 Hey you guys, I guess you guys are gonna not know that I'm over here, oh my goodness. I'll wait for y'all to pop and you might be in the other chat. There we go. Hello. I screwed up. I tried to hit the button and I had it backwards, which is why I had to start a new chat. Hold on just one second. Let me make sure everything is good here. Okay. Hi everybody. How are you? Welcome back to your Virgo Love Reading for April 2022. Let me see if I can try to bring you guys up here. All right. There we go. All right. How's everybody doing? Hello in the chat. I don't know if you saw it when I started it. I just completely had the camera backwards. It was like up on my wall. Anyway, welcome back. Hope everybody's doing well. I'm gonna do your love reading here for April. Get started. Let's see. Okay. You can all hear me. Okay. All right. Good. All right. Let's see what's going on here. Maybe I could bring the camera down a little. As you can see a little better. Hopefully it's not too blurry. All right. Let's get into this reading, Virgo. How are you doing? Welcome back to the channel. This is Kelly. This is a Virgo channel only for Virgo Sun, Moon Rising, or Venus. Some of the messages as per usual may resonate. Some may not just take it as it comes. Yes, I am absolutely live right now. Hello. Yeah, you saw that ceiling, Persephone. If you want to get a personal reading, there's a link in the description box below this video. Definitely check it out. I also have links to all of my favorite tarot decks. If you want to donate to my channel, simply purchase one of those decks that I have listed and then get a very small commission from that. It's the least. I know some of you like to donate or you can do it through Super Chat, whichever. So yeah, that's it. Let's get into this and see what's going on, Virgo. You had some interesting reads lately, to say the least. Do check out yesterday's podcast. We did do the topic, the avoidant attachment style if you were involved with or in a relationship with someone who is very avoidant. And the next one will be this Wednesday. I will be doing a Lovecast livestream and that will be about the anxious attachment style. So definitely check that out. All right, let's get into this here. Let's see, Virgo, what's going on? Okay, sorry if you can't see the cards that well. Ooh, Virgo, you're getting a love call. Expect a phone call coming in soon. Someone reaching out to you, calling on your phone, calling you at work, something along those lines. Let's see what else is going on here. Oh, somebody's calling to see that they like you, Virgo. Hold on a second, let me see if I can get more, a little more light into this, into it here, okay? Yeah, so look, you've got the I Like You card. How exciting for you. Okay, someone likes you. Romance is blooming, blooming, fun, flirting. Someone wants to date a love call. Someone expresses love, a message of love, thinking of you and letting you know how exciting. All right, let's just take a look here and see what else is going on. Okay, oh, that's an interesting. Are you kidding? Virgo's like, uh-uh, not today. I don't want to hear this call. Don't you dare call me. Look at this. This is funny. I mean, if these cards cannot, if they don't lie, I don't know what is going on here. Okay, you've got a phone call coming in from somebody who's interested or wants to talk to you or tell you that they like you. And Virgo's like, not today, mother effa. Not today. Talk to the wall because I am not trying to hear it. What does it say? I'm not, I'm not dealing. Hurt. Avoiding a conversation, call, person, boundaries, still angry. Virgo. Okay, who's this for? This is obviously for somebody here. Is this resonating for you? What the heck is going on, Virgo? You definitely have somebody reaching out here. I mean, some of you, I know we always hear, oh my gosh, please tell me my past or my ex so that person's not calling me again. You know, we always, you guys are always on my butt about that with the reading. But listen, this is for someone who I'm feeling like is just, no, I don't want that phone call. No, I'm not interested in that phone call. All right, that's too funny. So some of you might answer the phone. You might hear somebody's voice on the other end of the phone and you might be saying, I'm sorry, but no, I'm not interested. I don't want to have this conversation. We're not talking. We're not speaking. Okay, look at all these wires. They're like a big technical mess over here. Virgos are supposed to be real tidy, nice and neat, aren't we? What's going on? So that's what I feel like this energy is here. I don't know if you Virgo are just not interested in this particular person who's reaching out or you are just not interested at all in having any kind of love connection maybe at this time. I just feel like either you, a phone call, somebody comes in and expresses to you and it triggers you. And maybe it makes you, it triggers, it brings up some pain or some heart or feelings, okay? Something like that. If this is someone from another, you know, from a past relationship, for others, it's just like you're avoiding, you might get the call and avoid the call. You might let it go right to voicemail. You might want to hear what somebody has to say, but you might be more along the lines of like, you can just leave a message because you might not want to just talk to somebody at this time is how I feel. Like you have nothing to