 Baja California, it was wonderful wonderful time there a few days and For me people ask me, you know, hey, so how did you like Mexico? Honestly, I was like I'm always surrounded with Latinos and Hispanic people and stuff And so they're just lovely for most friendliest most nicest people in the world So I'm like honestly I didn't feel like I've accept of course the area But other than that it was a very very wonderful experience had a chance to See and do wonderful things there and then I was suffering for the cause of Christ and the beaches of San Diego and Struggle this real hashtag But we're really happy to be back home. Amen. Thank you for all the birthday birthday wishes on Facebook I found out today on Facebook that it's my birthday and so Just throwing it out there for you and stuff and so but good to see everyone I know that we have some people actually from Belorussia who are sitting in the back with our past Let's give them a round of applause Amen, and then we also have oxana sister. He came all the way from Seattle Victoria a little disclaimer. She's hating inter cities So ultra city people we're gonna have to change things up here today But we love Seattle as she's from City Hill. We love City Hill as well Amen, and I actually just read on the news that a true cities the unemployment interest cities fell to six percent Which is the lowest in like some 20 or something years Which is really really nice and so we really love our city a man and we believe in next 16 days We're gonna have our conference Kingdom come can somebody say a man? We are excited and so in two two and something weeks We're encouraging each person that we're gonna bring two new people to church two new people to church one on Friday And the one for Saturday and so on both nights. We're gonna expect just the power of God I know we have people here right now like a gentleman who was healed of asthma at last conference And who's still running and praising the name of Jesus a man We're gonna believe for notable Miracles and the touch of the Holy Spirit to touch people in this place can somebody say amen We will see the kingdom of God come and the kingdom of the devil be destroyed Can somebody say amen and so in just two weeks really believing that I ask each one of you Let's really push and work hard to also one of the ways you can invite people is actually through Facebook on your Facebook event Just go ahead and just invite, you know other people on your friends and and other so that people will come Our city needs revival Our city needs Jesus. I saw on the news that we have about 25 major violent gangs in our city about a thousand three hundred to a thousand five hundred people in our city are involved in gang lifestyle and a lot of these people come from broken homes a lot of these people their life are broken and Their life is shattered and not only they live and hurt But they cause hurt to other people and our goal is not to remove gangs our goal is to Replace we want these gang leaders to be a home group leaders Come on somebody come on if you can gather people and buy wheat and buy tequila and do all illegal things You can gather people and be filled with the Holy Spirit and bring people tonight prayer and go get some other people Say it can somebody say amen, and so we are really praying for our city We are really praying for our generation those of you who are visiting us for the first time Or maybe you've been coming and you may see kind of you know our radical approach toward these things I want to tell you something that devil doesn't sleep and God passionately loves our city and we want to reflect that by loving on our city and by praying for our city and Passionately standing for our city can somebody say amen, and we know the revival is the will of God The kingdom of God is the will of God for our city the young men and young women will rise up and serve God They will rise up and they will do good things and influence our city for the glory of God these guys like Eric These guys like Elizabeth the guys the younger generation. We believe that they will rise up in a very soon They will have their own youth service and we we will have awesome new building and we're gonna have awesome new things Thousands and hundreds of people will be getting saved and hundreds of home group leaders that will be started in here Can somebody say amen that board is gonna be too small That board is gonna be for bishops because God is this gonna do an awesome things Why because God has a big heart and the devil has big plans for our city. We're just trying to keep up with the devil Can somebody say amen Every single person deserves a second chance every single person Deserves to have hope in their life and every single person deserves to have Jesus and to have life in their life We're sick and tired of religion, but we need something real and genuine and that's something is not something It's someone it's the Holy Spirit can somebody say amen and you saw you know some of these testimonies might be minor You know all person had throat or this or that until you get that problem Then it's no longer minor you're running to every doctor and to every pharmacist and asking for After-counter under-the-counter