 Ac mynd oedd yn gweithio eu cyfrifiad ac efallai i'r unidd yn adegwyd, yn ystod o gael, yn gallu bod ynsamwn i'n gyfliadau ar y tych yn ystod o'u cyfligol. Felly ar hyn i wneud, yn gyn、rhan i ddiwrnod, y byddai'r bobl yn gilydd, rydym yn ddweud y ddyddai ar hynny'n defnyddol i'n gyfligol, I'm going to put a new desk. That's just the way I am a bit crazy. You can go to local. But you know when you feel that inch better you feel as if you can take on the world twice as much, you know what I mean? It's like, yes I'm back. I'm like where we going, this could dancing maybe not this could dancing, but everything else is on par. So yes, so I sort of jump the room around a little bit. But we're going to do some taro this evening to start with. I wanted to do a little collective read Rydych chi'n gwybodaeth i chi? Rydych chi'n gwybodaeth i chi. Ond felly rydych chi'n gweithio'r Tarracost a hwnna i'r meddwl ychydig i â drefnol. Rydych chi'n gweithio roedd y rhan o gweithio ar y bod ddweud, ond ymy ddych chi'n gweithio tro bobl yn fylio'i amser meddwl a nadw'r mas i dduod o bobl bydd oedd o ddweud. A tylanad yn cadwch chi'n cymaint tro, я ddweud o'r cyfrifio mewn cysprudol, ond gallwch chi efallai yn chi'n gwybod i amser. I'm a teacher in near school. I'm not. Do you understand this? It's that sort of relationship. They're good as gold, but they are quite draconian in some of the things they do. So you get it free anyway, because you're a member in the last 40 hours. You keep it forever. As long as you register, it always stays on your learning, but they give you a certain amount of time. And the reason why I wanted to do that tonight is that that's how I do my readings. And I do my readings, if you've started watching the course, is I do so many of them. So I do two or three in a day. They take me anywhere between nine and 20 minutes. And there's no specific time how long that takes. But the structure now is I've got it quite down pat. So I'll put something up onto the website and say who wants a reading. They'll then choose a number. I'll then do some angelic numerology. OK. And I'll be honest with you. All right. When you've got numbers two to 30 or whatever, you can't remember all of them. Sometimes I just I've got a site I work on angelic numerology. I'll go on and I look at it and I'll sit with a number and I'll sit with the information and I'll see what resonates and I'll do all of that. And then I'll go into angelic numerology. You were seeing that I've had these room cards that I use. So I use a room card. I do no rooms. So that's OK. I know taro as well, obviously. And I know my Gaia cards. And I just put it all together into a melting pot. And I come up with a reading that I record on an audio that I send to people once they've purchased their reading. And it's anywhere between nine and 20 minutes long. OK. And touch wood by the grace of God. I probably have done. I don't know. I'm going to pluck a number up there. A thousand, two thousand of them. All right. Over a period of time. And touch wood. I've never had anyone come back and say. What a load of rubbish. I can't take any of that. That is total gobligop. All right. Now, maybe they are too respectful to say that. Right. Maybe they maybe that's part of the thing. Maybe they're just going to go. Yeah, yeah. We can't set in tonight. You know, poor guy. I could do the way he gave it. He gave it his all there. It was absolutely crap. But, you know, he gave everything. You know what I mean? 10 out of 10 for effort. Two out of 10 for evidence. But, you know, he seems to be OK. You know, I just won't bother again anyway. How do you block somebody on here? You know, that's it. Maybe that's maybe that sort of thing. But that's not what generally what happens. What happens is most people come back and say. Thank you very much. I loved it. I resonated and all those other things. And and it is a case of you stepping out of your power, a stepping into your power. And it's funny because again, when you stop. And I'm going to slow down. I was at slow down in July anyway, and then go again August. Off we go. So July is probably the only decent month of weather we have here in the UK. So I'm going to try and make the most of some of it. But I'll still be doing Monday's and Thursday's. So that's OK. But I'm slowing down on the other little bits. And the one thing I've always wanted to do is I've always wanted to do, I did it before and I was there sort of saying, I want to do a podcast. OK, I want to do a podcast. I want to do a podcast interviewing people, talking about their spiritual journey. And I was greatly inspired over the last couple of days reading a book called Before and Laughter with a guy called Jimmy Carr from here. Some of his stuff is a bit close to the mark for me. But I think I like the ability to be able to repass sometimes people's personas and exterior characters to understand their interior character. Because some of it is a facade. Some of it is a show. Some of it is a persona that they've created that they have to keep peddling because that's what that group of people like. But in the main, the stuff he's saying is just phenomenal. And it is time for all of us to step out and step in. It really is. And I've been thinking about this podcast and I've had thousands of names for it. And I thought, what's it going to be about? And today I took the plunge and registered a domain name and started to do something on it. And I was spent sort of three hours with a headset on listening, sort of what's going to be the opening