 so we just got to the house and Kiara got me something literally i'm shocked name mark is back literally i am so happy let me see what my sister got me i gave her her gift already do you love it or do you love it i love it so let's see what this is i really wasn't expecting anything this is the sparkling body oil y'all if you've seen this all over the internet you know how pretty this looks i just want to see how it looks in person because girl please this is never going back it was either i was gonna like it or you was gonna keep it oh my god this is so cute oh i cannot wait to wear this let me smell let me see if it smells like actual buggera yes it does um i thought it would be a spray or something but you have to apply it like that oh cute thank you that's so cute but i'm about to do a little something and then i'm gonna wash my hair and then my sister is going to help me style my hair and then we might have some festivities later on so yeah i'll check with y'all later i just wanted to show y'all this little gift look at how it it's so pretty yeah and this has been selling out everywhere group they didn't want to sell and i got this um at neman because i guess some lady was trying to hoard it for a damn sale a lady whoever was behind the camera oh she got like we can't sell it we can't sell it and they were like why um well it was meant she picked some on here thankful for her but i'm a talker than her people think i'm so short but yeah so over it you gonna do my baby hairs y'all they're doing that trend on tiktok where where i was scrolling through tiktok while my sister was doing my hair and they're doing that trend where they're saying death on celebrities like fake what are you doing oh and they're saying that their parents fave celebrity um had a death yeah and i think that's i mean it's funny the reactions are funny i can go like but i'm not saying that because i'm not wishing death on nobody and also as long as Beyonce is not brought into this go off okay don't bring our our girl into this stop moving or nicky please oh yeah nobody's saying nicky either but it's mainly like yeah like you all book me book her and y'all my sister you want to have that do they know about you shooting for people oh pictures yeah no because y'all if y'all need pictures for in Milwaukee wisconsin area y'all to hire my sister she took all my photos when i lived here she helped a grug grow her instagram and didn't get paid at all girl i won't you ain't gonna say don't turn around kind of stop what bitch what you thought that girl she beat the fuck out of you never get beat up and i have to do i've never got beat up i have to do i've never got beat up anyway hello everyone so i just want to end off the video here um and i want to talk about like spending the holidays when you don't have a big family girl if you are somebody that has similar issues like me i don't have a big family i don't um this year my mama didn't even decorate the house like that i think because it was just a busy overload this year um and had a lot of things going on but girl if you can relate i'm here with you girl i'm some i don't have a big family um and i've also and also to be a hundred percent transparent like my family is a little everything is separated everything is not together um but throughout the years i've really just you know just learned to appreciate my family and what i do have because my mama and my sister is really all that i have so i just have to value that and appreciate that but it does like suck when you're on the internet and just scrolling and seeing all these big families getting together playing games and just celebrating i don't know it's just i don't know it's definitely a different feeling i can't describe like the holidays are just so different when you get older it's just crazy i hope that you all spend time with your loved ones i hope christmas went exactly how you wanted it to i hope you got what you wanted i don't get nothing for christmas well my sister got me a bachara thing which i'm very grateful for but i really don't expect anything honestly i really don't um i'm grown out i can buy whatever i want um and christmas is way more than just gifts you know what i'm saying so it's about giving back and i feel like i've gave back so much during this holiday season especially during vlogmas and i want to give back so much more because y'all i'm appreciative to my supporters and everything that y'all do for me like comment subscribe all that i have some more giveaways coming up soon so make sure you subscribe so you'll be able to be notified on that and yeah i hope y'all have a good new years if i don't see y'all um until then but i might action today i'm going to chicago today i'm spending time with my sister so i gotta get ready for that but so i'm getting ready to to Chicago i'm spending the day with my sister if y'all don't know i am a twin and she lives um what the why is there no me and she lives in wisconsin and i live in in lina she has some returns to make so i was like yeah let's go and they just built a Ralph's coffee oh my god this is for a Chicago trip i like Chicago when i live here i always used to go there and it's only an hour from where i'm actually from is i'm from racine wisconsin and yeah like i said it's literally only a hop skip jump away that's why in Atlanta i'm really not one of those people like oh my god it's 30 minutes away because i'm so used to driving because we're seeing doesn't have much at all the malls i had to go to Milwaukee which was like 45 minutes so i was always driving to get somewhere because we're seeing is very behind on a lot of things there's no mall there's not a lot of things to do so i will always have to go out and explore outside the city i don't want to wear heavy makeup because i want to take a photo today and i want to wear these sunglasses i've never taken a photo in so you don't know when you wear heavy makeup and sunglasses just don't mix i'd be having indents in my face and i don't like that and also i'm trying to figure out how i'm gonna do this because it's cold it's so cold here it's like negative degrees it's 19 degrees today but still but the sun is out so that's nice wait what's the degrees for tomorrow i leave tomorrow though so i'm just trying to make the best of today and i don't need to spend time with my sister like that because i don't know she's very like she but something isn't always right where she doesn't want to come to the a which is fine i don't want to force anyone to be where they're just not comfortable and satisfied because i like everybody to feel themselves comfortable and be able to enjoy themselves when they're in the right state of mind so i just let her you know whenever you were to grow up i'm here so i'm just gonna make the best of today with her and it should be a good time chicago is always stuff to do and i didn't give myself anything this year for christmas just because i just want to i don't know i want to work harder to push my brand i don't know i just feel like i didn't deserve it this