medicine to get cured of it and stuff So but we know that the Holy Spirit that we love and that we walk in he heals people He delivers the captive some of you heard what happened last weekend where some of our people went You know also we took some more people for prayer for deliverance and demons came out and there's another trip That's gonna happen this weekend more demons will come out a man more Jesus less demons more revival and less ruin in Our city that is all we are for can somebody say amen. Let's put our hands together for the Lord Jesus Christ Our vision is clear and cut we want to see thousands of people give their lives to Jesus Hundreds of home groups raised up. We wanted to make it popular Wanted to make it good Not just that religion is for those you know people who just you know don't have anything else going on and it's for everyone But Jesus wants to be in our city where other people want to serve Jesus Somebody says that most people will never read the Bible You are the best Bible they will read make sure you're the best version. They will read of the Bible Let's be the good walking Bible in our generation and we will see our generation touch for the glory of God because somebody say amen So 16 days kingdom come Amen, let's open our Bibles to first Kings chapter 12 verse 25 until verse 28 And it says the following then jarbom Fortified shechem in the hill country of Ephraim and lived there from there. He went out and built Penile Jarbom thought to himself the kingdom will now likely to revert to the house of David if these people go up to offer Sacrifices at the temple of the Lord in Jerusalem. They will again give their allegiance to their Lord Rebo-hum King of Judah, they will kill me and return to the king Rebo-hum. I'm sorry. This Jewish name is really difficult to pronounce I'm like, yeah, Rob. What why couldn't make it like Smith Larry Vlad verse 38 Yeah, Jose Juan Pablo. Anyway after seeking advice the king made two golden calves He said to the people it is is it too much for you to go up to Jerusalem the gas prices went up Traveling tickets are high. Here are your gods Israel who brought you out from Egypt Say this prayer with out loud with me. Say Lord Jesus open my heart to your word Lord Jesus open my heart to your spirit and Lord Jesus open my heart to your faith Amen I want to speak to us just for a few moments about a Topic of lasting legacy lasting legacy there was a guy in In one city who had a friend and he comes to his friend and He looks very depressed and very sad and he says tell me what's going on Why are you so depressed and why you're so sad? He said well three weeks ago my uncle died. He said oh He said no, no, that's not a depressing part He said he died and he passed me an inheritance of fifty thousand dollars. He's like wow, that's good He says why are you depressed? He says well two weeks ago He says my aunt died And she also left me with some inheritance He says so why are you depressed? He says well this week nobody died see When somebody dies in your family they pass on an inheritance They pass some things to their next of kin We must understand one thing is that legacy And a dynasty is something the bible talks about all the time We see this king and you might not be familiar if you don't read much about the bible I will just introduce this guy to you give you just a very simple basic Introduction about his life you can learn more about him in the pages of the first kings There was this guy named jerbom He was the first king that israel had when they divided up from the solomon's kingdom So first there was sol david and solomon solomon commits sin God comes to solomon and says because you've committed these sins I'm not gonna I'm not gonna give you the whole kingdom to your next generations You will have everything fine But next generations won't have everything fine and the next generation that rises up God takes the 10 tribes away from the kingdom of david's dynasty and gives it to this fresh guy on the block named jerbom And god comes to jerbom and he tells him that if you will obey me and follow my commandments like king david did I will establish your dynasty That as long as there is kingdoms and kings your Seed means somebody from your lineage will sit on the throne over the 10 tribes of israel He said I will still allow david's guy to sit on the throne for as long as they will be alive But you will be like the second guy to david. So there is david and there is you you will be parallel with david I'm giving you this chance Don't blow it And we see something happens to jerbom Jerbom begins to make mistakes And these mistakes they cost him not only his own life that he become difficult But these mistakes affected his destiny and his destiny quickly spilled into his dynasty I want you to write this few thoughts down write down that every decision you make affects your destiny And your destiny affects your dynasty Dynasty is what happens after you're gone Each one of us sitting in this room today. We must understand that we are someone's legacy Somebody made decisions and these decisions affected their life And when they were gone these decisions affected you The place you're born languages speak The habits that you carry