 all right hey guys what's up it's currently like nine something am and it's my first time in my life like in my lifetime going camping so i'm gonna try and vlog as much as possible um and get as much footage because it's gonna be an adventure it's just car camping so it's not the big video but anyways this is the fit of the day we're just gonna put on my comfy shorts with my comfy shirt just got like a tank top under here in case wish me luck i mean i can't have them 21 enough to be camping that's uh it's an adventure to capture let's for sure okay we're just about to pick up some morning breakfast hi can i please get a sausage farmers rock extra chipotle two bacon farmers rock potato wedges please large double double an orange juice medium caramel iced coffee with almond milk please all right anything that's all all righty ill there's like shit there like someone threw up okay perfect all right you guys import this importance like a specific location like not all Tim Hortons but this Tim Hortons is like so speedy like it is so fast like you literally order and your food is ready like right when you get to the window like it's it's like a two second drive to the window and your food is ready hold on i'm just gonna park okay so we're going camping with Madison's friends because we're basically going because my parents wouldn't let Madison go alone so we're basically going to shop around them pretty much because there's a couple of them that wouldn't be able to go if we didn't go so the whole trip kind of relies on us i mean not really but for some people it does so we're not actually going with like our own friends but it should still be fun hey guys what's up so it's the next day from when you last saw me on the car in the car so we got to the campsite and this is our first and last day here because we're leaving tomorrow so we're just here for two nights and i just didn't really vlog yesterday at all because first of all well i got the montage of setting up one cent anyways i actually slept immaculately so that was my first time in my life ever sleeping in a tent that was pretty monumental this morning got some coffee from the little shop and we're going to enjoy just walking and go check out the lake um i'm not probably like the reason why i didn't vlog last night was because like it's all like Madison's friends so i don't want to like pull out my camera because like you know it's just like not the same as when i'm with my friends obviously but today i think we're gonna like basically try and do our own thing so i'm gonna try and get some real camping footage today um but yeah everything's kind of just like a shit show right now but it's actually like a pretty nice place it's like a tiny like camping resort and it's actually yeah it's really pretty we're just about to go check out the lake i think i already mentioned that but yeah give you guys a little bit of a resort tour so we're currently at the dock and this is like a private dock and it's like super small and it's like not supposed to be for us because it's supposed to be for the campsites that are like right here because we have a group campsite like further down but there's like a tiny beach with like docks but me and joe like wanted to like come on these little private docks so we're just like looking to see if there was like no one at the campsites we can just go and then like there's this guy he's like oh like you can use it look it's fine like go have fun it was like oh my god it was so nice so that was like the nicest thing so now we got our little own private dock and Madison and her friends are like all the bigger docks over there but we just wanted to have a little private excursion good morning guys so i'm back from camping and that's a long story i came back a day early because i got my period while camping and it was like the day before we left it was like around six seven i think and i got my period and i was like oh my god like my periods are so bad that i was like i can't have my period pain here like i need to go home like it's that bad where like i literally feel like i'm dying so i'm like i want to go home because i need my bathroom because it would really just like sit on the toilet when it happens and i did have new painkillers i thought but i didn't know if they worked anyways we packed up our stuff me and joe left camping on the way home i was getting really bad cramps the pain medication didn't really work that well at all and it was horrific but we're live we're weller now and i'm just gonna vlog today it's currently 8 30 and i have a covid test today and fitting today for like my background acting because next week monday to friday i'm working every single day on set thank god it's like not too far away it's like good 25 minute drive for both things so my covid test is at 9 30 so i need to leave in like half an hour ish and then my fittings at 11 literally not even somewhere anymore it's kind of sad oh my gosh wow this braid really crumbled my hair holy shit oh my god look at that i had soccer yesterday so my hair was like it got like a bit humid and like wet from the compensation i don't know whenever i have soccer like messes up my hair um when it's like cold outside it was a little it wasn't cold it was a little chilly so then i got home and i'm like it my hair looks gross i just put it in a braid and wow that actually curled it really really nicely hey guys it's hours later from when you last saw me it's currently six o'clock basically and i'm about to make some vegan Alfredo i don't feel good right now i don't mean like my mood i just mean like i feel weird like i feel like i need a