year i don't when i just like to treat myself when i feel like i deserve something i didn't deserve it this year i don't know i'm just really hard on myself especially when it came to this month of december being specific because i obviously i was doing blogmas and with that you gotta upload a video every single day first i couldn't upload on time just due to the fact that i had i couldn't upload after a certain amount of days after i posted a video so i was a delayed on that and then also it was a delay because sometimes sponsorships would be sometimes sponsorships would be in my videos and i couldn't post it because they are sponsored so you have to go off with the brand ones and it would just make me feel discouraged even though i am working on a sponsor it's still discouraging because i still want to perform at my best when i'm posting on youtube as well because obviously youtube is my career at the end of the day i want to perform well on that platform and i just feel like i wasn't performing well i wasn't showing up the way i wanted to and i was very hard on myself i still am and i'm just in the fire in my ass right now where i just want to upload the content that i want to have so many videos i want to upload before the new year and also starting off the new year um i'm just very motivated i just want to be the best at what i do and who doesn't who doesn't want to be the best at what they do um so yeah i'm just been doing a lot of reflecting on my performance and i just really just want to be better and there's always room for improvement when it comes to a job or anything like that and i just feel like this year also i just really been cutting off for real i just really been cutting people off left and right because i just feel like i've expressed a lot of times how i wanted to be treated this year i really learned a lot this year about myself and how i want others to treat me and i'll say that for another video but i just learned to speak up for myself and i learned to express how i feel and also express how i don't like something to anybody in my life friend lover whatever i just don't close my mouth anymore and just let it be i just learn to speak up and say what i need to so i have come to a point where i've had breaking points where i'm not going to keep repeating myself on how i wanted to be treated as far as a person in somebody somebody's life and it's like i'm tired of telling people how to treat me and also i'm a Pisces so i really look out for other people's feelings but for my own and i expect the same in return but honestly if you don't expect anything you won't be disappointed and i've just come to the point where i just cannot expect anybody to treat me how i treat others and it also comes to a point where sometimes you just can't have discussions with people on how you feel without them getting defensive and it's hard to approach people over and over again about something when all they do is get defensive and make excuses so i tend to fall back on a lot of things and that's where the cutoff happens yeah but there's nothing wrong with that i'm protecting my peace i'm trying to heal and i'm trying to just be better and healing is just not a overnight process so i've just been really patient with myself and i'm just gonna trust in god that he is going to guide me to where i want to be in life my sister should be on her way i'm really not doing a whole lot to my face um and it's crazy how this year people have come to these crazy descriptions of makeup for instance i don't i don't know why i just maybe think about that right now just because of my blush but people are like cold girl makeup clean girl makeup i'm just like oh my god the internet is so saturated with a certain type of lifestyle people want to live and it's just oh my goodness i don't i i can't keep up with it anymore i'm just over it i'm over it and i never kept kept up with it honestly but it's just a lot to look at on the internet and i'm just like um but i just had to come to terms that i want to be out the loop and in my bag out the loop in my bag so what are y'all's plans for new years comment that down below and let me know what the vibes are for new years are y'all partying are y'all drinking honestly i'm at the point where i just want to be around people who actually care about me i don't know i might go ahead and do a little solo trip or something i don't know i just want to celebrate and i also want to do a vision board as well because i have so many things i want to do in 2023 2023 isn't gonna be my year okay it's going to be my year and like i said i have a fire in my ass where all i want to do is just keep pushing no matter what no matter what my numbers may look like i just have to keep pushing because i love creating content i love what i do so numbers really don't matter i'm just really just trying to perform and be my best trying to get all and it's crazy all my life i've always been the best that i can be at anything that i ever did if i really wanted to do something i'm like i'm going to be the best at this literally even with football me like i felt like i was the best football mist and so forth it was just i don't know i always just even working at target i don't even know if i told y'all i worked at target before but i they literally was like oh my god you're so good at this you don't want to do this forever i'm like absolutely not what because i would always go above and beyond for whatever i've did it doesn't even matter i just wanted to be the best at it and i wanted to be good at it i wanted to be a skill under my belt that i can do and it's crazy i've never thought i would be so good at capturing angles capturing aesthetics that i feel like would be a good shot in the lens i don't know i just really love looking at film being put together i don't know what i'm saying right now but i'm just ranting because i don't have nobody else to talk to but yeah i'm waiting on my sister to bring me a flat iron because she did my hair last night and the bonnet of course fell off i sleep like a wild grizzly bear it never stays on where is my oh here i need to contour my nose it's looking crazy and when i'm back home i really be chilling i am on chill mode right now i'm relaxed i don't know why it feels like a vacation sometimes i feel so relaxed i don't know if it's because it's cold the weather but i'm like i'm chilling i'm off i'm off the radar being at home just i don't know it's just like it's home it's nice it's calm but it's also without even trying calm here nothing exciting is going on today it's like equivalent to black friday sales as well so good thing we are going out here but i don't think i'm going to ruin my suitcase but i don't even know if my i hopefully my flight back home will not be canceled um because all these flights are getting canceled i got my lip pencil so i have to use my ira i need to go to sephora i really want to see if they have any more of the fenty butter drop because y'all it's all sold out you can't even get it on line anymore everything at