 Why do I look shiny? Jesus is a love song. Oh, y'all ready for the Clark sisters? I am ready for the Clark sisters biopic on lifetime. Is it gonna be on lifetime? They better do them right. The fact that Queen Latifah, Mary J Blanche, Missy Elegant are in on it. I'm okay. My spirit, it feels good. It ain't gonna be like that, a Leo crap we saw. Let me get to do my makeup. Just move on to church. Yeah, I'm tired. I am putting on baby skin, Maybelline Instant Pour Eraser. Just a little bit. Just a touch, a little. Okay, you gonna went from sanctified to the lake of fire. Yeah, y'all know I'm silly. Okay, we're gonna be getting ready. I don't know what's going on with the light back here, but y'all know I can never get my lights. There we go. There we go. Using a little bit of concealer by, well, who is this? Girl, I don't even know. I think this is LA colors. I don't know. Just on the dark spots. So what's been going on, girl? What has been going on? Y'all, we got two more days left till these kids go back to school. I am so ready. We had a wonderful time off, but when I tell you I am done, put a fork in me. Temperature inside reading is reading 140 degrees. We ready. Y'all, I am so ready for this boy to go back to school. I almost contacted his teacher and be like, are you ready? Like, I'm ready. Are you ready for these kids? Cause I'm ready, girl. Y'all, and I just have one, but he is like, and he ain't ready to go back. Oh, yeah. So I was hoping back here looking at Shari J's video while getting ready. She did up. Everyone around this time is doing a video. It's funny. Like the most common videos I'm seeing right now is what's coming up for 2020. What they expect from me. Worst products from 2019. What I'm ditching in 2019. You know, those type of videos are very common. Girl, not me. You ain't seen nothing. I mean, you can see my video. I posted in early December. It only got 300 clicks. So I'm gonna go ahead and link that video in here. My goals are what to expect on my channel for 2020. Cause some of y'all gonna be lost. Some of y'all gonna be confused, quite frankly. But yeah, that's what we're gonna do. Now, how these eyes are looking, girl. Jumbo Milk Pencil by NYX as my primer. I have legit eyelid primers, but we don't care to use that. I ain't got time. Yeah, so I've been looking at, you know, catching up on those videos. And I ain't, she told me not to be saying her name. Well, she didn't tell me that. She said, girl, you be saying my real name in the videos. Yes, I do. I can't see. Hold on. Yes, I do, sis. Nezzie Naps did a video of her top 10 favorite hair products in top 10 eyeshadow palettes. Girl, when she said that, I almost choked, girl, when you said that one makeup palette was $129, $149. I would never, never, maybe wanna get my tax refund, 100. The most expensive I have, well, I would say the most expensive eyeshadow palette that I have ever purchased. And you do see a difference. I will say that. Bobby Brown, four little raggedy ass, living in four little, you know, eyeshadow palette, $45, $50. And that was on sale. But when I tell you that stuff lasts me for a long time and the pigmentation, you pay for what you get. Yeah, there are some $3.40 and you ain't a little eyeshadow, so I can make pops. You gotta work for it. Well, you spend that much money on a eyeshadow palette. It is, and I'm gonna tell you, girl, those eyeshadow palettes, I, they were beautiful that she would show. Yeah, my thing is, um, eyeshadows. I love eyeshadows. I easily have 60 to 70. So you gotta watch, you know, is this what's been watching? I may have to go on mute. So what y'all been watching on TV? I haven't been watching Peppa the Pig. When I tell you I'm ready for this boy to go to school. Um, hold on y'all, let me get my eyeshadow palettes. I'm gonna be going in between this Revolution Reloaded that I got from Ulta last year, or this year actually, and the Morph, which number is this? 3,502. She bad. She's bad. Look at that. She's bad. I've been all up in this one. So I've been trying to look at some stuff on Netflix. I finally watched this morning, um, I.O. It was a movie I.O. Into the World stuff. The Earth is dying. We need oxygen just to walk around in certain parts. Oh, y'all know me. I love those type of movies. Everyone's dying. Literally, there's like two or three people left on the Earth. Everyone else went out onto some colony orbiting outside of Earth. And they're trying to make, you know, Earth habitual, you know, livable, you know what I mean. So I saw that it was okay. It was okay. I did finish watching The Good Place. I've been bench watch all of that. Girl, I saw one. Sometimes y'all, what I like to do, I know most people do. You just watch the trailer, right? And then let you know whether or not you wanted to watch it. Sweetheart, when I tell you that trailer was everything, I was like, JB and I watched that movie immediately. I'm like, JB, we gotta watch it. Cause I need to know what the hell was that thing and that stood up and saw her. So, um, yeah. That was a cute little scary movie that I saw. I think I'm going to bench watch Frankie and Johnny. Well, it is called Frankie and, Frankie and basically