 Hey girl, welcome back to another video. If you're new here, my name is Cara. Do not forget to like, comment, and subscribe. I'm sitting down with y'all today and give me a life update. I feel like I haven't sat down and talked to y'all and let y'all know what's been going on in my life. But first, a shout out to Sephora for sponsoring this video. Y'all, the Sephora Savings event is here. I love when the Sephora Savings event comes around because it's the perfect opportunity to stock up and also try new products that you've been wanting to try. Baby, I'm going to be stocking up, okay? And I am a Rouge member. I get first access. I get 20% off from October 27th to November 6th. You are a VIP member. You get to shop 15% off starting from October 31st to November 6th. So if you are an insider, you get to start shop from the same event October 31st to November 6th. Also like always, Sephora Collection is 30% off starting from October 27th through November 6th. 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And also I'm gonna leave some breaks on what I'm gonna be adding to my cart that's just sitting there waiting for me to click checkout, okay? So make sure you check the description box below. My skin looks so good right now. I did the Shiny Darden appeal the other day and it just, oh my God, her peel is so good. Please go check that out, please. So yeah, what I've been loving to do y'all when I do my makeup is apply a lip plump. And this is the one by Dr. Dennis Gross. This is a new treatment. Y'all have to go get this. When I tell you my lips look so volumptuous and juicy. And also when I apply this, I feel like I don't have to re-apply lip gloss. I feel like my lips are super hydrated. So I really been just loving to apply this. So I will be sucking up on this because I know I'm running low. I gotta update y'all on everything that's going on in my life, good and bad. Life just be life in. What I've been loving to put on my eyebrows is the Rify medium brown brow tint. Y'all, y'all have to get this. It literally looks like your eyebrows are tinted. Every time I wear this, people are like, are your eyebrows laminated? And I'm like, no. Well, look how good. Even though my eyebrows need to be done a little bit, the brow looks amazing. 10 out of 10. I've been really just loving a fresh face in brows. Like even if I'm not going anywhere special and I just put on my concealer, so good. And look at the lip plump. It's working already. I can feel it. Before we continue, I want to talk about body products because I did just get out the shower. And y'all know I love the Fenty Butter Drop. This is the only body cream that I use every single day. And y'all seeing that they just came back with warm cinnamon that smells like cinnamon buns that Aliyah put us on. It's already sitting in my cart, waiting for me to shop that for the Sephora Safety Event. Make sure y'all go stock up. I love putting my sunscreen on. Y'all already know if you aren't wearing sunscreen, girl, what are you doing? I bounce between Shiseido and the Fenty Skin. I really love both of these because they really give me a nice subtle glow. Well, I like to mix my sunscreen mixed with the Drunk Elephant Bronze Drop. Look how good it looks. I just look super bronzy, glowy. Oh my God. And it's so cozy in this room right now because I have the Mason Margiela replica by the fireplace going. Y'all, it smells so good. It smells just like a fire. And I got the oil diffuser and the candle going. Oh my God. We're just getting the fall vibes in here. This duo right here. The bronzing drops and the sunscreen. Yes. Go get it girl. Go get it girl. I love using my Donna Karen deodorant. This is the Cashmere Mist. I've noticed such a huge difference under my armpits. I don't know what they put in this but I feel like it lightens up my armpit. I don't know. I've really been loving this deodorant. If you haven't tried it, now's the time. All right, so now that I got the body products all the way, we're gonna start our makeup. And we're gonna get into the news, the 411. What's been going on, Kyra? What's been going on, Kyra? We'll start with the most recent news because I don't wanna be crying during this. Get ready with me. Oh, this is so hard to talk about even though she's doing good just the thought of the whole situation. Recently, oh, this is so hard. There's no easy way to say this but recently my mama had an aneurysm. Her blood pressure was so elevated that it tore. It tore, it ripped one of her arteries so they had to do emergency heart surgery on her. This was right after I came back from church, like the weekend after like that Monday. That day was like a block for me. Like she had to go into surgery, she called me and she was like, Kyra, I have to go into emergency surgery. Y'all, I just busted