 Hi, it's Bridget. Welcome to Above Life Channel. The purpose of this channel is to inspire your spirit and to fill you up with hope. And we do that here with weekly channeled conversations with interesting afterlife guests. So today I'm actually kind of doing a personal share slash probably a channel with someone who has been a big part of my childhood. And I have a little backstory I want to share with you. So we're on my deck here and this is a place I really love to meditate when I can. I live in Minnesota and so it's cold a lot during the winter and the fall. So when we have summer and it's beautiful I really want to enjoy it. So I meditate out here. Sometimes I do sessions out here on the phone. I really love it. So welcome to my deck area. And I want to share with you. So I ordered this shirt and I got it in the mail yesterday. Yesterday was June 25th, 2018. I ordered this shirt because it's a Disney World shirt or a Disneyland shirt. It says Neverland so it's a Peter Pan shirt, right? I love Disney. I really love Disney. Disney World is really special to me. I grew up. I'm going to visit relatives in Southern California and so I'm really drawn to that which also is what draws me to Hollywood as well. And so I just have a lot of connection there and a lot of really good memories. And so this Neverland shirt I thought I'm like I want that and it arrived yesterday on Monday the 25th of June and so I wore it yesterday and I just popped it on today. I'm recording this video on Tuesday the 26th and I just popped it on today for this video so you could see it. And here's the backstory. So this morning I was chatting with my oldest son. He is 15, almost 16. And I said I need a channel. I need to do a channel today and I'm not sure who to talk to. Who should I channel? And he said I know and I'm like what? He's like what's the date? I said I don't know what the date is. It's the summer. You know it's June something you know. So I'm like I don't know I don't know you know. And he's like so he grabs his phone he looks up the date and he said I know who you should talk to. He said yesterday was the anniversary of Michael Jackson's death. And my son knows that I totally loved MJ when I was growing up childhood super connected. And I thought that must be why I've had his energy around lately in the last week or so even when I was driving back from a very late night on a soccer tournament like a five and a half six hour drive. Constantly Michael Jackson songs came on that was this weekend and so must have been leading up to his anniversary of his crossing over into the afterlife. So I'm gonna share with you a few things that I have now. This was this is a gift that my mom gave me after I think it was after Michael Jackson died. Yeah after his passing she gave me this book has wonderful pictures and all sorts. I mean the pictures are just incredible that are in this book. It's a beautiful book and knowing that I loved Michael Jackson she gave it to me. It says Michael by the editors of Rolling Stone and just a beautiful homage to him. Just the pictures are so gorgeous and so I just loved it. I mean took this out. Look at that. So I've been rather whatever your opinions are of Michael Jackson you understand what's like when you're a fan right? Especially when it was your childhood and it was like a lot of his songs were the soundtrack to my childhood fifth grade sixth grade. Just a really big part of my life especially fifth and sixth grade and so I told my husband so I didn't channel at that time. I told my husband we got he got home when we went on a walk and I said I need to get out my memory book my memory box rather my box and so I'm going to show this to you. My mom gave this to me several years ago maybe ten years ago now. This big wooden box with some stuff that she found when she was moving and so I know okay so what does this look like to you? Let's it's not I mean this might be a little morbid but it kind of looks like an urn doesn't it? It's not it's not you guys or an old silverware box which is kind of what my dads are and look like just let's just be honest here a little authentic but you know we're an afterlife channeling channel and so it's probably fitting that this memory box for me looks like an urn maybe I don't know. Anyway so I'm gonna open it up and you guys are gonna watch me look through it and I'm gonna share with you some of these these things that come forward as a result of looking through it. I don't know it's not all Michael Jackson stuff some of it is and like this one poster that was on my wall growing up and I wrote on the back of it bought this at Cheapskate. Cheapskate was a roller rink back in my neighborhood back in the 80s and 90s I spent a lot of time there. Here's some stuff from looks like middle school yep middle school collages and things essays that I've written I used to really like to write it was a really big part of my life in junior high I was definitely a writer I did a lot of contests and stuff there's some stuff on here and here's one of the essays my mom obviously saved all these clippings some things that I won awards for my writing and things and so these are really great actually it's really cool to see this I remember this