say, I feel like. Or it's a particular person. Your boundaries, you still have boundaries up with someone that you don't want to talk to at this time. Maybe you're still angry, maybe you're just hurt. Whatever the case may be seems to me like you just don't want to talk to somebody. You don't want to sort anything out. And you certainly do not want to hear someone coming in expressing their love or sending love when at the same time there's, you know, even if this person's coming in and wanting to date you, there's something about, and we're going to take a look. I want to see, there's something about somebody here that you just don't want to talk to. Let's take a look here. I can't believe it. It's crazy that cards coming up like that, isn't it? I don't think I've had that card for you guys since I started using this deck. Alright, let's see. It's almost, I'm hearing, not today, Satan. Not today. Okay. I gave you a couple cards. Oh, man. This is going to be a short reading. Alright, I just have to show you. Look at you. That communication coming in. Virgo, and you're just kind of like, why can't I line myself up with the camera? And you're just like, I see that call coming in and I'm hesitating. I don't know that you are sure you even want to talk to somebody. I really feel that's what's going on. Like, it's kind of like you're staring at your phone and you're like, what could they possibly have to say to me now? What more? Like, what could it be? Unless it's like a bloody stunt kind of conversation that this person's coming in with. Virgo, I feel like you're just not trying to hear it. You're just not trying to have that conversation with somebody. Okay, they're coming in with some truth and it feels like whatever they're trying to say, you're going to be questioning it. You're going to be looking at it, looking at the, or listening to the message, even if it's a voicemail or listening or reading a text and like being very hesitant about it. What is this truth or not? Is this person really coming in with some truth? Are they speaking truth? Is this just more, a whole bunch more lies? Is this just going to be more hurt and pain again? Wow, let me see. Oh, okay. Queen of Swords in the reverse. Didn't somebody just say who we got? A Queen of Swords now? There you go, Ruff. In the reverse. Queen of Swords in the reverse. A liar. Male or female energy. This is Geminiacraeus Libra. Doesn't have to be who you're dealing with, but Queen of Swords in the reverse. Cold, rigid, dishonest. Someone who's very unkind has a motive behind what they're doing. Maybe coming into sweet tooth, sweet tooth. Sweet talky. That kind of thing with someone who's like a con artist or very corrupt. That's what's going on. And you know what? My deck is all in the upright and that Queen of Swords is here in the reverse. So somebody called it in the chat. Let's see. It's a male or a female energy. Okay, yep. The moon. Shady behavior. Lies. Manipulation. Gaslighting. Someone who, you know, you're feeling like there's just, they just lie. They cause illusions. There's an element of fear. There's fear attached to this person or it triggers a fear in you when this person tries to reach out. You're not comfortable. I don't feel like you're comfortable with this person. You know, it's so funny, you guys. I spent my entire day sneezing and I was going to take some nighttime medicine for my stuffiness and everything and just call it a night. I wasn't even going to come on tonight and out of the blue, I got like this major feeling that I got to give this reading. Just, and I am like not even in the mood, but the way these cards are coming out, I could just feel that there was something going on here that you guys, you just needed to have this reading. You just needed to have it. Here we are. Let me see. There's an energy here of like, oh boy, Ace of Wands here. Two aces. This person is definitely trying to have a new start and trying to have this situation grow again. Trying to make it happen again. If it was dead, they're trying to plan a seed and have some growth here. My goodness. My gosh. It feels like they were away and now they're coming back again. They've been away or they pulled out some way or they were gone for a little while in and out. This person is kind of in and out. They go away and then they come back trying to be all sweet. I like that queen of sorts in the reverse. I find that to be someone who is a little bit of like, that's the whole bribery thing. You know, it's very sketch. It's a sketch kind of energy. Oh, thanks. I did, I sneezed a lot and I got a lot out but I'm taking some cold medicine and going to bed. But yeah, it's a little sketch here. Another coming back in like, you're in my wish come true. Yeah, it's wishy-washy for sure. That's what I feel and I really feel like for you, you're kind of hesitant. Like you're like holding that phone. Like I just don't want to talk. What more can be said? What more? Like you're just going to call me on the phone. What do you have? What could you have to possibly say at this point? It's just going to be the same old shit. And I feel like this person is standing here in this, you know, seven of pentagon energy. Like trying to figure out, you know, what is it that's, what's sticking point? What can they say with the eight ace of swords here? What could they possibly, what can they deliver? Precision delivery and communication to get you to want to pick up