John Fonda and the other old lady. My mama told me it was really good. I know a couple of you guys said it was good. Yeah, I need to watch the time. What time is it? Girl, you got 10 minutes to do your, I did see the preview for the Messiah. Blast for me. Y'all know me. I'm like, what? So yeah, I can't really get much into anything. Work has been steadily busy. We were busy over the break. I was like, if y'all don't stop emailing in. Ooh, I should have never did that. What's on this brush? See, I need to clean my brushes. Yeah, it was steady, steady, busy. And I was working by myself again because Christine took off as she should. And we have a good working relationship. So stuff that came in that couldn't answer. She was able to help me. Do y'all see what I'm doing? Yeah, I'm making a mess. Chocolate cup of corn. I know you might be messy and this is the thing. At the end of the day, I don't care what someone does to their hair, is their hair, their body, their coins, whatever. But this is how I kind of side-eye. What I'm referring to are the women that have been natural for a number of years and their channel is centered around natural hair, beauty, et cetera. And then they decide, I've relaxed my hair after four months or four years or two years or whatever, how long of being natural. Someone who recently did it is I love Megs. Now, Megs had beautiful hair while she was relaxed and she was kind of struggling while she went when she transitioned to being natural. Honestly, I'm not surprised that she went back to relax her because her entire energy when she was doing her hair, in my opinion, was off. Y'all, it takes patience for your natural hair. But at the end of the day, like I say, you can do whatever you want. I also find that some people just be doing too much. All you need to do is cleanse your hair. Make sure your scalp is cleansed, moisturized, low maintenance styling, length retention, your expectations. Look, you can't go on typing and twist out. You gonna see a banging ass twist out because that's what we choose to show. Look, this is me. Like seriously, this is what I be looking like going to Albertsons, going to a table. This is what people see, you know? Y'all, I'm about to do it, you know, take it down and you're gonna see, but... And sometimes I look down in the comments section and I can't only stay in that comments section a little too long, because I'll be about to respond to people and I don't want to put that type of energy on her or whoever's channel, not necessarily her video or her channel. I'll see you coming. It's like, yeah, my natural hair was just too much work. Girl, I just couldn't find the products and my hair just kept breaking off. There are so many products out there. That's a blessing and it can be a curse at the same time. But there's really, in my opinion, unless there's something going on with you medically, there's no reason why you can't properly moisturize your hair. There are so many products. Look, look over here, look, look, look. You see that over there? There are so many products for our hair, for four type hair, but again, some of us are just doing too much. We have false expectations. Leave your hair alone. You can't rock a banging twister all the time. I'm kidding. And also bear in mind, the reason why my hair be looking fabulous a lot of the times is because I leave my hair alone. One, two, my environment. I don't have to fight with humidity. It's dry hair in Phoenix. I ain't got to fight with Texas heat Florida. Oh God, girl, if you live in Florida, if you live in the islands, if you live in Louisiana, your hair gonna puff out. So you have to take all of that into consideration. So yeah, she can do whatever she wants with her hair. And what I also find interesting, there was another young lady who just hardened my comments because her video got a ridiculous amount of thumbs down. I never, I rarely thumbs down video, but her video has so many thumbs down just because she chose to relax her hair. And what's so funny is I think she's already gone back to, I think she bit chopped again. So it's very common for women who go back to relax, to go back to natural. And everyone has personal reasons. For me personally, it's health wise. Girl, good luck. I'll be, I'm still subscribed to her. You know, I'm pretty sure people, girl, people get up and they feel as when they see that relaxer come out. She can do whatever she wants. Her hair. Yeah, let me turn this camera off and finish my makeup. I'm trying a little. Y'all low bun is where it's at look ain't got time for y'all y'all making me late for a church as it is and I'm gonna do some bobby pins on the side of my hair baby I am serving you know my baits mama we getting in um it is what it is low classy bond I told you I'm not doing much with my hair 2020 y'all thought I was lying I am not here for the extraness I'm here for the leave my hair alone let it grow that's it let me put on the stockings yeah I still were stockings to church yeah I got these dressed this dress from um it's a little big cuz I like my stuff to be yeah girl but we're going to church you don't need to be that way goodwill $10 ain't that cute all right y'all