 Stay on track of make a winter that million. Luke wants me to take baby on trend to the next level. So today he's organised for me to meet someone who's already made the leap from reality TV star to business woman. I just need to like speak to someone that's in the same industry as me and has opened their own business. Yeah. Do you know what? It's very difficult because people don't necessarily want to trust somebody like us with a product. I wanted to make a good brand. I wanted to make it so that people actually liked it for the brand. You're literally investing probably the majority of your entire life savings into a business that you have no idea is going to be successful. But also it's kind of like working out the brand identity, who you want to... How do you work that out though? So we came up with this. This is like brand identity kind of little spreadsheet thing and we had all these different ideas. Like we came up with these things. Do you want it like floor balls? Do you want it bright colours? Pastel colours? God you've done so much research into it, haven't you? I'm so proud of Holly and what she's achieved with her business. It's amazing and that's reality TV babes should not be underestimated. Yeah. I'm off to see a life coach and I'm terrified to be honest. Lucy had asked me to write a letter to my future self as if I'd already made that million for winter. It felt a bit strange. Dear Lucy Shear, I hope you're enjoying living in your mansion that you bought. I hope that you're proud of making Baby and Trend a multi-million pound company. Your daughter's turned into the most beautiful person inside and outside. I know it's been hard for you but you never give up and you can finally say you've succeeded for winter and she will never have to have an upbringing like you did. I love that. Happy, successful content. Yeah. You are clearly throwing everything into this. When I feel like I'm failing, I get scared and I think, oh, is she going to end up, you know, growing up like I did, like, with no money or just wanted to have a secure life. I feel like I'm pretty much damaged and I don't think like, off. You've been really open about, you know, what you've experienced and your journey to today. Why is it that you feel so emotional when you talk about your past at T-Shirt? I don't feel like it's something I'm ever, like, going to be able to get over, you know what I mean. I don't know, I can't help getting emotional every time I speak about it. My childhood wasn't happy and I don't want to bang on a bird but it's something that I'm scarred by and I'm also scared by, like, I never want winter to experience what I did as a child. I think this can be a real Phoenix moment for you. What was a Phoenix? A Phoenix is that bird that was set of fire and then it rose again from the ashes. You're done with it now. Let's start this new chapter truly for you. You deserve the clean break and you've given it yourself. Coming here has really, really lit that fire in my belly and I'm going to make winter that million. Oh my God, winter! Everyone's already at the church, which means it's almost time for winter's big entrance. I understand that all the contents are here yet. Who's not here? Do you know? I think he said Erin's not here. Erin's not here? I think so. Why? I mean, seriously? Because she's winding me up all the time. I guess she's late all the time, but like, it's the Christmas. She's a great, great nan, is she? She's a disgrace, don't you? Lord, you've come to Mini-Dresh, right? I'm not even going to be mad at you right now. We're here for winter, that's the main thing. You just go in, go sit at the front and give Father a kiss and say sorry. Who wears that to a christening? Oh my God, I'm feeling proper emotional. Winter Anna Grace, I sign you with a sign of the cross and claim you for our Saviour Jesus Christ. I now invite your parents and God-parents to do the same. Okay. Oh my God, did he just baptise himself? I'm absolutely shamed. You signed her with a sign of the cross. Sorry, Father. Winter Anna Grace, I baptise you in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen. We're done? Absolutely.