 cannot have miracles in my life if I have chaos in my mind I can't have miracles in my life if I have chaos in my mind Romans chapter 12 verse 2 says the following that we are transformed by the renewing of our mind most people believe this myth the reason why my mind and my heart is so negative and is full of doubt full of insecurity full of hurt and full of pain is because my life has been difficult and if you will tell someone your life story of what you've been through all the hurts all the rejection all the abuse all the betrayal you went through and then you will share how negative you are a typical person will say make sense because you are convinced and so am I at times the reason why my mind is so negative and full of defeat is because my life is in a chaos God said it's the other way around see we are convinced it's because of what I've been through that's exactly why I am the way I am and we use our past as an excuse to justify the mess and the chaos in our head and in our heart and by no respect do I mean no sympathy to the things that we went through in our life every ship goes through boisterous waters every single day but the reason why they survived is because the waters do not go inside of them it is a choice to have a negative mind it does not happen by chance it is a choice and the first myth you have to break is this I cannot be positive I cannot be at peace I cannot be filled with God's light why because my life is in a chaos and if God wants me to walk with this spring in my step if God wants me to have this God confidence if God wants me to believe in him in me if God wants me to do that he needs to change my life means he needs to bring a son in my life and God says if you want the son allow me to change you on the side first the way God works he doesn't change your life first he changes your mind first if he changes your life without changing your mind it's a matter of time where life will line up to the level of our mind because somebody say man the Bible says in Proverbs 23 7 for as a man things in his heart so is he it's interesting that it doesn't say as a man is so he thinks in his heart the Bible doesn't say as men's finances as men's relationships as men's life is so he thinks in his heart the Bible says actually it's the opposite as he thinks in himself so is his life my friends it's the other way around where your mind goes your life will follow say where my mind goes so where my mind goes my life will follow say my mind is the workshop for the Holy Spirit can somebody say amen so do not excuse yourself and simply say well it's just been my life has been hard God can understand that's one of the reasons why I allow all of these things to come inside