out crying. Like, oh my God, I'm gonna come. And she was like, no, Kyra, you need to be strong for me and that's exactly what I've been trying to do because y'all know I'm like a super duper crybaby. When it happened, I was like just praying super hard and you know, just the thought of just, just the thought of it going wrong. But I knew it wasn't gonna go wrong because thank God. Nobody could see her that first day but my stepdad was there and making sure that everything was all good. The surgery went all good. So then after that, I went home, I flew back home. I was literally logged off. She had to get another procedure after a month after the first procedure because they had to go back in and fix something. So now she's still currently in the hospital. She already had her second procedure, which I'm like, it's just crazy to think that she had two heart surgery procedures. So she's in the hospital. It's just been a lot to deal with. I just thank God every day for, you know, just watching over her, just making sure she's, it's the strength that she needs to recover during this process. Cause this is only temporary and I tell her this all the time. I'm so used to my mama being my strength but I have to read the strength for her so she can get better. So she can come back over here to Atlanta and you know, just give us all the positive vibes. Just, this is what I've been dealing with. I've been going back and forth, trying to come back and do work, just trying to go there, just trying to balance between the two then also just keep my spirits high. And I'm just so, so, so, I'm just so grateful to have people in my life that check up on me every single day, check up on my mama. Like I couldn't ask for like a better support system around me that is just always checking up on me. And I'm just so grateful that God answered my prayers when I asked him if he can just bless me with the people that are supposed to be here. So blessed my mama is still here. The people around me, I just feel so much love. I feel loved. I feel so much joy. I've been loving on myself and just, I just feel like so blessed, but that's just what's been going on right now. And I just wanna try to keep praying for my mama so she can get, you know, better. They wanted her to do deep breathing when she was going through her APA process. And I took a breathing treatment. I don't know if y'all watch that vlog, but I took a breathing treatment on how to breathe in the morning during the day when I have anxiety and then at nighttime before I go to sleep. Also, I just fell in love with walking. So I just can't wait till she's out the hospital and just wanted to move around. She's taking her time. I don't want her to rush her recovery process either. But when she gets to that state where she's like, okay, I can get up and be mobile more because she does have to walk. I just can't wait to be able to walk with her because I enjoy walking now. So that's what's been going on. That's what I posted on my Instagram. This was her second procedure. I posted on my Instagram like, please send so much love. She was like, did you tell them yet? And I was like, no. Cause I really just wanted to deal with it in private, but this has been going on. I just wanna try to, you know, just pray for her. Did get back on her regular heart rhythm today. Thank you, Jesus. Lord, please watch over my mama. Please allow her to get the strength that she needs to get over this recovery process. Lord, please nourish her body with everything that she needs to get back to me, get back to herself. Lord, thank you so much. In Jesus name I pray, amen. Yeah, that's what's been going on. I was literally dreading telling y'all because I knew I was gonna like cry and stuff because I'm like, that's my mama. That's like, that's my strength when I don't feel like it. That's literally who I call, the first person I call when something is wrong. But yeah, I know this is just temporary and everything is gonna be. And don't mind this redness here from the lip plump, y'all. The lip plump is very, very strong. So if you get it on any other parts of your face on accident, don't worry, it'll go away. But you'll see a slight little redness or inflammation on your face, like it is right now. Don't mind that. We finna get our face together. I've really been loving just doing a light subtle beat with Fenty or Dinesse Myrids. These are my two go-to foundations as of lately. And I've been working so hard on my skin and I just wanted to, you know, just show and shine and glow. Between the Dinesse Myrids, yummy skin, between the e-drop blur plus smooth tint stick in the number 14, I love these two. So during the Sephora Sabers event, I highly recommend that these two products, they literally make my skin look like just enhanced and glowy and