burp like i feel like something is just inside me like i think i'm gonna get a carbonated drink because something needs to come out like i feel not gassy but i feel like i just need a burp which i guess is considered gas so gassy but yeah i'm gonna start to make dinner i'll see how good this vegan Alfredo recipe is i'm just gonna like gather all the ingredients and then start making it i don't want to bore you guys with my cooking so i'll just do a little bit of clips here and there i know you guys didn't sign up for cooking videos listening to music is just puts me in the best mood honestly if you're feeling down or if you just want to like have fun put on some music like just like blast it and just have the best time that was disgustingly satisfying well now i know what was stuck inside of me wow that like felt so relieving anyways i'm not i'm not actually good now okay so is this sad no it's Friday it is freaking Friday i was gonna say it's Saturday but it's definitely not Saturday anyways point being i'm feeling amazing right now sometimes i have these weird moments where i just kind of realize or just kind of realize like how lucky i am for the life that i live and for the people in my life and i don't want to cry like i was not trying to cry right now but i just get in these moods sometimes where i'm so so happy and just grateful for just everything it's the best thing i get so emotional i didn't know what me to cry like i was just i wasn't even planning on saying this but listen you know what i you literally turn on the camera and i just talked to you guys because i feel like you guys are all my friends talking to the camera like it feels like i'm talking to you right now like you know what i mean like it's like we're best friends so if you watch my videos i can consider you my best friend that's all i'm gonna turn on the camera like i'll plan to say something and then like i'll venture off into saying like some other thing because it's like i'm talking to someone like it's weird it's really weird like when i first started talking to the camera i was like robotic and i like froze and like it was weird but now it's like i can see you guys in the lens because isn't that weird that like i'm talking to like a camera but like you guys are like in there like you're watching this on your screens like isn't it weird that you guys are watching me on your screen from whatever in the world right now like you guys are watching my videos like in your own house why is that so weird oh my god i'm i'm in a deep thinking right now i mean i'm having a deep thinking episode right now this is so weird i love when i get into these types of moods about at the same time it's like it's weird but anyways i have this mess as you can see behind me and it's friday night and i'm being so lame and i'm cleaning that's weird anyways oh it's gonna be friday when you guys from this video is published so that's kind of funny too anyways i'm getting so sidetracked right now when i actually wanted to say why i actually turned on the camera i have this mess it's like from when i went camping i just kind of like dealt my bag out because i needed my defo bag for my soccer practice so i dumped all the clothing out and it's behind me round up shit everywhere and since it's like the weekend tomorrow i just want to like go in it with a fresh start or at least like just tidy up my clothing right now start to fold while i talk to you guys but i read this quote and i wanted to share it with you guys because this is what i wanted to talk about what's up okay stop waiting for friday for summer for someone to fall in love with you for life happiness is achieved when you stop waiting for it and make the most of the moment you are in now and i think i've like spoken about this before but i just i need to say more things and say it again it's like it's good and it's okay to look forward to things in life like if you have a vacation whatever it is it's like good and it's healthy it's fine to look forward to things but don't live for the things that you look forward to you know what i mean let's say i booked a vacation six months from now okay a leading up to those six months all i'm thinking about is that vacation i'm the days are passing me by and i'm not even noticing i'm just robotic like closed minded tunnel vision until i get on that vacation because my mindset is like okay gotta do this work before i go on vacation i'm gonna suck it up but it's like you're just wasting your life like even though you're looking forward to that vacation and it's getting you through your work that's an issue because that vacation is getting you through your work if that even makes any sense like you have just look for the happiness in each and every single day in each moment that you're in instead of yearning for it in the future looking forward to that thing that's happening in two weeks from now that's gonna get you through the week and i used to do this a lot where like obviously if i had a vacation and i'd be in school or whatever i'd be like it's okay i'm just gonna tough it out and i'm tunnel vision it all the way into that vacation when i look back at the time that i tunnel visioned it's like i barely remember that time in my life because i was so like just robotic like and not the days were just passing me by and that's why it's so important to live in the present because like you're never gonna get this moment back like this moment right now that's never gonna come back to me there's so much beauty in the present that like sometimes we don't even notice you're never gonna be actually happy until you're happy within the present