 You think of your childhood as having been profoundly unhappy my childhood wasn't wasn't Filled with any any great tragedies or anything. I think I think it was fairly normal Scott. What do you get? There's a lot of things that show us. He's he's containing his emotions maybe so he doesn't blow up and do something to his dad or whoever's there because If you got somebody that killed people and then eats them, there's a lot going on there From a psychological standpoint, and if you're trying to hold your emotions in Maybe he got to a point where he couldn't hold his emotions in for whatever reason or those people he would do that too