 Good morning y'all today is Monday and this week my goal is to just get into my healthy Productive like morning routines. It is currently like 6 20 I think I am about to ice roll and journal and then I'm going on a walk and I'm going to work out I have just been feeling like a little bit off lately and not oh Well that was great guys Let me get my eyes rolling. I have just been feeling like a little bit off lately like not really fully myself Not like I don't know how to describe it just not like almost grounded and like sat on my goal So yesterday I had a really good Sunday at home. I woke up with a 100 on my readiness score Which I think was a fluke. I was tired by like two, but I was just like what I did good at that early No, it's a big size but still the live show is Friday. I'm very excited And probably housewife home drop. So if you guys are seeing this by November 11th The preventing house life home collection is out. It's a big week and I just need to get back on my early morning routines So I'm running my day and my days are running me. You know what I mean? So I'm also going to go back to journaling in the morning and just like all my healthy routines. I'm really excited Hope that this Inspires y'all to do the same as revealing that way because that's what sometimes like I need to watch like morning YouTube videos and show like that to get like back on it. So anyways, subscribe to our new Okay, so a little bit later. I had a call with the professional organizer because I need to get freshly organized. I Went weightlifting. What else have I done? Just been what I was doing important things and I can't remember my Cowboy boot closet is in the middle of getting set up. My plans kind of got moved today So I'm actually gonna be home working. I'm just really living my best life. This week is a little Exciting. Um, so I do have a professional organizer that is coming next week. Thankfully, I'm hosting friends giving next week as well So I was planning stuff for that. I had to approve a bunch of videos a new podcast episode went live today with Ashley cook It's a really good episode. Definitely go listen and there's just so many birthdays coming up But I'm always the friend that plans a birthday. So I've done like lots of stuff, you know I have my Hudson house left over from last night. Thank God. I'm gonna have that for dinner Oh, I also let me show you guys this now that I'm a health queen and we're becoming runners Isn't that crazy? Macy and I just I don't know. We were like should we just do it like we kept making jokes about it I was like wait like what if we to catch the 5k? Well, we're living with Macy now Macy wants to run a marathon like calm down By the way, if y'all don't follow Macy, she's the best tech talk She's so funny sauce is YouTube channel if you like my vlogs. You like her vlogs You guys should subscribe what I did this morning. You're gonna be like Kenzie. No eggs ignore the dishes I'm in the middle of doing this. I'm not in the middle of doing I'm putting them off But anyways ritual essential protein powder Not sponsored this seems sponsored. It's not bought this with my own money Okay, and I was like I need to start having like protein powders anyways after weightlifting Think especially after running so I did have one pretty good for me, right? Now that I have an accountability partner. I'm really gonna become a runner. I might have a runner I mean, I'm just gonna do it for a little bit and like do the cash 5k app Thing that's what I've done it before I've tried to do it since and I just like got born and now we're doing it again So anyways, I'm gonna have a really great just day to myself at home working and get my shirt together And then getting my nails done tonight. It is later. I am so sleepy today. It's been raining I just took an hour at nap like on accident woke up Also, it's driving me insane that my face doesn't match my neck having coffee. It's at 5 It's only 5 p.m. I've been meeting in like an hour and I need to record podcast intros and outros But the most exciting thing has happened. Okay, I've been talking about this cowboy boot closet for so long And it has finally happened. I don't like the weight on the ground I need to like chip that off the floor, but let me just tell you how amazing I decided to keep the door off just so it could feel a little bit more open And I just think it adds like so much personality to the room and it's just so much fine I'm gonna put my boots on here. I hope that this is enough space You'd be surprised to be surprised and I only have more cowboy boots, but uh, oh Just lost connection. I'm just gonna show you guys that I was on a call with Jessica for the okay But good morning guys. It is 6 50. I'm on my way to go run We are becoming runners as you guys saw also my lips are so chapped like they're painful I don't know what happened between now and last night. Oh, Lauren and I got her nails done last day I got red for