Many of these things most of the time Come from the tree we all come from And many people don't realize is this is that we all carry also someone else's dynasty someone else's legacy Somebody made decisions and it caused you to eventually fight or have victories in your life because somebody didn't win the battles Or have won battles for you And while you're sitting here trying to sort through the mess At the same time you're also making a decision For children that will come out of your life That will be affected by your decisions. You may say well, I'm not gonna have kids You will still have an effect on generation even without having kids Jesus didn't have kids yet. He left a legacy that has affected this world When I look back at my life You know and I could pat myself on the back and say you know what at the age of 24 I was married and at the end of the day of my marriage. I was a virgin I lived my life dedicated to God You know, I lived my life seeking God You know, I could pat myself on the back and say I wasn't addicted to this I wasn't addicted to that and everything but in reality if I be very honest I will tell you that one of the reasons that my life churned out and trust me my life wasn't that easy as I just made it seem like But if I would be honest What is the reason half 50 percent of the battles I never had to fight? It's because my parents My grandparents and my great grandparents won those battles for me And today those battles don't exist like they're still there But they don't affect my life as much as they affect somebody who comes from a family where people in the family didn't fight those battles It's not fair why it happens It's not fair, but it happens That's how the world works. Adam makes a mistake. He affects his destiny And then this his destiny he doesn't just disappear and everything everyone starts from the beginning No one starts from the beginning. You start where others left off And everything Adam made a mess of Got passed on to his kids and his kids instead of fighting with one another They're fighting with one another. They killed one another And then you see the next chapter that those kids they pass on another legacy where we see Violence in this world so severe So bad that gossips these people are just going nuts. This is unbelievably horrible Why because that's exactly what happens whether you realize it or not you pass on a dynasty to a next generation That's just how it works when I look at my spiritual roots, you know with I heard stories of from my grandma and from my pastor from my parents of distant relatives and descendants who went to jail because they were Christians And they were tortured for Jesus because they were Christians And then they died out of the wounds that were afflicted on them because of following Jesus It makes me appreciate and understand That one of the reasons that God has blessed and protected me It's not because I'm spiritual or perfect But because I'm also somebody's dynasty And while I'm enjoying that there's also other things that I need to fight That maybe they haven't fought with I'm also creating that dynasty for the next generation that is coming after me If you look even amongst us today, this is not to point fingers This is not to belittle belittle anybody or make somebody feel like man Sucks to be you got born on the wrong side of the tracks This is to make us understand you are going to leave a legacy because you are living in someone's legacy right now You got to deal with that and you got to understand that You know when I look at uh britney and brison Stephanie From the family of stills, you know their father who is here tim And if you if you would look at their dedication to god You know if you would and I know them a lot closer Than most of you if you would look at their commitment to god through thick and thin And you will say wow, you know, where's that commitment? There's such a committed christians But if you will look deeper you will you will see that that commitment is not just with them It started with their parents and if you will look deeper you will find out if you knew their grandpa You will find out how committed to christ Grandpa was that in this church he was baptized with the holy spirit in this exact building That's where he met god and he encountered god and so guys these things work like this you are in someone's legacy And you are creating someone's legacy right now at the same time And we must understand that our decisions are not just you're when you're smoking You're not just having fun. You are creating a pace for the next generation When the battle comes with pornography and you say, you know what? I just want to indulge in it and you pass on the battle instead of winning the victory You're passing to a next generation a battle you haven't fought God wants us to be a generation who doesn't pass battles to next generation But victories and trophies to next generation and we're gonna be that generation because somebody say man Too many people have grown up being passed on divorce Abuse drugs all kinds of you know broken family anger and dad in jail or mama in jail Mama and daddy always fighting, you know, and that is not our fault But at the same time you and I