nice and just even. Today, we're gonna use the Fenty stick. I really love this. It really just melts in your skin straight from the stick. It's so good. But actually first, I lied. Actually first, I'm gonna go in with the Charlotte Tilbury to color correct under my eyes. My under eyes been looking so good lately. I do get PRS. I do go for my third treatment in a couple of days. It just helps tremendously. I just like to go in with this and make everything nice and even. Everything looks flawless. Wake up flawless. Okay y'all, so we're gonna go down the timeline on things that's been happening recently in my life. Obviously y'all see me go see Beyonce so many times. Can y'all believe fall is here already? Fall is here and she's ready. I can't believe someone went so fast y'all but I'm actually putting together something that really explains my summer and how it made me feel. And I just can't wait to drop this because it's just something I've been wanting to do for a while. So I just wanna really test my creativity with this. And so yeah, just be on the lookout for that. So if you aren't subscribed, you need to right now. And I'm just really so inspired by Beyonce. I know y'all are like, why does she go see her so much? Just for the experience, I got to see her first time, the first time in London. And that was my first time in London. It was such a good experience. I may wanna move to London. I don't have no kids yet. I don't have a man. I'm just like, why not go experience that Euro living life? Just to say I did it. Chilly vibes. We'll see, we'll see, we'll see. But I literally loved London. I loved going to Paris. I love getting on the Euro star. It was such a nice experience. And yeah, I can't wait to go back to Europe. I actually can't wait to go back on vacation. Obviously my tan, is that beaning? I don't like that. If so many places I still need to visit, y'all, I can't even believe I've never been to Tallone yet. Explore different countries in the world. I wanna go to Thailand. I wanna go to Bali, maybe Bora. Let me know down in the comments where y'all think I should go next. Because I'm itching. I'm itching for that paper. I love to create a story. That's what I've been doing with my vlogs lately. As y'all noticed, y'all, like, oh my God, it's so cinematic. So for concealer, I'm gonna go in with the House Labs mixed with the NARS creamy concealer in the color Biscuit. And the House Labs is color 21 light medium. Y'all, our eyes will not crease. I'ma stick beside it. I'ma stick beside it. Fairwise, I love making my YouTube videos. But obviously, I wanna elevate and get into more things. And as I'm creating my content and my YouTube videos, I'm really falling in love with making them small fills with my montages and just really telling a story. Because that's really what vlogs are, essentially, are putting everything together as an experience. And I just love to make my videos an experience for y'all to be like, damn. It's over already. I wanna watch it again. Y'all been enjoying it. I've been reading y'all comments. I take y'all criticism and y'all feedback. I love looking at the comments and I literally, y'all are the audience. So why would I not listen to the audience? I'm like, oh my God, I can see you making a film one day. And I'm like, yes, yes, yes. Maybe, I don't know. Maybe if that's in the bingo cards. Cause my mama being in our hospital was definitely not in the bingo card for this year. Yeah. And content is really what you make it. There is no right or wrong way to make your content. So I was like, you know, I'm just gonna do this how I wanna do it. It may take some time to edit. Like it literally takes me a good, maybe a day and a half to edit a whole video because I go ahead and find the songs to go with the vibes. Or I just have to make sure all the clips look good. And just, yeah, it just takes time. And then I have to watch all the film back. It could be three hours worth of footage. Girl, it's just a process. But I just love putting that work in and y'all get that experience. And I really do it for y'all. So I love y'all. My cross. And I'm just really ready to elevate in my career. I don't have a manager. I'd never had a manager. Me and my mom do this like in with her health going on. I really just want her to focus on her health when she comes out the hospital. I'm going in with the NARS. Creamy concealer for contour and the color chocolate. I love contouring with this. It's so creamy, hydrating, so easy to blend. Want her to focus on her health because girl, why is she in a hospital bed still trying to reply to emails? Oh, please. Just relax. Like I've been trying to reply to my own emails but sometimes it can get overwhelming for me because there's a lot sometimes. So it's hard for me to do emails, make content, post