 It's Monday morning. This is another summer week in my life vlog. I'm back in LA But today I'm just going to do schoolwork because it's Monday just not fun. I'm into online classes Why would I do that? It was a horrible idea and then Yana's gonna be in the studio So we're gonna go there if you guys are new here be sure to subscribe It's only 11 30, but we stayed up to 5 a.m. last night. I'm so tired This heat is just like ruining my entire life. I talk about Secure my day How some amazing boha blast freezes look at the queen I am hand delivering you your first boha blast freezes It's the one that hasn't been how's your day going? How's it? How's it going so far? Huh? This is a studio. What did you think how's it coming? I this song Oh, you wanted to in the vlog you want to It's gonna be out like soon enough anywhere. When is this? Oh, okay? I'm like next week. Oh, okay cool sneak peek guys. Wow He's so happy that we're here Me no me no, I haven't replied Oh, I need to be louder you won't see me anymore I'm gonna show you guys a little haul. So I got a package from juicy the other day notebook. This is like I'm so ridiculous. I know it's really cute, but on the inside you're gonna die I got by far the coolest juicy sad I've ever seen this has juicy on the leg and then Stripes and then there is a matching top and the matching top is like this and the guy that has juicy on the sleeve It's really really really cute and then I even got a matching pajama set from juicy So this is just white you seek a tour logos on them got some matching pants very successful little juicy shopping trip Some packages from urban this green pillows. I got this really really cool t-shirt saving the world is a girl's job It's so cute. I love it. It's adorable I just got to the same candle the teak wooden tobacco candle It's mostly boy, but it's not really really good, and then this box is probably just another pillow And I got another pillow like I was saying they'll go on my couch, but I still need to add some stuff I'm gonna change that. Oh, wait, you know what? I should have one more thing for urban my new coffee table book This is incredible. Okay. We'll be back My coffee table Here's my new amazing coffee table, but stop kicking me my amazing coffee table book my new candle my friend We're having a little meeting in here currently 8 25 and I just made coffee Yonah and Ian brought me some Chipotle. I'm gonna be working on I am Ian and I are filming a tester for something That's coming up. That's very exciting. What's your walk-up? What's your walk-on song? Oh wait, Ian Ian now that you're up Can you go get my water from the kitchen? I'm filming This man is unbelievable I'm not posting it anywhere What's your walk-on song, please? Oh, Andrew said he's coming in a set. Did I tell him that he's all these people literally? Unbelievable also that black thing you probably covering it. No, we're not. Oh, yeah, it is like you're kidding. You're kidding This is so fucking dramatic it looks like a fucking music video Why would I ask you? I love people to do this with me. Let's try not to fight The best of our abilities. Oh, yeah, please just make as much as possible Before we get started, let me make a racket Yeah, Billy Graham. We have Billy Graham and Judith Smith with us here today Today I'm here with Ian Regruder, porn star, professional Worship leader and mature Wait, wait, speaking of personalize, do you want to know my first hot seed question for Ian? Yeah, it's like worst place you've had a hickey, but I was kidding. I didn't want to actually know And it was on the fucking coffee table the entire time. It was literally not on my coffee table the whole time I promise you guys welcome Andrew back to the vlogs I could like really good. I've been stressing out so much Okay, so Drew left his wallet here last night and I looked everywhere for it literally all over the house Drew, Drew, listen, hear me out on this. We even like deeply in the house today and couldn't find it anywhere Everyone here asked for Andrews. I normally don't vlog with him, but also We didn't talk for a little bit Is um, we're you want to hear more about that they can listen to the podcast We're doing a video. Are you free Thursday? I we had this whole conversation. I thought we were doing a three-point series I didn't know we were doing this recording that I get over it. I got like Angry that we didn't monetize, uh, which don't worry. I will be monetizing this Please get in the frame. I can't wait for my checks because I can't pay for gas to get to your house this frequently Will you come over every day? I get 16 miles to the gallon and my car only takes premium So it's four dollars and 50 cents if I'm lucky. Here's a little um Of me Okay, so drew and I When did I I sent my nice divorce text probably I think it was two days after your birthday. So December 12th We didn't talk until probably March, I don't know February um Then we've hung out like since and it's been fine, but I just haven't vlogged with him That's it. All right How do you feel? I'm so glad to be back. I'm from downtown Babe, please We should have monetized this entire experience. We should have done a Trisha J something It really was Maybe if you we do these videos and you take them seriously