the first time ever I'm not a red girl like if I had to pick a Lisa or color it honestly might be red It's just not my vibe, but I like the red nails that I've been seeing everywhere And I felt like holidays are coming. It's one's a better time. You know, maybe I do like red nails Kind of feel classy. I'm into it. I like the idea So anyways, I've said it a lot in the past and I still mean this and I do say this when I talk about anything Fitnessy, but I think it's really important when you work out to do and find the workout that you like because that's the only one That you're gonna stick with and you should just like doing it Like you shouldn't be like killing yourself every day doing some work out that you like I hate it Workouts, you will not catch me doing a hit workout. Look. I don't like them. I won't do it besides like there's a few classes that I could get behind but like I prefer Weightlifting now over everything and Pilates and I do like boxing a lot But for some reason I just haven't felt like I want to be punching something that might be a good sign And I'm normally not into running like I normally am not a runner And it's not what I want to do and whatever and I've done couch to 5k before and for some reason I did just like really like it and it doesn't mean that it's gonna build a lifestyle of running for me I don't just go out and run couch to 5k is an app that like builds your running So you learn how to run a 5k essentially and I'm not a runner Like I can't just get up and run through miles randomly at all So I am doing it as like a challenge and something fun like we see they're doing it together Which makes it better, but even though running is really a hit or miss for me I think I might like it this time and I kind of just want to try something new but normally do whatever workouts You really love and find one that you like and like normally I'm for walking. I'm a walker. I'm a walker That's me the first day is so easy. It's like six minutes of running like in intervals So I'm not really stressed yet And back from my run I showered I kind of dried my hair which feels very productive I've just been cleaning my house because it's gotten a little cluttered But I wanted to show you guys what I just got in the mail This is going to be a part of my gift guys Which I'll probably be doing on TikTok and let's just want a full YouTube video But I I feel like that's kind of unnecessary My grandma's actually come over today and we're doing something for us and helping me so much recently So I've just been giving her as many gifts as I can But I knew leatherology. I knew she would love this bag It is so cute and you can't really see in this lighting, but okay. We got MB. Those are her initials So cute. She is gonna be so happy when she comes today So it has like a front pocket a main pocket. It has a strap. It also has this handle I just think it is the cutest bag ever. It's very stylish. I think it's great for anyone They have smaller ones as well. I will link it below But this is like very her style. She loves like a leather bag like this and the color is perfect I just think it is so cute. So I'm gonna give this to her today It's just adorable if you guys are looking for good gifts for a friend for your mom for anyone for your grandma aunts Whatever leatherology custom bags the bags incredible the like actual initials aren't too overbearing It's where it can look like a little bit like cheesy. This is like very classic and perfect My desk has kind of turned into my vanity. It's 10 10 I think I've gotten so much done today and so much cleaning So I'm gonna give you guys gonna chop for a second I've been loving the hourglass for all this filter foundation I apply it with a real technique sponge and then I've been using the benetent just like a little blush and then I've been using the this line It's actually Robertson came out with it This is the launch that I went to last week and I really like it. I need to take it out of here Just put it in my makeup. I don't know why I'm keeping it in here But the lip liners are so good They remind me of like the lip liners that like my mommy is growing up something about a pencil lip liner It's just so much better to me I don't know why and I have the shade On and only and then define and I'm gonna use define today. This one is pout It's a really pretty nude and then this one is always on again like a really pretty nude So my lighting in my house. It's just been so dark with the storms and it's like driving me crazy If I can't fully see the run while it wasn't anything crazy You start off for using couch to 5k and it wasn't crazy We'll see how this goes like I like a new challenge. I like things like that I don't know if I even show this in a vlog But what am I raised beds? They're like bottom of the raised bed has fallen out and it's been raining in such a mess And there's literally like dirt all over in a pile over my rug Love that and plants