 Hey you guys! How are you guys doing? I know girl she's a mess. She is big. Are you guys ready for another chit chat? I hope you are girl because I have a lot to talk about. I have all my notes here in front of me. In this particular chit chat I'm going to be detangling my hair and then washing my hair. Now you guys I'm hoping that I have enough energy tomorrow to do another hair related video and that's going to be the review of the eating body works marshmallow deep conditioners. So I'm really excited about that. So y'all let's just get right into it. Look I've had a bit of a day. It's been a whirlwind of a day. To me it feels like a Monday but it's not. It's actually Wednesday. So you know how we do it. I talk about what's going on in my personal life but I'm watching on YouTube and what I'm watching on TV. Baby look I had to pour me just a little bit of wine just because it's been hmm it's been a bit. Like I said today feels like a Monday but it's not. JV has been talking to his friends back in Phoenix. That's the good thing about being a child in this century is that you're able to communicate with children thousands of miles away. So his little friend was actually called to him early this morning and I'm like baby JV's at school. You guys are two hours behind. Those are two hours. Yeah two hours behind us. So we're two hours ahead of you. And he's like okay he's my friend's great baby actually. He's only seven years old but JV doesn't care. He just likes to talk to kids. So how are you guys been doing? Happy New Year's. Happy 2023. The weather is very crazy here in Texas which I'm used to. My husband's complaining. I'm like you were in Texas before we moved to Arizona. You were in Texas for dangling there 10 years. You know how it is. It is what it is. I'm thinking it was kind of raining this morning. It is what it is. These kids are back at school from winter break. Amen. But like I stated before I maybe got dead. The luxury of having a child in private school is that they can still go to school technically doing their breaks. And so it's not educational. It's just somebody watch basically coach. Their coach was watching the main show. This coach. This is not the coach we had when we were in school. This coach was like when I went in there they were looking at an avatar on Netflix and eating marshmallows. I'm like coach. This coach don't have no kids. He's just he's like the uncle. Put it like that. He's really really sweet though. And so he loves children. So he's like the uncle. So JB went there for about three days and they had a he had a lot of fun. At first he was like no but then once he went there he was good. What else what else what else. JB's birthday is next week. My baby is turning the double digits you guys. He's turning 10 years old. And so my parents are actually coming down this weekend to celebrate with us. And then next week my husband and I are going to go to Papagos. JB loves Papagos and I ordered him a nothing but cake for the school. That good thing about this school too is because this is a little school is a private school. I can bring even if I wanted to I can bring a homemade cake. You can't do that anymore for public schools even charter schools. You can't bring anything homemade. So she's allowing me to bring a cake up there. But when my parents are here I'm going to make a coconut cake for JB because coconut cake is his favorite cake. Let me back up to my hair. My hair is very cottony you guys. I have like a cottony texture sometimes when my hair is old and maybe this is old. My hair is about about a month old. It is this is an old blowout. So I'm going to lightly mist it with water. You never want to detangle your hair when it is dry. Technically this is a dry detangle but I'm adding moisture to it before really going in. Okay if that makes sense. I'm actually going to add a little bit more water and I'm adding something very simple just coconut swabs coconut and my hair is getting caught on this nail. So what I'm going to do is put a band-aid on it because I know it's almost like a hang down. I've been shopping like crazy regardless of the holidays. When I tell you they do bulk pick up in our neighborhood twice a month or in the city twice a month right. I had at least I'm not even joking because it was Christmas stuff too but seriously I had at least 40 boxes in their back room all different sizes and I had accumulated 40 boxes in the course of like three weeks. So yeah I purchased a dress that I shared with you guys on the community tab. I don't know if I like it you guys. I'm gonna show you what it looks like. Now I'm gonna try it on and probably do a get ready with me video next week because we are going to pop it up. I'm gonna show you what it looks like too. Then I purchased like this brown cutes almost like a satchel purse. It has like a leather texture but it looks cheap. It feels rich but looks cheap. So I don't like that either. So I'm returning that one but let me show y'all the dress maybe. I really don't know why I do this to myself. Why I get stuff that's that's this is too I don't know why I do this. I get stuff too large and I'm also going to show you the coat that my husband got me for Christmas. This is too big for me. I don't know