music, three hours just because it was just nice anyway. But then I said, it'll just come to stop doing that. And it's going to be called You, Yourself and I. So I thought me, myself and I, but then I thought, no, that's not right. It's me, me, me. It's you, yourself and I. So it's you and yourself. And I'll open this up for a debate. You, I think, is the ego. Or maybe you is the soul and yourself is the ego. So there's two sides to you. That is, you and yourself. Yeah? So I'm trying to work out in my mind, is the yourself the ego and the you the soul? Or is you the ego and yourself the soul? All right? So I'm just trying to work out in my mind. Okay? So it's you, yourself and I. Cos obviously I'm the guy into you. So we're going to talk about somebody's spirituality or their ego and their soul. And then there's me. So I thought me, myself and I. And then I love the Dallas soul track, if anyone remember that one back in the 80s. So my age now, me, myself and I, it's a great track. But then I thought, yeah. But then I thought, no, there's loads of people got me, myself and I. And I thought, no, it's not about me anyway, is it? It's about you. So it's you, yourself and I. So that's what I've registered today. And I'm going to try to do the podcast through July and August and see if I can get some people on to talk about their journey. Okay? The purposeful podcast is called. All right? And I want to talk about spirituality and spiritualism. I want to talk about their journey. Why am I talking about all of this? And why am I talking about this in particular right here right now? The reason is because I've been procrastinating on doing something like this for a very long time. And I've never really gone and done it. And I thought to myself, you've just done a course on tarot, telling people to stop procrastinating and get out there and get and do it. And yet I'm sat in bed going, yeah, well, maybe, maybe should I? Could I? Would it? How would it? So I've just gone, no, I'm going to go and do it. And that's what I want you to do. I want you to believe in yourselves if you're not already doing it. And I want you to start to get out there and do it. And what I talk about in the, in the, in some of the bits within the course itself is it's going to be Julian Jenkins. That's going to be the podcast. It's going to be called something, but then there's Julian Jenkins. But I want you to be yourself. I want you to create your web presence. I want you to create your online presence. I want you to stand in your power and your energy. I want you to say, this is what I do. And if it is to start with email readings, because although they are quite personal, I've never stopped and started one again. But you could have the chance to do that if you wanted to. But one o'clock, I said, I meet Liam almost a time now. I've, you know, and, and, and I've, then they've got to cheer it through. It's like, oh my God, what can I, so, so you can just sort of work your way into it. And it's a good way of feeling it. It's a good way of connecting and learning to connect with people's energies. It's a good way to work with your guides because you can say, right, we're going to go and do this now, guys. And it was put music on and you, and I just get into it. Right. And it's a good way of you starting. It's a good way of you putting your toes in the water if you haven't already done it. If you're doing it and you're flying and you're, and you're smashing it and everything's out of the park and it's amazing. I hope you could take one little bit. But if you're starting to get on your journey and you're thinking, can I, can I, and should I, shouldn't I, and how is this going to work, just copy that template. Just copy that template and get yourself a product. Get yourself a website. Please don't do what I did and spend thousands of pounds on a website. Please don't do what I did and think that I had to make sure that I had curly corners and I had to, there's too much time spent in the creative design of a website. Right. Too much time, too much money, too much and not enough time online. Put your website at one page, tell them where you are, tell them the problem yourself, where do you add value and they buy you, people buy you. That's what they do. They don't buy what you do, they buy why you do it. They buy people buy people. All right. So that's what it's about. So I wanted to say that at the beginning of tonight is sometimes I believe everything happens for a reason. There's no such thing as coincidence. It's all synchronicity. And I've stopped for four days to have a bit of a brain fat but to sit down and go through everything and sort of start to assess and see where I am and see how that can help. But there's no point me being a mentor or a teacher. I hate all those words, we're all students, we're all learning. If I'm not going to eat some of my own cake. Yeah. So I've got to get out and do the things that I know my next phase of things doing. And that is showing and helping people to do what they do. I think there's two amazing things you need to do in your life. And that is one find your purpose. And then the second one is to live your purpose. And unfortunately, there's some people in the world that will get to do me there. But hey, start today. That's fine. And people say, what is my purpose? I'll tell you what your purpose is. You know when you're doing something and you lose track of time and everything seems amazing and you have that extra spring in your step and you get that bit of energy and you could talk