can change that realizing I can deal with my history And I can create brand new destiny for my future and for the future year unborn God promises to Jeroboam and he tells him I will bless your life And right away god says I will bless your dynasty God is not just interested in blessing your destiny Not just in making your 70 years in this world somewhat. Okay. God wants to bless your dynasty Your generation your name And generations you're unborn Because somebody say amen You know, you look at our grandma, you know, look at how many people today who are in her dynasty Kids who are serving god and those who are not serving god, they're just working on their testimony Watch out They will be serving god, then they'll be catching up. I like I told my brother and I was like you you slacking I was like, wait, wait, once you get saved you're gonna catch up all of them Nobody gets a free ride in our family And that's why you see now. He's catching up all those years that he wasn't serving the lord That's how god does it with us and why because somebody paid the price when you're serving christ When you're coming from morning prayers when you're evangelizing when you're starting home groups It was look like man other people just living up their life. You will live your life even better But the best part Is the children that will grow up They won't see knives flying Like in the movies in the room They won't see mom and dad choking each other But they will see kindness and love and they will also grow up Just like you actually better Can somebody say man You know, I see lorisa and leo when we just started our church and we started our little youth group And lorisa became our one of the helpers, you know, we're a little You know 17 18 year olds running around Not knowing what we're doing and lorisa was there almost every single time she would sacrifice her family time Sometimes her husband will get mad at me because you know, she would spend more time there than even in her family We were immature. So we kind of pulled everything everything together. We took everybody's time with family was always last Jesus first Minute she second but honestly even in our immaturity even in our lack of knowledge You know, and I saw the commitment and sometimes I was like man She's sacrificing too much. She has a family. She needs to go to her thing I mean, we don't have nothing else going on, you know, so we can do that and now When you see her kids You know, all of our kids how they're serving god Vicki, eric, elizabeth and you see their commitment to god You see their passion you see how they are in the kingdom of god and you see how god By blessing her life says, you know what my blessing is too much for you to contain It's gonna spill On your next generation Can somebody say amen I think it was a few weeks It was the last weekend when the young lady went to from our church, you know Went for deliverance and a demon that was coming out of her Mentioned that the demon was there for like 17 generations because some 17 generations ago ancestors Took a live person and they sacrificed it to idols and to demons And 17 generations later the enemy still was trying to influence That dynasty Don't fool yourself. Please. You're not just living for yourself The enemy and god understands this principle. Let's we understand this principle your decisions Make your destiny your destiny spills into your dynasty somebody say amen when jeroboam He becomes the king God delivers him out of the hand of Solomon because Solomon makes threats To destroy jeroboam and Solomon is a very rich and very wealthy guy. Solomon was so rich that his armor weaponry Was made out of gold He had nowhere here nowhere to put that gold So he made shields out of gold He made spears out of he made stuff out of god the bible says the silver and bronze was like nothing in these days Tons of gold not grams not pounds tons of gold was delivered to him every year This guy was so rich That there was no enemies comparable to him. He literally he just was on the top of the world But he started obeying god And god started to raise up jeroboam and jeroboam he comes, you know probably to Solomon He says hey, you're not doing this right, you know God is already kind of making some arrangements and Solomon begins to make threats and says i'm gonna take you out I'm gonna take care of you and you know if this guy is so resourceful doesn't like you you're in trouble You're in trouble And jeroboam is the little guy who stands against a huge empire who stands against a rich And a very influential resourceful well-connected powerful king Who wants to kill him yet god? delivers jeroboam And it's interesting how god delivers him. He sends a person into jeroboam's life It's a prophet and the prophet says this and this and this and this will happen to you When you have a problem in your life big as big as Solomon When you have a problem in your life so humongous god wants to deliver you from that problem But not always he will deliver you the way you plan for him to deliver you Sometimes he god will get you out of certain troubles in your life first through a person He will send into your life a pastor or he will send into your life a mentor He will send into your