sephora um not even on fenty it's sold out it's like all gone so i want to see if they have it in chicago or maybe here in milwaukee but i'm sure it's gone it's just it smells so good like and the reason i was on a hunt for one is because i gave one away in one of my giveaways and i was like you know i need to re-up on these because i was very generous on giving that away too because obviously it's limited edition and i was like okay i'll just go ahead and place it nope went to the stores absolutely no way this combo actually eats wow my lips are good she's taking oh yeah i think i'm gonna wear my hair straight too i'm gonna figure out what outfit i'm gonna wear i want to be comfy comfy cute and that's like warm too let's go it's cold as the fuck outside my eyebrows are too dark i don't know she was probably just being dramatic so y'all i'm trying to figure out what cult i want to wear so this is like a trench coat i'm honestly feeling the trench coat now now that i got my hair together with my gucci um scarf and then like this um arrittia two-piece i feel like this is gonna keep me warm for sure and i tied the back up because if you have a trench coat tie the back so it can give you um more shape so you don't look like a box but i kind of like this this is like you can't really but let me show you all my other option and this will be the second option the cropped coat just gives it that cool girl chic look but also i had to tie my jacket because it was a little not doing it for me i don't know i like both but obviously both give off a different pie i'm gonna just bring both which one would y'all wear this one or the first one i just like the color combination of this which i'm opposed okay let me go because my sister is waiting on me so yeah i think i'm just gonna go with the cropped y'all this is downtown moaqi y'all see it's so empty like no no business going on at all i like you yeah i did live here but it's just like i'm glad i don't live here it's so dry what are we doing in a new orleans anyways we're on our way to the shy my sister has so listen to her playlist so i guess i'll check with y'all once we get there but i'm so excited and the weather is so nice it's actually not that y'all so we just got to the shy and i really wanted to go get my coffee first but my sister had to go make a return at zahra for exchange we can go to an even first because do you think they will have they might have sales they got sales going on okay so we're gonna go to sacks first because she's trying to put this outfit together so let me put my camera away i don't know about time for people to be saying put your camera away y'all so my me and my sister are on the hunt for her don't say can you show these people oh no this elevator's staying no you burnt no so we're on the hunt for these this item so she can get this outfit together for her friend birthday party but you can't find it but let me put my phone y'all so we just got to gals and i got a matcha latte with milk chateau best for some of my regular so i'm gonna try to see how it tastes got a regular coffee matcha matcha like powder you should can you go get the a regular coffee i really want some coffee though y'all this is so strong like it's matcha like it's not sweet or nothing y'all so if y'all are trying to get a matcha from Ralph's beware like i love i love matcha and this is strong i like mine's not that bitter i like mine's a little sweet it's no sweetness to it but anyway it's snowing y'all so we probably gotta hit the highway because i don't know how bad it's gonna get and i don't we don't like driving in snow so but yeah cheers y'all so i came to our google amendment in georgia's trash so i obviously came to the one in shanghai go and i finally got to plot chart on the it's the divine jacket and it's supposed to be like a video and i really like this y'all it's so good it's definitely hugging me in it's tight they already know i really been to my workout phase so i definitely can use this on days when you know i'm going to the gym but y'all like this it's cute and i also got some sale items because baby i'm not of no clearance right okay especially in here this is on sale but i don't know what it is i was thinking this for like each or by i'm gonna have to order the goods they're sold out we're like some silver blue and the shiny metallic see if they have another color thing so we just got out of lulu lemons and i actually did end up getting that sparkly jacket because i'm like i want to go on a ski trip soon and well i want to go on a trip soon and i feel like that would be like a cute little outfit to wear with like cute silver moon boots or something like that i don't know if y'all are feeling the vibes but the pants are sold out so i'm gonna have to improvise something but the jacket is so cute like it's like a brown with like silver metallic touch it's like like even my sister likes it on me she's like i like that and at first she was like no you are questioning it you're like yeah i'm like uh but it was actually really cute on so i ended up getting it and it was on sales markdown but yeah we're gonna be on our way back to washington before the weather gets bad so yeah this was a cute little day did you have fun no why are you drinking that you was just jacking on me actually let me taste it it's simmered down girl bye let me see i'm the real tester here because i don't drink coffee it's not coffee it's matcha get somebody else to do it get somebody else to do it drink it eat it consume it shit it out that shit is nasty anyway it's it's it's not that bad now it needs to tell like this you needed to i saw like the dad from um curves the carly dog no you sound like that girl from sponge bob yeah that bitch you look like a string of fish duty y'all i actually like putting eyebrow pencil on my lips it actually yeah i use my eyebrow pencil because i didn't have my lip liner anyways i guess i'll talk to y'all when i get back to the scene so y'all i just came to milwaukee and um we're at else's on the park i haven't been here in so long y'all but their sabiche and their wings are so good and i my eyes are really poofy because i got emotional about something i'll let y'all know that later but and it's just given me so many memories i haven't been here in like years i feel like yeah i haven't been here in like three years but it's like a cool little vibe in here this here's i'm like low and bibe the drink menu i'm gonna get the sour teaming uh everything is clean back there so y'all i already told y'all that i'm at else's my girl right here sitting right across the name thank you for you know that's you thank you hey y'all it is the next day and from being in chicago and the last time i think i talked to y'all i was talking to y'all about that was a little emotional yesterday and it explains because this morning i just got on my period i don't know if that's too much dmi but i just broke past the house that i basically like grew up in which is my mom's house my latest house which she passed away um just going by her house really