that phone, to get you to want to answer. So I feel like too, this person also reaches out to you, if you answer their call or if they leave a voicemail and you try to call back, they're going to ignore it. Because for some reason, I'm getting this energy that this person gets pissed off, that you don't answer their call right away and then they put you on hold. It feels to me, Virgo, with this situation that you kind of have to just let it go to voicemail or just leave it alone. Just leave it alone. If you're in that situation where you're dealing with someone who's in and out of your life, they're back and forth and you've done all you possibly can, which I feel like is the case here, and we'll take a look at your energy, but if this is what's going on, if you want to get back into this rapid cycling, go for it. If you enjoy that roller coaster, go for it, Virgo, but if that's not your shtick and you're looking for someone more stable and someone who's consistent in your life, this might even be somebody that you're just casually dating who is kind of in and out. Just kind of is trying to control this situation. All right, let's take a look at you here. Okay. So you have the three of wands. Oh, and you have the tower. Okay, I just heard some of you have been waiting for this call, so you don't have to answer it. You've been waiting for the opportunity to ignore the F out of somebody. Because you can't, some of you might even pick up the phone when they call and then hang up right away. Or you might tell them F off, like you bring the hammer down on somebody here. For those of you who are going to answer a call, some of you have that in you. Some of you, you know, you want to try to show up in some way. And others of you are kind of like, yeah, I'm just not even going to answer it and let the whole thing just fall apart. But some of you are waiting, I got to say, not all of you don't get mad, but for those of you who don't admit it, are waiting for that call to come in so you can not answer it. So you can ignore, so you can destroy. In other words, to leave the message that no one's home when the phone rings. Hey, no one's home. Okay, so this is crazy. It's all about that phone call verbally, even waiting for that you don't want. Yep, so here you are. You've got the seven of wands. You're like in defensive mode. You are basically like stand back. You get back. Can't come in. You're blocking. You're defensive. Some of you might have the number blocked and it goes right to voicemail. Some of you have a number changed and it comes somehow, you get your number or maybe a work number. Remember I said in the very beginning, you might get a phone call at work. It could be even an email or some type of message it comes through. Okay, let's see. Oh, look, you guys, this is crazy. We have the queen of swords in the reverse and now the king of swords in the upright. Okay. What I feel like here is you have a sense or a hunch this person might be a bit manipulative, but you can't really prove it. There's something about it that it's difficult to try to prove that this person's manipulating, but so you're viewing this person as a king of swords in the upright, but still you're blocking this person because they come through as just, it feels like very intentional but very strategic. All you can really know, like some of you are just kind of like, I'm not sure if this person's a narcissist. I'm not sure if, I don't know what the label is, but I know that they're very cold and they've been very cold or they come across very cold with me. They're not like touching my heart. There's a lack of affection. There's no romance. There's no love. It feels it's mostly like this person comes in and says, oh, I love you. Oh, I want to talk to you. That kind of thing. And if you had follow through in the past and giving the same back, then they would ignore you. I don't know what kind of person this is, but I feel like for you, you're also being very strategic and you're blocking. I feel like the call comes in, I just don't feel like you're ready to deal or talk to somebody here. But I will say, somebody's going to be squirming and it's not going to be you. It seems like the ball is going to be in your court and you're going to have like the upper hand here. You're going to have the final say. You're going to be the one to make the decision of whether or not you want to just keep it moving or connect. All right, let's say, okay, three appendicals for you. Two wands. Hmm. Oh, okay. They just said you're waiting for this person to come in with that three appendicals can represent teamwork, partnership and marriage. You know, you're waiting for this person to come in with something of substance, something that they've been working on, like they've been really thinking about. It just feels like, you know, don't come in with this goofy love call or this, hey, I like you. Yeah, that's sweet, but these are sweet, sweet, sweet nothings, right? So I kind of feel like you are going to be standing at a crossroads and it's basically like you, if this person comes in with this phone call and says they want to date you, it feels like for some of you, it's not enough. They're coming in with, you know, you want this, not just dating, you want something more consistent, something, you know, not just love, you want something, what's the word I'm looking for? Solid. You know, something solid. That's what I feel like that's