 So growing up as a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? Because you were exposed to that life at a young age, but I'm sure that's not. Yeah, I had a good childhood and stuff, but I always thought about money. I always wanted money. I was like a gold digger just to keep it 100 and funky with you. I was born a gold digger with a shovel in my hand. So you know what I'm saying? I mean, my goal of 50 cent, you know, that's my main man. You know, may he hear this, you know what I'm saying? He told me, he said, can I was bragging to him one day. We were shooting the PRP video. I was here, nigga. Yeah, Pimp, Seth holds down. Nigga's biggest show ever, nigga. You know what I'm saying? You got the right nigga here and 50 looked at me said, can. Do it again. And I said, what do you mean? Do it again. He said, you only get one time to be that nigga. You know what I mean? So what I got from that is that you got to reinvent yourself. That's all right. So ever since I met him, I've been reinventing myself. And I think that that's the part of the game that a lot of nicks missed. You know what I'm saying? Me, you know, like, you know, when I was doing 40 million records, I was on everybody album. I said, I got to go to the next level. You know what I'm saying? Then I started getting into real estate and today cares, you know, made millions in that game. Then I got tired of that bullshit. Then I said, man, let me go do something different. Then I went to Dallas and opened up me a store up there. Sure, then bought a lot of property in Texas. You know, bought a house in Richardson. You know what I'm saying? Got tired of that shit. You know what I'm saying? Came here and came to Atlanta, started to hip hop fraternity. So I'm always reinventing myself. You know what I mean? And that's how you stay relevant. You know, you can't, you know, you're going to play out in certain areas. When you play out, you got to know how to flip and go to another level. And I think that that's, you know, one of the things that I learned. So when, you know, when I tell people about the game, it's about transition and showing like, yeah, maybe, you know, when I was payment, I got millions. I went plating them off the bitch. You know what I'm saying? When niggas went platinum, got platinum CDs. I had a platinum CD before they ever it was called pussy. You know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? And, you know, I mean, everybody in my neighborhood that, you know, I can't lie on this camera. I'm the one that came through with the Rolls-Royce is the Maserati. You know, the brand new Benz is, you know, the jury, a hundred thousand dollar bus down the front. If you know what a hundred thousand dollar bus down was, I live like an NBA player off the game. So the game went bad to me. You know, I was just telling niggas, you know, how the levels of the game, you know, because because the game down here, maybe one or two niggas knew how to do what I do, knew how to groom their bitch to do what I taught my business to do. You know what I'm saying? Because because they can't wrap their brain around it. A lot of motherfuckers got a ton of this. A lot of motherfuckers stuck like Chuck, you know what I'm saying? They stuck on stupid. You know what I'm saying? So when you try to elevate them, you know, because I told plenty of like, man, you know, can't I fuck up? And I said, man, that's what you do. Man, go in the strip club. Man, I fucked that carpet, man. This bitch on the blade. The bitch got to pad up feet on the concrete, man. Hey, man, the bitch ain't getting off the track. I don't want it, man. So I'm sending these niggas all the time. I'm giving them money, but they don't understand. Nigga, you know what I'm saying? Nigga, I'm trying to get you the game. You know what I'm saying? Man, and they just, they just, they couldn't take it like a fish can't take it to the earth. The hustle month. Yes. Man, you know, you went through a lot. You know, you, you lost your, your man, you know, your husband. Was y'all married? I'm gonna leave that in the book. Okay. But I just, but, but I mean, just, just, well, give me a spiel on what, what can we talk about? I want to go back because you know how I like, I like to go back to, I want to know where you, where you were raised, how you were raised. Cause. Oh yeah. That's how she do it. Yeah. Because. You know that already. Yeah, I know your story cause I got that out of you. I need your story. Me being exposed to the game. Everything growing up, you know. Yeah, but I don't, I don't feel sorry for myself. It's just, this is the cards I was dealt with. Like this is who I seen coming up. You know, pimps, players, baller, shot, where were you born? Sacramento, California, Sacramento, California, Northern California, with your mother, with my mother working three jobs, but I have brothers that are teenagers. You know, like, you know, your mom had her first child at 16 and then had me at 40. So I have brothers and sisters that are far apart. Yes. And a sister that was pregnant at the same time when my mom was pregnant, she was 18. But you would think that cause when your mom have you older, she has more tolerance. She know a lot about raising a child and so forth. But she was busy cause, you know, my father. Where was he? He was absent in my life, but he was there for