just made me up really emotional um i don't know it's just hard so we literally lived there pretty much well not lived there but we were always there i was always with my cousins um in her house um during the summertime and we would go there every single sunday like my mom was a single parent and she had a lot of help from our mom which was malita and we were there all the time and i just i just had the flashbacks of being there no it was just i i got really emotional because i knew my grandma loved me she took care of me every time i was sick um my mom would do laundry there because we lived in apartments that had um you know the washer and dryers with the coins so we would go there every sunday and watch tv because we didn't have cable at our house so we just watched tv there and just enjoyed the sundays there every single sunday like i would spend the night there all the time i remember when i was young and mama used to leave me over there all the time and i would wait up for my mom to come home because i didn't want to sleep there but i would for my mom to come home all the time and i would always watch those music videos that on mtv that aired at night time and i don't know i would just wait i'll look out the window away from my mom to come get me from her being out at the club and she never heard she never and got us and um i used to bake cookies with my grandma all the time from scratch made me really emotional and i had got flashbacks and everything but yeah it was just uh that's when life was like simple like i remember everything like i have good memory like and i don't know life was just simple i'm about to get ready to go grab me some food y'all i'm stuck here in wisconsin there's no flights out two and then a third everything is sold out everything is sold out and i don't even know i don't even know how i'm gonna get back home um but yeah and oh my god i just posted my pictures i thought i failed miserably at me and my sister were trying to get like a good picture i wanted to get like a cute little coffee shop picture at rouse but i just couldn't the lighting was terrible it sucked but you know i may do and it's doing really well on instagram now on instagram i'm just like whatever it is what it is i like it y'all like if y'all don't y'all don't like it is what it is it's the lives and also around this holiday season if i know i just talked about my grandma but make sure you're cherishing your time with your folks especially the older ones that's why i'm like i need to go visit my grandma like i need to go visit her because i haven't in a minute because every time i come into town i'm like in and out my sister goes to see her all the time but i need to take the time out to do so as well and also i just really want to spend more time with my mama because i feel like she i don't know she i need to send her on vacation that's all i gotta say like she takes on a lot when it comes to me and my business and i don't know i just don't want her to get so stressed that it causes some things so year 2023 hopefully it gets stress-free for her and i want to send her on vacation mama doesn't even have a passport but we're gonna fix that so yeah and if you are grieving over somebody you lost during this holiday season i'm praying for you and they just know they're watching over you and they still love you but yeah like i said i just got done with doing some work and i'm about to go grab something to eat my sister's at work i'm just stuck in Milwaukee but i'm about to i really need to go visit kisha because she's pregnant and i haven't seen my friend it's so long i should call her and see what she's doing i'm gonna call her at my mama it's your cycle obviously i just told y'all and i really want to eat like bullshit like i'm not even i don't want to though but i do yeah i don't want to sit here and ramble but i'm hungry and i'm craving i need some ibuprofen i want some chocolate i woke up craving chocolate and i'm like oh no and y'all are asking where are my videos like i said in the beginning of this vlog like i was trying to keep up with vlogmas and also do sponsorships just waiting on approvals and also already commented on my um photo i posted because i tagged them because i wore their sweatsuit yesterday they need to give me a sponsorship like i'm gonna make a vision board um i'm that's what i'm doing on new year's i'm making a vision board um from scratch like a whole board um and i think i want to have frame me when i frame it maybe i should frame me and i think that would be cute kind of like a live real live vision board in like frame it yeah i think that's what i'm gonna do um but on new year's i'm not sure where i want to go i want to go somewhere i wanted to go somewhere hot but clearly i can't get back to Atlanta and get my stuff so i don't know what's gonna happen with that but yeah i really been loving my skin lately like i do need to do a new plan though but i guess i'm checking with you guys once i see what i'm about to get into out here it's cold though try this this that would be x for nine or eight what size is this little future big ass foot they don't say oh so for 11 it's right it's a 41 i need socks too right here you know i need socks like in general oh you're so cute on my feet fresh manicure but i need a i need a 10 yeah can i get a 10 in these these are of course no i think brown one looks better girl you're the best i know so y'all me and my sister are out doing a little shopping because i don't have anything sorry and i needed some clothes that's a 10 yeah thank you can i try the yeah yeah youtube channel yeah i do thank you you said um the pink ones i want to see the pink ones and um attend to well these aren't big but like not we need a nine yeah i need a nine well maybe i don't well it is so real fine i like you so cute what up first do you like this pedicure yo i thought my pedicure was a little bit too yeah i like this look i thought my pedicure was a little too big i think this is so cute we're like and then i got a bunch of skin stuff so i got a skin dress some skins underwear i got to do a maintenance tomorrow y'all i don't have no like i need to do my maintenance i'm hairy i need to shave my face i gotta shave foliate all that so i gotta get everything so i want to have a maintenance day tomorrow so my sister's taking me to target and stuff before she goes so a little birthday bash she can be outside maybe i should get both i should get her these are you i don't like the two tone though you don't like the pink i don't i like the two tone what color should i get y'all they these one big so if y'all are like ordering these online i would recommend sizing down these are not no you wouldn't are you serious or do you bring me a tank okay let me try the none and this is the thing fortune y'all these are 10 so i'm gonna act so that you can bring up the nine so i'm gonna see maybe i'll find them just about there a Saturday so y'all maybe these are the nine so yeah they definitely size it down for sure cute so i'm gonna get these they don't have the