and you commit to coming on thursday Then you can make a career. So you're saying that you're gonna pay me or you're saying that I have to work for my own career I'm saying you have to work for your own career, but I'm gonna give you you'll you'll have the video And you'll be on them. Yikes is right Does this have the zoom function? Yeah Thanks jockey Can you commit to thursday? I cannot why can't you commit because I feel like I already said that I was gonna do something I don't have a planner. I don't write things down. Okay, but this is never gonna work Like I will literally be it's just so rude if I'm like, can we do something thursday? And then you're like, yeah No, you're supposed to be like eight Oh, was I so too? Yeah, I stayed up. Yeah, but then I started I stayed up and talked to Ian until five So you couldn't commit to that It sucks. I should have played already This is the different situation. Oh my god No, I need you to like Can you please commit to thursday because I don't want to make plans and think I'm gonna have that because I have a video schedule And I need to know I need you to just commit say yes Or say no Like just give me an answer. It's like a yes or a no answer Is this like a difficult thing for other people to do? I think I'm good. I think I'm good for thursday Okay, so I can put it on my whiteboard It's a reasonable, right? Yeah Do so much at once. It seems like you're always juggling so many balls I mean you've got your merch line. You've got how many videos a week you posting three Four to five four to five videos a week. That's incredible and on top of that. You're a student. Are you full-time? How many credit hours? Well, I'm in summer right now 15 Wow, so tell us what's your secret I hate this. I hate this Andrew. I hate him so much We've been fighting a little bit off camera, but don't worry. We're recording today We're digressing a little bit. Uh, just answer the question for us So you have a lot of great fans that are listening to this trying to Find out more about you get to know the real kenzie Um, can you ask me like questions that are actually interesting? He's trying to audition because maybe in season two of my podcast Hear me out of this. We talked about this yesterday. It's so unfortunate that Andrew and I We are by far Caught your tickets. Please get off of my Get off my okay Andrew and I please Andrew and I Um, it's really unfortunate that we're by far the funniest together also by far the most comfortable with each other Which in turn also means that you just never know when I was not going to talk to him for three months So it's like you never know. It's always a possibility. It's always up in the air to be fair I think we're past that at this point. I really do. I think that It took us a solid year Probably 15 months for you. Maybe actually probably two three years for him here for me of just kind of Like we're pretty emotionally unstable Would you argue that as well? Yes, we would love to have a reality show together. It would be amazing. It would also be really funny But we also like does any show owners from e-netflix hulu amazon prime? I don't know what they are, but we deserve them Cw even I would just see w the main the issue with that though It's just that like, you know, you never know when we're not going to want to talk to each other for like And by we I mean me It's like three months. So it's just like it's kind of rocky, but andrew made up a good point He said that's probably going to be even funnier when that happens So I think I was just saying if when we don't want to talk to each other We're contractually obliged to talk to each other. That's going to be Crazy I don't think I get heated because Andrew doesn't talk about his feelings Like anything in his head and you don't want to first off the last four talks that we had before I divorced you All in person and there I think we should be using the term divorce. It was very dramatic. So What would you call it? I'm just saying I didn't get any money out of it. So it wasn't a divorce. No, I ain't got any money out of it either So we shouldn't call it a divorce. Did you think you went? I think I should have I deserve the money and trust me. How much had sense did you make clicking my name? brand deals Uh pretty much any of like the business side like most of my emails as well. Good morning everyone I have the drunk elephant baby facial on so my face looks weird. That's why this morning I interview well first off I stand up again until like 4 a.m. Last night. I don't know what is wrong with me I do this one day and now I know it's because I drink coffee. Let's say anyways I'm making breakfast. I interviewed for hannah ash's podcast this morning So that'll be up later on turn a lot of that stuff cinnamon raisin bagels. So It is hours later. I've been doing a lot of computer work guys I have the best video series coming out ever. It's been incredible Also, these hoodies are back on sale on the merch shop a lot of you guys were mad that I took them off Well, I did my lindsay edition shopping by the way, you picked up a shirt. Thank you guys so much I'm so sorry about that Really appreciate it, but two face sent this really big box I feel like I already had like three two-faced pr boxes In my