about it for ages and everyone says, wow, that's where you're meant to be. If things feel like a drudge and things you know, do I have to and can I not? And should we do this tomorrow and you're in the wrong space? Yeah? You want to get up in the morning and go, yeah, right. Okay? Not every morning because some mornings you'll stub your toe or you'll catch COVID. Right? But most of the times when you wake up you're going to go, yeah, right, right. What am I doing today? Here we go. Come on. Yeah, I've got this to do. I've got that to do. I'm going to do this. I'm going to do a podcast. I've looked to do a podcast. What am I going to do? What am I going to do? I'm going to get lots of people. I'm going to try and get a very eclectic mix. I just don't want heavy hitters because then everyone goes, yeah, but that's too aspirational. Yeah? Okay? How did he manage to get, you know, that person on the show? We need real people doing real things. Show them real ways, real pathways, talking about real things, talking about the fact that some days you feel like shit. Okay? Some days you do. All right? But that's okay. So sometimes it's okay not to be okay, but as long as we think, yeah, this is a time my body's saying or spirit's saying or whatever's saying, we're going to have a cup of tea today and we're going to take a better time up. It doesn't mean I can't sit down and write in Google or go and enjoy the sunshine or listen to the birds or do whatever. Yeah? Okay? So that is a party political broadcast brought to you by Judy Jenkins on behalf of the purpose party. But that's what I want you to do. I want you to do those things because I do think that the two great things is one finding a purpose and two is everyday living it. And I think that's great. The only downside to catching COVID is binge watching. And I've started binge watching a program called This Is Us Has anyone seen that? This Is Us? Yeah? It's a bit quirky, quick, funny, quite clever. It's about a family who have twins and triplets and one of them passes away and it's quite big. It's quite... But there's some really nice stuff in there. Just one last thing. I just thought I'd say. This Is Us is cool. Yeah? It's one of those things you start and then you didn't really look at those 16 episodes in series one. It's like, wow, man, this is... Yeah, I'm going to be 68 by the time I finish this. But no, it's good. That's another good thing to watch just so I check in. So anyway, tonight is going to start by me preaching. And then we're going to do a meditation. But I've done my preaching part. So we're going to do a bit of card reading. All right? And I've chosen three cards. What I say, I do as I always do as you've seen in the thing. I burn my jostic, which is burning away nicely over there on the right hand side, which is fantastic. He says, this is good as well. Not just. You can't see that. I was not working. This is a... See that zapper? Look at that. It's a new way of lighting a jostic. It's carbon. It doesn't do anything to the environment. That's great. And it bought for me. There's something in me that just wants to do that and then press the button. But I'm quite done now here to see what happens. But so I like my jostic with that now because I want to be always unfriendly. OK? And I put my cards in there and I give it a mix around on the energy of the jostic. I'm burning White Sage and Palo Santo tonight on it. I cleanse it and then I always cut them three times. And my number 16 OK? My lucky number 16 for a number of reasons. One, if the day my daughter was born and that's the gift of the angel from above. She was born on the 16th of November. Two, my other lucky number was eight. So I thought what if it's 16? That's two times eight. So it's going to... My daughter is twice as lucky as me then. And that's amazing. So I use 16 as my thing. So then I shuffle the cards 16 times. OK? And then I came up with three cards. All right? And I'm hoping that you can see that. Yeah? Can you see that? Can you? I just can see on the right hand side. Yeah, you can see that. OK? So the three cards we had and the question I asked I just pulled myself a little thing of tea. Do you know what's... Do you know what is amazing about when you work with spirit though? You wouldn't believe that I was literally asleep 25 minutes ago. And I've woken up and come into this energy and I just... I'm like as if... I don't know. I'm just like woken up. It just feels great. And that's just because you're working in your passion. That's because you're working in your flow state. Yeah? You'll see in these three cards the question I asked was what does the group need right now? OK? What does the group need right now? And that's... You know? And we can all... We can all take bits and pieces out of that. All right? Now, I could sit you in a read desk which is great. But what does these cards say to you? Is what I'm going to ask. Now I can't... Can I see everybody? No? Can I see? How can I get to see everybody? Hang on. Cos I'm sharing my screen. Hang on a sec. Sorry. That's as good as it gets is it? All right. OK. Who would like to have a go at those three cards based on the question which was what does the group need right now? Anyone like to have a play? Don't know. Put your hands up at once. OK. Lucía, yeah? OK. So for me this means because I'm going through a back and forth with some important decisions with my health and to me this means like I had a conversation with somebody and it just totally threw me off. So this means like do not go so crazy with