where you are with us. And so this person reaching out to you, you know, it's got to be a past person because I can't understand why somebody would be calling you and telling you they like you and they want to date you unless you're just completely not interested in dating. For those of you who are this, I can't understand why you would tell, why you would be hurt, still, why you would be hurt. You could very well just not be interested in dating anybody, okay? You could very well still be, you know, brooding or hurt from something else that happened in the past and you could just kind of like not indulge with someone else new coming in at this time, but for others that, you know, don't have somebody new reaching out, the only thing that I'm feeling that the reason why you are avoiding someone is because it's a past person. It's a past person that you're just not trying to have anything with here. I feel like I need to bring a little more light into the situation. All right, let me take a look here. What's this shady energy all about here with the moon? So we have Pisces, we have Libra, Gemini, Aquarius, and Scorpio. Okay, and maybe Aries. All right, let me see. Okay, yeah, this person's got, wow, nine of wands. They're hiding. This person's hiding something. They have a lot of deep insecurities. This person's very insecure. They're coming in with, it just feels like still at a potential. Do you understand what I'm saying? It feels like this person comes in still in potential mode. Okay, oh, let's start it up again. Let's have that new beginning. All the dopamine hit and the endorphins that come with starting relationship up. And then when things get serious, it doesn't work out. I feel like some of you have somebody here who always left it as just a potential, like failure to launch, just really never went anywhere. Okay, this person blocked or avoided, kept it from going anywhere. And if you listen to my avoidant reading podcast yesterday, then you might be able to relate to that. But that's what I feel like this person does. I'm in that position of, you know, yeah, let's get together and let's do this, but don't get too close. Don't get too close. Okay. So it's definitely an opportunity coming in here for you, I see. But I feel like the opportunity is yours. You're getting the chance here and it feels like a test, testing of your boundaries here. This person is a test of your boundaries. And I hate to say it like that because maybe you do love this person, but maybe you need to wake up and smell the coffee in connection to this person. There's an opportunity coming in here for you, for you to look and see if this is an investment or something you want to invest in without being reactive or allowing this person to get you all up in your feels to the pentacle is always about the physical and the practical. So the opportunity is coming here for you to say, hmm, okay, let me just step back and see. I see what's going on here. Is there a pattern? Is this a pattern? Again, with these three aces, again, potential, potential, aces always new, but nobody dates potential. Where does potential get you? You know what I mean? Well, we've got the, it has potential to work out, but like, what does that even mean? This person is a potentially good candidate. We're not looking for potentials. We're looking for someone who is a good candidate for dating. Well, they're coming in as friends with benefits, but they have the potential to be more. What is that shit? No, there will not be very exception to the rule maybe, but how unique do you think your situation is? It's really not. And I tell you that because I get phone calls all the time from I talked to so many people over the past six years with your situation and most of the time, it's not something that really goes forward because the other person isn't taking it seriously and you're putting in all the effort and you're putting in all the work to make something more than you're seeing the potential as being more than this person is. What I feel like with all these aces tells me that this person just keeps coming in and you're always having to start over again. You're just always going to be at the starting point. There's not going to be any growth. This person's like, oh, I want it to grow. Oh, I want us to. I have these ideas. I have these plans. You know, I want to invest. I want to do this, but it's like it just doesn't. It feels like it doesn't happen. I don't know exactly who I'm speaking to here, but wake up and smell the coffee with this person and you're going to get these opportunities come going to come around again for the first time. I really feel that you're going to actually say no because you're going to look at that coin and say, you know what, I'm worth investing in. I'm worth so much more and you're finally going to say no. And where's it going to leave you? You don't know. Maybe there'd be somebody else or maybe you'll just have yourself for the first time ever. And I feel like this is why when this call comes in or whatever your energy is right here and not today. I don't want to hear it. Talk to the talk to everybody else. Tell it to my family. Speak the truth out elsewhere. Talk to the wall. Talk to the hand. I don't want to hear it. Answer the phone and you'll just leave it open and sitting on the kitchen counter while you go about your day. You know, it's like you just you're done. Some of you are done. Some of you are