 How is the wake up with the Wunderbu? Because I know you struggled with that. We actually watched the wake up video before you came in, that looked brutal. It's if you nearly killed yourself to cut weight. I know you've had Tonybell on and that, and he used to be an extreme weight. because the third and my life who used to勝 a weight like me to have the mentality for it. i used to be an extreme unhealthy weight. It was damaging. Do you enjoy that? Yeah Not the last wake-up that I had for the match with Al, I wonder what it was like. My wuddli wake-up was fine, but not fine. Listen, look at the size of me. I was making 77kg. I was extreme wake-up and it was like 40kg, 80kg, cutting it. But then like the night before the weigh-ins, cutting like 10kg. To be honest, that was in the business of being the best wake-up. I didn't enjoy it, but my last wake-up to 170kg was against Masvidal, and I remember going blind a few hours before weighing in. I remember we got to the hotel, and it was the night before weigh-ins, and I remember I'd done me usual, I'd do like a 50-minute run with four layers of clothes, and on with all my sweet sweats, you know, like the gels and that. Lost weight, went in hip pads, and I was still so far off, and Colin was just like, what the fuck are we going to do? And I was like, put me back on the treadmill, I'm going to run again. He's like, and Colin is so brutal, but even Colin was like, nah, you can't. I was like, get me back on the treadmill now. Went back on the treadmill, and at this point I was just done the treadmill, and the screen was like just fuzzin, and I was going, wow. And I was just toddling along, and then I was hitting my pads, still had weight to go. And I was like, right, Colin, just let me go and sleep for a few hours, and I'll carry on. He was like, Darren, I can't, no. I said, Colin, just trust in me please, I know what I'm doing. He was like, Darren, Darren, went to sleep, woke up, right off. I went on another run, and at this point I was just like literally, I couldn't even move, my body was shutting down, and I was just going blind, and then I had like 0.4g to go, which sounds not in, it's a lot at that point, your body's not giving, not a more. I'd done my soners and everything, and then Colin went to sleep, and I was in the room with my friend at the time, and he was sleeping, and I don't know if he had me wake up or not, but I got up, put my clothes on, and I thought, right, if I woke the asde, I'll lose that weight. So I started walking the asde, and I had just had to sit on the bench, and I was just, I was blind, and I had to like grab my phone half, like dial it, and I was like calling on blind, and I can't move. Colin John came running along, and he was like, he had to like hear me back to the hotel, and he was like, and I was just like, wow, and then when I was going to weigh in, he was like, that'll look strong, and I was like that on the scales, just like wow. You know, I can give the excuses that I got beat because of the wake-up, I got beat by the better man on the night, I'm a better fighter than the three guys I've lost to. This is what I tell you, if I didn't believe that, I'd probably have quit now. I know I'm better than the three people that have beat me. I know that for a fact. But to do a wake-up like that 24 hours before you're fighting the best people in the world is just like mentally insane. How much stress is that on your team as well, knowing that you're close every time? Lot of stress on Colin, me team mates. Even a lot of stress on the UFC, they're putting these events on, main events, like I've sold out the echo, Madison Square Garden, I've sold out the Ulturina and I've sold them up the quickest. We're talking combat sports, think about that if that fight doesn't go ahead because I've collapsed through extreme wake-up. I used to do the most brutal wake-ups, but again, only myself to blame because 10 weeks before that, I'm fucking sat there, watching nachos Mexico. We've had this conversation. I'm not going to sit here and blame anyone, and I'm going to take all my losses in life and I'm going to put them all onto me. My last loss, I mean, my last fight, I'm happy, but I'm sad. I should have just fucking went for it and I know that I've got them out of there, but everything that's happened inside the cage and outside, these losses are all down to me. They ain't down to no one else. That's how I think, that's how I like to look at it. It makes me stronger now and that. I nearly miss weight because of me, not because Colin was shoving cheeseburgers in my face, because I, 10 weeks before the fight, was eating how I shouldn't have it. I don't get me wrong, at middle weight now, I'm comfortable, I can eat what I want. I'm not the strictest on me diet, but at well to weight, for me to stay at well to weight would have been 365 days a year, probably just eating leaves because I was just too big for the weight.