on TikTok, like do Instagram stories, reply back to y'all, do stuff for my mental health. It's a lot sometimes. So I'm praying to God that God really leads me into the right direction with maybe an agency, maybe a manager that gives me good vibes that I can help me get into these rooms that I wanna be in or give me these opportunities that I feel like I wanna take on. I'm just really ready to type it to the next level. I might be making another Instagram too, so maybe look out for that. Not anything related to fashion or anything. I may make another page for my nails but there may be another page coming out. Like not just my nails, okay, there might be two Instagram pages coming out. So for my nails and like, you know, I love to take pictures of just anything and like create stuff. So I may make a separate page for that and then some nails. So be on the lookout y'all. When people be like, where do you see yourself in five years? Girl, I see myself thriving. That's all I know. I don't know what's gonna be in but I see myself thriving, you know? Cause I never know what's gonna happen. You never know what's gonna happen tomorrow. You never know what's gonna happen next week. I don't have like a set like plan. I'm just going with whatever God allowing in my life. So I'ma let him do his big one, you know? And I'm getting closer to God y'all. I try to go to church every single Sunday. Today it's like a routine for me now. I haven't made any friends there yet but yeah, I just, you know, go to church and I've just been loving it. It's just my Sunday routine to get the word in and I always leave so feeling so blessed and anything that's new that I haven't gone to, I get anxiety. And I remember I had anxiety going to church for the first time. Even when I went to therapy for the first time, I was crying. I know like new environments can cause, can really like up anxiety. And I was like, yeah, I have my anxiety right now and I just start crying. But as soon as like I get in there, I was, you know, comfortable. I was like, I love new things, but then as soon as I do, I'm like, like, what are you doing? Like it's exciting, but it's like I'm nervous cause I know I'm gonna get emotional. That's, that's why. Cause I know I'm gonna feel these emotions cause I'm just an emotional person. As you all can see, the face is coming together. So yeah, in life right now, I'm just trying to balance out being in Wisconsin for my mama, trying to be there for my mental health, trying to elevate in my career. I'm posting more on TikTok now. So make sure you go follow me on TikTok. I'm on my TikTok, get ready with me. Like y'all been loving their hair videos too. I'm like, wow, I ain't gotta keep getting my hair done. But I always get my hair done, so it makes sense. And yeah, I always switch it up when it comes to quick weaves. I've just been having fun with different textures and styles. And y'all have been loving it over there on TikTok. So I'm gonna keep doing it. That's really what life is all about, is just having fun, letting your hair down, going to touch grass, just having fun. Don't think too much into it. Just do you boo, have fun. The Laura Mercier Press Powder, y'all. It's, I like it. I go in with the Laura Mercier Press Powder and this is in the color 2W106. So I like to go in with a press powder first under my eyes. And like I said, y'all, the concealer does not crease. Y'all see it, it didn't crease at all. So this combination, combination. Love, love, love, love, love, love. But yeah, lately I've just been really loving on me and doing new things that I never thought I would get so much enjoyment from. Like I go on my walks every morning and that just gets me in my gratitude stay. I just love doing different things now. Now on to Kelly, because Kelly is somebody who really gets me out of my comfort zone. This friendship blossomed when we went to London. She invited me and she was like, I'm going to see Beyonce. Cause essentially I booked her for my makeup. I booked her for my makeup and then we like instantly clicked. Like I'm like, oh, she's a cool girl. Yeah, I'm going to see Beyonce in London. Do you want to come like while doing my makeup? And I was like, yes, oh my God, yes, I want to come. So that's how that happened. And I'm a person, I really take risk when it comes to friendships. I am just that type of person because I still am very open to meeting new people cause you never know who was supposed to be your people or who was supposed to be in your life. So I'm like, yeah, cause you can just, you know, you can cut somebody off quick. Okay, I did this with Aaliyah too. We took a girl's ship to Miami and we like this now. But yeah, she is somebody who gets me out of my comfort zone and she does things that I would normally not do. So yeah, I