and you don't have that thing to look forward to you like you're just happy the way you are you're happy with what you're doing and that's it i literally said that i was going to fold my shit okay i need to start folding and talking because i took a multitasking obviously anyways if we live all of our days just like purposely looking forward to something and that's like all we do it's kind of like putting a band-aid on the problem you know it's not really like fixing that internal need that internal whole it's putting a band-aid on the problem and i think that you need like more than that you need to search for happiness in your day-to-day life and change things if you're not already happy within your day-to-day life and i don't think that making something to look forward to however often it's gonna be the problem solver to your unhappiness or your boredom try and like reflect on your day and realize like what did i do today that made me happy like start finding happiness in every day in every moment because if we're always looking forward to something or focusing on the past like you're gonna miss out on your own life and like that's so true like you're literally gonna miss out on your own life if you're always looking forward to something else these normal regular days that we're living through are just as important like a monday is just as important as friday is just as important as saturday it's the same day just because it's a monday or friday or saturday like at the end of the day it's the same thing you wake up and you go to bed it's a day and that is it so just because like oh you have work on monday or whatever it is that doesn't mean that automatically your monday's or your tuesday's have to be shitty that's just like that mindset that you have ingrained in you because oh the work week starts monday so it's gonna be shitty um what if you have the mindset going into it like hey i'm starting a brand new week i'm alive another day like have that mindset going into your days that it's something to be happy about no matter what like every moment is special if you're visible in your job you want to do something else go do that like what is going to make you look forward to being in the present moment like what's going to make you happy in the present moment and think about that also try and like be in the present moment like stop thinking about past or the future or something else because the present moment is the only moment that exists if you think about it the future doesn't exist yet past doesn't exist anymore because it's over with and right now is the only moment that exists it's only moment that's real if we're not taking advantage of that if we're not living in the present moment then you're never gonna find that true happiness my challenge to you guys is just stop looking forward to things and start living your days out happily like it is an exciting day every day because it is like you're alive another day not everyone gets a chance to say that okay guys so i just got into bed and i'm gonna be reading this book and this is the summer i turn pretty series so i finished the first one and i'm on to the second book i'm like almost halfway through and the first book was like honestly pretty slow things started having more towards the end and this book it seems like it's gonna be really good but it's keeping me interested it's keeping me intrigued so it's good so far but i'll give you guys like an update when i'm done the whole series because i feel like i've got to finish everything first before i like get my final verdict but i'm just gonna sit down and read my book because we're on a book wave okay we're reading wave and i'm gonna have some brookside chocolates these are the pomegranate flavor these are so good if you guys have never had these i'm telling you you're missing out like you need to try these right now they're so good and they always hit the spot and of course i got my smart sweets as well because it's a friday night okay i'm gonna sit back i'm gonna read and eat during my friday night you know friday nights don't have to be wild they can be whatever you want it to be because sometimes i realize like i am such a homebody i'm such a homebody like the second i step out of the house not the second camp that's like over exciting but like after i step out of the house for too long i think to myself like i just want to be in my bed right now like i just want to be at home like i'm such a homebody i love being at home like sometimes when i go out like to a party or just out on a friday night or whenever it is like sometimes i like regret it and be like i wish i was home right now let me know if you guys are like a homebody or not a homebody a friday night spending it either watching netflix reading or doing watching youtube videos while eating that is like a for me but anyways i'm gonna end off the video here because i feel like i was just rambling on for the last part of the video but you know what i love talking to you guys and i just need to get stuff off my chest and i feel like you guys just are the perfect people to talk to because when i talk to a camera i can't talk back so i can just keep going and going you know what i mean anyways i'm gonna shut up now read my book relax enjoy my friday night and i'm gonna be vlogging tomorrow because i'm going downtown so i'm gonna start a new vlog tomorrow but yeah thank you guys so much for watching and thank you so much for all your amazing nice sweet comments like you guys are literally the best and yeah i'll see you guys in my next video don't forget to 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