have fallen off and I'm just like guys This is like not okay. So my grandma's coming over today and we're gonna try to fix that My light bulbs are all being replaced in my house. The issue is like yes I could just do that myself, but they're over my staircases. So like I actually can't do that myself What am I doing? I need to do that. I like I've never used this before but it's obviously been oh such a staple from benefit and I like The glow it gives me I'm recording for two podcast episodes today I'm a guest on both and I'm gonna do that here one of them is in like 30 minutes. I'm last minute We're doing a lot of events in Dallas over the next two months I'm just doing them myself with y'all and they were also doing some for the O kind the Dallas book club is happening It's I don't remember the exact date following an Instagram and TikTok because that's where I'll post it And this is not going to want to do but last minute. We're gonna do a lot of like in-person shopping So we need to do that. We're also releasing the puff bag Very very soon and a lot is happening. So got a lot of work to do got a lot of home stuff I'm also like prepping for Margot and Emily to be in town for the weekend. And it's gonna be a really good time I'm also gonna put this by Agave lip mask Over my lip stuff. I just like do not feel like putting mascara on but I feel like I should I'm gonna come on my brows and then I haven't even put mascara on since Getting up my lashes like Tinted and lifted and they said that's what you will really see how crazy different it is So I'm gonna do that and then I'll come back and show y'all so here the lashes I didn't curl them anything to put mascara on so I think there's definitely huge difference didn't do anything crazy I use a thread cosmetics Mascara alright, I just finished podcast episode number one of the day for the not so simple life podcast My grandma is almost here vanity has been so amazing I have my new well my new marshmallow fireside candle my favorite candle ever this pecker after spray randomly Cocoa barks all the time and you just spray it and then it makes her stop barking. I don't spray it on her She's like here's it and stops. It's really helpful Here's my new little Set up here, and then I just cannot get over how amazing The closet looks I cannot talk today like what's going on? I just changed into a comfy clothes these pants are Eritzia, and they're so soft wearing my chocolate brown uggs top of skims my sweater is Revolved I got it a few seasons ago because I'm like really in to my red nail look my grandma is almost here So we're gonna go to Jimmy's deli for lunch. I Love that place and get some food and then hopefully we're gonna fix The garden we will see I'm really hoping But I'm just like so cozy y'all look at my angel realtor just dropped off for me I love her Melanie bright fell around Dallas Melanie bright. She's Done actually so many of y'alls, but oh my god. That's so cute and fav client ever Guys, uh, what a good surprise. I had literally no idea. There's just coming guys my Garden I cannot believe that this has happened look at it and at first it was this one and now it's these two Little rooftop garden update. It's looking. Uh, you know, it's been better. Okay, so the bottom obviously it fell through and We're not really quite sure how actually we do know the wood like moved out and it's been a whole thing And it's gonna have to get fixed this side of the garden was looking good And then over here like we're making progress So we're gonna have to get a new raised bed the basil is over water because of the storm oregano It's looking good the rosemary more oregano over here and look at this guys. Things are really starting to happen Is this is so sad we realized that The boards are like bowing out, which is what I was trying to say like these are now too small for this So I don't know over so it's gonna hopefully you need to send me a new one But look at our updates the kale was doing really well as well down there on the ground now We haven't even labeled this stuff. So I'm forgetting what it is. We have cabbage onions oregano But like we have some updates some garden updates Oh, even look at that But it's really sad because there was a lot that so you can see the green just down there. That's just gone Thanks to my raised garden bed that somehow just like I don't know. It's very upsetting But what is this a rougla, right? Yeah, we've got a rougla. Micah brought me some Like planter labels. I could not tell you what that is like. I just don't even remember what we planted I do have photos It's looking good. The basil is over watered the rosemary is kind of saying the same, but It's not over watered by me for the record. It's the storms. Okay guys I finally have light bulbs back in this hallway. So it's not super dark, but like it's looking a little green I just shot a bunch of skin and stuff. Micah left. She's gonna be at the live show. We're