love her, love her life. It was just a beautiful friendship that blossomed and I'm just so, so happy to have her in my life. And yeah, I'm going to go in and bake with the Givenchy Prism Libre Powder. It's like a pink color. So I like to bake around my nose with this. And right now I have like a, I have a guy group of friends as well and it includes Royal Sean and Tommy. And we are, it's just a lot of fun being with them. I just never thought I would have like a group of guy friends. It's crazy. Let alone all my friends, like everybody, like I just love how I have these different connections with so many different people and they bring me so much joy and I just, I'm just so happy to have them around. Like I'm really appreciative to have them around because it's hard making friends as an adult. You don't know who to trust. You just, you just never know, but I'm just so happy that, you know, I'm friends with beautiful people that really just make me so happy. So I'm just, I'm just grateful. So for us, I'm going to go in with the Denisa Myrick's Beauty Roundwork Defining Neutrals. This palette is gorgeous. Gorgeous. So with this palette, she made it to be a one-stop shop, y'all. So basically you can contour, highlight. So there's creams and then there's pressed powders for like eyeshadow. I got ready with Denisa Myrick. She's such a sweet lady. This palette was basically inspired by her journey because she used create makeup. She didn't have enough money to go to the store. So she was like, okay, let me just see what I can do, mix up, do a little chemistry one, two. And that's what inspired her to make this palette. You can color correct with this eyeshadow concealer. I'm just going to use this for my eyeshadow today. I'm going to be taking the color core. I guess we can talk about dating in Atlanta. Dating in Atlanta is honestly trash. It's so trash. I've been single for a while. I was really focused on myself. I had to just take a break from talking to anybody this summer, really focused on bettering myself, maturing myself, because I really don't want to go in a relationship with toxic ways. Like, it's just not healthy. I can't focus. It's just not something I want to do in my next mature relationship moving forward. I feel like now, okay, I can talk to somebody. If somebody wants to approach me cool, just never know. I want to date quality men. I want to date quality men. It doesn't matter how many dudes you have on your roster. If they're not giving quality, then they're just really taking up space. Crazy how men want to be treated like women these days. You a sassy girl. I don't like it. I had like three potentials. The first one that I saw potential in, I thought he was cute or whatever. And this was like a month ago. Long story short, he was cool tapping around the time when my mom first had her surgery when I just wasn't talking. And I was like, yeah, I'll just get back to you when I get back into town. So then when I got back into town, cause I had to come back and get some work done and then shoot back to Wisconsin. I texted and I was like, hey, I'm back in the town. Like, what are you trying to do? And this was on a Saturday, I remember it. Cause he was like, oh, okay, it sounds good. What you doing on Monday? So you're brushing me off two days. Cause I was testing on Saturday. Damn, I can't see you on Sunday. Maybe family day. I don't know. Normally when, you know, if they double life, they'll go ahead and have Sunday be their day with the family, which is cool. Monday, I was like, I'm working. I don't know if I'm overreacting. You know, maybe he did have plans, whatever. So I didn't even text them back. So then fast forward, I was with my home girls and I was trying to see what's going on outside. And so I hit them up. I was like, hey, what are you doing tonight? Blah, blah, blah. He was like, oh, I'm at this club, come through with the girls. And I was like, okay, bitch. So he went there or whatever. He had a section. I was like, oh my God, my feet hurt. He was like, I can run them for you tonight. And I was like, okay, like, cool. And I was on my period. So it wasn't nothing going down. And if nothing was going down anyways, like, no. So I spent the night, nothing went down, like I said. But we did like, smooch. The next morning, we're watching a movie. So we watched a movie. I'm gonna spray my face, airbrush, false filter, straw this over. We wake up the next day. We wake up. He orders me breakfast. We watch a movie. Literally, I'm over there until like one a lot. It's time to go. I'm like, okay, I gotta go. Also, I really have to pay attention to how guys really carry a conversation. If you can or not. Good thing that movie was playing because he was not holding a good conversation. So I was just like, this is weird. I'm ready to