life a home group leader Or he will send a good Samaritan who will pick you up and who will take you to church Or who will pick you up and begin to bug you to meet with you so that they could see your life changed Then we see with jeroboam when god sends a prophet the prophet gives a promise And the prophet says listen god is going to give you 10 tribes I know that right now you are on the blacklist of king Solomon right now you are being persecuted But listen god has a promise for your life The way god delivers us is when we are at the bottom God gives us the loftiest the craziest outside of this world. You're not crazy kind of promises God doesn't wait when your life starts to improve come on everybody believes in those promises then God does not wait when you begin to make adjustments god waits when you are at the bottom of the bottom The only thing you care about is how not to die and god says you will be a king God gives us a promise In our mess god gives us a promise in our dilemma god gives us a promise God gives us his word of hope when we are at the lowest and you gotta be a fool to believe it It worked for him It will work for you Can somebody say amen, but you know when he received the prophet he received the promise And god gave him a third thing. He gave him a hiding place to run and hide Until Solomon would die And Solomon died every big problem in our life If we surround ourselves with right people If we surround ourselves with right knowledge and if we find ourselves a new place If you come today and you're struggling with drinking You can't hide in the bars on the weekends No matter how much About a Mazda shirt about a hand that you're gonna say in those clubs. It's not gonna work You have to have a hiding place Many people don't see their life changed for this one reason. They don't have a new place where they kick it They come to church on wednesday, but on wednesday is where they do church It's where you do it on thursday friday saturday monday night tuesday night It's where that is the place where either will crush you or build you up Everybody comes on wednesday It's where do you go after wednesday after the person maybe in right now It's gonna be me or somebody who says something after you hear the word of god God also gives a place because see you can come to the prayer line demons can come out of you You can go to the best deliverance place in the whole world But listen if you don't believe in god's promise and if you don't change your zip code That deliverance will not last that deliverance will not be permanent. You got to change the place where you kick it You got to change the place where you relax You got to change the place where you feel at home with your homies and your cronies You see when you come to church you look goofy You look funny. You look religious. You look Yes, amen. Praise god brother and sister But when you come to your place, I hear what's up home. What's up, dude? Because that is your home. That is that is where you're at home But in church you won't feel like that right the way but until you find yourself new group Your life will be stagnant I'm not saying in any way that you have to make it right the way in the church But you have to find yourself people who are good You make the place a hiding place with them means you find a comfort zone with them where you Can find those relationships built for the glory of god because somebody say amen And jeroboam He gets delivered Solomon dies jeroboam is protected. Finally he becomes a king And that's what we read When he becomes a king He has a lot of people with him 10 tribes probably thousands of people maybe a million The only problem jeroboam has is that jewish people They have this very sacred rituals and religion Where they worship god And three times a year all the men have to go to the temple And they also have other festivals where they worship god and they have a temple already built very expensive temple And jeroboam is afraid if my people our kingdom just got divided if they will start going to my other guys kingdom To worship god three times a year and the other guy is gonna get up with a microphone and says god is good They're gonna say amen, and they're gonna say what are we doing with our guy? Let's switch Let's you know kill him and we unite the whole kingdom like god promised to david So he becomes afraid he becomes insecure And the bible says instead of taking his insecurity to god Instead of coming to god and saying god Solomon when he became a king he fit into the shoes of his daddy his daddy shoes were big Solomon was inexperienced his daddy was a warrior Solomon was nobody But Solomon went to you and you raised him up to be the most powerful man. God. I'm just like Solomon. I am nobody I am scared. I don't have a temple. I don't know what to do But please help me you told me I would be a king when I was on the run away from this powerful king And god your word became real. Could you help me now? Instead of doing that Jeroboam he fueled his insecurity in some other ways He gathered people around he said hey guys, how can we keep people from running away from us? And one guy gave him a proposition. He said let's build idols like metal wooden Statues and let's