 not paranoid paranoid paranoid my throat is a little scratchy look I just had we just had COVID in July but I really do think it's my allergies how are y'all allergies doing like I have been my allergies have been horrible and I'm not taking anything I got off singular we all got off singular just due to the side effects we got off that drug and I really don't want to get back on it but allergies can if I don't get it on control it can get really bad so I think what I need to do is really really dust here tomorrow morning take my time and dust and vacuum and yeah the weather has changed too it's gotten cooler here so maybe that's part of it so I am going to pick up my order from Sally's didn't get a chance to do that what time is it one o'clock we had Chick-fil-A for breakfast last lunch look yeah I calculate now since I'm at my weight pre-COVID weight I'm being really careful so I had half I didn't even eat all my food now we eat out and we still eat up quite a bit like once a week in my opinion that's a lot so now when we do eat up I do not eat all my food I know it's a waste of money if you look at it like that but I try not to consume all the calories cuz for dinner baby I would be having what am I having cabbage and sausage so no carbs okay no carbs from this trade stay low on the carbs and that'll be it yeah so I basically two meals for the day tomorrow I'll miss it to two meals I probably have like a banana for breakfast that's what I've been doing y'all for breakfast I don't start my first meal till around 9 or 10 o'clock and I will have like fresh fruit okay or oatmeal at this point especially my first meal I try to make my first first meal about nourishing my body I don't care what it is I'm just nourishing my body I'm just stopping the hunger that is how I'm looking at it and now tomorrow I'm gonna have my husband to make some beef because I went went to girl this beef cost $25 at Whole Foods so we're gonna have beef tacos and I'll make some some cilantro lime rice and we'll have some roasted corn look our favorite spot has stopped doing margaritas to go in my husband's my husband has been out of shape child he's at what the hell he's at that was a dumb move I said don't stop doing it baby he's like that's a dumb move because the number's going up nobody's gonna be eating now I say you'll be surprised there are so many people still going out and eating now you'll be surprised so anyway y'all let me hush up I really just want up for the weekend just sit in and relax I wanted to start doing my hair today because I was going to review my last review for the year oh you know I do I I want to review that this weekend I'm just so tired but that is it and then like I said I have that flexi rod set for y'all and I'm doing next month and then some of these other hair related videos I'm saving for next year so like I have my I think I'm gonna do another wash day with the Dollar Tree which should be really simple and then or affordable wash day I should say that's what I'm gonna do I'm gonna do an affordable wash day I'll say that for next year we are revisiting the Bayou infusion product I'll say that for next year and I think I'll do a wash and go girl I don't even know I try this shit we will try to do another wash and go so did I show y'all my news last vlog what is it baby I see you found your way in you pick how did you pick the lock this time with a toothpick with a toothpick have y'all noticed that a lot of these like I said I don't keep up with these celebrity rappers and stuff but a lot of these people are in and of dead like who is this savage 21 brother can I can I see the attic no baby NBA young boys brother savage 21's brother dead at 21 what is a child your little belly oh you so cute you packing on the pounds when you look you want to go in the attic yeah I'm looking at it you know who's in a penny wise maybe in the attic he think that's funny that was scaring me if I was your age we gotta go to Sally's don't pick up my hair please look in the attic you need to learn how to detain my hair today today y'all Saturday yesterday my throat started to feel scratchy so I've been downing ginger tea and I feel I feel better I also make sure I slept in yeah so y'all put on a dress because I'm in uniforms those little indoor pajamas that get from Walmart and so I said you know let me go ahead put on just a little bit of makeup show off my girls put on this dress y'all seen this dress before put on a little bit of makeup and some earrings I washed my hair today girl it's cleavage is glassing a girl hold on yeah I'm gonna make sure I take my breath control I'm not playing what's that y'all y'all feel it'll fit to be tied about this restaurant not offering margaritas to go he's like have you caught I'm like look man it's a wrap yeah I am tired lately I don't know if it's the weather change or just everything coming you know the year closing and I'm just done with the year cuz I so we were going back and forth I told him I said look I am done some month we go all the way up to Scottsdale to get margaritas to go we don't even get a lot of food it's mostly the margaritas to go and they have great margaritas but Scottsdale is a drive from where we live we live in North Phoenix going out towards outside of Phoenix actually it's a two-hour trip round trip and it's only because it's the weekend and they shut down the I-17 due to construction and I finally said look you're not the one up here I said you're not the one up here having to this is me talking husband you're not doing up here having to cook make sure the dinner is ready and