go. I call my car and then I bounce. I didn't hear from him. Like, I'm really big on me and making sure a woman gets home safely. And if you don't do that, then you're not equality, man. I'm not even tripping. I didn't hit him up. He didn't check up on me and I felt some type of way. So fast forward, I end up seeing him again, like weeks later on accident. This photographer was actually taking photos of me and I was at this little lounge. The photographer was like, hey, some, some one too. And I was like, who? And then I look over and I see him and I was like, oh yeah, you're weird. I was like, you're weird. He was like, no, I can explain. So he told me some devastating news happened in his family, which is understood. Of course, like you want to log out, nothing else matters. That is totally understood. It didn't happen as soon as I got in that car. He was like, no, I'm gonna try to make it up to you. I'm gonna text you tomorrow. I said, no, like I'm like, no, like don't even waste your time. This is just probably not going anywhere. It's just not aligning. And I'm just at the point in my life where you got one time with me. You got one time, cause I'm so sorry. Somebody is literally going to do what you want them to do the first time. Wrong man is going to know if he's interested or not. I feel like I was just doing something cause I haven't done anything, like talk to like a man in a minute. So I was like, whatever. Kelly was there with me and she was like, this the guy you were talking about? Ugh girl, you must have been so bored. I thought he was cute personally, but she was like, no. And when your friends give their opinion, it's just like, maybe I like this personality. Fast forward to another situation. All these men I'm meeting in person too and they don't have a lot of followers which is like a thumbs up for me. I'm gonna go in with the Sephora collection brush. I love this so much. This is in the number 50 is tapered. I use this for many things actually. Press the powder in. I treat myself so well. I worked so hard. I treat myself so well. To somebody to think they can come into my life and treat me low on how I treat myself is just crazy. I'm not gonna tell you how to treat me. You're either gonna do it or you're not. I'm a child of God and God is going to bring me who is supposed to be my person, okay? I really have faith in that and I mean, it's no rush. I'm still out here living my best single life. And then there was another male that I met and he spent the whole weekend with me and my friends. And y'all get this, he was a twin. I was like, oh my God, is this my, is this my his soul mate? He was a twin. That was, oh my God, I'm a twin. It was kind of cool to me. He was so cool. The same day I met him, he came in the midtown market with us. He was out all night with us. We went on a date actually and he was actually the person that put me on Dion Sanders. We had, you know, had our date and then we went to a lounge and then the Colorado versus Colorado State was on. And y'all, now I'm so obsessed with football. It's crazy. I was like, oh my God, this game is so good. Like please take me to a Colorado game so I can be one of Dion Sanders sons because they is fine. They are fine. Oh my God. Who the oldest? Which one is the oldest? Because I need the oldest, okay? Next I'm gonna go in with the Nars Punta Cana for a little bit of color. You need to bring some color back into me. He was the one that put me on Dion Sanders. He was watching the game, such good vibes. And then the next day we went to the football game. He came with us to the Packers and the Falcons game which was so much fun. I can't wait to go to more football games. Jay actually was the one with this idea but Kelly was the one that wanted to go to a soccer game that I was like, oh my God, this is so much fun. Sports are so much fun. And I used to play sports. So I'm like, why have I never wanted to do this? And after that it was like, we just downline. Like he was cool but he wasn't giving like, oh I want this to be my man. And lastly, right now recently I'm still, we're still doing our thing. But recently I've been talking to somebody that I really vibe with. We really get along like my best friend type of thing. Like I can be my authentic self around him. He can be his authentic self around me. And then he recently just took me on this little getaway. I don't know if y'all watched my TikTok but I did like a get ready with me for like a getaway and stuff like that. And you know, with stuff going on, I like to still do stuff for my mental health. I love to check out and just live in the moment. So I wanted to do that with him. So I was like, this is so exciting. I'm gonna get us paint. I'm gonna get us canvases so we can paint and like do the sipping painting and he