put it right in front of people. Say hey guys. You want to save money and gas? We got you covered Right here. No, who needs a temple. Geez. I mean that's so long. Those roads are so dangerous We can redo it in our neighborhoods. You come bring your offerings slate right here Worship god and go back home and live your life See our relationship with god Is based on trust When the trust is broken Insecurity will creep in our relationship With our fellow humans is based on trust See when we hear word faith we immediately have weird ideas about faith because faith sounds so out there Almost like you know Pope Francis like faith. It's like oh so out there Mother Teresa Like but I don't want to use word faith with us right now I want to use word trust because trust is easy. You told your friend your secret And he wasn't supposed to tell anybody And he did what happened Trust was broken. You guys are still friends, but there is no relationship Sometimes people are in marriage and there's trust There's relationship if one person goes and starts talking to some other chica on facebook Guess what happens trust is broken when the trust is broken They will still have their names on the mortgage. They will still sleep in one bed, but there is going to be no relationship Because our relationships are as good are as big are as deep are as strong as are as long as our trust No trust no relationship Relationships cannot live without trust just like you cannot live without oxygen If there is no trust you can be handsome educated rich talented charming and sexy But you're not going to have a relationship You won't read the hollywood pages read the news and you will see the most talented the most beautiful The most richest people who have everything that we sometimes maybe wish secretly and they don't have relationships Keeps breaking one to another why because there is no trust there. Why is there no trust? There's a lot of other reasons no trust no relationship and gerbil He had no relationship with god because he didn't trust god to see him through. What did he do? He simply had a broken trust where he he wasn't sure whether god will come through and where there was broken trust Guess what happens insecurity comes in what insecurity comes in well insecurity does two things first it makes you insane and secondly It makes us into idolatry We all feel insecurity But when security takes over when insecurity captivates us It makes us a little bit insane Insane means we become a little bit crazy Suspicious We hear gossip 20 million miles away Every time somebody looks wrong at us. We already know they're thinking about us and been thinking about us for the last 24 hours And they haven't been sleeping but only thinking about us Because that's what insecurity does it does to all of us Insecurity creates a person and makes him into a little monster Ask kane and he will tell you when his brother's sacrifice He brought it and god favored it and kane's Offering wasn't favored in a little monster green monster grow up in kane and he's that's not right I I worked as hard as why did he got honored and not me and little monsters are crouching crouching And a little beautiful wonderful son of adam became a monster Who killed his own brother? How could that be because insecurity grows in the soil where there is no trust with god And when there is that insecurity listen, it turns us quickly and slowly into green monsters Even the best of us become the worst when we allow insecurity to spring up in the place where there is no trust in god Heard of this eagle who had a friend eagle that was faster than this first eagle And this friend eagle came to the hunter and says hey Could you shoot that faster eagle? Because he makes me feel very insecure If you shoot him I will be very happy. He says yeah, of course I could but you could you give me one of your feathers So that I could use it as an arrow To to push the arrow so I can shoot that he's like oh, yeah for sure He gives him one feather and the hunter begins to aim on this fast eagle He aims that it's so hard, but he misses it. So he comes back to the eagle. He said listen I missed it. Could you give me one of your feathers again? He said yeah for sure He gives him feathers that guy keeps missing it until that eagle gave all of his feathers And stopped flying and then the hunter killed that eagle That's kind of how it works in life You give all of your feathers out in insecurity hoping to hunt somebody down because somehow we believe if I can kill your light mind will shine brighter And we have that little monster inside of us and it's all developed out of not having that trust in god That god will meet you through I know somebody's being blessed right now. Listen, you might be next Don't get all worked up. God is preparing the best for you Yes, maybe right now. So they're singing about david but listen Praise god god picked you as well, but they added 10 000 for david and they gave me a thousand I can't live with that don't download the song Who asked you to go and I choose to download the song don't listen to listen to something else He listens to the song and it bugs him and he grows up into a monster instead of being anointed He hunts david for the rest of his