 Hey girl girl look at this hair y'all my hair is growing. Look at that. Yeah, it's my hair is dirty Always looks best when it's dirty though. I don't even know what the back looks like. Look at that. Look at that It is definitely growing and uh Yeah girl, I'm gonna have to do some more hair related videos, but yeah, I'm not going anywhere I'm not doing anything with my hair. This is the first time I've had my hair down and a very long time Yeah, excuse my accent. I feel like my accent is heavier when I'm at home and with a course when I've been drinking red fine Girl, I need to do my nails. Oh, let me show y'all. We're gonna y'all know how we do this is a chit chat I feel disconnected and I think it's because I'm not vlogging a lot. Yeah, I don't watch my vlog So I'm not gonna waste my time posting a 20 30 minute vlog more of you watch my chit chats and vlogs Which I understand baby. It is what it is. Hold on. Let me adjust this. I should call angels crazy ass when I'm back here Nizzy naps y'all that happen. I want to call Angel or Linda. I want to call Linda real quick y'all while I have time and Just to say how she's doing Hold on y'all Let me call Linda real quick Put over speaker then I'll y'all can hear her say hi and then I'll hang up And I'll cut it out for you to say something like she better say something soon Okay I like she better say I'm like waiting for her to drop something look. I'm doing a chit chat I'm gonna cut the rest of it. I just want you to say hi to everyone Doesn't she announced she pregnant girl stuck up in the house quarantine came up for it is today Tuesday I need to take this whole damn roll of birth control Girl that was a hour long conversation with Linda. She's so sweet y'all. I love me some Linda I talked to I don't talk to a lot of youtubers. I have my youtube friends. I don't talk to them because I'ma let y'all know I don't trust everybody on this platform. Like there's a lot of hypocrisy going around and You just can never I mean, I'm like this in person too. Like my other friends like I don't have a lot of friends close friends that I call friends, but I met I messed with Linda. I like Linda. She cool people. She won't know all ends. I like her I'm gonna talk to her and like two other youtubers y'all know and 20 I talked to busby I need to actually just text busby here later on to see how she's doing Anyway, y'all we I know how we do this chit chat. I talk about what's going on my personal life I talk about what I'm watching on youtube and what I'm watching on tv. So personal life is going great Um school is going good. My favorite is next door um with another kid who homeschools and jayby's doing well My baby's big y'all like I said, he was sleeping in my now he sleeps in my room when I say my room I have my own woman cave Y'all can see a little I have a video on it. It's a little dirty right now So this is what it looks like my bed is not made so we ain't gonna do that So I have my um hair products back here my nail stuff my makeup stuff It's just a woman cave, right? So jay v now sleeps in here because I have my queen size bed in here So he sleeps in here at night because child he ain't feeling that twin size bed So we're gonna have to get him a new bedroom set. Basically. What time is y'all? I'm supposed to be picking up these babies So we're gonna have to get him a new bedroom set. So that's what's going on My husband wants to plan another staycation I'm like so we want to go and spend 200 dollars to go 20 miles and you know What it is what it is normally y'all we travel but we're not traveling outside of the state And so he wants to plan a staycation somewhere here in the valley. I'm like whatever it is what it is. Um My hair is thriving. I haven't been doing anything. However, I have reintroduced coconut oil now y'all I was jumping on the bandwagon with oh, I love coconut oil for everything girl Then I was like girl. I hate coconut oil. I'm never using it again But what I found out with coconut oil I cannot leave it in my hair. Oh, I can't I prefer to use it as a treatment to pre poo Um in a deep conditioner, but I stopped using it in my leaving Um for my leaving oil basically So what I'm going to be doing soon is a video video where I'm just pre pooing with coconut oil and that is it Um, yeah pre pooing with coconut Okay, I smell it again. So yeah, um eating out a lot lately and y'all There is definitely a relationship between food and your behavior a lot of it's genetically modified food It makes you feel good temporarily um, and so I really have um Sorry y'all. I really had Pull back. I'm trying to pull back on junk food and eating out and like It's literally like multiple times a week when it used to be something like one time a one time a month Then it was one time every two weeks now. It's like two to three times a week. I'm eating out So like today I had water burger girl. I went to water burger and Look baby. Like I talked to y'all. I talked to everybody. So at water burger I was like, y'all started laughing. She's like, I know I said, let me taste. No, you don't know Okay, I actually love water burger Now, which by the way, it's water burger not whatever it's water burger And then you got a Popeyes next door. What do you want me to do? And she's like, well, I'll get your food and me and go over next door. I said, no, no, no, no Give me my burger. This is being extra for no reason. So yeah, that's going on Um, today I have my mammogram. You guys, please make sure black women women in general Please make sure you go I know we're in the middle of a pandemic, but please make sure that you are taking care of yourself holistically medically Mentally emotionally. Okay, there's a lot going on um We're not going to get into the losses. I'm just praying for everyone And praying that you have peace and peace of mind Um, I've been saying prayers for people very specific prayers. God still hears us y'all There's a lot going on and I know it feels like we're not being answered He will get there and do time. It's his timing. He hears us. He really I Hold hardly. I know that I believe that. Okay. He hears us. So do not stop praying. Okay so Besides that, we are good. I am blessed to be alive. My husband is good during getting