office, but this one is large. I have no idea. I've seen it on instagram Can you imagine a thumbnail and you put like cut my finger off opening a two-face box Like it's like one of those clickbait, you know, okay Oh, yes, I was okay. Wow. Wow Yes, I was hoping it was this This is incredible. Thank you so much two face. I wanted the one this way. Wow. I gotta go I gotta go through this my instagram story follow my instagram. Thank you two face Look who it is Not good again I work to my office all day. It is 7 at 35 I am about to go to join the juice of the friend. Um, I'm interning at zoe. I don't know if I mentioned that I can talk about that later, but um, we're working on conference stuff So if you guys are in la you want to come to zoe conference get your ticket Come with us. It'll be fun. Come to the zlc booth. That is where I will be Hey guys, okay. So today is wednesday. This is a very productive day for me I've spent all morning filming a morning routine and then, um, hannah for see is coming over She's one of my really good friends and we're going to record something that you guys will see in a few months I'm so excited for it. And then after that. I'm going to start pre-filming even more videos alisha Is literally my life saver right now I've been having a lot of problems I sent in my camera to sammies and like that's why I've been just doing vlog footage if you guys can tell My video quality isn't what it once was so anyways, I don't have like my DSLR camera So alisha is letting me borrow hers, which is like already way nicer than the one that I use anyways So I'm trying to just film as much as I can She literally was like if you just need it for the week like I'm not filming till next week and I was just like Literally you're an angel. She's literally the best person ever. Um, so I went to her house last night to pick that up and Yeah, I just got back from starbucks. Um, hannah should be here pretty soon I like I'm just so happy. I've spent like all week in my office and it just feels amazing like having a space I love it. Also coco awesome Do you guys like my new shirt? I'm like obsessed with it. Also tonight is her night at zoe So it's like our girls night, which I'm so excited about which I didn't even think about it But this shirt is very fitting. Maybe I'll wear it. I probably will dress up more But freaking nose, you know because here we just finished She's going through my kenzie lozabeth office store And joe do you want to so today we're gonna be using the melted matte talic? It's pretty pigmented. Um, I usually just I hate it. I hate it. I hate it You can see they're like under because it brightens up your under eyes. Okay, so oh, okay. Um Hey guys, so today I'm gonna be showing you this two-faced Okay, so we're gonna be doing this two-faced look I'm gonna be using the melted matte talic It's pretty pigmented. I'll do a swatch really quick for you So if you can see that It's pretty pigmented I just really like pigmented products. It's pigmented Um Literally this entire week of my life has been in this office, but that's all I've done I filmed like two more videos and then I went to a lookout took a break Now I'm back joe and I are having a meeting because we're having a texas theme party this weekend Which you guys will see I will be doing a weekend of my life vlog I've been ordering decor all week. My little texas flags came It's incredible, but we're gonna make our invites. I'll show you guys them. They're gonna be funny before we put our address on but It's gonna be incredible. We are so extra This is amazing currently driving to church. I'm about to park It's her night tonight, which is like a really big deal of joy. So it's gonna be really fun. Anyways, I'm driving Good morning, everyone. I'm just reading. I'm going through my favorite book I say this but every book with this one really has made like the biggest impact of my life I finished it this week, but I'm just like studying through it It is I know like a lot of the time these books look really cheesy and stuff And I feel like this book honestly the cover like it doesn't like explain it well enough Like it's it's more so about burnout and just kind of like over like efficiency and productivity and like How like the thing that makes you you which for me, it's my drive actually can like kill you which it has been So this book is amazing. I'll have it linked down below. Um, but yeah, it's really good. So I'm just kind of like studying that And then I'll start my day Okay guys, I'm actually going to end today's vlog here. I'm sorry. It didn't vlog much today Today was not that exciting. It was just a lot of stuff that you guys want to see me vlog I had a meeting with my advisor And then I just edited a bunch of stuff and did a bunch of computer work Not that fun. Andrew is actually on us right now and we're going to film a video about why we stop being friends To answer all of you guys's questions. Um, I don't want to say we okay. Just watch the just watch the video Um, if you guys haven't already be sure to subscribe. Um comment down below any video requests you guys have I'm like really in a youtube mood lately. So let me know Um, if you guys made it to the very end comment Mona Lisa with Gucci bag. I'll see you guys soon Bye