life and kills priests So the day the father made the garment for joseph. It's better colors. Who cares? It's fine. He deserved it. He doesn't do anything He needs to wear a nice garment. God bless his heart. Go mind your business No, we can't accept that because we gotta turn it apart and next thing that happens in security makes into a little green monsters We become a little bit insane If you ever watch yourself when you get insecure, you will find yourself being a little bit insane Crazy insane. Like why am I even scrolling through this? You just came to your girlfriend's house. Why did you just put a bug in your purse? Why did you have to hack into every password? Why did you have to stalk her to a little bit insane? And something happens in relationships same thing happens in every because insecurity makes us insane We have reasons for it. Of course, it's them her and her But in reality it is little bit of insecurity makes us insane Another thing that security does is it makes us into idol worshipers It makes us into people who now don't have trust In god that he will come through that god will bring me the husband at the right time That god will bring me the children at the right time God will bring me promotion at the right time. God will open the doors where there is no doors He will see I know right now. It looks like I am suffering. I am nobody and other people are going up But listen, there is a god and he knows my number And that's simple trust. You don't have to have a master's degree in theology But just a simple trust there is a god and he loves me and he has not forgotten that I exist That thing cures insecurity. Oh, no, no, no trust me. You will still feel it But you won't feed it. Why because you know you're feeding your faith I remember you know when there was a time and and I was passionate I wanted to see I wanted to preach and you know, there was not opportunities for me. I wasn't invited nowhere I invited myself to jail I would go on wednesday to preach in jail me and ilia would take a little Stereo a little stereotyping on the batteries and would go in there And I remember it was so embarrassing because every time we would go in there They would scan us sometimes three four times Because there's two russian young dudes with hats walking in into jail preaching the gospel, of course Preaching the gospel. What are you carrying in there? And I remember six months later. I'm like my goodness god When can these security guards learn that I'm not here trying to sneak in some dope to my russian friends I don't even want to see my russian friends I just want to preach the gospel and right after that jail We would go in get in our cars and drive it to the gospel mission And we would stand there speak and right after speaking go up there to serve food And I would do the month after month now one person I preached the same messages that I go today and preach it at the churches or at the conferences the same messages I preached at the homeless shelters same ones didn't change a thing But what changed You know and and our youth group was so small And it seems like you know other people were moving up and sometimes I would have the man other people God just blessing on the people. I mean, what am I doing here? But you see after you kind of walk with god for a little bit you develop a little bit of trust You know one thing is listen. He didn't leave me there He didn't leave me here He didn't drop me there and he didn't hurt me there He came through here and he came through there and it compiles a little bit of grain of seed of trusting You know what maybe perhaps he won't leave me Maybe perhaps he will see me through Maybe perhaps everything will work out and honestly when you stick long enough you will see god is faithful You will see like davis says that listen. I have lived long. I've been young But I've never seen the righteous man forsaken or his children begging for bread because god is faithful because somebody say amen We're today. It's a different story in my life It might not be like that tomorrow where you know almost a week now for this summer almost every single week at least three Places I get invitation to speak Every single week where before I will get three invitations in the whole summer and I would do a praise report to the lord And I don't go to those places of course now because I'm busy with what god is doing here And I'm so happy with not with the invitations that's that doesn't matter I'm happy with this is that through this I've learned just a little bit more that when I feel insecure Not to yield to it Not to fall for it because it will make me into a monster little monster And it will make me inside into a person who will begin to worship idols run around like abraham with hagar instead of waiting on God's timing I just want to encourage somebody's faith to tell you listen the god that has brought you to this will bring you through this Build your faith repair your faith repair your trust in god and you will see god Will not disappoint you you will see god. He will pick you up. He will raise you up Don't be the person who is envious Jealous or insecure don't be the person who shatters his trust in god God Will come through for you God