 ball in the fourth. Well I mean first off I turned the wrong way and tried to recover ended up thinking that it was still over right on top of me and it being behind me on the second look and then you know I tried to turn around and catch it but by then I was already beat by the ball you know and that was a run that you know Garrett shouldn't have to deal with. How frustrating was tonight as a whole for you? It's really frustrating. I mean you know second inning you know got on first and second you know ended up striking out and not getting the job done and come back up bases loaded you know trying to stay short and try hit the ball at the middle end up queuing it right back to the pitcher for a double play. Just overall you know extremely embarrassing actually you know even if I'm not hating I want my defense to be on point and you know I messed up out there as well. You think offensively you haven't been able to find a groove this season? I don't know you know I mean I'm putting the work in you know trying to do my best to compete compete every single day especially for this team and you know everything I'm doing is just not showing up you know result-wise you know I'm either you know lying out striking out or you know just rolling over something so just overall disappointing you know and you know I'm still gonna get back out there tomorrow and try to figure out a way to you know continue to help this team and you know try to win. When the crowd gets on you like they have been does that make it any harder to bounce back? I mean yeah I mean I guess you know I'm out there trying to compete you know and help this team win and obviously it's not you know nice to hear booze but you know when you're having a season the way that I am you know that's kind of the way it goes especially around here and you know they want results