talking. We're very excited And we've made some some movement the garden. I need to reach out to overstock So I'm about to do that need to edit some stuff and then I have a recording for the wavy podcast Which is summer mckeen and her sister they just started a podcast with dear media So I'm gonna be a guest this is my outfit. I'm hoping that I get dinner with someone tonight I had dinner plans up out through and I might I don't know. I might have plans. We'll see But my dress is skims. This is separate from the deal. This is just another thing that I bought my own money And also actually let me show you I had another dress arrived today. Where did I put that dress? Okay, maybe it's downstairs. No, here it is I have another dress that I bought that came in today as I was shooting the skim stuff like I'm true fan I it's this dress in like a really shimmery black, which I feel like Could be good for holidays like you know what I mean like what do we think it's kind of giving like which energy? Oh, it's also different because it goes all the way up So I feel like this with like some boots like that's like a look You know I'm gonna finish getting some work done and then hopefully I go to dinner I think I'm just like really like normally I want to stay home every night But I'm just like really anxious I think for the live show without realizing it like I'm ready for it to be here So I'm like alright I have to keep going until that happens and it's Tuesday and I normally would love to be at home alone And we'll see if that happens. So anyways I'm gonna get back to work. All right. I'm about to get on to the zoom call These are the lip products that I'm using today. I have the COSIS, which they literally just DM me and I'm like you don't understand I love you guys. This is the lip oil in what is this unbuttoned? I love their lip oil, but I also have it these summer Fridays lip balm Incredible, I'm really hoping to go to Barcelona wine bar for dinner I want bone marrow and then I'm home early to finish Matthew Perry's memoir, which we need to talk about I'm almost done with it. I don't know like I Don't like the narrative I don't like on the internet how it's like very trendy people like make fun of things and be annoying Especially what's a memoir like that's someone like so near and dear to someone's heart It's like really bothers me that sets me But like I don't know if I'm just reading at the wrong tone of voice But it almost makes it like really unlikable like there's certain things and I'm like There's a point where he talks about how he was with this girl who's like 12 years longer than him They were like hooking up for two years They started dating and then they dated for six years He almost proposed and then did it and the next two years He like didn't sleep with her and wasn't into her literally for doors buddy years later. He's in town Like for a show that he's in or something and he invites her to go see it because they stayed friends And she like can't go and he was like mad that she can't go because it's in her neighborhood And then she emails him that she's getting married and he was like, I mean it's really really fucked up a horrible way Basically he was just thinking like it's a really really really rude way to like tell someone we're getting married and whatever and I'm like Shouldn't even owe you that like you guys broke up years ago. You couldn't marry like I don't know. I'm just like how weird it is interesting I thought I was gonna love it and it is I don't know I read it and I feel weird like I feel weird so I'm gonna finish that tonight I don't have that much longer of it I've been in a little bit of a book rot, but it's a little bit odd like I will say but I'm grateful I'm really interested in you know the Like addiction of it all and I think that's great that I read you know, whatever but like I don't know she's like a little bit I don't know. Maybe I'm reading it wrong. Maybe I wrong. I could be wrong I really could and I could be reading it in the wrong tone. I don't know This bone marrow is the best thing you'll ever have so good right for us a little wine bar Maddie's here Looks so good. Good morning guys. It is way lighter right now than normal. It's almost seven I'm on my way to my second run of Couch to 5k. I almost had couch 330 Couch 5k. These are the easier ones I'm kind of sore from weightlifting Monday, and then I have like an hour and a half in between and then I have Weightlifting today cuz it's Wednesday So I'm back at it in between that I brought my Kindle I'm gonna journal like I'm really I'm really feeling good and very present and calm this morning Which is great. I don't have that much time to like go in. I really would like to go get like go to the info Botsana, but I don't have time for that today. I don't think it's happy So anyways night. Oh tonight. We're going to a pair of diesel I it is so unlike me to go do something when I was Tuesday Wednesday