 Hey guys, what's up? Today we are going to be doing a Q&A. This is a 500,000 Q&A video. I have not done a Q&A since a couple months ago. The last milestone Q&A I did was 100,000 and then I did another one after that a few months ago. But I really wanted to do one for 500,000 because I feel like it's like kind of monumental moment, you know? Half a million. That's crazy. Saying half a million seems so much different than saying 500,000. But I really want to thank you guys for 500,000 subscribers. I don't even know how this happened. I feel like I just hit 100,000 like last year and I'm just like, I still have a hard time realizing that you guys like watching my videos. Making videos has been a really fun way for me to talk about stuff that I don't think anyone would want to listen to me in real life talk about. So in a way I hear you guys say that like watching movies with me is like watching movie with your friend or something. But for me it is also like watching movie with a friend. I feel like you guys are my friends in that way because I get to talk about tons of stuff that I feel like would just be annoying to people in real life. And maybe it is annoying to you, but I can't see your reactions in real life. So it's very nice for me. I asked you guys on Instagram to send me questions for video and I'm going to answer them. If I'm ever going to ask for questions, it's either going to be on my YouTube community page, tab, or on Instagram because I feel like that's the easiest way to get questions. Today's video is sponsored by Kastify. Now I've worked with Kastify before but I'm here to work with them again. Now if you're like me and you drop your phone all the time, then Kastify is just for you because their cases actually come with military grade protection for your phone. Kastify lets you have the best of both worlds with having a military grade protection for your phone while also being super cute and stylish. 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So there's tons of stuff from Kastify to choose from whether that's designs that they already have or from the customizable section. So if you guys want to match with me, we can have matching cases together. Make sure you go to kastify.com slash trend to get 20% off your order. I think this question is very interesting. It says, how do you feel about people always comparing you with male YouTubers? I hate it. I understood it at the beginning. I understood it because I was less known and I still feel like I'm not like super known, but I understood it at the beginning because it's like, oh, you're like this YouTuber. I like this YouTuber and you're like them. But now that I feel like I've kind of created my own brand, it's kind of more individual because I feel like when you're starting off new content that's similar to someone else's, you can see a lot of the similarities. But now I feel like I've grown into my own brand, I feel like. So when people do compare me and say I'm the female version of any male creator, I'm kind of just like, I just kind of want to be trend now. I feel like I was, and it's something that I get super mad about, but I do kind of just get like, I just want to be trend. I don't want to be the female version of someone else, which is not like a bad thing. I don't think these content creators that I get compared to or said I'm the female version of as a bad thing. I don't take it as an insult because obviously I love them, like they're great. I'm just saying for me personally, I really want to make it a point in my career to be just trend and just known for me and not being compared to male content creators because I know them. I feel like the commentary section of YouTube is very dominated by males, especially if it's like comedic commentary. It's very dominated by males, so I get it. It's not something I get like super angry about, but it is kind of like a, it's like a little disappointing to me sometimes because like, I want to be just trend. I want to be known for being trend, not like male version of someone else. What's your favorite movie purely for its cinematography? Plot can be Total Garbage Law. I think Assassination Nation is the bad, like it is has beautiful cinematography. The way it's produced is so freaking gorgeous, visually stunning. The techniques that they use within the film to tell the story visually is incredible. Lighting is just amazing. They use so many different colors. They don't shy away from using a bunch of colors with lighting and using different cinematography tricks that aren't really like the norm. They kind of go a little bit more out there with it, and I loved Assassination Nations for the cinematography. I understand the plot has some holes and some kind of errors within it. I think it was like a little poorly written, but it's still one of my favorite movies. Like, I think, you know, after watching it, I think I watched it about like three times. I understand where they're trying to go with it. I think the execution on screenplay and stuff was like a little bit messy at some points and didn't have the best delivery on some parts. But I think overall, like it's a really visually stunning film. The acting is really good and the last monologue of Assassination Nation is literally everything to me. The last scene, the last monologue, is so