on my nerves My husband is good. He is well um And yeah, we're just making a bot in his hand Now I don't care. You know, you may have mixed feelings about it. I do too, baby, but he's now what I'm watching on youtube Not really watching anything. Excuse me. Y'all got a little indigestion. I'm not really watching anything But there was someone I want to see if I can find her channel She basically talked about oh, let me let me back up a little bit Remember the woman I told y'all the youtuber who lost her husband And I believe it was due to some heart issues um I don't know how I feel about this. Actually, I do know how I feel about this as a christian But I'm never gonna judge someone she apparently seeked out a medium for you know Because of the death of her husband I get it. She Fills the need to try to reconnect with that and so I think that's why she's seeked out Well, she sought girl. She sought out, you know Speaking to a medium or a psychic and so I was like, hmm And she got a lot of thumbs down for that video because she has a lot of christians who Who watch her channel and who are subscribe would never thumbs down on someone's video because of that You do whatever you want, baby. So y'all there's somebody I was watching. I'm gonna try to see if I can find her channel Excuse me and um She basically had she's vlog. She had a couple of videos. I'm trying to go through y'all like I can't find her Oh, hell No, hold on girl. Um, she basically had a video like title. I cheated on my husband and god I'm like, okay girl. Did you cheat on your husband and god or what's going on? So um Yes The video is titled I cheated on my honey because you don't see a lot of females talking about this, right It's titled I cheated on my husband and god. Let's let's get this out of the way so you can watch us grow Then she literally have another video I found for the divorce. It's not funny I found for the divorce for divorce months later. So I think what happened with this woman Oh, let me give you her channel name Just j walk like you j walking just j walk just j walk so What I gather what happened with this particular youtuber. She's a chocolate beautiful sister What I think What I you know from what I was watching is that they were having issues in the marriage The enemy knows just went to show up. He gives you exactly what you think you may need to distract you walk by So anyway, this woman youtuber get to the point girl She admitted that her her husband was Were in a dark spot and they were literally like separated in the house They were living together But they were sleeping in separate bedrooms and they were eventually trying to work out work it out In the midst of this separation She had an affair she had an affair and it dragged on for a couple of months Now y'all I know there are certain people who feel like if you are separated You're really not cheating. I beg to differ I feel like if you are legally married if you are Still under the same roof if you are separated and trying to make it work out and you Still are talking to someone in my opinion. That's still cheating. I'm sorry. It's still cheating. Sorry Um, now if you have moved out you have separated you said I'm taking a break. I'm done Why don't you just wait till you get a divorce? It's getting some niggling that important and in her situation. It really wasn't About sex and I don't I don't even think she necessarily has sex with this this other person I think he was an emotional Affair which in my opinion sometimes can be worse. So anyway, y'all gets the point girl. I was watching her video um And not really watching any other anybody else. So yeah, yeah, that's what I'm watching on youtube Y'all know what I'm watching on tv I watched the movie with Jared Leto and Denzel Washington. Y'all Denzel Denzel is one of those type of people to where in the face, of course, there are tons of other men There are way better looking than Denzel um But it's his overall package it his it's his charisma It is his um Very confident and that is attractive in a man to have that confidence and assurance And um that strength. So he was in the movie The little things with Jared Leto. Y'all Jared Leto was looking like every damn psychopath and serial killer we've had within the last 20 years Jared Leto looked at a hot ass mess in this movie The little things premiered on HBO and so I watched the movie. I like the movie I know there were a bunch of mixed reviews and people didn't like the ending I'm not gonna give me any spoilers. I liked it. I don't understand. Look not every movie has to be uh Oh my god, you know what I mean? Some movies make you think and like what the hell and this is one of those type of movies in my opinion So I enjoyed the movie again It's called the little things with Denzel Washington Jared Leto And I don't know who the name of the other detective girl. He looked like a I'm not gonna tell I'm not gonna make fun of someone's looks because they can't help that but he looks He looked mysterious. I guess we can Girl best ties that though Wendy Williams biopic now y'all I posted on my community tab A couple of weeks ago By now it would have been about a week that I didn't finish it I ended up finishing it y'all and I liked it But I definitely Definitely liked the hold on y'all Christine's talking to me girl Christine Y'all I forgot to tell you get y'all an update on something because now that that's our Christine's text I forgot to give y'all an update on something that's even more Um, okay, that's cool Since we have passed recreation on marijuana Miss Jackson visited a dispensary for the first time a couple of weeks ago now y'all I'm not here for smoking weed on your past time to just to get high and you ain't got nothing to do I actually qualified for a medical marijuana card and after speaking to someone at the dispensary I'm gonna go ahead and get my card because the taxes will be lower And plus I could get more of the of the flower or cannabis when I go and so yeah, I have a Pre-existing condition where I qualify for and so I want to go ahead and get my medical marijuana card behind it I had my first trip. We're gonna get back to the Wendy Williams. I had my first trip at the at the dispensary I've got me