wanted to cook. So I was like, oh my God, this is so cute. I was like, yes, I'll come. And the date was so cute, y'all. We had such a good time. I went to go get lingerie and stuff. That's just the type of person I am. I wanted to be comfortable in the house. It wasn't essentially for him. It was for me to feel comfortable in the house. You know, I'm sipping my wine. I'm making, you know, like cute. Something upset me and I love how he handled it. And I really have always just prayed for somebody with good communication skills to really listen and hear what I'm saying. Things that I feel like it may hurt my feelings. I did the whole date thing, but we had to go run a couple of years cause we forgot some things. So we end up going to Target and Trader Joe's. So the first one, we went to Trader Joe's. I was like, oh my God, should we get like Dick? Cause I still want to make a charcuterie board too. And he was like, no. And I was like, okay, like I was like, whatever. Like he don't want to dip, whatever. Cool. Then we go to Target and I'm a type of person that really goes above and beyond to create a vibe. Anywho, so we go to Target and we're literally about to check out. And I'm like, wait, should we get a candle? And he was like, no, I don't think that's the necessary. We're only going to be there for a day. You're not passing the vibe check, sir. Even though we do get along so well, I was just like, why can't I get a candle? And in my mind, I'm like, I should have just grabbed the candle because I can do what I want. I'm really not used to a man's telling me, no. I don't get too much of an attitude cause like I said, I'm really working on my skills on, you know, trying not to be toxic and just trying to express myself in a healthy way. I went ahead and was like, yeah, with you, I think I'm just gonna, you know, just do what I want without asking permission. Because I feel like you're the type of person. I feel like there's a scale. There's above average. There's average and there's below average. And I feel like you're like, you're at average. I just was like, I'm just the type of person to create a vibe, whether it be like the smallest thing. He was just looking at me and just listening, just nodding his head. And I was like, why are you nodding your head? And he was like, I'm hearing you. Like I'm hearing you cause we're still getting to know each other essentially. So he was like, I'm hearing what you're saying. I'm just, you know, taking it all in. I don't want you to feel like that and also you're right. I should have just, you know, considered what you wanted to do. Cause after all, this is an experience for you as well. And I was like, yeah, it was so nice. Even though he may not, he probably isn't my husband. Just so nice to be in a situation where this man really is hearing like my feelings and seeing that they're valid. You know what I'm saying? And then when we got to the house, he stopped at the store and got a candle, whatever. But when we made it to the house, he was like, I'm still so sorry. Just very apologetic about it. I don't want to argue. I just want to have a simple conversation. We hear each other out and we move past it. Cause I've never seen that in person. I've never normally like in the past, if I would have said, oh, why we can't get a candle. They would have said, girl, grow up. It's a candle, like stuff like that. Like his reaction wasn't like that. And I thought that was healthy and hopefully, you know, I come across more men that know how to communicate like that. But it was just very nice to see that really like, you know. Yeah. Yeah, I told him I appreciated him for that. He was like, you're so welcome. And all I've been praying for y'all is just a beautiful black, gorgeous man that just is just obsessed with me and knows how to communicate. That's all I want, literally all I want. The day was so cute. As soon as I got there, I was like, you know what? I'm going to change into my lingerie. And I, like I said, I do it from me, whatever. And I just like to be a little bit of a tease. But he was like, and I was like, yeah, this could have been unnecessary. Unnecessary, a candle, spark of flame. Are you crazy? But I was just like, wow, this is so cute. Like we was like cooking together and that song came on. And it was, I felt like I was in a movie. I was like, oh my God. I've really been loving Denys and Myris. Her stuff is so chef's kiss. I'm going to go in with the Bellini. This is one of her blushes. I've really been loving the coffee that I need in the morning. And he going to say, he was like, yeah, that's the soundtrack to our movie. I was like, boy. Look how gorgeous this blush is. Like, oh my God. I like to build off friendship first, essentially too. Because I feel like if y'all are friends first, the