 The following contains strong language, nudity and scenes of a sexual nature. Major point, you've said what you wanted to say. Don't care man, I don't kids just about to have a big night out. Oh it's all fine and dandy but there's going to be no cameras there. It's going to be documented. Nothing's going to be there, like it just didn't exist. When Josh says he doesn't want to film, then an alarm bell goes off in my head. Like why? What is it on your night out that you don't want anyone to say? Why doesn't Josh get it? I don't understand. He's really pissed. As relationships, I've been lied, cheated on and hurt and I can't just forget that. So yes, I do sometimes feel insecure and I do sometimes worry. Unless you're going to stop arguing with me, then don't bother texting me. Because I'm getting an argument. At the minute, you're going out, you're not coming on the trips, you're not getting your nights out filmed, you just have his teeth. Charlotte, listen, stop texting him back and just leave it now. Because you're just going to fight over the same stuff. Don't text him back, please. Charlotte. Charlotte needs to stop messaging Josh now, because this is just going to get worse. And I'm really worried that things are going to get out of control and she's just going to push Josh away. You can't keep arguing about it as well. You'll end up having a massive fallout, you know, Charlotte. But I am going to, mum, because he just doesn't get it. I'm blocking him. Can't bear to hear what he's got to say. I can't bear anything. I know blocking him is an extreme step, but I'm meant to be on a trip for a lifetime. And what's worse is I was meant to be spending it with Josh. My head is all over the place, but I can't help how I feel. There's a girl there. Did you want to go? He's so drunk. It's not healthy this, you know. I love Josh so much, but I just feel like we're at different stages in our life. The age gap is so clear to us when he's constantly going out with his friends. I'm not at that stage of my life anymore. And do I really want to be with someone who is? I decided I'm splitting up with Josh. Are you having a long? No. Why? What's happened? How are you? What's happened? Charlotte, I think you've been very rational. You don't actually have any text to me yet, because... Josh, no. I'm writing out the tweet now. He's done nothing to reassure us. And Josh knows that I've got trust issues because we've passed relationships. I can't keep on feeling like this every time that we're apart. What are you exactly saying? I've just said sometimes going more separate ways is the best thing for you. I think Charlotte's made the wrong call breaking up with Josh on Twitter. She's overreacted, stopping, then making the picture bigger in her head, and then, that's it, they're over. I've already had this conversation about how I miss out on everyone's big things in their lives. I miss out on my friends. So now I have to miss out on my boyfriend, but while I'm missing out on him, he's going out with girls. I don't want to do that. Charlotte, please don't cry. I hate it when she gets upset. Like, it just rips me heart out when she's crying. I just wish she'd take a step back and just read things a bit differently sometimes. Just like, we're a different place, and I don't want to be living life like I was. I feel like I'm when I was eight, eight-year-old, and I was going out with someone my age, and I was so worried about all these things. I'm not eight, eight-year-old anymore, I'm really thirty-year-old. I love Josh, he's a lovely, lovely person. We're always going to have these different views, and he's never going to understand, I just want to go home now, I want to go to sleep. Like I'm up with you. I feel so insecure, all because Josh hasn't taken into account how I feel on what upsets us. The most important and the most exciting trip of my life has come about, and all I've been thinking about is Josh and what he's doing and who he's with. It just makes us realise exactly how different our lives are. For that reason, I just think it's over. Hi, I'm Charlotte Crosby, and if you're enjoying this channel as much as I think you are, hit the subscribe button for even more amazing MTV videos.