going to be done in April. Oh my goodness. Oh my goodness, Virgo. What do we have to say here? You know what? I'm going to cut you a little slack. I know that there are some of you in here are like, but wait, maybe this time maybe this time will be different. Okay. I'm going to cut you a little slack and I'm going to tell you I'm going to pull some cards here. I'm going to see if this person reaching out here okay is coming in different. Some of you are just not interested because you got other plans going on. You're studying, you're working, you're involved in other things in your life and you just don't have time to really be connecting with someone and maybe your dating life is just not a priority for you right now. Okay, and you're just maybe going to put this person on the back burner. Do you got somebody here coming in who is trying to is it going to change page of sorts? No, this person Oh gosh. Okay, listen. Alright, Spirit is talking to you tonight. Listen, whoever you are, I know you got hope. I know you want someone to change. You don't have to accept this reading. You don't have to claim it if you don't want everybody's in their own time period, but listen this person's looking at you and they're jealous. They're envious. They're stalking. They're spying. Okay, this person sees that you're doing well or will be seeing that you're doing so well with that Nine of Pentacles. That's your energy male or female. You're looking good. You're shining bright you know and this person is just will be stalking you for life. You are going to be the phantom acts of the one that got away. Okay, and this person is I don't feel like it's ever going to get off your back I want to say. I don't feel like this person is ever going to get off you. You know what I mean? And they're going to keep trying and keep trying and keep trying and for what? For what? Till it only goes to friendship so that they can stay connected to you. There will just be you know the ace of cups that the further it goes is to the two of cups. Sometimes this can be my friends with benefits you know or just be in romantic relations with each other and you know maybe have dinner drinks but it doesn't really go any further than this Virgo and I don't like that for you. I don't know. I don't know who this message is for. I don't know specifically it seems like a very harsh message and you know I don't really like giving harsh messages here but that's what it feels like the message is coming in here and I feel like there's some stuff here for you to really take a look at. Some of you already know. Some of you have already left. Some of you are like I see the changes before me and I see all the opportunity before me and I'm going for it the things that I need to do for myself. Some of you are already in that energy kudos to you. Okay so Virgo feels to me like that phone call that comes in as I said before it's really just to disturb your peace it's really just as you're trying to progress and do better that phone call comes in and I feel like you're not having it because you're getting yourself in a position where you don't want any bad energy you don't want the past coming back excess or excess for a reason you don't want the past coming back and I feel like you might even be angry or just think to yourself man the gall that this person has to reach out to me after all this time and after they left me after they dumped me after they broke up with me and went with somebody else you know I don't know Virgo I just feel like you're you're not having it yep corrupt isn't the word yep you're not having it and you're just saying no no more shit stains absolutely not I'm not doing the shit stain phone call I'm not engaging, I'm not calling back I'm not returning the call even if I do return the call this person is going to return my call for a week and it's like leave me hanging and not even say what they want or why are they even calling I feel like it stirs up a lot of anger in you and you're just not trying to talk to anybody that comes in here and trying to trigger you huh and this card what does this say give your relationship a chance work on the partnership so this basically means that you're being duped this person is going to come in and want you to give it a chance here I feel like you have some kind of evil spirits around you who are testing you out your boundaries Virgo are being tested big time you need to know this you are being tested your will and your strength to not get sucked back into a devaluing relationship with anybody oh yeah they're going to see your person is going to come in here with the love stuff a little bit in the beginning love calling miss you thinking of you can we give it a chance can we try I know we had our problems you know you're my true love this is what I feel like is coming on here oh my gosh Virgo you're being tested are you going to fall for it you know you guys have different paths there's a lot of obstacles between you a lot of differences between the two of you religious beliefs are different economic culture race geographical whatever it is you are I just feel like your person is going to come in you know this is we have an opportunity here I've really learned I've really changed I'm seeing things differently are they coming in with the truth yeah I do feel like they are but words and truth I mean nothing without actions backed up behind it bloody stumps I mean I felt like this reading