brown ones and a nine that's okay i think i'm meant to get the pink y'all so i had to come this early because i like i said before i don't have nothing so y'all they got these cute workout saves i'm gonna have to wait so i'm not gonna squeeze any of this in my suitcase but look at this so cute i'm definitely gonna get the black i'm not gonna hold to oh my god y'all start target target is definitely a don't play with them oh my god why these are extra small y'all target has these flared out leggings definitely the top of there so obviously i'm getting like a whole bunch of self-care stuff for me to like exfoliate dry brush it is so annoying because obviously i have all this stuff at home like i need a dry brush to do dry brushing but i guess i can pass on that and y'all i'm looking at like this area right here and somebody must have misplaced these these are down there wipes ph balance i'd be so if you about stuff like this um but if y'all try these let me know extra animal right menstrual trachea right now so i need a little extra you know this is so cute but these are bath moms you just never know girl but i really want to get my way once but it's like it's like a whole case well i'm just gonna have to use a whole bunch because i can't take it all with me and i trust those i don't know about this cherry show bad scissors cherry scented i'm a sucker for cherry scented i could just get this and not that this isn't good for the ph i don't know i'm gonna put it in my cart just in case though look at this donut that smells good this is a mango lime bubble bath i think i like the peach one there y'all just need to relax this smells good okay y'all i'm getting carried away y'all should see my cards it's disgusting as is all these brands i've never seen this is a glam body scrub sugar crush this is what it look like oh my god this bubble in brown sugar this smells just like the oh my god this smells like rihanna's uh butter drop vanilla bath bubble bath i see all this one smell i'm in the men's section right now because i need a razor and this right here this smells just like sansao 26 to me or something no this smells like birrito this smells like birrito gypsy water oh my god this is spot on i'm getting this just so i can have a smell good i'm like what does this smell like what's this all this thing but if you like gypsy water this one is half the price 999 men's section this is the silver water yep birrito gypsy water on point fresh i know i said i was getting a razor but actually i'm just gonna get in there because i don't feel like dealing with anything else and this is exactly what i need a face shaver because baby i'm hairy in the face so we gotta move that peach peach fuzz so i want to do a face mask and i hence this ugly ass pimple so i'm gonna get the first mask i've been wanting to try this it says a h a m b h a in it so i can't wait to see how this works and i think that's it so i'm leaving y'all i lied i'm also in the vitamin section because i'm running low and i did not know care of what's in target so i'm about to get some probiotics i still have my um multivitamin from ritual so that's good but i do need some more probiotics so i'm just gonna try this out and then also if you tune into this video coming up i do have a drink that i drink for hydration i would get this to try out but i don't want to though i'll get it when i get back home i need this for sure i'm about to give y'all a haul of everything that i got and i'm back at the hotel now me and my sister have parted ways because she was going to a birthday dinner tonight um but yeah but yeah i can't believe i'm stuck here and i'm just you know how like when you're just traveling and you obviously didn't expect i don't even know if y'all will relate to this but maybe you will um because all the flights are being canceled but anywho i just feel like i'm not prepared i wasn't prepared for being stuck here um i don't even have that many clothes um i only came here like two days supplies worth of clothes and that was it um but i did come with a couple options from me and me and my sister went to chicago um because i obviously wanted to be cute or whatever but i just feel so like i need maintenance like i need to exfoliate i need to shave i need to get this hair off my body i need to just relax um that's why i did everything that i did today like it was just random like i'm like you know i need to just go get all of my self-care stuff because i just don't feel right i feel out of my element um but yeah so i had to grab my birthday i had to grab my christmas gift for my sister definitely gonna be using this tonight after i exfoliate and it smells so good and it's so pretty on the skin but honestly this is obviously the scent wise is for the same obviously because of baccarat but literally time poured in this are the same thing and then y'all have seen me go grab these uggs they're so cute i had to and i had to grab the nine as y'all seen in the previous clips these are just adorable and i feel like i'm gonna wear these and i definitely want the brown pair because the brown pair is cute definitely goes with everything um and then i also got some skin items i have got this bralette to wear after i get done in the tub and stuff like that and i think i feel like this is the smooth sculpting um shorts this has to be because the this is a extra small what i thought these were a small i don't even know if these are gonna fit i'm gonna try them on but oh my god that's so crazy but i feel like these are the smooth sculpting shorts that i really like from skims because they really suck you in a long skims dress just to wear probably throughout my trip here um and i got the long sweet version and this is the glittery type of pattern super appropriate for like years or something like that from the target we really went crazy so this target had also in it and that was good because obviously it also holds goodies for the girls and so i went to Sephora when i was in the mall so i like the brioche y'all don't just spare repair your hair mask because i'm gonna do a hair mask on my braids and then also my leave out and i seen the way because obviously i like way products and i've heard good things about this fine to medium hair treatment mask so i don't know let me see how this smells i don't know which one i'm gonna do i don't know if i can do both masks i don't know if that's healthy for my hair let me know here girlies smells good it smells just like melrose place but yeah this how it looks so i don't know if i'll be able to do both but maybe i should just do this one because i haven't used that one before and then y'all see me get the burst mask and then we also got a fresh smelling body wash like i said y'all this smells exactly like gypsy water so if you like gypsy water go smell this right now you're gonna like that rosemary oil so i can oil my scalp while i'm here y'all i really got everything that i like and then i got this bath soak i got it because it was white it was cute it was aesthetic i'm gonna take a little cute