't know Ahlul Bayt. They even didn't know who is Seda Fatima to Zahra, salamu alayhi alayhi. They thought that Seda Fatima is Nabi's mother or wife and I keep on working to introduce who is Ahlul Bayt in many poor areas. I teach them not only Ahlul Bayt but I also teach through children's songs because Indonesian history, the Muslim that comes to Indonesia is Shia. But then there is a man I didn't want to mention his name but he became a hero. He arrived from Saudi Arabia and he changed everything. He killed most of our Ullama and finished Ahlul Bayt, only the culture. So most of Indonesian Sunni, they have this Shia culture. After that I am teaching them and everything and I also work for many national disaster like Tsunami, Natcha, Nias, Jogchakarta and everything with Ahlul Bayt flag and people start asking me who is Ahlul Bayt, salamu alayhi, and I'm starting again explaining them who is Ahlul Bayt. And after this life began harder because they knew I'm spreading Shia even through only social life, social activity. For instance we give free food for the poor people on the Ramadan. We also make, will I say that to Fatima Zahra in the Sunni mosque and we make like queues and for ladies and children if they win their right in their answer we give gift. And so people start liking us year by year. People know OASA because also we get some presidential medal because of our social activity and they know that this is Shia women organization. But then OASA grows and I started, I starting got a lot of fitna because they told me that this woman is very dangerous and they think that I'm Kaffirah and you know all this bad image come to me, be careful with this face because they make a picture of me and they spread it out everywhere and they said that be careful with this woman because she is Iblis, you know, Saitana and everything. And so my face is everywhere being notorious. Then I starting writing books because I think if I go out maybe it's not really safe to me. And I starting writing books and I have made eight books until now. I protect Shia teaching from the Sunni book. I made some books that most of the Sunni accuse us like for instance Shia Kaffir because of they believe Ali is God or the women, the Shia women they're mostly they are doing zina because they believe in Muta and they show my face and this is the queen of Muta. And I show them that if Muta is not around for Sunni, there will be no zina in the world. And I wrote a lot of books for this. And one of the books has been translated to Arabic. Then they are more angry to me and they got my house being thrown by stones and I have a dog to protect my house and being killed because of they throw the big, big stone. And then many police told me that you need CCTV to protect you and don't go out alone. And I said no, I believe Imam will protect me. So I said no problem. But really after my dog being killed and really the head is broke into pieces. And I started to get serious to be concerned. And then finally my house had CCTV for that. And another my last book is about in Indonesia we have Majlis Ulama that saying there are 10 criteria of misleading or Mun Harif Islam. And from there you will know that this is Shia. They mean Shia, but they don't want to say it directly. But then at the end of the day we knew that they said that look at this according to 10 criteria from us, the council of Majlis Ulama in Indonesia, Shia is really misleading. And I wrote back in three weeks I write back to them that actually they are the one that is misleading. And I wrote another book and I was called by religious minister. I was called by many people that you are too brave. They have been settled for such a long time. This Majlis Ulama they make fatawa. So Shia is kafir, this one kafir, halal haram, halal haram. And everybody is kafir and everybody is haram according to them except their group. And I said too because they said that we have different rukun iman, rukun islam. And I prove it that rukun iman and rukun islam is all different even in Sunni. Sunni also they have different one even in the Fikir and everything. So why should they think about us? They have their own problems among the Sunnis not ours. So I prove it to them that it's not a Shia but I can prove that they are also kafir if this 10 criteria is applied. And they were more angry to me and I just prayed to Imam. Imam I said to Imam that Imam you must help me because and my team in Oasa because we work to make this religion Islam is the real Islam. The real Islam Muhammadi is not Islam Sahabi. Islam that's really Indonesian people is the biggest Muslim country in the world and they are Muslim. We are so far away from from Nabi Isrullah Wale Wali and Ahlul Bayt. How can we believe we can follow the the message of Nabi to follow Al-Quran and Itroti. We don't know Itroti who will who show us Itroti. I mean you know we are majority Sunni we work hard and even me I I have to to convert to Sunni first then I I have to convert to to Shia and I work hard. I really work hard and I don't want anybody to have the same the same experience it's very difficult to find this path and I want this religion to stand up in Indonesia because everybody loves Ahlul Bayt but they don't know how so they love Ahlul Bayt and they love their enemies too because in Sunni if you don't love this Sahabat you are kafir so they are afraid so you know now I become the target of this Wahhabi. Every time Wahhabi has a conference they always mention Saitona or the women of Iblis they men me they don't mention my name because if they mention my name they got this law I can put them in jail so they don't mention my name but they men this bad names is for me and then after this I go to I starting to always working and working and I become I have I was invited to for United Nations I speak for human rights for Shias rights and then I said because after I work for Shias rights I realized that a lot of other minorities religion in my country also oppressed by Wahhabi the church are attacked and the Hindu attack the Buddhist attack the many people are attacked even the local faith and they come to me and help Emilia help so we need your help and then finally we establish this law firm for minorities so Oase grows again for minorities rights and and now since we help churches we help the local faith and everybody's the minorities and if one the last time the Wahhabi asked me to move Bala that she is right and if she is wrong they will send lot not to me and they were 18 guys from Daesh Indonesia we call it isis in Indonesia and I said okay fine and I was alone and with this 18 guys and then suddenly came the army from the churches and they said to them if you bother this Shia you will face us and they are from Papua Papua is the eastern part of Indonesia is belong like like Africans look so it's their bigger and darker and stronger compared to these Daesh people which is Indonesian you know you're small and and white and Alhamdulillah they don't come up and then we don't do Mubahala so after this I realized that Islam is really the religion of love and peace because um um when uh I in 2010 I doodul from my previous marja to Ayatullah Sadiq Shirazi and what happened to me I got another one another enemies not only Wahhabi Sunni now I was attacked um by Shia because they said that Emilia you go walk to a long path for Islam and now you choose a wrong marja so I am confused I don't know what's going on I mean why is Shia like this but um I go to visit Ayatullah Sadiq Shirazi and he said to me be patient you work for Islam and he is very humble he asked me to be patient and they changed my name from Emilia to Zanuba before Zainab but I said no because Zainab is Jabal Sabar I am not I'm not deserve to have her name because she is so great and I am too small for her and give Zanuba it's very small Zainab and even small Zainab I have too many too many too many fitna and they called me Zionis before they called me Zionis from this Wahhabi Sunni and now I got Zionis from from Shia they called me Munharif Islam from this Wahhabi Sunni and now I say when Munharif Shia so I don't care I just keep working I believe Imam Zaman Jalalov Rajosh Sharif will be my witness I love a little bit with all my blood I have been crying since I converted to Shia even until now I see so many oppressed people and I I always said that I cannot help them I wish I can help all of them to to be out of the oppression but this is us I just do my best for my country for my people and I really hope all of you my sister and my brother who watch this this channel to pray for us because we are not like you you know you who is born Shia you know Shia from the beginning it's not like me I mean I lost everything just being Shia and and it's been tears and blood for me and now I have friends and I came to Karbala and I hope when I return to Indonesia I have more energy I have more spirit of Imam Abbas, Imam Hussein, Salamu alaikum, Say the Zainab please pray for us pray for my country I hope Imam Zaman Jalalov Rajosh Sharif will come soon this is what we all dream of thank you Salamu alaikum