was going to be quick I felt it as soon as I saw the love call the I like you message and then nope not today satan maybe you're the rat a year of the horse protecting your peace protecting your peace okay year of the goat this is either you or your person oh my nose is getting stuffy again okay year of the monkey let's say year of the rooster the rooster is here twice we have two roosters okay let's see year of the tiger we have the goat here twice double goat double rooster and we have the year of the horse I think I already said that no rat goat yeah and the horse is here double rooster double goat double horse okay let's see what else is going on here what other message is does Virgo need to know with this connection here so basically you know Virgo expect a love call expect some kind of message you're getting a reach out from someone that you have either you're just not interested at all you are you're just not interested at all whether it's new love or a past for some reason you know either because it's a past person who's shady and they're just coming in to keep you stuck do a temperature check see if you're still available to them or this is somebody new that you start talking to and they just turn out to be a real shit stain and you're like stop I'm not interested you know I feel like Virgo the more picky you are the better options you're going to have coming toward you if you're picky feel like you should be picky I don't feel like you should be well I don't want to see picky that sounds harsh I feel like you should be a bit more selective in your choices and make your selection based on not perfection but on people who are you know capable and available for a relationship right do you agree I mean am I speaking to myself here or what let me say that's some absolute like somebody checking in on you and making you feel like they really love you and they really miss you but no they're doing a temperature check to see if you're still going to be available for when they're ready for you okay and I think some of you it might just piss you off or somebody new coming in and they just keep harassing you or they're just kind of like they just won't stop they won't leave you alone and now you got to get like you got to get tough you got to just say no stop no more not interested and you know what I'll say one thing if someone if you tell someone that you're not interested or you tell someone no and then they are persistent with you to the point where they're like you need to change your mind or you should reconsider this situation or you should think differently or you you know whatever telling you what to do based on the decision that or the answer you've given them that's not love that's someone who's very selfish and controlling and that's someone who you know is very insensitive and they're just thinking about themselves they don't know if you've just recently lost a family member or and you don't owe anybody an explanation people should be respectful and you know if you say no they should say okay I'm sorry to hear that maybe maybe another time maybe they'll be a better time but anyone who's just pursuing you when you have said no and you're just not interested the fact that you would even have to say no to another adult twice or two times tells you right then and there that you're dealing with a child an immature controlling child who's just trying to get their needs met at your expense right control freaks 101 okay if you can't respect me and my space you need to go alright let me see I don't know why I'm pulling from this deck because I just kind of feel like your reading was so straight forward I will tell you there is somebody coming in here and they're going to try and have their way with you and they think it's Burger King they're trying to have it their way they're definitely going to be doing this in April and you're going to have a decision the opportunity is going to come for you to show up and say uh-uh or you can cave and go through this roller coaster rapid cycling situation with this person or with somebody new again go from one bad relationship to the next or go take a minute to pause before anybody's reaching out to you and say wait a minute let me just make sure that I do not repeat history that I do not get back into the same thing again that I'm trying to heal from okay right came the I'll tell you and let's see put some respect on my name second buddy put some respect on my name I left you but free could leave me I don't really give a shit this is what they're going to say I left you I had to leave you I was so afraid that you were going to abandon me are you going to dump me so I had to dump you first okay but this is true love and I love you so much but I was so fearful and that's why I left you and ran into the arms of someone else because I was so scared you were going to hurt me blah blah blah what the fuck out of here obstacles unhealed wounds are blocking forward movements see this person's got some serious issues this person's got some serious problems okay they never healed from the past whatever their traumas are not your problem that's not your responsibility another person's problems listen what are you like Bob the builder you think you can fix this freaking person no you cannot they have unhealed wounds they got to heal them themselves you can lovingly direct them to a place where they can get their wounds healed and you can give them a