thinking to not be so indecisive and to go within the moon to me is like reflection and it's upside down. So I'm feeling like I don't have to think so hard really. I have the answer in deep inside and the emperor is to have strength and belief and feel going in and feel what feels right in my Bible. Let me know like what my answer is and not to be thrown off by what someone else says. Very good. Yeah, I would concur with those thoughts. Anybody else? Well done. Thank you. Anybody else? Anybody else want to have a stab at it? What does it to a sword say reverse to somebody? We have to say what that was at the moment. What would you say that would be? I feel that the whole thing to me feels very much the idea of the moon is cyclical. And I'm seeing a lot of stuff in here that we're kind of our choices have been blocked. We have choice in life but at this point in time it's being blocked and that there are cycles in this blocking and that if we can go by the laws the rules of the emperor who has pretty cut and dry so we don't have to worry that I guess I'm saying I feel like it's telling us that history is repeating itself and that we do have a choice we have to turn that too upside down give ourselves the choice and look at the cycles that are going on and do the rules that work and that will allow us to live in a society that is just. So that's what I guess. Yeah, sounds about right as well. Yeah. Can I get a stab at it? Yep. Yeah. Two of Sora's Reverse means you finally made a really difficult decision you know you finally made this decision you know after oh gosh what should I do damned if I do damned if I don't and then you've got the moon upside down well you know what the moon represents your fears but upside down you're digging into it so you're releasing some of that so in order to make the decision to dig into your fears release it to find order in your life and to be disciplined and that's the way I read it. Brilliant. Yeah, I agree with you. I agree with you wholeheartedly there's a theme here that wasn't it and I drew these cards and I was going to say what I was going to say before I said it even when I said anybody else want to have a go and I'll tell you why I think that is all of it coincidental or should I say synchronicitic I don't know if that's a word synchronising synchronic I never say it now synchronicistic I'm sorry synchronoscous What do you think of the cards? Come on I've got you on now Actually I've got to admit I know nothing about tarot That's okay good it's a good start it's a good place to be but the moon card really affected me because I'm dealing with animal communications right now and I'm dealing with a lost cat right and upside down I'm having trouble the cat doesn't want to go home and it's how do you talk an animal into going home when they don't want to go home it's it's a big deal now this with the swords I got making a decision I have two companies and one of them is resume writing and one of them is actually Reiki and psychic abilities and animal communications it's all to do about energy and I've just recently chose to promote that one good and there's a decision so you are making those decisions about where you want to go and how you want to do things yes yeah that's good yeah synchronicity synchronicity what a great word I'm writing that down okay I'll pretend I made it myself and I wouldn't do that it's a great word who else gets something it's only you know you've got something is that beautiful angelic shadow that falls on you from the window behind I just think it's an angelic shadow it's nothing to do with the window um well I mean I think from my thoughts on it is that we're right now really being faced with understanding that the world has like a lot of duality in it and that um I think we view things like for so long as good and bad but it's sort of like maybe it's more about accepting that there is duality and that we have to sort of move I think the emperor kind of gives us like the structure and sort of tells us that you know helps us to understand that you can still have I think the moon to me is like spiritual so like that you can still have spirituality and hope and all this stuff with the duality but we have to but you know it's like choosing what's right rather than what's easy you know and that we're faced with this duality right now and that we really have to sort of sit with the powers of the moon the powers you know that sort of give us more answers instead of just choosing what's easy and the emperor sort of watching over us being like you know this is you know sort of like commanding saying like this is choose choose right rather than easy that's my take on it very good not sure what that means but that's like I can see where you're coming from yeah it's like you know my dad used to say take the easy route it gets hard take the hard route it gets easy yeah okay yeah you know and I think I think they're very they're very wise words which he says in there so thank you very much um just uh Sandra yeah I can yeah I would say from my perspective that there were two you know there were two paths to chosen and the one you were you already chose chosen by the very good both both of it and a lot of intuition from the moon so you have chosen the path and now what is what you have to do is to make some planning and some strategic strategic way of thinking and planning so that you can take ahead that a path you've chosen okay yeah yeah very much so and the emperor shows that leadership exactly yeah it shows you that you're moving