 do you ever regret moving back to texas good morning everyone welcome to vlogmas day 15 my mom and i are at highland park village my nails guys right now this is literally not okay um oh wait mom maybe they're moving are they leaving is that car leaving looks like it my mom had to get her celery juice as soon as she woke up so we're at the juice bar and we're trying to find parking it's not going too great i this is my first day where i have no homework no podcast up because i had to get it all sent in for the remainder of the year i only have vlogmas so i have literally nothing on my google calendar can you believe that not one thing on my google calendar are you freaking out are you yeah i don't know what to do no i'm not enjoying it at all i literally don't know what to do so maybe i'll have a chill day i might just getting something out of this car i think and this person's just sitting in here enjoying the toasty yeah i guess i think i might watch a tv show what do you do in this post grad life most people are looking for jobs i guess they need a hot pilates studio at highland park village how is it good she got two it's celery juice my mom i moved out and she became one of those crazy organic whole food moms medical medium all of the above yeah about medical medium right now you know i was telling someone though i was like my mom looks younger than she did 10 years ago right now and i was like it's either the hair or it's her organic food it's the nutrition for sure must be that okay everything's closed so we're going to royal blue so cute okay after the celery juice guys i'm craving a collochee at the donut store so that's where we are might get some starbucks too everyone gets oh by the way for those of you maybe okay for those of you who get mad that i called a collochee it's just what everyone called here okay i'm sorry ever in case you haven't seen the vlogs where i share my order this is it vanilla sugar macabre no peppermint i mean no vanilla with peppermint so good look at me i just woke up from a like four hour nap didn't even realize i was so tired great it is 6 30 p.m look at cocoa um i just showered i'm in a sports bra and just sweatpants i have some things i need to do around the house i finally have energy it is 6 30 i needed that nap i have just been so drained and like i've just been so drained and unmotivated this week i don't know there's been so much going on and so anyways i just showered i self-tanned it's an express tan so um i don't know when we'll be able to see it but i love these sweatpants from misguided i forgot about them but but they're so soft and back with my ugg slippers there's my uggs in the background there's this anyways i need to take laundry down which is like my least favorite thing to do i think i have a package i don't know we're gonna get to we're gonna get going with our day finally guys i am sorry for today's vlog this is the laziest day of 2020 for me and it feels incredible it's exactly what i needed oh by the way i'm wearing my bertha dreams robe it is so cozy i have so many blankets i don't have the cardigan but this is like the softest coziest thing ever and i'm such a row person matching pajama sets just a good way to elevate your everyday experiences anyways guys i ordered this um set dropped on revolve and they had a chocolate brown set i ordered this so quick and it came in within like two days okay i will link it below but i was so excited because i was trying to get chocolate brown leggings with the alliance from lulu but they are so out of stock and honestly when they come back in stock i'll probably still buy them just because alliance are so soft oh my god guys i might wear these tomorrow look how cute look how cute i wear a size medium in set active by the way i really like this stuff i have a lot of sets um they're really flattering they work for my workouts and then this is a size medium but isn't this just the cutest thing ever guys i need to work out tomorrow that's another reason why i've been so tired i just been kind of off my workout team but also guys i got the gen z dictionary by kelly king this is tk's juicy pulls mom and i love her she's incredible so funny so it's just like obviously gen z dictionary but it's really good one it's just a really good book to have around the house because it's funny two great stocking stuff for three really great for content because i'm gonna make some tick talks with my mom and this is gonna be funny pop the link below but it's so cute guys i'm gonna finish my avaline avaline wine i got this solely because it's karen diaz's wine and we know i love camera not the biggest wine gal but you know i try her on the holidays so this is literally all i had left there's something so like fun about being 23 and like pouring yourself a glass of wine it also takes me like six hours to finish one glass of wine so you know we're trying okay i probably look a little bit crazy because i self tan but i'm gonna answer some questions do you have any postgrad plan you see i would buy the pandemic i feel like now that i've graduated i'm putting extra pressure on myself to like find something else to do even though i'm already kind of like doing a lot for the next year i think i'm just going to devote to like doing exactly what i'm doing and building everything out and making that better and growing everything that i'm doing i would love to travel but you know we already know all this i would love to rent a place in nashville for a month in york for a month so we'll see i have no idea i don't really have set plans as of right now honestly in the next year i have so much freedom but we're in a pandemic so like i don't i don't know comment below how many of you guys graduated or when you guys graduated or if you even went to school at all if it's just staring at me as i film how to get over a narcissistic long term x first off i'm really sorry i think people prolong getting over breakups because they sit around and soak in like fixate on the relationship that wasn't really the reality of the relationship and even if it was like it just didn't work out obviously the narcissist is a very different thing but something that i'm actually grateful for when i go through a breakup is if my ex boyfriend does something that like really makes me mad or treats me horribly or