why I do this but this is the dress. It's high low so it comes up like this. Y'all I'm so short. I am so little. I am so little that this goes below my knee. This goes like too much my shins and on the model it went to her thighs and this goes look at this look. This looks like some little house in a peri-shit. Let me show y'all the jacket. Isn't this beautiful? This is the beautiful jacket that my husband got me for Christmas. Not baby I had to pick it out. It's very heavy not very it's heavy lining. I love the maroon very color. I'm putting it on and again since your girl is little it goes almost to my ankles but it has pockets here. What's in here? Girl I received I need to clean that out. What is this? Isn't this nice y'all? And it comes in different colors. I would be linking this in the cards. I mean in the description box and I'll also link the dress. So yeah y'all it's new year new resolutions. I don't set new year resolutions. I create vision boards. I've been doing this for a while now. I'm a real big advocate for vision boards and manifesting, praying over what you want. I know that a lot of people don't believe in that but that's probably why it doesn't work for you because if you don't believe in it how it's going to work. But at the end of the day you guys faith without works is nothing. You know what I mean? So you can do a vision board. Let's say you do a vision board and let's say you're not sure about it or you don't take any action. So if I say if I put on my vision board I want my credit score to be 750 but I'm still racking up debt. Opening up credit cards how do we expect for your credit score to be 750? That doesn't make any sense but if I say I want my credit score to be a 750 and I stop spending so much money on my credit cards I save a little bit more. I work on lowering my debt then that is going to get closer to my vision. Does that make sense? So I have a very simple vision board. I'll share it here and I put it everywhere. I'm not playing. I put it on my phones. I put it on my desktops. All my laptops and I look at it every day. I look at it. I think about it and I think about what can I do to accomplish those particular goals. So with us with us with us we're going to talk about a little bit what's going on in the world. I'm going to speak a little bit on this because I don't want to go into it because mental illness is so such a touchy and trigger for so many people which I completely understand. But I just want to say this when I saw some of the posts and it's been a while now since happened regarding tWitch when he passed away and there was this almost conspiracy oh my god they took him out. He seems so happy. Let me tell you something. There are people that battle with mental illness and depression much longer than what you and I are aware of. The man was what was he 40? 40 years old. He probably knew at that time how to mask it. There are people who are able to mask their hurt. They're able to put on a face and go about their day. Not only that but there was an older gentleman that shared something on really was Instagram and he actually said that there are people who commit suicide. There are totally at peace with their decisions. They will be happy appear happy and be okay up until the moment that they actually commit suicide because they are at peace with that. A lot of people have problems with it myself included. I'm not going to even you know say that I don't but just because I have a problem with it doesn't mean that I don't try to be empathetic and try to understand where that person is coming from. It kind of reminds me of that scene from what was that series you guys you know I'm talking you know what I'm talking about with Gabriel Union and her friend actually committed suicide and she was okay with it. She had this long history with her father molesting her as a child and it was horrible but she wasn't sad. She poured herself a glass of wine. She smiled and she committed suicide. I think that you know suicide and depression has no we try to put it in a box and we try to say oh they weren't sad. They weren't complaining. They didn't seem upset. They always seem happy. They always were okay well you know there's a lot of people that are happy. In matter of fact comedians if you think about the number of comedians that have had so many issues um we're not even going to go down that list but Jim Carrey is a big one. He hasn't came out and said but Jim Carrey had a troubled childhood um and I should say upbringing not necessarily his parents but upbringing in general and they mask it by laughing. They mask it by making other people laugh um when they really want to cry at the end of the day so that's all I want to say about that. Then we have the situation or I shouldn't even say situation the death of Gangsta Boo aka Lola from Memphis she's from Memphis yeah Memphis let me tell you something you guys want there's not too many like I said there's not too many deaths or celebrity deaths that that rock me or I get surprised by but this one this one shook me a little bit not a little bit this shook me a lot I'm a I'm a 90s kid I graduated from high school in 98 went to UNT immediately after um like not even playing I went to UNT when I was 17 years