 experiment with all types of things and just let it flow. You know, spiritual awakenings can often feel lonely and confusing and you know, I've been there. There's a lot of dark sides to going through an awakening once you go down all these rabbit holes and you start to figure out like what's really going on behind the scenes in our life and it can kind of feel exhausting at times. And if you're feeling that way, I'll leave this video right here which is my story of my spiritual awakening and so that maybe you can make a few connections there