And that's how I know that I secretly am a little anxious because I don't know I get nerves a little bit and No, I was way more nervous before and normally hopefully the day of I feel fine hopefully Like the fact that I haven't wanted to stay home by myself We finished you got our Starbucks, you know, I was thinking what so there's 27 runs in this program because it's not yeah Yeah, okay, and are we gonna hit my car? Okay, um, there's 27. Yeah, so we're at two of 27. Okay. How does that make you feel? Yeah, I think about it in like eight Which is really like a week from the two weeks. Yeah, that's ten Yeah, we're gonna. Which is like almost a third. That's so true. We're gonna feel so much better It's all about like breaking it up like someone said yeah, I think like your day in quarters You got to put everything in like little chunks. Yes. That's so true Very true. I think I want to try an evening right at some point not regularly I just want to try to see if we're better than because we're thinking if you're like sitting all day and tired Yeah, I have more energy like I'm like more ready to you know, I don't really love I am the fall and winter She's walking right towards that really really good already like yesterday all day. I was in like a good mood Yeah, I am um Even if we wanted to quit we can't because we made it a big deal. So if you guys want to come around Yeah, even if it's hard just do it. Just do it. Yeah It is later in the afternoon that guys I have just been working had to run some errands So I've been very anxious today and I started getting nervous, which normally I don't know I like have a weird pattern of nerves. I hope that they're just all out my Friday We'll see like it's okay to have like a healthy bit of nerves, but I was just very Anxious so I just pick up the dogs. They got baths got a lot of stuff to do Oh, I did get my outfit, which I'll show you all when I get back I should have logged in it. I just was on the FaceTime and I forgot to film So it's all pink and I got pink pants, which is what I really wanted and it's just very mean But it's not too much like it's an all-pink outfit, but it's done. Well, so I'm very pleased I'm very excited picking up Dom tonight. I she called me this morning. I like forgot it was even Wednesday She's landing super late. She called me this morning and was like, okay I'm landing at like 10 30 and I was like, oh, yeah, you are coming in today But she's staying at Lawrence house. So that's why I like wasn't really thinking that so Also, I just didn't think about that. It was Wednesday. That's how anxious I was, you know So anyways, I need to go home and get some more work done and then around seven Lauren and I have Dinner at Paradiso and then later we're gonna pick up Dom. So that's the plan. It's back here Mr. Handsome. Hi y'all. We're back in the closet room. Literally the best room in the house Lauren is about to pick me up for dinner Paradiso invited us in and Paradiso is one of my favorite restaurants in Dallas I'm not a huge brunch person But for Paradiso, I love brunch We're going for dinner obviously, but they have this like biscuits and gravy Meal that isn't like what you would expect from biscuits and gravy like it's like a bougie or Version of biscuits and gravy which also because like which also like if I want biscuits and gravy Normally, I would want like biscuits and gravy like the real southern thing. You know, I'm from Texas But I will say this biscuits and gravy It's a bougie version. So it's not exactly like what you think, you know, one of my I'm like really detailing this for you guys But it's trust me if you come to Dallas, you've got to get it for brunch because it's so good Dom and I went like two years ago and we still talk about it. So putting on a little bit of hollywood flawless filter And I'm getting ready for dinner. I'm very excited. I'm working on my mindset. I also As we talked about IPM DD so the week before my cycle. I am just Not okay and today I was just like really like overwhelmed but almost like I kept thinking like is this a good or bad of a while like I couldn't really tell But then I was just getting really emotional. I was like tearing up in the car and I was like, okay Like if I'm really crying over this right now, like what am I even crying about? You know, what's going on? I'm feeling a little bit better. I just have noticed like I have been Working on my mindset because as I like really do believe in myself I I've said this for a while. Like I feel like I believe in myself to a certain extent Like I'm like, oh, I can definitely do that or I believe myself. I can do that But once it hits like a certain point career wise, I feel like there's like a block there for me And I'm like, oh, well that's for them and it's not for me And it's like no I can do that too like I can just because I'm not like a duo podcast or I'm not like I don't know XYZ like whatever it is. It's like I can do