good. But overall, the cinematography is just amazing. They have some really, really cool shots that are just so visually stunning and pleasing and satisfying to watch. They use slow-mo in a very good way. I feel like they use slow-mo and not a way to drag things out, but to kind of build suspense. I feel like sometimes in films, they use slow-mo and it just kind of feels so drawn out and it feels so unnecessary. I like it when slow-motion builds suspense within a movie and not just like, uh, like we're just adding this to add it. It's like unnecessary. Anyway, so that was like a really long rant about Assassination's Nations, but that movie, the cinematography, I love. And it's probably not like the best cinematography ever. Like people probably thinking like 1917 or something, but I really love Assassination's Nations for its cinematography, even though the plot does have some issues. Someone just said, your style slash aesthetic inspiration. I am just constantly stealing outfits from other people online. I mean, I love Avery Overard. I love Penny Walsh for style. I don't have like an aesthetic that I usually stick to. I feel like someone else could probably identify my aesthetic better than I could because I don't really know. I don't like zone in on one aesthetic. I'm like, that's it. Avery Overard, Kennedy Walsh, best dressed, Emma Chamberlain obviously. Emma Chamberlain like sets the trends, girl. She's setting them and I love her so much. Like she's fashion icon to me. I love her. Someone asked, how do you deal with mental health? I go to therapy and I take my medication. Yeah, I don't have any tips for that. That's why I go to therapy to help with learning how to deal with my mental health. So I'm sorry that that's not like the best answer. It probably doesn't help at all. But being transparent, therapy and my medication. Not saying that medication is for everyone, by the way. Not saying that medication will fix all your mental health problems. I'm saying for me personally, my situation, medication did help, but that's just me. So I'm not saying meds or no meds is the correct way. It's a very person-to-person situation. It differs for everyone. So take everything I say with a grain of salt. Very personal experience. So very personal solutions I would say. So yeah, I just do... How do I deal with mental health? I go to therapy. Dream movie soundtrack. Like for what genre plus musical artist? I do have a playlist on my Apple Music. My Apple Music I think is just trend level. And it's... I think it's called songs that feel like a 2000s movie soundtrack. And that is like peak 2000s movie, rom-com soundtrack amazing that I think I put together pretty well. So I think that would probably be dream soundtrack. I've been really getting into listening to scores too by the way. I love listening to scores in my free time. I have a whole scores playlist because something about it just feels so epic and feels so climactic when you're listening to movie scores in your free time. Like if you are doing school work, listen to the social network soundtrack. You will fucking buzz through that shit in motion from the social network soundtrack. Literally I edited a video so fast to it. I was buzzing through it because it just made me feel so hype and I was like, yeah, I'm freaking hacker right now. I can do anything I want to even though like the social network was not about hacking. But I just felt like I was doing such pivotal work right now, even though I was just editing a movie commentary. Someone asks, do you think people could have good or bad movie taste? I think as a joke, I think that people can have like good or bad movie taste. I think I say it as a joke a lot like, oh, you have bad taste in movies if you like XYZ or whatever. But I think when it comes to movies and art in general, I think that since it is such a subjective realm, it's hard to say what's good and bad. It's hard to say what's good and bad taste because it is all subjective. I don't know. I think it's a hard question because I think like it does kind of seem pretentious to say like you have bad taste in movies if you don't like Midsommar but like who's to say like I don't I don't really know. I think as a joke it's fun to say like you have bad taste in movies but I think like seriously like delving down into like breaking it down like I don't know if you can have like good and bad taste in movies. I think some people can agree that you would personally I think I lie more in the gray area of since it's such a subjective realm and any opinions on art is subjective. Nothing is objective when it comes to opinions on art that I just can't say you know. What was the last book you've read for enjoyment? I think the last book I read for enjoyment was The Queen of Nothing from the Cruel Prince series I believe so. I don't even know if I finished it. I can't remember. It was a long time ago. I'm pretty sure it was The Queen of Nothing. I love that though. It was so dramatic. What I read what I remember from it I was like wow that's so dramatic and I loved it. I love drama. I got a lot of questions about if I'm single, someone said are you single? If not will be a deal partner. How did you meet your boyfriend? Current relationship status? How did you meet your boyfriend? Show is your boyfriend? I get a bunch