band-aid and give them a bit of care but it's not your responsibility and it's not your job okay all burgers out here would be like with their tool belt trying to fix all these people coming into their lives because somebody's playing on their you know their healing abilities okay blues clues trying to find my big fat clue get off the fix it belt decision see here you go Virgo it's time for you to decide about this relationship what are you doing what are you doing I'll tell you what if you answer this phone call from someone who's just coming in with this flirting and they're not trying to prove anything you answer that phone call you're going to be right back in that same relationship again mark my word take my word it's up to you though when you're done with this reading and you get that phone call in April you're going to remember this remember this go back save this in your playlist keep it private go back and listen listen to this every day because you need to know that this person's going to if they're coming in they need to come in with the bloody stumps and all and not be wasting your time okay missing you because there they have the convenience the free time and they're feeling lonely and nobody else is around and they want to try to get this you know get this party started like pink said you know and then what's going to happen see the party start you know what part that the ugly lights come on at the end of the party parties aren't 24-hour seven days a week they end at some point this is party this is this is a this is party person they want to have a good time and they want to tell you oh yeah you're the one I want to be with I love you you are so amazing you you know coming in to get their their ego stroke wow this is quite a reading build a man workshop it's women too women do it too let me say it's not just the men they play that victim crying those tears women will do that they'll put on those tears and then they'll like oh my god you're so right I was just so wrong and then they try to make you feel like you're the big guy and everything you do is right and they're all messed up and then they need you to care for them because they don't have any self-care abilities men and women do it too okay you need to go into self-care yourself clear energy field focus on yourself before acting on this phone call okay the damsel distress it was my fault it was my fault but I blamed you Virgo it's all my fault you better watch out somebody's gonna this is what this is the love bombing this is the gaslighting this is the gaslighting where they make you feel like you're right this is the gaslighting reverse it's not where they make you feel like you're wrong it's where they make you feel like you're right do you know what that is that's a love bombing gaslighting that's what they do instead of making you feel crazy now they're gonna do the complete extreme opposite and make it seem like they were the one who was crazy and they made all the mistakes and they were out of their mind and they didn't know what was going on and now they want to try to start all over again just to get you just to get you back right where they want you and if it's been oh yeah yeah oh really interesting Zaki because that's a very old movie so that's the gaslighting that's the original gaslighting I don't know if you guys have ever heard the gaslighting in reverse where it's called appeasement it's called appeasement let me just appease you and make you feel like you're right about everything and I'm always wrong and that's putting you on that pedestal in order to get they give you validation in order to receive it I couldn't let you get close to me oh there's so much listen these are generally nice cards and for those of you who struggle you know these are sometimes nice to hear what your person's really feeling but all this based on the reading and everything I got all this is just nothing but bullshit that's what I feel like all of this you've learned the spiritual lesson you have learned the spiritual lesson here what is the spiritual lesson that the person you're connecting with was spiritually disordered you became spiritually disordered yourself in connection and that's why some of you are going to get this phone call and not answer or not pick up or not want to talk to this person because some of you are not spiritually stable, strong and ready to deal with it others of you, you'll take the call and you're just like yeah good for you and you'll just gray rock the person you know some of you have to take the phone call from certain people maybe because you have kids or you have some kind of connection maybe it's like a family member some of you in that case you know you've got to get yourself in a position to just kind of be like a stone you can't get blood from a stone you can't give nothing you've got to be like the dullest person in the world when somebody is trying to come in and take blood from you what do they always say like when you're in the forest and there's a bear they tell you to play dead because if you play dead the bear is not going to be interested I don't know if that's really true but you just got to play dead vampires I don't think vampires suck on dead bodies do they they need that blood alive they need that blood they need that hot blood so you got to play dead with people um alright let's see I was just reading your comments it's funny um I'm totally cutting this short we got 