the older teenagers. So I probably was like, keep that man by having a baby, but it didn't work. My dad, my mom and so you didn't spend no time with you. None. At all. But you knew him. You knew who he was. I knew who he was. He was just, I seen him like one time and it was, you know, he, it was crazy because how old were you when you saw him that one time? I was like about seven years old. And you remember that? And I remembered it so good, but my, my heart was crushed because he treated me different than the other children because he tried to accuse my mom for having a relationship and saying that I wasn't his child, but he knew I was cause me and my sister are ghetto twins. We 14 months apart. We look like twins, but he was doing that to mess with my mom, but not knowing that it affects children. Exactly. You know, and the father I had were my brothers, my pimp brothers that I looked up to that made sure that they looked out for their little sisters and, and I thought the world of them, you know, and seeing all these fancy cars and these beautiful women and, um, you know, people may, you know, look down on it, but at least I wasn't molested. Right. My mom didn't leave me with, you know, Pastor Jenkins down the street, you know, and, um, so I got a lot of game, you know, at a young age, I, I learned how to speak ism. I, you know, that's the language, right, you know, that we speak. So as, so growing up as a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? Cause you were exposed to that life at a young age, but I'm sure that's not, I was at a good, you know, childhood and stuff, but I always thought about money. I always wanted money. I was like a gold digger just to keep it 100 and funky with you. I was born a gold digger with a shovel in my hand, like just wanting the money, you know, and you know, it's like some people are in a cult. You know what I mean? But this ism is a religion to me. You know, and, um, it's a religion. The ism is a religion to me, you know, because I was raised on it and seeing how much money came from it. And, um, it, you know, I had a good childhood. I was, you know, in drill team and cheerleader, but I always was a snooty, my duty, you know what I'm saying? If you didn't have nothing for me, I'm talking to you boy, you know, and my brother said me fucked up in a head like that. He's so funny because I saw a post on Instagram. I don't, I don't, I didn't share that with you. And it was a show. They were interviewing people on the streets and they interviewed this two young ladies and were asking them what kind of guys they would talk to. And one of them said, if you don't have money, well, for her didn't have money or in a gang because her brothers, like what you're saying is so just the same way. Spoil me. They give me this, this, this, this. So if you can't come with it, don't even try to step and rain. Exactly the same way. Rain wash. You don't get it. I get it. And I can, I can accept that. I don't need no sit down with Ayanna Van Zandt. You don't see him because I know who I am and I know where I came from. You know what I'm saying? Yes. Yeah. Some people always feel like the way how you turn up is always like they're looking for the traumatic thing that happened to you when you were younger. Nothing, never. I had my refrigerator stay full, but like some people, they would be like, I'll be like, come over my house to play. They'd be like, mm, mm, like they're going to walk in the door and just come out of home. You know, because it was like pimps and hoes and all kind of shit going on dope dealers. And but it was money and nice cars and everything. And it wasn't no raids at the house or none of that. But I'm like, well, you want me to come to your house and your daddy is a crackhead and your auntie is a drunk and it's all these crazy other things going on at your house. But you don't want to come to my house. And we can eat all the food we want. And you guys ain't got nothing but an onion and an ice cube and they fighting. But you talking about all of the good things are the things that you saw, which is the money and the cars and stuff that, you know, you glorified. You glorified it. Yes. But I'm sure with all of that comes the bad stuff, too. Yes. So did you not see all of that? Abusive relationships. Yeah. People get arrested. People passing away dying in a shot. But you didn't see that? You hear about abuse a lot of times. Of course we did. Of course I did. But you didn't care about it? That means I mean, like, it's where you live. You know what I'm saying? I was raised around pimps, ballers, hoes, boosters, scammers. You know what I mean? Yeah. That's what we looked up to, you know? It was some simps around there. There's some simps and trisics or resound is there. But you know what I'm saying? For the most part. For the most part. But that's what I seen. And that's what motivated me. So to want money and just break on boys. And then like my last interviews you've seen, like my brother would tell me, don't let a boy have sex with you because if you have sex with you and don't give you no money, he going to talk shit about you. But if he give you some money, he going to tell nobody that secret. And then he going to give you some more and some more because guess what? He invested. Yeah, we on boss talk one on one one on one. Yeah, we going to.