respect is just at all time. Like, cause y'all, I won't, I want a family. I want to have kids, like working hard. Just, you know, it doesn't mean anything if you don't have nobody to share it with. You know what I'm saying? And there's no better feeling. You know, having a partner, you can grow it and essentially be a witness to the greatness that you are going to have in your life. All this great stuff happening. You just want somebody to be there to witness it all with you, you know? I really like Patrick's Todd's blush cause I love that it comes with a cream and a powder. So I'm just going to go on top of the blush. Y'all got to get into Patrick Todd's products because his stuff is so good. And also he has a body glow that looks gorgeous on the skin. Like I said, all these products will be linked down below. And I just like to take a beauty blender and just go ahead and lick at a wrist to give me like some life back into my skin. I'm going to mix the Charlotte Tilbury stick with the Rafai. I'm just going to go in the two colors and then I'm going to take that same beauty blender and just lick at a wrist again. And whatever happens in my life, I'm so appreciative to y'all for being here rocking with this girl all the time. The appreciation that I have for y'all runs deep. Deep, deep, deep, deep, deep. I need to do a little bit more nose contour. I'm going to go in with the Charlotte Tilbury airbrush bronzer. And this was just my like a natural everyday makeup. But when I go out, obviously, I'll add a little wing. And then when I do add wing, y'all have to go grab this. This is the toothpaste, better than sex. I have no idea what I'm going to be for Halloween. I've actually never dressed up now that I think about it. But all my friend groups are asking me like, what we doing? Ain't nobody making a move yet. So I am going to essentially wait for somebody to make a move, whoever shoots first. Wins. Now to go in with the lip combo y'all. My room right now smells so good. Look how good my lips look. Y'all have to go to get the lip remover. It's so good. Like this is what I'm talking about. Like just setting a vibe in here, just making it all cozy. And the nerve of him to say it's not necessary. It's crazy. But at the end of the day, he's a man. But at the end of the day, I should be running the shop. I just, I really couldn't believe you said that to me. This is my favorite lip liners. So good. I love to go in with the Sephora collection, a lip stain, and this is in a color 32, which is nude blush y'all. It's like the perfect nude, so good. And you only need like a little bit because it's so pigmented. This is sunny, sunny, stunning girl. So pretty. And then I'm gonna go in with the YSL Candy Glaze. I, the way this makes your lips look is crazy. Just the glaze we need to go on top. This lip combination is everything. It's so good. Like wow. Sent y'all, I have to put it on to set the vibes. I'm gonna go in with the Mason Margiela by the fireside. Love, love, love. Oh my God. Actually mix it with the Tom Ford Tobacco Vanillier because the combination. Oh my God, my face's beets were ready for the day. Yes, guys, yes, guys, y'all. Oh my gosh, you look cute. Ready to take on the day. And I love my short hair right now, y'all. I just got my hair done and it looks so good. I love the shortness. I just really wanted something a little bit more mature and grown and I just love it. I love this. Like, Deja really did her big one. Yeah, y'all, this is the face for the day. Love my nails, y'all. I've been really making mature decisions when it comes to my beauty maintenance. I'm like, let me just go for some sexy red nails. Like, I'm just here for the vibes and I'm just ready to just elevate and step into my grown woman-ish, my grown woman era. So, yeah. So I hope y'all enjoyed this life update and to continue to pray for my mama. Thank you all so much for the love. Bounce back and be 10 times better than she was before but I just wanted to let y'all know what's going on in my life. And just everything. And yeah, so, I love y'all so freaking much and I'll see y'all in the next video. And make sure y'all don't forget to shop the Sephora Savings Event and everything that I listed in this video, you need to go grab. And then also I am gonna make a separate links down below on the suggestions. I think that you should grab that. I'm gonna be grabbing during the Sephora Savings Event that I haven't, that I don't have already, that I've been wanting to try. I love y'all so freaking much. Y'all make me so happy. Like, creating content for y'all, talking to y'all, y'all bring me so much joy. Money can't buy this, okay? Money can't buy the connection between you and I. So, I love you, girl. Hearts, put it to the screen, yeah. And I'll see you in the next video. Bye.