like does x y and z anytime i'm like emo i just remember that and i'm like oh wait i would deserve a lot better also um if you're like dating more seriously just thinking like i don't want my son to be like him at all that really helps i'm trying to think about other things but yeah i think you have to just be really realistic with yourself and patterns over potential not so like don't fixate on someone who they could be because that's not who they are that's not like the reality that we're facing right now advice for getting a dog so i have two dogs i'm 23 i got a dog and call i guess they're technically got both of them in college i just had a different college experience though like i didn't live on campus a lot of it was online you know whatever so i wouldn't recommend people getting dogs in college also dogs are big financial responsibilities so make sure that you're good in that area because they get expensive honestly getting a dog is the best decision ever like fits my mom and i talk about this all the time he is the best dog ever it took me no time to potty train him no like he's a very unrealistic standard of a dog and we have like 10 dogs in our family and everyone agrees that fits is the best i was really really serious about great training him and doing all this stuff with him this time around i really lucked out with the world's greatest dog i love cocoa too but i'm just talking about getting a new dog and that's obviously the most recent just know the responsibility and make sure that you can actually afford it because i work from home it just makes it easier for me because i'm already home are you dating okay i get this question all the time it's not that i'm not dating i just don't know anyone to date like who would i date here i'm very picky i like say this to my family my family's like really yeah i'm not like not dating but i'm not dating you know what i mean getting a lot of questions on when his dog coming back i don't know we face time today i think about john was done just books of flight like the next day so maybe if you guys hound her enough she will be coming back soon we have plans like upcoming so then you'll look for in your future relationship okay i saw this post on instagram recently or i don't know where i saw it but they were like he can do all these things and treat you well and have all these qualities but if there's like no fruit from his life then like we consider that any advice for saving money i'm 20 and want to be more responsible with my money have a separate savings account like not even within your bank get a high yielding savings account and then decide you're going to put whatever percentage is realistic for you whether it's 10% or 20% into your savings account because you transfer it outside of your account you're like paying this account do you see what i'm saying favorite songs off everyone let's look guys i actually like ever more better than folklore new merch for you casey must grace you know what i already bought casey must graves sweats out where did that go tizet m season oh my gosh we haven't even talked about this in the vlog okay tizet m season i've been getting so many dms from you guys because it really is like the winter if you guys don't know what i'm talking about what i'm talking about a winter break fling it's more of like a podcast thing that we talk about it's this thing that i invented when i was like 19 and you know less responsible and wise i don't do this anymore but basically i would like secure a winter break fling every time i come home and it was this whole thing so many of you guys have been DMing me that tizet m season is like the winter break fling song and i couldn't agree more that actually my my favorite tolerate it really good i think happiness is a really beautiful song um cowboy like me long story short closure honestly i love the album i like it better than folk or favorite qualities of sophie okay my niece if you guys couldn't tell sophie has completely changed my life plans because i cannot wait to be a mom because i love her so much i realize that she is like the absolute perfect child and it's very rare but um my daughter will be exactly like her she's just so funny and she's very like confident sure of herself but like just funny i don't know she's so good i could like go on and on to talk about how much i love her and just cry because she's perfect would you be able to live with damage your permanent roommate yes honestly i could but if there was another bedroom here 100 we just don't have room but we actually like live together very very well some christmas book wrecks please guys i just posted an entire instagram post with a bunch of winter break book wrecks to read how to deal with the grief of your parents divorce i posted an entire video dealing with divorce so definitely go watch that i talk a lot more about it in there how are you really doing could be better this week has been hard i don't even really know why i just feel so off but i'm feeling better so i think that like my tomorrow i'll be back on my game you know do you ever regret moving back to texas no i'm actually like way happier here i think this past week has been the first time where i've been like okay i really need to get out and go somewhere else but not because of texas just because i just want to go somewhere i don't regret moving back at all i think this year would have been 3 000 times harder if i was in la i love being here i love being near my family there are definitely there's been a few times where i'm like i have a little bit of fomo and i'm worried like career-wise with being here and stuff not that i don't already feel this but i just know that one day i'm gonna be like oh my god no wonder i moved here like that was the best thing ever even though i already feel that now but i'm just saying i feel like there will be other reasons as to why does it make sense anyways this is what i mean by how long it takes me to drink wine guys i'm so afraid i'm gonna be up until like 3 a.m that is going to be it for today's vlog i'm really excited for the next two vlogs because i have plans and i'm in a better mood and i hope you guys enjoyed today's vlog i love you guys so much i cannot believe that we are already going to be at vlogmas day 17 tomorrow that is insane okay love you guys bye