of questions about this. Yes I do have a boyfriend. I think that's all you have to know. I do have a boyfriend. We met online. I first saw him on TikTok. I followed him on TikTok for I think since like last year fall, last year winter I think. So that's kind of like I followed him like casually like just like oh like he makes 20 videos and I followed him and then recently I was trying to reach out to people like creators more because I tend to kind of jump into my shell when it comes to interacting socially with people. It was like a moment where I was like I'm gonna reach out to a bunch of people. I'm just gonna you know shoot my shot and by like shot I don't mean like I was you know shooting my shot romantically to every single person. I mean just like trying to network and make friendships because I want to make friendships with people but I am too shy. He was one of the people that I DMed and I said that he was funny and that I liked his TikToks and he was like thanks and then he was like I've never seen anything of yours but I'm sure you've made people chuckle before and he said chuckle and I was like okay because I wanted to keep the conversation going so I was like oh I saw you have a YouTube channel if you need any tips on you know YouTube I'd love to help you know because I wanted to be a little helping hand and then he was like oh yeah you're gonna help me surpass you and that's our first conversation was him basically saying that he's gonna surpass me and YouTube subscribers and now we are together so yes Noah is my boyfriend. Do I even want to shout him out? Do we do that? Am I going to do that? No free promo dude. Everyone's gotta pay for their slots so get fucked Noah. No free promotion. You gotta pay for your spots just like every other sponsorship I do. You pay for the placement. You know my rates. Come talk to me when you want a little shout out. Favorite song at the moment? I've really been loving Funeral by Phoebe Bridgers. I just love it so much. It's really sad. It's very sad but very much touches my heart and like I connect with it a lot. What was your biggest accomplishment this year? Also I love you. Thank you. I love you too. I think I think biggest accomplishment would probably be hitting 500,000 subscribers. I feel like that's a pretty big accomplishment. I think hitting half a million is kind of crazy and seems unreal. It doesn't seem real to me and I feel like usually I'd be like oh yeah numbers don't matter. It's not that big of a deal but I think I'm trying to be more confident and understand the level of things and I feel like this is something that I can be like yes it is an accomplishment. Yes I should be proud of it and I am proud of it and I'm thankful for it as well and very grateful that I even got to this point because of you guys and I think that's just crazy. If I would ever collab with Dylan is in trouble. Of course I would collab with Dylan is in trouble. Everyone always asks me if I would ever would. Literally you guys ask me if I would collab with people like I have anything in the matter as if I am like in charge of it and I can arrange those types of things like I cannot but I would literally collab like anyone you say I probably would collab with like Dylan, Kennedy like I would love to. I think that's so fun and like I don't know. So when you guys ask me if I would collab with Dylan the answer is always yes because I would love to collab with Dylan is in trouble. He is literally like so nice by the way. If you guys ever question if Dylan is in trouble is nice he's so nice literally so like helpful. Anytime I've come to him with like anything he's so sweet and so like helpful like genuinely helpful like not just like shitty advice like he gives really good advice so Dylan is great. I just went on like a Dylan ramble but I'm just it's crazy to me because Dylan was like one of the first people I started watching that made movie commentaries huge inspiration as you can tell from the fucking format of my videos that he's such a huge inspiration and of course I would want to collab with him that's like no question about that. What's it like to have so many sims? I don't I think people I don't know I don't have people like sliding in my DMs being like hey mamas or like trying to get with me no one's shooting their shot in my DMs like I feel like people think that sometimes are like people like me and they do not but just fine I'm taken anyways. What's the hardest part about editing and finding your editing style? I think the hardest part of editing is basically like the time and understanding what works for you. I think I went through a lot of different phases when it comes to editing my videos. I think I went through a time of even possibly over editing um and I then I went under editing and then I I've kind of gotten a flow now to why I like um the level of editing I do and by that I mean like the effects or the sound effects text a little bit um I think I found what's a good balance for me um I think the hardest part is literally just getting into that groove and looking at the amount of footage you have and not like being super overwhelmed because for me like two three hours that's a lot and it's not something that I can like cut out big chunks it's like I have to sit through it and see all the commentary that I did