that. You know what I mean? But I'm trying to like really drill that into my head because I feel like I don't know. I just I've been harder on myself I don't know. Actually, I was gonna say I've been harder myself in that regard lately But I feel like I'm always kind of like that for being honest And I go through periods of time where it's better and then where it's worse And I just really want to work more on my mindset and like manifesting and also just being like no I can do that and I can like dream like crazy things and they can happen for me too Like they happen for them. They can also happen for me But I for whatever reason is have the hardest time thinking like oh, well, like I'm not gonna get picked Or they're not gonna pick me or they're not gonna do this or like My videos aren't as popular or like my podcast isn't as popular or like this and not whatever it is Like it doesn't matter because even if you were like the biggest of the biggest of the biggest Like there will always be someone who actually will end up being bigger than you or have some bigger You know what I mean? Like you can't really like Use that and also that's not even what this business is always about. So anyways I'm really going off on a tangent, but I just wanted to say I'm working on my mindset because I feel like I have just been a little bit Harsher myself lately. I'm like, I don't want to be like that. I want to be very like, no, kimmy You got this you can do this and obviously I know that like live show like nerves and stuff are probably like Making this a little bit like worse like amplifying it more, but I don't know. I'm so excited like I was I think loud. I have literally a clock. Don't worry. We're putting powder on like guys Oh, wow. My mirror is obviously not in the right place. So let me just by the way, this coast is powder is so good I love this powder I was even thinking about this tonight. I'm like, I Like sure I don't have like a million subscribers, right? I don't have like whatever like who cares I would be so happy if like my 15 16 year old self when I started youtube Knew that I was having like a Dallas live show and people were literally flying in for it Like that is so crazy. I've been getting dms today From a lot of y'all who are flying in like tonight and it's literally Wednesday Or tomorrow or driving in or like whatever. I would be happy if people came but they lived on the street You know like I just think that's literally the coolest thing ever And I'm so grateful and I just like don't want to take things for granted You know what I mean? I feel like sometimes when we get in our own heads It's like easy to take things for granted or be like Well, yeah, I forgot or this is happening to me, but like you know Because it's happened for someone else or like someone else has like bigger venues or whatever like therefore I can't be proud of myself and it's like that's so stupid like you should be proud of yourself regardless Who cares like it doesn't matter like a win is a win a win is a win, you know So anyways, um, yeah, I've just been like a little bit Harder on myself and I do find that I'm like this only one week out of the month really And it's my pmg d week like It is horrible. I am going back on beds. I haven't picked them up and I need to pick them up Like I've been really bad about it. So anyways, this is my makeup look. This is what I've been doing lately And that's it. My eyelashes are like kind of curled from my eyelash curl thing Um my eyelash lift I mean so doing that also I've been trying to cover this light the whole time So if anyone can send me a good light to replace My closet room you would be my best friend because I really can't decide and I'm so indecisive Also for my vanity. I have these Little knobs that I'm gonna put on I just think there's so much more fun and like these kind of like cheap looking And I just think these are more fun adds a little bit more like flair to it My parents always said that my mom always said that the dresser is growing up You really do become your mother when you grow up. So anyways, I'm excited to go to paradise So and then dawn gets in tonight So we're lauren I was gonna hang out and then pick up Dom later tonight. I'm very excited. Okay guys We are off Okay guys my scarf from a boat came in from our new york pop up and look at how cute first off the okine scarf Literally the best scarf ever says piper. Isn't that so cute? My other ones is kindy But what's pretty so it was so good. Like that was honestly the best that I've had in a long time That was very very good I made some tiktoks. Be sure to follow kenzie the taxidon tiktok. We're picking up dog from the airport in two hours It's nine p.m. And I could fall asleep right this very second I still haven't finished about the parry's a bit more. I've been reading that for like over a week That's so long for me. No, I read a book normally two or three days, but I just I don't know. I haven't