 As human beings, we start out from this get-go, as children wanting things to satisfy our sense of self as it develops, and in Western society, that kind of all-embracing sense of acquisition is the heart of my life. The more stuff I have, the better off I am. It starts coming to you with any success as an actor. There's somebody who's going to run and get you a bottle of water. Somebody who's going to comb your hair for you, so I'm going to dab the sweat off. Somebody tells you where to stand and says, do you want a sandbag there so you don't have to look down? Everything is taken care of for you so you can concentrate on your work. When you don't have the work, you still have the notion that everything is going to be taken care of for you. When you're as young as Joey was in the course of that film, the fact that he had an emotional availability for once so young to make it available on camera means that he had the emotional availability. When it's stymied, when it's resisted by the real world, it's easy to understand turning towards some kind of relief whether it's meditation or drugs or simply acting out aberrant behavior. Any combination of those makes life hell not only for yourself but for others around you. But I'm not a psychiatrist. I'm just a former drug user.