in the right direction it's good well done well done any more for any more anybody want to last one no I can't see all the screens that's a problem they show I what's interesting you and when I take it off then if I've missed you you can come back in but um it's actually when I came on earlier and I started trying to hopefully inspire you to step over the line and do what you need to do and and find your purpose and and live your purpose um for me these three cards pretty much say that um and I think it says that you know the two of swords reversed is about indecision it's about um you know shall I shan't I can't I can't I you know there's a couple of ways I can stay safe I can stay here the tides tides not coming in any further I'm safe where I am but am I really comfortable sat here with a blindfold on you know not knowing which direction I'm going to go in so I need to make a decision I'm very I'm there's a bit of indecision there when we look at the moon reversed I think that's about a release I think that's about you releasing um your indecision releasing these self doubts you know some of the self sabotage some of the stuff that you know your inner critic can be a really good tool okay but it can also if it's used in the right way but also can be hugely destructive okay sometimes it's good to listen to your inner critic okay because you need to listen sometimes to it say did I really just say that did I really just do that where did that come from did I have a moment of weakness but you know sometimes you need to listen to that so I think it was about indecision I think then there's a release and for me in this instance the emperor is sort of saying do you know what I'm wise yeah I've seen all of this before I I didn't become the emperor just by falling in this chair I had to do my apprenticeship I had to I had to sit on a beach not knowing which way I was going to go I had to sit under the moon and and make decisions and release energy whether they'd be a new moon or a full moon but now I've got that wisdom and I want to share it with the world and it's time for me to move from the indecisive to release those negative thoughts and to actually be the person who brings your wisdom my wisdom for me your wisdom for you into the world in your light in your way in your tongue in your language with your colours with your website with your everything with your experiences and that's what I believe those cards are saying is I believe and they were absolutely completely randomly picked out because I couldn't have told the story better if I were picked up one of the 78 cards but I believe that's what it's saying it's basically I believe it's ratifying my 15 minute rant before we actually started to look at the cards and that's why my only surprise is I'm still surprised and in the main you're all talking about how they talk to you which is exactly where it needs to be because it's your own personal intuition we're all on different junctions of the journey as I say I believe we're all in the same storm we're just in different boats right so you know you will see things and move things but in the main I think you're saying you know what I'm feeling and seeing at the moment and sensing internally and trying to explain through my own verbiage to you guys to understand it I think the cards for me anyway are saying that and I think that's a really important point so you know it is time for us to you know make decisions release the things that we need to release and then stand in our own energy stand as the emperor or the empress and release and use your knowledge and your wisdom and your light and the euisms that you use for you to be you because you know we are all enough you are enough it's just you've got to get out there and give it a go and then we could sit here and probably wax lyric over hundreds of different quotations about you know the first journey a thousand miles starts with one step and all of these things but we just keep telling ourselves that and then we pick up another book and and then tell ourselves again and then pick up another book and tell ourselves again and at some point we've got to write our own book and get out there and do that through your own experiences because every single person in this room has the gift and the ability to be able to do that so I hope that was helpful I actually enjoyed it and it was interesting to see how those cards unfolded and worked for everybody but basically dovetailed into the overriding message which is it's time guys okay it is time it is time and going back to the guy whose book I'm reading currently who is now a multi-millionaire famous guy and he says he gets annoyed when people say yeah but it's okay for you you are a multi-millionaire comedian he said when I left Shell Oil Company as a marketing executive and did my first comedy act above a pub in London I had £20 in my pocket and the only reason I'm doing what I'm doing is being successful I am because I have followed my purpose and I was in my flow state and it's okay for me and he says yeah it's okay for you no no no when I started my first gig was £20 above a pub in London and that is the only £20 I had okay so what I'm saying is it's time and what is also time to be nice to do a meditation anybody questions on any of that or no does it make sense yeah good good stuff all right so let's do a bit of meditation Michael it's nice to see you I mentioned you I hope you're well Michael um let's um let's knock off my video as we always do this tonight okay I'm hoping that I