old I was still a baby and so with that being said 36 mafia underground rap was it for me I I try to come off as classy on my channel but at the end of the day I have a side of me that is ratchet as hell it's so funny like I used to make my friends um I used to make my friends I used to burn cities from them right when cities are really popular and I will have all of this crazy 36 mafia UGK who else um pasta choy trina um anybody from ATA anybody from Atlanta anybody from all those anything you can think of uh chopped up screwed up music UNLV anybody you can think I would have all on the CD and at the end I would have a Karen Clark shit at the end of the CD I would have a Clark sister so you listen to nook if you book crime mob hoe and then all of a sudden you hear Jesus is a love song and so my friends was like Vivian and we were you know we up here getting clunk and then all of a sudden we hear I see you gotta end it with Jesus you have to end it with Jesus oh my god so I was absolutely who did I see first who broke it is willie um what is his I forgot willie D he has a youtube channel he used to be in a rap group and so he had a video premiering gangsta boom passed away that is absolutely so sad so sad she's 43 years old she started off in 36 mafia with um in 1990s no was it 98 was it 98 she was 16 basically when she started rapping and so um I'm getting old you guys and there's no front and I'm getting old because so many people I was on Leia Gurdon's video and she had did a video I believe it was yesterday or the day before yesterday there was so many comments from people they was like I didn't know who she was but I know who 36 mafia and I'm like oh my god I'm getting old I knew gangsta I was listening where them dollars at my favorite I would have to say my favorite song would have to be um the blow and she she was like went in on that track so meaning the blow by little John because there was a season where crunk music was it right anyway you guys so gangsta blue was found basically dead on her front porch her brother was still alive barely and they sent him to the hospital there's no word yet on what they passed away from I will say this gangsta blue and her husband were on marriage book camp and they were asked to leave because drugs were found in their room um drugs is still a thing in that in that industry and it it's hard to to think about this but you could be on you could be taking cocaine and smoking weed and doing lean to a certain degree for years but let me take something the cocaine and what what in what used to be in the 70s and 80s they are chopping that stuff they're lacing it with fentanyl with all of the bs so it's that it's cheaper for the supplier you know for the maker excuse me and so you're going to go in there and buy that stuff you're playing Russian roulette again don't know if that's what she passed away from all I'm seeing is that there's so many people celebrities regardless who are passing away even from pills that are laced with something or drugs in general that are laced with something and they don't know that's why I stick to my wine and an edible which is legal I am not you can even pass away from this stuff though but it's just absolutely horrible so prayers to her so prayers to her and her family it's really really sad so you guys enough of that let's just go ahead and switch us up to to what I'm watching on YouTube girl not a lot I went back actually and started to look for people who I used to watch um and see what's going on I get that light can be busy especially now but I feel a certain type of way when people are like I'm back I'm back and then they don't post for another three to four months I'm like you're not back you're not um and I still feel like there are certain YouTubers that you wonder what's going on but as as I stated earlier we don't know what people are going through you guys people are losing loved ones we're still in a pandemic okay let that be known um so you don't know so what am I saying I looked up sherry jay to see what she's doing she hasn't posted in a while and then there are certain people that have posted but I'm not getting the notifications are y'all having that problem I don't know who that was I was looking for I was looking at I'm like what the heck she had all these new what is going on and then there are people that I check on every now and then just to see if they posted like African export I know she ain't she ain't posted but for a while she was on twitter um she ain't posted y'all but it is what it is friend um fey in the cities okay seems um just checking up on people to see how they're doing I am friends with Lynda Lynn on Facebook and so I think she's I think she's okay you know what I mean I think Linda is okay I need to actually text her so just keeping up and seeing what people are doing and and what's going on not really watching a lot of youtube honestly you guys I'm watching a lot of tv now we'll say there is something that I am watching on youtube via all black and it's called I had it here I thought uh Tara y'all I'm so sorry it's basically a series on all black and it was really good at go terra lake drive I watched like the first seven or eight episodes it was really not what I expected I