 And see, I was late to the game, especially for a trailer park kid. I mean, you think trailer park in Alabama, I was drinking in sixth grade. But I'm like, you know, I'm 17 before I ever got drunk the first time. And but I was like, this is great. Like it just. Did you like the feeling of alcohol? Yeah, I think what I still miss about alcohol is that. You stopped drinking. Yeah, I haven't drank in 12 years. But it's like, what? And I don't really consider myself an alcoholic. I was just like, this is becoming a problem for me. But I like that when you're drinking, like your your brain is like, there are no consequences. I can say whatever I want. I can. And it's like this super free feeling. Like you're free from your mind. You're free from being like, oh, I shouldn't say this. Or, oh, you know, you're just free to do whatever you want to. Yeah. You know, but the problem is that, you know, there are consequences. I mean, to put Donald Rumpfeld, freedom is messy. Freedom's untidy and free people are free to make mistakes and commit crimes and do bad things. Yeah. Yeah. Well, it is. It is. And I mean, I loved it. And that's like. Cube Britney Spears Knife Dancing. Yes. Freedom's untidy and free people are free to make mistakes and commit crimes and do bad things. You want her free? OK. Absolutely. She's going to knife dance. Yes. And you want to be free? Who knows what you're going to say? And who knows who you're going to say it to and how they're going to take it when they're drunk, because two people that don't experience consequences, anything can happen. People piss all kinds of places. People puke all people. Fuck the wrong people. They don't all of those things. Yes. I mean, I would drink. I mean, several times I would be drinking and I would go out back or go to the bathroom, throw up and then come back and keep going. You know, I wasn't making myself throw up, but I'm like, oh, I had mimosas all morning and now I'm doing whiskey. It's like. I like when drunk people blame their methods, you know, like, you know, what I did, what my mistake was that I did wick liquor before beer. It's like, no, it's all poison. Yes, yes. It's just the sequence of poison. You're going to puke no matter what. So, yeah. And and I was like, it's like, I read about this type of alcoholic. I still don't consider myself that. But I, it's like when alcohol gets in your blood, it's like you're like ready to go. And that's me. I'm fine without alcohol. But if I did, if I had a beer, I feel like immediately I would be like, oh, this is what I've been missing. Let's do this. Yeah. And do you kind of keep yourself from it because you just know it'll, it'll. Yeah, that's exactly right. You will hit the gas and there's no break. When I stopped doing it, my life got so much better. And I'm like, if I just, I don't even want to chance it. I was in a church one time and most of the churches I went to growing up, when you would do communion, you wouldn't do it every Sunday. But when they would do it, it would be grape juice. I went to a church after I quit drinking just a few months. I'd never been there. They did communion, took a shot. And it was pretty big and it was wine. And I sat there for a minute in that church, like, am I going to go to brunch now after this? I mean, like, I was like, I mean, it was wild. Are we, Jesus, are we doing this? Yeah. I mean, it was wild. Father God. And it passed. But I was like, it was scary for a minute. I was like, I'm about to go. Well, I know people that did, that did, that drug addicts like Greg Geraldo, like Greg Geraldo was the kind of, had the kind of brain that if you added, once he added cocaine to it, and I didn't even know Geraldo well, but I could, even when he was sober, it was so kinetic. And then when, if you add, I think it was just like, like, alive in a way that he couldn't fathom. Yeah. And with alcohol, I feel like that's the same way with certain kinds of people. Oh, yeah. There aren't even, the trouble isn't, isn't like sloppy and all that. It's like, no, I'm so activated. It's, I'd be a sucker not to drink. Yeah. I mean, that's like, it's like, if I drink, I'm like this. If I get high, I go, I go down and I'm like, you know, it's, that's why weed was never as much of a problem for me because I, I can't do comedy high. So, you know, on days that I am doing a show, I don't smoke weed, you know, maybe till after, but it just keeps me from doing it all day, every day. But drinking, of course, I can do comedy drinking. So, yeah, yeah. Hey, did you like that? Did you like that? Yeah. Did you like it though? You want more, don't want to work. Would rather watch videos of me grab acid with people. First, I'll go up here to subscribe and then go up here to watch more clips. This is like when the weatherman says there's a high pressure system coming in. I'm not really used to the green screen.