aesthetic picture because it's so cute in the bathroom y'all see and then i also got my favorite scrub this is the saint mart so luckily they had it at target because they did not have it at sephora this just smells so good i just cannot wait to scrub also got my chill pills for that and then i got a uh frenchie candle i like their cashmere vanilla scents and also she got this sent off a trader joe's rice i was looking at an interview she did it was on tiktok when i was scrolling and she's like yeah that's like the scent from trader joe's jasmine rice so and it smells really good and i like and i like that it was white so i need a lighter i'm gonna have to access the people target i got some fuzzy socks for after i take a shower and exfoliate and then i got some their breath this is my favorite aural rinse fresh breath don't be all here smell like how the toast is and then i also end up getting one of those bubble bath concoctions and this is the peach one i was gonna get dr teal's but i didn't i wanted to try something new might as well and this smells like a peach so if you like fruity baths or you want to put your kids in like a fruity bath very above and then i also got a robe y'all cannot have a self-care day without a robe you know what i'm saying and i don't have a pink robe so i was like yes let me just add it to cart and this is from the target stars above the line this is so like me pink silk long sleeve levate got some exfoliating gloves y'all i just cannot wait to get in the shower i feel so and then i got some peach fuzz and we're gonna be teeth whitening because i need to wipe my teeth and then obviously my probiotics that help from care of really love their vitamins oh i got me a water i should have got me some wine y'all i didn't even bring a brush with me so i had to bring get a brush and then i got my favorite favorite favorite face wash this is the pan oxal face wash i'm just gonna keep this in my carry on traveled thing this is gonna be my travel one so i just like forget it and then i got me some more toothpaste this the scented eye socks it's a cool comfort lastly from sephora chiado facial cotton wipes i can't wait to try these out i heard good things and i don't have facial pads for drying off my face and i don't like using hotel towels to do that i don't like using towels in general i picked up some more topicals exfoliating body serum because i'm definitely gonna want to use this after i shave and get rid of all that hair well near where is my near my near so i'm gonna want to put that on but this has my body hydrated literally to the next day like if i don't take a shower if i take a shower um one day and then the next day it rolls over and i haven't showered yet my skin doesn't feel dry itchy irritated all because it's slathered by topicals i really like this very hydrating for touch your skin so try this out if you haven't already and when i i went to sephora first y'all i'm gonna have so much stuff i'm gonna give some of this stuff to my sister if i don't use it but this is the scalp and body scrub um they didn't have the same barks when i went to sephora so i just was like okay i'm gonna grab this but this is um good too but i like the same barks better and then i got some more sunscreen because i didn't have any more so i use the super glute unseen sunscreen and then i got the peace out acne because this needs to go goodbye and then i got the deep conditioning mask by briogeo so yeah that's all of the things that i got so i am going to start my self care day and that is going to be in a whole separate video so make sure you tune in for that and yeah so i'll probably check them with you guys tomorrow because yeah i'll check them with y'all tomorrow hey y'all so it's been um how many days has it been i'm not sure it's new year's eve today and i'm in my hometown right now my hometown like where i see in wisconsin and i just had to go to the exact beauty supply store that um i used to go to to get my remi my indian remi hair they still have the hair and i don't know y'all i'm just looking at the streets and stuff it's really nothing out here in Atlanta and sometimes i tend to forget this just helped me remember how far i've come on my journey it's the 365th day of 2022 i ran into one of my old um middle school high school um friend's mom and she was on facetime and that was crazy now she lives in india and her name is lannisa oh y'all like it's just giving me like wild power you came so far and you have a long way to go the best is yet to come so i hope y'all are having a great new year's but i'm about to be on my way to a nail salon in chicago i'm really gonna get into russian manicures i'm literally been obsessed with looking at them like the cuticles being pushed back and they just look so good i just want to find a good manicurist in Atlanta to really take care of my nails for next year i was gonna soak my acrylic off and just wear my natural nails because i just want long healthy nails so if you know um russian manicurists in Atlanta i'm gonna try to find one in chicago as well um when i go there because i want to rush in manicure so and then i had a mimosa i just had a mimosa to start up the day it's only two o'clock i want to show y'all the streets like this is like one of the food markets one of the corner stores look at the streets y'all it's like nothing just crazy how life is just going so fast but i need to get my hair together because i got my hair redone last night y'all see that in like a whole other vlog um but yeah i just can't wait to go back to Atlanta and get on my routine i'm gonna do a routine reset i miss cycle bar so much i miss going to the gym and yeah but um but yeah i'll talk to y'all later once i get to chicago oh my god i went to high school with him hey y'all i don't know when was the last time i talked to you guys but i'm back home i just took a shower i feel so clean y'all i've been using exfoliating gloves in the shower and it is just top tier i just started using them because i made a tiktok and i was like i just want to talk because i'm a person i grew up using different towels every single day like body towels and wash towels but people came for me well some people did agree and some people did disagree but there was no right or wrong answer because everybody grows up different and so when i was having dinner with the girls um i we had talked about it and then they were like yeah i just use exfoliating gloves so i just said that she used them and i think aliyah said that she did as well so i'm like let me um hop into that game so yeah i've been using exfoliating gloves and bags i love taking a shower like i i always like taking a shower don't get me wrong but it's just like it's a different feeling i wash my body with three different body washes and it just gets the job done so i'm gonna eat clean right now um but i have my eight all day and i need to get back on my routine and i also need to unbox all these packages because i just came back and obviously mail is coming through but i'll unbox them in the morning and