love a twist I really really do like that I love a twist now when it comes to netflix hula girl I've been watching a lot actually I don't know why but I've been watching a lot I'm upset with netflix what is that netflix why does netflix do this where they're like oh unfortunately this show is great we got great writers we got great character production we got great chemistry with everybody ain't nobody sleeping with each other um but we're not going to renew the season so 1899 the series that I was telling you about that started that fun as Jonas middle Jonas from dark um and then the actual um young man that played and the rain which is another great I think it's David she's the rain Danish or German I'm not sure they decided not to up they decided not to do a season two you're to renew a season two and I'm like this was a day I'm not going to tell you what it is if you still want to watch it it's called 1899 it is not what you expect I absolutely love it I love the character development I like the twist and turns and I would when it came to the season finale I was really looking forward to season two but it ain't going to happen apparently I saw a movie on netflix cost side effects that had old boy his grandson with Jude law and the actress that played in um the girl with the dragon tech too she is a phenomenal actress you guys I absolutely love her she's great oh and also it starts Catherine Zana Jones you guys Catherine Zana Jones to me is the epitome of grace and beauty I actually followed her on instagram too she is the epitome of grace and beauty she's absolutely stunning to me and it's not what you expect girl and it's not what you expect and it basically surrounds a patient in her psychiatrist both Catherine Zana Jones and Jude law and she takes a medication and unfortunately has a side effect that ends up very deadly very very good cost side effects on netflix another thing I saw was the invitation a girl I'm trying to remember what that was about I remember now the invitation um has a biracial girl living in the U.S. and she comes to find out that she has relatives that are still alive and I don't know if it was the U.K. or girl basically is overseas and they want her to come up they want to meet her like oh my god you know stuff starts happening and um and the movie I'm like oh my god the whole place is haunted and they're gonna use her as a sacrifice girl that's not what happened yeah I'm one of those people that try to guess what it is halfway through then I stop and I google okay let me see something what's going on not what it is it could have I felt like it was rushed a little bit towards the end but again still good still good again called the invitation let's see um the best man the last one of a child I'm trying to watch it on the final series I'm hearing so many great things about it and it's unpeak by the way which has a free and then like four that are not the very first episode is free I'm trying to watch it but literally every minute or every 30 seconds it's lagging and I can't do that and I honestly at this point I'm paying for like one two three four I'm paying for four subscriptions I'm not doing that I'm not yet because I'm paying for Hulu, Netflix, Sling, All Black, Charlie made me something else and I'm not paying for another one I'm not doing it so at this point it's a no I haven't seen best man last holiday I tried to watch Glass Onion you guys I know it's gotten some good reviews and it has so many great people in it with Edward Norton and Daniel Craig and look when I was watching it and then Daniel Craig has his accent and I'm like wait a minute Daniel Craig has his heavy southern accent but there was a point in the middle where he either yelled or something and JB and I looked at each other and I was like his accent came through and JB was like yeah mama he sounds like Peppa Pig's daddy I said baby Peppa Pig daddy anyway it's too for me it's too much it's almost like a circus with the characters it's too exaggerated and I just I tried like I really did I tried to re-watch it at least three times and I just can't yeah I can't do it and I'm all for a mystery and I mean especially when I saw the painting I'm like oh my god what is he doing with that painting but I was like so it's a no I'm not gonna watch it I can't do it I can't do it I re-watch basic instinct it hits differently when you grow again I haven't seen basic instincts since I've had a child and hit 40 like seriously so when I was younger and I saw it I was just like oh my god you know now when I'm watching a girl yes you best do that Sharon Stone come on come on Roxy Roxy was her lesbian lover no I'm not shocked even though it's been you know almost like 10 years it has been 10 years probably more longer than that more like 15 years since I've watched basic instinct but I was like yes come on what's what what is the problem why why are we so upset about things what's the problem um I re-watch Good Fences when I tell you Viola Davis is a phenomenal actress she is absolutely I hate that it took her so long to get her recognition but I don't because I'm a firm believer that everything has a divine purpose I really do I really do believe that she's just absolutely amazing in this this movie and