stuff oh my gosh this is one of my why winter was wonderful essays I wrote all right here's more books that I made this was I think second or third grade let's see I'm not sure what this stuff is for let's say oh my gosh there's all these certificates in here I thought art project language arts see cover design essay contests all this these are the certificates and stuff I thought this was gonna be Michael Jackson stuff you guys but it's not let's see oh my 6th grade diploma oh I was on the flag line and junior high and then I was a cheerleader there's my letter for cheerleading award I'm not gonna show you all this stuff more essays I did a lot of writing I mean I knew I I've always been like a talented writers conference with a play for sixth grade drama theater at the end stuff I did some of the acting stuff but I've always picked like the weird roles you know like I play guys and I play old ladies and I just liked the weird stuff there's a lot of stuff in here I have no idea what's in here oh my gosh I know what's in here this is cool I'll talk about this in a little bit if I have a second and if I don't I'll do a part two and I'll talk about the blue folder my part two will be in my blue folder just checking my mic here because I just pulled the cord a little bit so let's see if there's any Michael Jackson stuff in here 1984 picture some old-school pictures oh my gosh you want to see me as a little kid it's kind of funny you go little girl Bridget here I am again I don't even know what grade this is in some cool art from a fair oh my gosh the monkeys yeah I had friends in junior high that were really into the monkeys they would watch all sorts of you know that reruns after TV and stuff like that here's my little cheerleading thing from this was a ninth grade at my little middle school recognition for what oh a speech contest I won some kind of speech contest thing and some other stuff in here I really thought this was gonna be participation marching band flag line oh here's another Michael Jackson thing this is what I'm looking for oh my gosh I remember this oh more Michael Jackson this is the jackpot I bought this book I wanted this book so bad this is the Billy Jean those MDFans you know it give me a like on that give me a like for Billy Jean oh my gosh if you liked Billy Jean put it in the comments oh so cool Billy Jean oh that was my favorite song I think I got this as a gift for my aunt and uncle in California in 1984 1984 oh my gosh I love love oh my gosh this is just great stuff great stuff so 1984 so this was an older book obviously yeah the most recent pictures in here were from like the Pepsi commercial unfortunately it's an accident that happened during that time some of the Grammys that he won were in here too and then this is the last picture in this one Michael you're so cool he was so cool back in the day you know a little letter and then oh here we go you guys this is my favorite poster of all-time history okay this is the poster where he's in the white he's kind of preppy looking this is what that's what we called it when I was in school kind of preppy looking check it out can you see it can I get back far enough for you to see it Michael Jackson oh it's kind of musty-smelling but there you go oh I loved this I probably kissed this poster many many times I mean let's just be honest okay yeah alright so that's the Michael Jackson couple more letters and another poster you guys another poster see this was from February 1984 from Jill for my birthday I don't even remember who Jill is but thank you Jill and then oh here's a picture one of my newspaper clippings Michael Jackson newspaper clipping there we go and then that's it that's what's in here my friends that's what's in here so Michael Jackson stuff I thought there would be tons of Michael Jackson stuff there's not tons of Michael Jackson stuff there's just a little bit we're gonna do the blue folder on another video because I'm not on the then monkey stuff I had that I know that there's a whole thing on one side of this that is for somebody else that we can totally channel and talk to and talk about so we'll do that in another video so let's talk about Michael shall we so as I mentioned I ordered the shirt because of a Disney right my sister's in Disney right now Disney world and I super miss Disney world and I'm really itching to go I like to try to go once a year even if it's just me and my sister or just me and one of my kids that kind of thing because it's super spending to do that but I love Disney like I mentioned it's really sentimental to me and it just feels magical well so I ordered that the shirt because of that and just you know put you in a good mood right and it says Neverland well it arrived in the day that was the anniversary of the death of Michael Jackson and one of his homes his Neverland Ranch in I think it's by Santa Barbara you know one of his homes or his ranch was called Neverland so this is not a coincidence this is what we call synchronicity and psychic work and intuition and energetic stuff where things get into alignment or come into alignment and so I have been feeling him and in a nostalgic way and so I wanted to share some of that with you because I think it's important