so I think the hardest part is just the amount and the time that it takes like editing is not a fast process it can be some people are really fast editors I'm not the fastest I think I can be pretty fast but I can also be really slow because I get distracted I think it would just be time and also getting used to listening to yourself um I think editing other people is way easier than editing yourself because you become very self-aware about yourself when you are editing you notice how many times you repeat the same word or when you have a word that you just stick to when you're filming because I have noticed that so many times when I'm filming when I stick to a certain phrase I used to say you know after every sentence and I still do that um I say um a lot as like a filler I say like a lot as a filler and I've seen the comments of people being like you say like and um way too much and I understand that it's annoying but whenever you're like filming and you're just trying to talk naturally those words come out so much and when you're editing it's like shut the fuck up like when I'm editing I get so annoyed by myself how long does it take to film commentaries it takes about three three hours for a movie commentary if the movie's about two hours two and a half hours it takes about three hours I would say it takes a lot longer because I do get ready for videos so it takes me about like two hours to get ready um and then it takes three hours to film so a filming day is like five hours could be longer like five to eight hours of filming and just the day so it's not like it's like a whole shift a full eight hours shift people don't have to get ready for videos I'm like that seems so nice but I like time-wise it seems nice like yeah you don't have to take time out of your day to get ready for filming but I love getting ready for filming I love trying out new looks wearing new stuff um I've wanted to start matching my outfits to the movies so I'm thinking I'm gonna try to do that because I think that's so fun to kind of be on theme while watching a movie what is the best documentary you've ever seen because I love you I recently watched America American next-door neighbor on Netflix I really liked that one I liked it that it was practically all found footage I really liked that style of documentary one of my favorite documentaries I ever watched was abducted in plain sight I know it's like a really dark really heartbreaking story but like the way that they did the documentary was wonderful to me I really liked it I'm much more of a biopic girl my favorite genres of movies is like coming of age biopics not coming of age biopics but coming of age and biopics I love biopics I know some people call them biopics and I don't know which one is the right way to say it but I always say biopics because I think of biography so biopics I don't really know I love biopics all almost like all of my favorite movies are biopics like the social network I Tanya Steve Jobs and kill your darlings is a biopic uh the Stanford prison experiment uh I'm trying to think of more biopics that I have watched a big eyes is a biopic I freaking love biopics so if you like ask me for a movie recommendation I'm either going to suggest you a coming of age story or a biography what's a perception people have of you that they are wrong about such right about I think a perception that people are really wrong about or I guess it surprises me when people think people watch my videos and they think I'm really dumb and superficial and materialistic and shallow mostly men that think that even people I know in real life have thought that and it's sad people think that because I make videos like about young adult movies or movies that are targeted at young girls people think that I am stupid that my opinion is less intelligent or valuable I guess again mostly men you see male commentary channels do the same movies I do and everyone's like yeah go go dude rip that movie to shreds you're awesome but then if I do it they're like you're so annoying I bet you fucking love this shit like I don't know I think it's just I don't like it when people think that I'm shallow or superficial or dumb because of my videos because I feel like I say something that's kind of like a little brain fart blonde moment people are like you're so fucking stupid I bet you you fucking failed all your classes you never get into college you stupid little bitch you such a stupid little girl but then if like a man says something funny or something stupid as a joke they they're like oh my god he's so fucking funny dude I love this guy but if I say something funny or like stupid for a joke people are like she's actually fucking stupid like she's an actual idiot and I hate that so much I hate it and I think that people get right about me is that I am more sensitive I think a lot of people see my videos they can see that I have a more sensitive heart not super confident I think people kind of get that right about me when they see me is more sensitive more laid back or not laid back but just like a sensitive girl because I am very sensitive what easily frustrates you slash makes you angry um I think now what I've realized that easily frustrates me or makes me angry is um feeling unheard which I never really experienced before I never really knew that