i still got to make my vision board and i kind of want to do that tonight but i kind of need to go to bed because i really want to go to cycle bar in the morning but we're about to make me something to eat and one thing about me i don't care how much money i make i don't care where i end up in life i'm always going to have ramen noodles as a comfort meal or something you know what i'm saying and also i do have these ramen noodles bro these are spicy if you like spicy food these are the ones um i kind of want to i'm not in a room for y'all know when you eat the soup and you just like your nose start running and stuff and i'm just like i'm not in the mood for that so i'm just gonna do chicken noodle regular i'm doing two packs because i'm hungry so but yeah i'm just coming in to check in with you and i still have my christmas decorations up i need to do a whole takedown reset and i'm gonna probably do that on monday my nails are done for i got them down for new years and they're just breaking and that's exactly why i'm not getting um acrylics anymore but um tim did not do these i loved him i still love him still go to him if you like acrylic nails but i'm definitely transitioning over to um a new leaf unless he can you know specialize in russian manicures but that's what i want to get y'all know how kylie jenner's nails look like they're fake that's because her cuticles are pushed back her nail tech does a good job i think she goes to chung legend really love his work and they just look really good and i just want neat nice taking care of nails oh my god i'm so hungry and i'm probably gonna binge watch um i've been on the i've been watching real housewives of miami and also potomac and if y'all catch the new episode they was really trying to come for candies i really like candies that's probably one of my favorite housewives of potomac um all the other ones i like karen too karen is like i wish she was my rich auntie you know what i'm saying um but i like karen i would definitely love karen as a friend like an older like friend i'm probably gonna watch that and hit the hay um hopefully i can make it to cycle bar in the morning and there's a 6 a.m in the 7 a.m so i have to see which one i'm gonna go to but yeah i'm just so happy to be back home and i'm using my ish together so and i really feel good about 2023 i just want so many things to happen for me um yeah i'm just ready for it i'm ready to work i'm ready to put the working what northwest be cutting up on the internet y'all look at this you're supporting her i love that for her i love that kim is a supportive mom ain't no way they recorded this with a straight face but honestly these days you cannot take the internet series y'all just gotta exist honestly i'm just trying to exist let me let me get my chicken little soup is a chicken salad do y'all like a lot of water or less water i like a lot of water because i like to drink the broth well not a lot a lot just just enough to give me a little broth after taste a little after broth i'm so persuasive um it's been a couple days since i seen y'all today saturday i'm going to run errands and obviously you already know i have to come get a car and my lovely uber driver do remember when i was telling y'all like i wish i had a dj for my songs for my videos and he was telling me that his fiance is an artist y'all her stuff is dope it's definitely giving r&b so i'm gonna let y'all know her instagram and where you can check her music out because her uber driver my uber driver is her fiance and he was just over here promoting her and he put some tunes off for me and they're really good so um where can we find it on youtube on itunes so she's on itunes here we go boom so make sure y'all check her out on itunes she's the up-and-coming artist and we gotta support black gotta stay together okay exactly her instagram is the real victoria with a k vrk i'll have it on the screen for y'all to go check it out but yeah so thank you so much you're what is that what is that thing in the back i don't know how to stop the fan in the bag okay so anyways i'm having such a good day um and i'm gonna continue to have a good day i'm not gonna say so far i'm gonna say i'm gonna continue to have a good day because yesterday was such a bad day i didn't even vlog or nothing yesterday i was supposed to have like a little cute self-care night do my vision board i was about to take my computer out and start doing it but i just wasn't in a mood like literally like just to keep it a buck i wasn't in the mood i'm feeling better i'm in better spirits but today's air and day and it's early um but yeah i just have a bunch of things to do today and also y'all make sure y'all check out homegirl that i was just telling you about in the previous clips when i was in my uber driver like love like that is just so beautiful to me like just promoting your but yeah love like that is just so beautiful to me like to promote your wife fiancee or whoever you're with your significant other and just want them to be their best that's love okay because we were just talking because i actually had him yesterday and literally my last uber um and he had like a little situation going on we were talking about so i brought that up and i was like wait i think i had you yesterday and he was like yeah that was me so then we started talking about you know the little situation and then he was like yeah what do you do and stuff like that because i was like i just can't not wait to get my own car and you know i was explaining everything he was like oh my wife you know she's in music and she is trying to promote her music and i was like wow that's crazy because i love putting artists or whoever in my vlogs as long as the vibes are there and the tombs are on point i would love to help out you know but i can't obviously because um youtube doesn't allow copyright but um yeah her stuff is late he was playing a couple of her songs and i was like yeah that's 2023 i'm claiming a good year for everyone 2022 was honestly a bad year for me not gonna hold you but i did learn a lot about myself and what i want you know so a win is a win i'm gonna stop at clean at juice first i kind of want to figure out this bluetooth situation so i'm gonna probably talk to y'all later on today but yeah i had to come and check with y'all and oh my god my even my enterprise um oh i forgot oh wait okay and also homegirl that helped me like that was checking out my um rent a car she was being so nice like i was like wow like good energy good vibes i was like wow i can get used to and dillard's being a hot man i had to go to the apple store because i needed to see if i could get y'all an ipad but it's close so dillard's i had a parking and what do these remind you of literally have the price this is only $130 still expensive but still affordable you know what i'm saying and they still give me the look i don't know they're not in my size this is a size 11 i tried to be free so but this is the brand i tried it the same thank you i just need a good these are for you i sent her the