so at the end of the movie well if you've seen it you know what it's about it has um Viola Davis Denzel Washington and actually Denzel Washington was in the play version of it it's a great book too I need to read the book because I heard it's a great book but Denzel Washington plays this stereotypical pattern of men that drink has this job a complaint about wanting to do better but then they want to blame other people for their shortcomings I'm just saying how it is he ends up having an affair and having the baby is um having a baby with another woman so he asked her oh the phone rings and it's the hospital that says that his mistress has had the baby in the same breath the mistress has died so Viola was like okay so you know who's gonna you know worry about about baring her he said she got a family you know she child well then 24 hours he comes back with this baby and then he says he's holding look this is baby my bonnet is the baby he's like look I know I know I get wrong but this baby she's mine she's mine it's not her fault what I've done so all I'm asking you is I I need for your help at the end she ends up doing it because she's a good woman and so she says this baby has a mother but you don't have a wife another day and so it got me to think it and I know that this was very common back in the day and it got me to think in like even if it was back in the day with every what I what would you be able to bear in a marriage could you handle your significant other not only cheating but impregnating another woman and then you knowing about it not necessarily having to take care of that baby but knowing about it and and doing what you can for that baby I'm gonna say this and I don't care who watches this because I'm not gonna give any names I actually know someone who's husband and they are older they ain't no spring chickens her husband and the having a baby on her and I think now the baby is is probably four or five years old and I thought the baby was her grandchild child let me tell you something right now you can do whatever you want but you better make sure that you use protection because not only are you are endangering yourself you are endangering me in my womb everything that you're doing with her you bringing it back to me not only are you doing I don't think people understand the dangers of having unprotected sex like that you are creating a soul tie and then you're creating whatever issues that that woman is having and putting that into my womb and I hate to go there go that deep but basically it is so not only is it physically nasty and unnatural but spiritually it is I wouldn't be able to do it absolutely not I would not be able to do it so girl anyway I say y'all let's just say I saw Goodfences dang baby I watched Goodfences again um we watched a show on Netflix with Ludacris and Queen Latifa which was put on by Etmans babyface wife produces movie it's called end of the road very good look I love me a great oh my god mystery running away from people type of movie um a movie that lasts over the span of two or three days and you got to run away from these people end of the road with Queen Latifa and Ludacris loved it absolutely loved it so you guys some movies that I am looking forward to in general that are coming out Megan girl I shared the clip of Megan on Instagram a couple of uh actually actually a couple of weeks ago I'm not sure if it's out already or not but Megan is basically about this AI doll baby it is um chunky in a form of American doll she's like hi my name is my name is Megan Megan is dancing she's dancing before she kill your ass so she gave me you a show before she take you out Megan is dancing and she's going to kill you so I can't wait for it black phone I think was already out I want to see that I'll probably have to purchase it on YouTube I don't mind doing it and then Jamie and I are really excited y'all I'm a kid at heart we are very excited for the Super Mario movies the Super Mario brother movie that's coming out we're going to go to one of those great eat and dine type of um theaters where you can lean back order me a drink JB couldn't order him something they have one here in Rockwell which is just like 15 minutes away from us um so yeah I'm excited to see that so you guys that is it um I should say this you know I'm I'm one of those uh superstitious people so deaf deaf comes in threes that's what we say so I forgot to mention it not only was it gangsta boo but the pope passed away and Barbara Walch is passed away deaf comes in threes really sad really really sad really really sad thing for that so you guys please be safe remember to um pray over yourself pray over your pray for your enemies I really do believe in that pray for your enemies pray over your family pray over the people that did you wrong pray that you can get any type of bitterness out of your heart because not only would that make you um almost block you from your blessings you get more wrinkles I mean seriously but pray over any unforgiveness bitterness and if you're not aware of that if you're not sure where it's at ask god to um uh to reveal those things to you okay so that's it you guys um thank you so much for watching and thank you as always so all of me subscribers take care bye