will come through for you. I remember when we just came to camp last week and We somebody forgot to pick us up On monday we arrived in san diego called and said hey guys. Can you come and pick us up? They're like, uh We forgot that you're coming today So could you just wait for two hours there and then get a taxi get to the mexican border? I was like which border? I'm like, I'm sure I feel, you know very safe You know just just kind of kind of hurt stories and stuff and so and uh I'm like, can you come and pick me up? They're like, no, you have to get there and I was like, where do I meet you? Where do I find you guys? I'm gonna walk in with bags. I mean, I don't know about this We go into the red we go into the Into the airport to wait for two hours And my wife goes and orders this asian food And I just had a weird funny feeling about it. I went and got jack in the box instead I went to get jack in the box and there was a lady there who watched the manual tv who recognized my wristband She just went like oh ballistic She couldn't believe it. She's like the praise report out there and stuff and I was like, okay lady Give me my jack spicy and go do your praise report in your break room So I get my little jack spicy and we're eating and the moment lana starts eating She's like, you know what this this tastes really weird and it did the moment we get picked up off of the mexican border lana starts throwing up about five times In two hours on the way there. I thought it was just a road sick. Maybe twist turns we get in there And they're continuous like every some 15 minutes she starts throwing up and I Everybody's attention was awakened. So everybody saw that we came And everybody saw that she's sick And I'm there. You know, I'm already preparing my mind how to pray for healing and I'm like This is not helping Only tomorrow I'm gonna pray for just encouragement for those who are sick I'm like, I can't pray for the healing. I remember, I mean, I mustered up my faith. I was a god Please you know kill my wife and I know food poisoning. I was food poisoning in africa once It took two weeks off of high fever and I'm like, and then we have a little minivocation in San Diego I'm like, this is definitely the devil And after we prayed we prayed we prayed it was there's just one that night She went to sleep and I remember she looked at me and she's a lot I went to throw up one more time and during this time. She said I just told myself That's it After this I'm gonna go to sleep and they said, I don't know whether it's fever food poisoning it has to stop And next morning when she woke up all night She slept without throwing up whereas before she would throw up every 15 minutes No matter what she didn't eat anything or she would just throw up She woke up in the morning. She said I feel completely fine went and ate and what I did is it and there's some way There's me not a big deal But to me where I went there to preach What I know that one of the things that I aim for in every service is for the healing of the sick To me was it was a very big deal and it strengthened my faith. I remember when the night came to pray for the sick I was like a lion that somebody poked around I was like I was outraged inside against sickness. I was just saying stuff there that I don't Very very just emotional about it. Why because now my trust that this god Who you know saw through me through through this now will help me through and then people start getting hit And then one thing after another, you know, and this more encouraged my faith You know, so now you know, it's my birthday and I'm arriving and guess what happens right before I get home I realize I lose my ipad No, I don't care about the ipad. The only problem is that it had no passcode on it and it had very sensitive information right on it And I got just got home and I was like And I'm supposed to preach about trusting God and I'm pacing in the house. I was like, what am I going to do? I'm gonna lose my identity. I'm gonna lose my identity. I mean, it's just it's just kind of devastating And I went to the airport to look for it. They're like, nope. It's somewhere. Some we don't know where you just have to call This number which you know, if you're gonna call nobody's gonna pick up And I remember coming back and I said I told myself as a god I've seen you Be good to me Not because I was good And god I've seen them out of even most difficult situations. You will always Somehow things will always work out And my god, I'm gonna trust even with this everything will work out We think this story has an ending that I found the ipad. No I haven't found the ipad, but I found trust Won't fail But if somebody finds it and I lose my identity My god Won't fail I just want to inject it into you today Whatever you're facing Must rub your trust Blow your insecurity out of the water and tell your insecurity. I have a god He's the fountain of perfection He's my god I'm not gonna compete with no one I'm not gonna try to prove anything to anyone. I'm gonna trust in him and at his time He will raise me up. He will bless me. He will strengthen me and he will prove That he is on my side As somebody say man, I want you to rise to defeat And can we all of us come to the front