10 minutes and I'm going to take my like night time nightquel I'm probably not going to be on tomorrow I see you guys nobody really jumped into the the live chat hey Karen thank you so much for your super chat um so I don't I think I'm going to run it tomorrow morning and let it run all day and see how people do during the day because I think a lot of people didn't even know it was up alright let me see what messages oh are they giving me here alright so two messages I'm getting here some of you are going to get here the time that somebody is going to call alright you're going to get a call either seven it's either seven you're going to wake up at seven in the morning and there's going to be a voicemail or a call from this person there's going to be seven at night your time and for others the call is going to come sometime between sorry it's going to be it's alright so they're saying the call is going to be between six and seven at night your time that's when the phone call is going to come in okay so I'm picking up a rainbow alright I'm picking up a rainbow oh shhh okay alright I don't know why hold on tell me if you can see this face let's see if I can get it to come in I probably cannot this camera doesn't it doesn't bring in the picture too well alright oh my gosh I hate to say what I'm thinking I really do okay somebody alright so they're just giving me the Joker from Batman I don't know what that means or the Joker the Joker? somebody's in Australia maybe I'm thinking of Heath Ledger love Heath Ledger wait is that the name? Heath Ledger the Joker I'm hearing thanks Saki it's just allergies it's just killing me the pollen count here is like really high so I'm trying to just not stay outside when I go outside it I'm done for the day okay so rainbow the rainbow is making me feel like same sex relationship to just qualify here hey Marshmallow awesome thank you Jack Nicholson or Heath Ledger yeah and then there was the real old Batman was Michael Keaton and then there was the other guy Christian Bale okay maybe those names connect or something I'm not really sure so I'm picking up yeah same sex relationship I'm somebody with really long black hair short and then somebody with short brown hair kind of like 90s looks like a 90s haircut somebody has a 90s haircut okay they're just telling me okay Greenland Adam West Batman yeah I forgot about that one Greenland Greenland Greenland Greenland I don't know what that means maybe that's somebody's name or street or the country Greenland I'm hearing or no is it Iceland Greenland or Iceland okay let me see okay somebody has really blonde white hair very like platinum blonde alright so they're telling me to give descriptions of the people we're not looking at things we're looking at descriptions of the people okay someone is super super religious okay very religious and they're giving me the name Michael again somebody possibly has a handicap somebody's got a handicap hmm for some of you knew this person when you were young like maybe there might be someone from your childhood or you knew them a long time ago somebody works on a ship is like a maybe in the Navy or is on a ship somehow trying to move my cards up here okay somebody looks like alright so they're telling me the girl the woman who plays Harley Quinn I don't know her name what's her name alright there's someone who looks like that Margot something Harley Quinn Margot something okay let me say there's two people or one person is very short in height and their stature very short in stature okay red hair red hair with braids for a female somebody's got a black cat also an angel statue in their yard oh Margot Margot Robbie I'm also hearing an angel statue somebody has an angel statue in their yard as well and they said somebody works in landscaping somebody likes to go fishing I don't know who people are that we're connecting with here somebody definitely reads tower cards like it is like either currently pulling cards now or there's something here to do with is a tower card reader okay let's see what your signs are here and dates signs and birthdays or special days okay they just told me 1984 alright we have Sagittarius we have Aries okay August 9th 1953 I'm getting somebody's 35 or 53 somebody was born in 68 somebody was born in 89 somebody's 56 okay let's see okay so we have a Scorpio somebody's birthday is on the 8th of 1985 we have the 11th we also have a Leo okay alright you guys so I'm going to end your reading there I hope that that was helpful or interesting or gave you a little bit of insight tough crowd tough read tonight but yeah I will be back tomorrow night with the don't forget to join in the podcast the Lovecast at 7pm check my community tab so you'll know and hit that like button and the bell button and also so that you'll be alerted to when I do the live streams I'll be going live tomorrow's podcast on the Lovecast stream we're going to talk about the anxious attachment style in love relationships and the one I did before that was the avoidant and you can definitely listen to that and then on Friday we'll get into this securely attached okay so I will talk to you guys soon have a fantastic evening okay be safe bye BMAG, bye Zach, bye Tara's journey and I will start up the live chat love stream stream for tomorrow I'll start it up sometime tomorrow morning it'll be up all day so you guys can pop in and you know chat away with each other alright love you guys see ya