can do something a little bit funky around with Julian bear with me a second we're going to do a bit of journey in it's just a spiritual journey okay and it's going back to one of my favourite tracks that we used to play quite a bit that I'm hoping that I can play and um it's not going to be too loud I'm going to share it now I might come through a little bit loud to start with I'm just going to take you down a little bit and all I want you to do is very simply just close your eyes take a nice deep breath in hold it for a second then let it go take another nice deep breath in hold it for a second and let it go and then just allow your breathing to take its own natural flow just breathing in and breathing out this is a shamanic track that allows us just to journey on the beat so find your own beats within this piece of music just breathe it in and breathe it out time you do you feel your body relax it calming feeling that spiritual energy just build around I just want you to bring to mind that you're sat on the side of a great lake on a summer's evening the moon and the air and a beautiful smell of nature calm and relaxation I just want you to sit just gather your own spiritual thoughts maybe ask your guides to come close maybe love ones to come close just to spend the next moments just journeying in on this track being in your spiritual space maybe just watching the eagles fly above safe secure grounded enjoy in this healing space this is your time this is your spiritual development just enjoy it I'll be back soon when I stood back around sensing and seeing the beauty that surrounds us reflecting on the things that we've experienced and what we've been sure messages we've been given and the people who may have joined us must look around as deep breath in that is a track called shamanic dreams um if you want to google it on youtube shamanic dreams and it's by somebody that's amazing I took my glasses off and I started reading um it's shamanic dream it's a great track and it lasts for 30 minutes of which we did 16 minutes of that track and then it probably felt about 60 seconds so it's a really good shamanic track it's one that you can just many moons ago that would be the track that I used to use if I was doing um trance circles I used to sit there and it was always a good one that was one that you you're focusing on meeting my guides focusing on meeting my guides breathing in focusing on breathing out meeting my guides it's a really good one for any form of mantra so focusing on calming my mind focusing on calming my mind focusing on healing my shakras focusing on healing my shakras whatever you want to do in terms of a mantra when you're breathing in you're focusing on when you're breathing out is what your mantra is so it's a really nice one for doing that um but anyone like to share their experiences did anyone go anywhere nice did anything exceptionally good happen or if you'd like to you can pop your hand in the air and I will uh I will take anybody know you all just go on leon there's no force in a bit you go leon then we'll go to at least leon okay I actually had to start writing because I was getting so much I don't know where it was coming from but different images there was like a rainbow over the lake there was a ring around the moon there's a shooting star that got caught by a blue box I mean it was wild and like my third eye was throbbing with some of the music on some of that so it was cool so I'm over here scribbling I'm supposed to be relaxing and I'm scribbling stuff down but it was really really neat I just love that track I think I've been in a circle before where you played that and was similar where the thing just started coming in so bravo that was wonderful well done it's um it is a shamanic feeling Elise and I come to you then look at Catherine Elise yeah well it was really vibrant I don't usually go to new places but this was completely new I'm unexpected it was in the middle of the jungle with all sorts of like mostly emotions and I started seeing this person that I had not forgiven and it's like it's all cool now I think I have finally closed that chapter of my life and I got the time to move on so it was it was really uh you always make me cry whatever whatever we do I always end up crying when we do meditation so this didn't this wasn't the exception so thanks for that good well thank you for sharing it and and thank you for trusting the group to be able to share it I think when you cry it's always good it's always good of a release of an emotion you know as I've said a million times excuse me when when people cry you always feel better afterwards because you're letting it go you're letting it out yeah there's some work to be done in there in just every time well done well done well done indeed Catherine I had a really interesting experience I was at the lake and I watched a moose a big bowl moose go for a swim nice and then I did some dancing oh well there's nothing nicer on a Thursday night watching a moose swimming and dancing it's just yeah it's up there and that's good stuff well done well done indeed did you enjoy it loved it it was great good nice to see you thank you nice to see you anybody else Annie yeah I had um I sat in a by a lake at first but then as time went on my father came in and right before he passed um when he was passing I felt this great pressure on my head as he was passing and it was really wonderful because I got that back he came and put his hands on my head and I've become very sensitive and he just kind of sat right in with