was something that really upset me or really like easily frustrated me but when I'm feel like I am being dismissed or unheard in a conversation or and being interrupted or I don't know just disregarded when it's coming to a uh conversation between two people like between me and another person I don't like being interrupted and I think that I don't like being interrupted at all during conversation because I feel like that is like a part of a conversation is to kind of be interrupted sometimes I think it's when I am like talking and the interruption is like dismissing what I said already um so yeah I think being interrupted or uh unheard dismissed is like very spoken over is very hard for me it's usually men that do that so I guess that's just like part of being a woman is you know being talked over ah what is your favorite comedy movie um Zombieland I think Zombieland is a great comedy it makes me laugh every single time I watch it Jojo Robin I thought was very funny but it's also kind of sad I think some maybe like older ones that are kind of like the typical like old school comedy I thought kicking and screaming was really fun with Will Farrell um School of Rock so funny oh my god kung fu panda I love kung fu panda dude celebrity crush my celebrity crushes I have so many female celebrity crushes and I have like one or two male celebrity crushes my male celebrity crush Joseph Gordon Leavitt and Logan Lahren damn um oh young Keanu Reeves oh young Keanu Reeves is everything to me oh young Heath Ledger I love young Heath Ledger I'm trying to look at my wall so I can see like the celebrities girl celebrity crushes Megan Fox Kristen Stewart Zendaya Lucy Liu okay yeah Lucy Liu here we go Winona Ryder Suki Waterhouse um Robert Pattinson sorry I had to scream that one out Anne Hathaway okay come on Anne Hathaway oh my god I do have kind of a crush on Jesse Eisenberg I know you're probably thinking you're fucking I I will not be taking any questions comments or concerns about my crush on Jesse Eisenberg Harry Shum Jr I used to have the biggest crush on Harry Shum Jr Devon Aoki okay Devon Aoki Samara weaving yes Samara weaving Laura Harrier I think that's like Harrier Harrier I think that's how you say it Daniel Sherman damn Daniel Sherman Sherman Isaac Frantino you know it I think those are all my celebrity crushes I don't know what that those say about me but cannibalism thoughts um don't do it if someone I shouldn't say this online no yeah I'm saying if someone was like cooking their I'm not gonna finish that sentence because I wouldn't do it without someone's consent like if someone was just offering it like I wouldn't be like yeah let me cut off your arm and eat it but like if someone was like doing it as like an experiment to see what they tasted like and they offered me a bit I would want to see is that so wrong to have a curiosity about what the human flesh would taste like cooked is it obviously it's a crime cannibalism is a crime without someone's consent if you just eat people and they don't want to be eaten that's wrong right but if someone's like doing an experiment where they cut off a part of their leg and they're they're cooking it to see what it tastes like and they offered me some I'd be like okay is that so wrong I don't see it as that wrong because if I was cooking a part of my leg which might happen one day and I was offering it to people I wouldn't be a fit I would want some people to try it's like the same thing about how people try um people's breast milk like obviously if you just suck it from her without her consent that's fucked up but if she's offering and she's like pouring like I don't see the issue with that obviously it's like very different because this is something your body's producing rather than just your body I don't know you shouldn't have asked me my thoughts on cannibalism because obviously bad cannibalism bad without consent I think if someone's consenting to being eaten like obviously not their whole entire body like I don't want like consent like not like oh my god if I die you can eat my body like that's not what I'm talking about I'm talking about like they're alive you know this is getting me in trouble I'm there the FBI are at my door right now those are all my questions I'm gonna do for today guys I hope you liked this Q&A I bet it was really long um I hope you guys liked it again I want to say thank you for 500,000 subscribers it really means the world to me and I am super grateful for everyone that has subscribed, liked, commented at any point in time or shared my videos with your friends posted about them like all of it I'm super grateful for because literally without those like without any of that I wouldn't be here so I just really want to say thank you literally for everything anyone who ever has DM'd me um commented, liked, followed me on other platforms subscribed to my channel like literally thank you so much um I don't think you guys realize how happy you make me and how grateful I am to be able to keep making videos um and to have this really wonderful job to go to every day um because it is such a blessing and a privilege to be able to do this as a job so thank you so so much thank you for everything I love you guys so much with my whole heart and I will see you in my next video and hopefully it's a good one bye