 But demonetising is again. I've been demonetising and demonetising again and it just sucks. But because some mental health conditions are considered controversial in some brands' opinions, I disagree obviously, but some brands who put advocates on YouTube disagree with controversial mental health content and they know that's their truth, that's their problem, not mine. You have to select the brands you want to allow to run ads. Because I've blocked gambling ads on my channel, so that you guys won't see that again. I just keep anything calm for what I really want, but I made a while ago as well. The only way you can really realise that you're ready for recovery is you don't really care about anything else, you put your 100% effort into exactly what it is you do. And you put it into your cover. For me, I used to prioritise my education, but everything. And I still do it to a point, like, an education would always, always do it from first when it comes to anything. And people don't like that about me, but I do. Speaking of which, I have a deadline yesterday. I'll be okay. What's going on, you lot? What do you want to do for me again? Hey, you guys, what's up? I'm not sure if you're new here. Hit the subscribe button and I make videos every single day. Today we're out and about and I've tried my best to climb everything, but, you know, I have a lot of weight as I have issues with my joints. I think it's been really, really hard, so I'm sitting on a bench at the moment and I'm piddling the dog. Because she can't, she's had some carry drought and she's not able to walk around this. I just want to do ancient ruins. In England, I'm in Wales when I'm sitting here. Well, my anxiety is so bad at the moment. And pooched kid helped with me. The reason I'm filming is kind of just to look like I feel like that one because of it. Because my family's all having fun and mean while I'm sitting on the bench because I'm in pain. It fucking sucks. It literally sucks so much. And I'm also making sure the dog doesn't do a run or a run because I can't chase her. But physical health can have such a bad impact on your mental health. And I feel like this is a good video to show that because my arthritis is stopping me from having a good time. Which, in effect, puts me down. So what is worth? Oh, silence. So to anyone wondering why I am now walking the streets of Wales on my own, that would be because I need to go through a wall. But I am not good at this. I am not Italian. I'm not being horrible by saying that. I'm just, you know, looking out for myself. Yesterday was a very stressful day. This morning was stressful. So I have to make it up. I'm taking the easy. I'll see you in a minute.