been in the reading mood and then it's just like making me feel weird when I read it But I'm almost done. Anyways, we're gonna change into sweats and then wait two long hours And then pick up dominique Okay, we're gonna watch bfs. Have you ever watched bfs? The way that fits loves Lauren so much more than me It's like disgusting. He's so obsessed with her. Oh my god. Like he I beg him to do this Good morning guys, um, it is now thursday, which is my favorite content day Kardashians lots of new podcasts my own podcast jenica and anika just came on jenica Got pregnant with anika when she was 13 and they're just kind of sharing a little bit of their story Love them both. They're also on youtube. You need to watch them um I'm getting all this cut off I'm getting a spray to the house today lymphatic massage My last day margo and Emily get in late tonight. So that's happening Very very excited. Suddenly my nerves are gone. I feel like totally fine again. I think it was just Like hormonal yesterday No, okay. I just been moisturizer on not my sterling, but like I just feel very puffy. Paradiso last night was so good guys. Like It was unreal I made a tiktok of everything that we ordered if you guys need like wrecks, but it was incredible I cannot recommend it enough. I love Paradiso, but it was so good Dom is here. She's at lauren's. Um, which is very Feels so weird. I like her not being here, but it's good. She like has her own room and stuff there and then Um, Emily and margo will stay here. So we're getting pretty excited for the weekend. Actually, everyone's very excited I'm about to go on my last run of the week I worked out every day this week and I feel really good about that because I normally will but like Sometimes almost one day, you know and it throws me off and once you get like well tomorrow It'll be five out of five. It just feels so good, you know Doing a little run and nothing else day On day three a couch to 5k on our running journey And I'm just feeling better than I was feeling yesterday. Thank god I also woke up this morning like naturally we normally are um running by seven But I we like pushed it back an hour and um But I want to put sunscreen on the screen of course I woke up like naturally and why do I get 645 and I didn't could have been until like midnight It's crazy for me. I like don't wake up. Obviously. I wake up at that time when I go there I just don't wake up like Naturally an alert in a week, you know also how often do you guys charge it or it rinks? Because if my diet actually like two or three days like what it's going on I feel like it used to last a little longer Sunscreen is on Come here Finish our run I couldn't do that for you I for some reason Had like more adrenaline tonight like I felt like I wasn't in my body. Therefore it was easier I was not matching that energy like I woke up and I was just like Oh, I'm gonna be like bouncing around soon. We finished the first week though of nine It makes you oh, yeah Okay, we're gonna start next Okay, guys, I'm back home to the best package ever I stopped at Lauren's had coffee with Lauren and Dom, but just got another package from skims This was sent to me for a deal that I'm doing. Look at this amazing gift set Oh my god Like that is like the perfect gift set especially if you're doing like matching pajamas as a family And then also they sent me the pink like Whatever this is actually called what is it called actually I can look at I can look at it In this I mean have you ever seen anything softer in your whole life? I mean, it's just like perfect Like this is so perfect. I might be wearing this today. You never know. You really never know of me. So, um, that is the cozy unisex jogger And the cozy unisex knit hoodie. That's what those two things are But I just I'm obsessed like I'm literally obsessed at first. I was sad because I thought they didn't send the pink stuff I'm just so excited. Like this is the most me thing I think probably ever I just shot my skim stuff because I just felt like I had to put it on immediately and I knew if I didn't take the photos and I would I just need to do it now I'm obsessed. This pink set is so beautiful. Like it's so cozy. Also, by the way, these are my this is my live show outfit Pink on pink on pink And then I have this like little skin shape or thing that I bought separately like not thorough deal For my arms just to like see if it does anything. I don't really know. I like to just Like test things out, but I'm really excited for my outfit. Like I love and it's like it's so mean Guys, do you remember when Dom made fun of me for using the Paris filter and then did a poll thinking that no one on Instagram uses it even though every single person on Instagram uses it and then Um, now she uses it in every single story. Do you remember when uh, kenzie turned into a pathological liar? And the whole and the whole entire internet had to call her out on it No, because it didn't happen