me and I sat probably 15 of those 16 minutes just with goosebumps I just felt like I was sitting there with him it was I cried too I just felt so good and all of a sudden I was by a stream and he was telling me be the water be the water flow like the water you the humans are the only people that want to suffer water doesn't try and flow uphill it doesn't try and do that it just goes so go and so it was like really cool and then when you said it was up it was like he just he's still here oh my god and then he's just you know it was just a really incredible incredibly beautiful experience thank you thank you Annie thank you for sharing thank you God bless you anybody else before we wrap up anyone want to share Michael nice to see you looking well thank you as well nice to see you Julian it was a beautiful meditation thank you I really helped calm me down I was a little jittery when I came on so I was taking the top of a mountain I believe I won my guides and I was just ruminating or not ruminating but thinking about the cards and what they my interpretation of them was what they meant to me so I was just going to kind of share that I guess I don't have any like I never bothered to learn yet or if I should even at this point anything about the cards like what they think I have a book I just go by intuition but the cards to me were showing our nature of being blinded in the illusion of the split the duality can like we're asleep and it's through the moon it's going inward shining our light in inward and to our shadow self to that part that we've in judgment shoved down that's keeping us asleep and the courage of howling at the moon going through that work inward and then coming out the other side and taking our proper spot the sovereign self on the throne of our sovereign self living from the heart and free of the illusion of separation that's what it meant to me well I couldn't have put it better myself that's fantastic I love that I knew that same for ages the sovereign self I love that we don't see ourselves as sovereigns we see ourselves you know as is not worthy at the time and and we are we have that you know we all got that that God particle that I call in silence and and that sovereign self is is there and thank you for sharing that that resonates massively with me thank you appreciate it a lot so I hope we've enjoyed this evening it was you know I like the way it blends sometimes and and I start the night thinking where am I going to go and then we end up in the right place so it's always it's always divinely set out and you know it's always special with you guys because you know you bring you bring that energy you bring that light you bring that love and everything else which is always good and and as I said if you would have seen me 25 minutes before I came on I was at all but then when I came on and just grab your energy the collective energy and and you're in that flow and you're in that purpose and all of a sudden I'm probably not going to be able to sleep for another hour an hour or so because my energy is so high so I appreciate you all for doing that I appreciate everybody and I will be back on Monday with mindfulness Monday next week next Thursday I'm going to the healing weekend the healing yeah what's it called the healing weekend yeah that's what it's called the healing weekend just outside Glastonbury I went there a couple years ago um my wife um has practiced Reiki so she's I've managed to get the whip out and I've whipped her into having a stall on the marquee and she's going to be doing donations for her Reiki so I've got a working three days doing Reiki um that I've got the dogs so I'm going to be in a tent with two dogs but I'm going to be going on the healing fields as well so I'm going to try and cover off as much of that as I can I'm hoping to do a live from my tent next Thursday um in the healing fields um and I'm going to say yeah you're right Monday the 4th of July so we might do mindfulness Tuesday then because I think everyone will be busy in North America uh on the on the Monday um but yeah so the hit and then the healing weekend next Thursday and we'll do some lives and all that there's some amazing things that go on there there if you ever get the chance to come to the UK try and come around this time um because I think it's the first weekend July and it's and it is amazing it's just outside Glastonbury but there is probably it's the biggest um collective I would say there are probably 200 250 people practicing um in marquees throughout this is a huge site there are three huge marquees that do um demonstrations and workshops I was going to do a workshop until I realised I had nobody to have the dogs um so um I'm probably going to do a bit on the fly with the dogs um but um there's huge workshops there there's loads of things going on they have a big fire on the Saturday night and they have all the drums and shamanic drums and all these things and it's just a very special experience and I'm really looking forward to it I'm even looking forward to going laying on a camp bed um which you know it's it's not it's for some and not for others um but um I'm looking forward to that as well so um that's my week next week so thank you for joining me thank you for all your kind words and your healing um it's always nice to see you all as I always say at this point have a wonderful weekend whatever you're doing be loving give love I'll see you soon I'll see you on Tuesday we'll do it Tuesday take care God bless look after yourself take care see you there bye bye