some stuff now my good um friend hero Christine and my co-worker She's been advising me on what on some other stuff. I should I could get I'm not gonna get everyone's business out but I really am Want I really am using this in place of girl was my wine glass in place of consuming Wine and alcohol basically for anxiety to chill me out um every now and then my legs do hurt especially my bottom legs um and so to help with that so I definitely definitely am am Really excited about that you guys and the opportunities girl my husband was like when we need to look into to see how we can get I'm like, this is not a business deal. First of all, my husband does not partake. He does not smoke even for recreational He he absolutely sees the benefits medical On wise and he understands it and I probably won't be smoking it a lot either y'all I think I I bought a little pre-roll package And I've had the thing for like two weeks and my one my one neighbor was like, did you finish him? I was like, no, I have like three of them. I have three of them left girl. I'm not Once a week, maybe twice a week. The most I will probably do it is twice a week Okay, and I know people who do it multiple days, you know, they they need to take a hit of something multiple days Whatever use your get up. I I don't I'm not here to judge anybody but for me Help me with my anxiety, which would be great. So anyway y'all that's a little bit of life update So the Wendy Williams movie the Wendy Williams biopic and the documentary. Yes Yes lifetime, of course it helps with Wendy Williams having a you know, a say in her own story Absolutely, it does but look no matter how you feel about Wendy Williams. I guess we know she's petty Yes, we know there's a lot of things that she has done in the past that may You may could say yeah, that's karma, but You have to also Realize what people go through in their life Ultimately affects who they are as an adult and I'm not excusing her behavior for some of the You know the mess she has for all I'm trying to say there's a reason for some of these things I honestly do feel like Her being an overweight child and the comments that her Parents made to her had a drastic effect on her self-esteem Because one of the things that she did mention in the movie and in the documentary is that as soon as she got her coins together She got lipo and she got breast implants Um, she was on cocaine. Was she on cocaine y'all cocaine? for a while So to maintain her weight and so you found out a lot about how kevin her husband Um, basically manipulated her in the situation And he was her manager for a while. I didn't realize he was younger than her. Yeah, he was like four or five years younger than her Um, but he was a thug and he had a lot of street cred And wendy liked that and she felt safe and that was someone that she could connect with Now the reason why I said that you have to feel some type of You know me you don't have to do anything because of her Um issues with infertility And the fact that she I had no idea. I knew that she had had miscarriages, but I had no idea that they had Went that far meaning that she had to have them Basically still born she had to go through with the pregnancy and have the baby and the babies didn't I mean that is Horrible To go through that with kevin and then she went on bed rest She worked from home because she would had a weak cervix When to find out she had graves of the graves disease issues with her thyroid And she just set her butt down and worked and was able to carry a baby to full term So that's where my sympathy come from and also honestly I really do feel like her husband her ex-husband put her through the wringer Put her I mean again, I'm not excusing her behavior But I couldn't imagine being married to someone And having all of this lost to find out that he's been cheating on you this entire time Not only that but he had another baby And you and yourself you had so many issues, you know conceiving and even you know holding on to a child He'd get another one one and pregnant Uh, it's just it's it's a lot y'all And so I do feel like that biopic could have been like a series like four or five, you know series not You know, and so I did see the documentary. I didn't see all of it, but I saw most of it I saw enough and so it really did pain me y'all and again I don't even watch the Wendy Williams show. I probably have seen maybe one or two full episodes But it really did hurt me to see her breakdown. I mean they started off The interview why don't you introduce yourself? It was already cut you could just see the The emotion and everything boiling up. I mean you can sense it too, you know It was a lot. It was a bit much y'all and she just was crying and um You know, she was laying on her couch in her. Uh, what is there her penthouse having a glass of champagne and wine She had to limp. She asked him for demon Um, so looking at Wendy and some of her her pictures, it does make sense You know, because her legs sometimes look a little bigger And so she said was in that she had to have those leg compressions on for like two hours a day She gets this type of treatment But just hearing her talk about kevin her ex-husband and you know this marriage and then the babies and All of the drama and I'm like, oh my god You never know what people at the end of the day. Wendy Williams No matter what you think about her. She is a human being and she has gone through something and this is her story And I wouldn't be where she's at if people weren't watching her So yeah, yeah, I did enjoy the biopic of her girls better than that salt and pepper one But yes, I did enjoy it and there were a couple of things that were a shocker that I learned I mean, I knew she had been on crack and all that. Um, I knew about the the um Interview interview she had with Mara. I carried the interview that she had with Whitney Houston Child sometimes when I want to hear a good reading I listened to either that or the judge math is Where he dragged her baby judge math is saying Wendy Williams. So yeah y'all. So that is it y'all this um video It's going on long. I gotta go fix me some tacos. You know, that's very productive as so That is everyone. Thank you so much for watching. Take care. Bye