guys. Don't worry. I have it. It's all thumbs up Instagram stories. They are for you That's funny. That's funny. Okay guys. We're doing a little furbush Christmas haul I got pestley and I um Some christmas gifts one well there for her housewarming and then I also got them So I got two of these but you can also get on revolve. I'll link them Very cute. I will say I thought they were gonna be bigger, but it's still very very cute I got one and then I got us these because we're both obsessed with christmas Um, I got us these bff. Those are nice ornaments. Are they cute? I like those one will go well You know what it's crazy because you don't have a tree and I remember telling you last year I said that'd be a great gift for me. My room is that it's gone. My roommate's jewish. So You shouldn't live with you last christmas You should keep filming. Ah interesting. Okay. Um got this ornament says merry christmas bitches also very very cute I love a good ornament the older I get the more I become my mother And I spend money on ornaments. And then I also got this like cute little takeout one And that's it. So I'm gonna pick out my outfit to the weekend My spray tan should be here in about an hour and then we're gonna go to pestley's and then tonight We're getting margot and emily I haven't even taken the top. Follow me on tiktok road to 10k. Oh, even on tiktok. I was wondering what you meant. I was like Hi guys, welcome to my tree Merry christmas and a happy new year. I'm thinking this one should go right out Right here You're like, oh, you know what no needs to be a little more full, but I would let the merry christmas bitches to be a little more obvious I hope that works over here. Do you see any gaps in the tree? Probably not since I'm a pro. Do you see the test with ornament? Yeah Yeah What do you have against me dog? Nothing. Yes That's awesome Are you just jealous of that tree? Yeah, I am. I'll get it if you are It would make sense. You get it, you know I am jealous. That's crazy. I have like a full-size tree since I was 17. That's fine. Oh, no, no, no Trigger warning Guys Furbish, this is not wait like the actual hangers bro is off and it's not even Oh Guys, uh furbish Is this a real life? This hangers isn't even on it. This one is like so but you don't want to hear about 9 11 Okay, next We still have one to go Maybe right here like I'll just that's a lot of pink and like colored, but it's fine Anyways, um, I don't know how I'm gonna fix the lights on top. I hope I'm gonna do that But I hope you guys enjoyed me decorating my tree Guys, I just got out of therapy. I just almost tripped just got out of therapy. I'm walking in to north park I'm getting lunch with Maddie. She called me like 15 minutes ago And I have like an hour and a half in between help payments I was like, I will meet you literally right now for lunch because I Just don't want to sit by myself these days all this week. I'm literally wearing skims for dramas I'm now on my way to the talks. I'm getting a lymphatic massage. I can get tick tock again. It's for my life Kenzie told me to stay here because apparently she's doing a fashion show. So we're gonna find out together What this tomfoolery is all about What do you think? Wait, this is epic Yeah, wait the shoes. I know are they Versace? Yes, they look like the Versace Um, Bobby brought that up because they are actually I just didn't want to be like that person Yeah, Laura got the matching one in a different color. Wait, um, so what's this dress for? Dude, this is sick. This skim stock like hanging off your bed is literally hilarious I'm gonna scale from one to ten how mentally ill do you think kenzie is right now? 8.5 This is literally what kenzie looks like when she gets a spray tan this version of spongebob the golden brown version Every girl looks like that would make this version. Just got a spray tan from Dallas 180 If you guys need a good tan place in Dallas, Dallas 180 they come to you too Kenzie gave me her roller brush. Where is it? No, I didn't give it to you. You took it and I didn't get enough. I just I help her roll out I think you actually should maybe take this side. You might need it. Yeah Why? I know I think you have problems Oh Just be fucking kind. Lauren got it So Lauren don't you think I got wing stop. Are you hiding from the camera? Oh, it's my guy calling me Oh, yeah, see, it's how you know the vlogs are really real I never know what we're filming something. I'm like struggling with even as I get older because now I'm becoming the age of some of these like moms and teachers that were so I mean evil to me and my daughter and just very Brash and it's like hard for me to now understand like I would never even like when she has like little beefs with her friends It's I always like smiling still way because I'm like, I'm 30. I don't care what their Issues are, you know, so it's hard for like me to now sit back and realize like how actually like main women were