picture of you oh what she said she said i love oh she you could have facetimed her if you want to smell do you mind if i do oh yeah that's fine alexia right alexis alexis that's crazy these look just like go to these okay alexis happy new year thank you for always supporting me your man literally your man literally stopped me he was like we was just talking about you and i was like wow that's crazy oh period thank you and then he showed me on tiktok and i was like oh yeah i definitely be showing love to the girls yes i had a because you know i'm doing an ipad giveaway and um what's crazy is the apple store's clothes i don't know why do you know why so they had shooting in the mall over in the apple store wow this was a master shooting by the food court yesterday so they shut down the mall but delicious okay i mean we shut the door okay i'm like i'm so confused and then my friend told me and i was like oh because i didn't want to go to linux because they be shooting there she's like oh they just had a shooting yesterday and i was like they opened so but i didn't know that until i just pulled up and i was like let me just go in and out of here that's so crazy that's so funny wait do you have an ipad yet you could be the giveaway because i haven't picked yet i like to pick like people that like you know that fuck with me for real so it takes time to really see like oh do they really comment do they really watch and you literally just watch my pamphlet routine so i want to congratulate you because you are the giveaway winner please so yes so we are that's just how this is gonna go so i'm about to go get this ipad no oh my god please don't so i'm gonna go get the ipad that's crazy and it's the new year so you can plan get you all that set you up for the new year so yeah i'm gonna go get this what time do you get off work i go baby so i'm gonna go to linux drop it off the homeboy give it to you you're so welcome of this for you so i'm gonna wrap this up so you can go get your ipad and i can go back because i gotta go get my nail soaked off what's your instagram what's your instagram huh oh i'm just going i'm i gotta get these soaked off because they're done with i'm not doing acrylics for this year i'm doing gelics i am i'm gonna do the russian manicure with the gelics but i announced it in my video on monday so i'm gonna tell all the people i don't know it's my giveaway winner that's crazy girl please i'm out here looking at my okay let me run to linux i'm gonna run real quick and then i'm gonna um come back up in here and give it to you they i'm in the car now um as y'all can just see in the previous clips i was in perimeter mall they had a shooting so that's why um the apple store was closed so i am going to make my way to linux mall so i can go get alexa's ipad and what's crazy is i was on the ipad giveaway for my vlogmas vlog i'm gonna be giving away two ipads so this one is for my vlogmas vlog day one alexa you know how just something just feels right and obviously um i randomly choose giveaway winners her boyfriend walked up to me and then he was like oh my god she loves you we was just talking about you and then we took a picture i took picture with her boyfriend and then when i was trying all those those shoes he came up to me again so and then facetime her so it's just like and then she's like oh i just washed her pamper routine and it's just like i want to get back to the girls that really you know fuck with me like i know my girls fuck with me but it's something about you talking about me with your boyfriend and you just telling him who like and then like you just watched my video i just posted and it's just like yes i gotta give it to this girl i gotta give it to her so i'm about to go on my way i'm about to be on my way to go grab that um that's crazy because i wasn't going to come here i was just gonna go to the one in linux but i'm just so happy i met alexa's boyfriend so you know it's just some some people who just it just feels right like i don't know i was i'm having an awesome day and the vibes have been immaculate and i just it just feels right to give it to her so i'm about to do that and then i need to go get my nails done he gets off gets off at eight o'clock so i gotta get back here before then and it's so much traffic right now but yeah i'm just so happy today i'm just so happy like i'm genuinely having the best day ever and it's just the vibes so i secured the bag um at the episode and also i made a stop in so flora met some of my girls in there morgan she looked stunning um her makeup was on point um i love going to sephora i love meeting the girls literally all the time the girls that work there the girls that are shopping i just love meeting y'all um but yeah i'm on my way back to perimeter mall to drop off the ipad and then i'm gonna go get my nails soaked off and then probably my feet done but i'm am getting a little hungry and i don't know where this raspy voice is coming from but i like it maybe she's here to say maybe she's coming with age i don't know that's a like cute turn left so i just got home from a chaotic busy errand day and oh my god y'all we're bald but it feels good i cannot wait to go to my appointment this week we ordered some north atalia to go because i am going to be sitting down right now my goals for this year i just want to accomplish so much i am just in go mode right now literally um just because i was uploading on vlogmas doesn't mean that i wanted to slow up on content or anything like that i really just it really just made me like okay like let's get to it um so i'm just ready i'm ready so um yeah i'm gonna do a mini sephora hall y'all look how cute this little saint bart's way is they finally made the scrub and the scalp and body scrub in a mini like travel this is like the perfect vacations honestly so it was only right for them to actually make this in a little travel size so i love that i did not know this was so i ended up getting two of those and then i got a face mask i've been wanted to try this mask because it's only $15 it's a poor clearing clay mask i might try this tonight so the girl i was telling you about morgan she works in sephora if you go to sephora in um lennon small you'll see her and she's like yeah get this and then i also got a new body wash by solda genero and then last thing that i got is this dana karen cashmere miss deodorant i've been wanting to try this oh my god this smells like a grown baby like fresh so dinner is served i'm going to take my vitamins while i eat but um i ordered north italia to go so i got the spicy roga tony the truffle bread um arugula and avocado salad and then i have this mango wine from charter jose i don't have no groceries but tomorrow we're doing a reset and i'm about to do my vision board and i'm actually going to turn on a movie and watch the menu um i remember me in the shower real quick though um because it's just been a long day maybe i should do that i just want my food up okay i'm gonna come back to this i'm gonna take a shower real quick and then relax so yeah