 What's the biggest bet you've put on a 150 that one I'm sitting here, and I Know I got me Know I got me Yeah, yeah, that's and now like when I say it's like I'm fucking what would I give one like to have 150 now Do you know me? I'll be able to buy a house light or put a deposit down a house. It's It's it's sad, but you have to laugh, you know because if you don't you know, you gotta let go you've got surrender But Hanes say it's a wonderful thing like oh someone said to me someone said to me like what would you hear it from? I've heard it from the age of 10 to now it's like You know if we if we knew now what we knew what we know now at 22 how different life would be But how boring would that have been at the same time? Yeah, I mean, you know, there's a there's a journey, you know and You know, I have a story to tell but my story now is to tell it to get people to understand Not to go through it because I have a choice now and I think people need to have a choice I didn't know I was an ill person I just thought I was a bad bad person who was trying to be good all the time and when that doesn't work out Which is never gonna work out because you're just gonna keep on going back Then it hurts