then you know he's like well I'll drive I said no hey y'all want to show you what JV is working on he's he's finalizing his project base this is the Lego creating his own Lego and we took about two weeks to go back to some more homeschooling stuff and so now this is a final and then I'll show y'all what the next project is gonna be which we're gonna be doing this month I'm really busy at work so we're gonna be doing projects for the next two or three weeks his next project is pretty cool I got it from teachers paid teachers and it is trapped in the 80s and so he's gonna be looking at different stuff like hairstyle trends this is right of JV's alley honey he has to draw what the hairstyle would look like what is this then and now different type of technology what's the difference draw himself tape player there was another here I wanted to show y'all the Berlin Wall historical events that occurred in the 80s will also be covering music absolutely music was the best back then right a decade deconstructed so this will again cover several different subjects or topics I should say history music won't really do a lot of math in here of course we'll be we'll be reading social studies I would have to incorporate our own math will probably get started on double digit edition we're behind on that and so today even though he's finishing up his Lego project today will still be hitting it hard I got these books from the Dollar Tree very very easy to just pull these out ready to read he's gonna rate to me counting by fives counting by tens want to make sure he has that down solid and then we will be doing I think we already did some of this spectrum writing we've been talking about details right in details and then he has a handwriting book for boys this is so cute I got this on Amazon just to practice his handwriting his handwriting is sloppy and then we'll be going through and doing some spelling I think I'm gonna cover possessive nouns if we have time this weekend thought a little activity and then of course I have my grammar punctuation book I got from Amazon so it seems like a lot but really it isn't we're able to get through all of this stuff in two hours tomorrow he won't do homeschooling and then Friday we'll hit it hard again and then possibly a little bit on Saturday all right y'all look and it's been a long week but it's finally Friday it's Friday and I'm ready to swing a little bit tipsy on this thing girl fix me a little a little thing of whatever so y'all it's Friday and it was really busy at work this week but it was productive and I do not mind look I do not mind having a productive busy week what I don't like is when I'm busy ain't shit getting done because I'm busy trying to put out fires that I don't like but they was it was a predict a productive week so we're good we're good so yes it's Friday my husband's off cooking I'll show y'all what I'm cooking here in a minute but I'm gonna share something with y'all because and I need to be careful of how I worth this I it's not that I think I'm gonna offend someone I just want to make sure that whatever I say that it comes across genuine which I do think it will so y'all I got a harsh reminder that when we live that when we leave this earth that we cannot take nothing with us and so you have to think about what do you want people to remember you by because it's not like people are not going to put it like this so case to what I don't want people yes I think I have good hair but I don't want people to remember me remember me by my great hair meaning physical you know materialistic things you know what I mean physical quality is materialistic things characteristics that's what I want people to remember remember me by she was a kind person she was funny she was witty she was smart I'll hill I'll even go where she was a great cook you know what I mean hell that's a skill set right the reason why I'm bringing this up is that about two weeks ago one of the moms in the neighborhood she sent me a text message and she's like she's like hey Vivian they're already putting up soaring souls house for sale this is the family where the father killed the family there was a survivor the little girl survived but everyone else is passed on it was horrible so I was like are you serious y'all within two weeks the family I don't know if it was her mother had put the house meaning that the wife's mother the grandmother had put the house up for sale and we don't know people situation so great but I know for me I don't think I could do that that fast but hey this is the market right now to sell to ironically so um what's my point so anyway she was like the mom in the neighborhood was like she's like yeah and there's a bunch of stuff outside I so what do you mean she's like well they put a bunch of stuff out for bulk pickup I was like oh my god so yeah I don't know why I did this I don't know why I did this but I went by there I walked by cuz I was curious to see what do they have of these people that are out there it was a little bit of furniture and stuff and you know knickknacks and then I saw a box of trophies and they were the boys trophy he was 13 years old he he he ended up dying too and then he played baseball he was very athletic built too I could tell that he would have you know was possibly a good athlete and so there was like I always say about 20 15 to 20 trophies in this box on his side of the road for trash and you could tell these were this child's prized possessions but then they got me thinking you and just a reminder that you can't take none of this stuff with you when you're gone you can't