 I found like some of these online gurus that everyone else kind of gets into and kind of falls into their trap and long story short I lost money my first year kind of going long the breakout. I always used to buy at the highs, I always used to sell at the lows and I started to recognize that if I didn't kind of change what I was doing you know that was it for me you know I wasn't making that much money at Starbucks I was making like a hundred bucks a week and if I put 60 dollars to gas and the rest of my girlfriend like I didn't really have much money so it kind of took me to break up with her to kind of start to accumulate some money and then I really started to kind of find success when I sold my wheels on my car for two grand and funded like another account because I was just like fuck it like I need to do this like I want to be I want to do this I see myself making money on some of the trades but I'm losing also because I have no discipline I have no plan I don't know what I'm doing I'm just kind of winging it I'm not going in with a plan I'm not going in with a strategy I'm just doing whatever I think is right and that's wrong