take none of this with you so what will people remember you by like seriously what and thankfully I have great I mean I wasn't close with the family but I have good memories of the children and the little boy was always a sweetheart and that's what I remember him by it wasn't that he was a great athlete you know what I mean so I just got like one day you know once we are gone our our whoever is our loved ones are gonna have to trash our stuff that we value but really that's not really a value you know what I mean and so that was a harsh reality for me is that you know what do I want people to remember me by remember me by it's not gonna be stuff I can't take this with me hey y'all so we are in girl we're leading into the second week of December y'all it's just steadily going on now I woke up I've been sleeping crazy so I've been sleeping in a guest bedroom plus my husband has a cold he claims that we gave him a cold but no he's literally sneezing and coughing and I'm like you you can't be sneezing on my bunnet in the middle of the night so I've been sleeping in the back room for the last two nights just because we both have not been sleeping well it's a we sleep when we're like this we sleep better separate at least he does I'm happy I'm struggling no um move y'all and some so I don't talk so loud but on girl so anyway like I said my hair me cut off a little bit we in December um yeah y'all just trekking alone so I woke up in the middle night I do this you guys I have horrible insomnia it's been like this for years but I don't feel necessarily tired when I wake up so that's good but I'm a type of insomniac I guess you call it to where I can get up in the middle of night 30 minutes wide awake and fall asleep again no problem no problems at all okay so it looks like they are switching to virtual learning for the school district here until the beginning of February when I tell you some folks or his some parents but this is the thing I really don't know what people thought with the numbers steadily going up what do you expect we knew this was gonna happen and we had a hunch that they were gonna shut down if you're not doing if you were in person yeah you go on a virtual and this is something that's going to be happening y'all for a while I hate to say it but it is it's just um my neighbor told me her grandbaby has had four teachers already now he now she has a fifth teacher another teacher cuz the teachers are quitting I don't blame them but dang the teachers are quitting and her her grandbaby is in third grade she said one day she's like can JB come over I'm like y'all done with your assignments she said we didn't have any today I said okay hey you guys so you didn't go anywhere with me because I didn't go anywhere it is rainy and cold here in Phoenix so I'm staying my butt home excuse the background my neighbors granddaughters here JB I'm tired and I think my husband did pass something on to us cuz I'm coughing just a little bit I've been down in ginger tea it's probably just a little cold but thankfully my nose isn't running I had something like this two weeks ago we're not warm you guys probably hear me saying in this video I feel like it's my allergies at least I thought it was but now with this coughing girl I don't know come say hi to the camera JB come say hi I can't see you baby baby you look big next to her you look like a giant baby how old are you Taryn so don't know you're eight oh my god yeah this book is sitting this camera sitting on the book I'm talking low because it's loud this hair I gotta do something with my hair if you hear something it's the heater because it's cold girl it's cold so y'all it's Friday it's right oh girl yesterday it rained all yesterday let me turn the heater off y'all so yesterday it rained all yesterday girl all yesterday and the kids were together all day I'm like when I dropped well when I dropped JB off with sorry I'm sorry when I dropped the little girl back off they kept saying oh wait can we come over here he come over here can she come over there I'm like I'm like fine I don't care and finally she was like well it's Hanukkah you know Hanukkah starts and so I want JB to celebrate Hanukkah with us I said okay baby fine Miss Lori started explaining to JB what Hanukkah you know is it's so miss Lori start off she's like well you know some people think they were the only people there were slaves but you know Jewish people were enslaved a long time ago by the Egyptians and I turned around and look at her I say yeah you're right we didn't slave you guys at one point I said I looked at JB I said yes she's absolutely right Egyptians which were people of color did enslave Jewish people at one point good don't try to tell me about history I know my history so I told JB to this like y'all I'm the same way look I'm the same way on camera that I am in person don't let this cute face a southern accent fool you so I'm a really nice person I really but I get I don't think she was expecting it cuz I turned around so fast like and I knew she was kidding and I was half-kicking around my life hey you guys is what's my baby you move that's why it looks different y'all I'm so extra so anyway we're going to go run errands I'm gonna go return this thing in an Amazon and taking JB on a surprise y'all what he likes let me turn this down it's gonna get flagged so a girl I got dressed today and then y'all look at this purple lipstick look I feel like as long as I put on purple lipstick like it looks like I have on like a lot of makeup like that's all you need is a good a good lippy and you done you have a lot of makeup