to recognize that even though we are spirit we are intuitive we're psychic you are intuitive you are psychic you are connected to energy just as much as I am I just do it and maybe in a different way or I do it like super powered or something you know with this work here at above life channel I I'm still really very much person very connected to my human life and Michael Jackson was a huge part of my childhood as I mentioned I loved to dance and I really loved his dancing that's what really drew me to him at first and then the music and I loved Billie Jean oh my gosh I loved this song this is one of my big things my big connections and he knows that like in the afterlife when we connect and we talk it's totally a scenario where he I don't want to say plays on my emotions but he kind of does with I mean I'm not a little kid anymore I'm grown up I'm an adult so I don't get all swoony or anything when I talk to him and actually it's really different because I am a mother and so when I connect with Michael it feels like I'm a mom and he's the kid that's what it kind of feels like so it's in a very healing way a supportive way but I'm also serious because there's some things that he has to work through and work out you know and I've mentioned this before that his spirit feels different to me than other spirits and different is not a judgment of good or bad it's just different remember that different doesn't mean good or bad it just means different and so but he as a spirit is definitely more solid tangible energetically definitely much more connected to human life his human life it's not because of his legacy it's not because he feels like he has to be here it's because he feels the now I'm feeling like this racing in my heart so I feel him present so let me just calm myself down you can come in be fine he's off to my left side he's got his black hat on this black hat and his kind of curls are down and looks like a red shirt black pants and he's thin he's really thin like when I see it he's just really thin and he's always got black shoes and white socks and I think that's just my thing because that's how I think of him maybe I've never seen him in tennis shoes do you ever wear tennis shoes he says yeah I wear tennis shoes I wear Nike's he says don't you remember seeing me in Tigers which are like kind of like asics I think back in the day you know I'm like no I don't really remember seeing you in that he's like these are my dancing shoes he's saying because the bottoms are slippery the loafer type shoes that you see him in their slippery bottoms he likes how would they move but now he's like no I wear tennis shoes just not not as much you know not not how you'd see me I I prefer these easy to slip on and you know so if I have to wear if I have to wear shoes he says I just flip these on easy will you talk a little bit about because all this is coming up because we just passed the time where you transitioned where you went into the afterlife can you talk a little bit about or help me to explain to others how your spirit is different a little bit than how maybe I would see or perceive or feel other people's energies can you talk to us a little bit about that he says what do you want me to say I'm not really sure what you want me to say I don't want you to say anything specifically I would just like you to maybe kind can you describe for me Michael how it feels to be a spirit how it feels he's like you mean how it feels to be dead yeah can you explain that that's kind of a different he's like that's kind of a tricky thing to describe to people I don't think people really want to know that they do because it's really important in the work that I do in here at above life channel to be able to share with people articulate the different experiences people have when they become spirit so when they're full on spirit versus having a body how does it feel different to you so then they know what to expect and it makes the death is not so scary and he's like oh no death isn't scary he's saying no death isn't scary I wouldn't want people to be afraid of death you know there is such a thing as God and there is Jesus and there's Mother Mary and all the saints and there's angels and it just depends on what you believe he says it just depends on what you believe and he says I'm not in any position to tell anybody what to believe I just I do want to share that encouragement and so people don't worry about it don't worry about it so much can you talk about you specifically and how you experience the afterlife now because like I said you feel a little different your spirits a little more solid than others and he's like you calling me fat you know like what am I out of shape he says am I out of shape like no no no I just mean energy wise like feeling you he says I know I know Bridget I know what you mean yes yeah he says yeah it is different I think for me and you could probably he's saying to me you could probably tell them about that more than I could because to me it doesn't feel any I don't know what to compare it to it's not any different than what I just know my experience is my experience he says my experience is my experience can you try to describe it like compared to human life well he's saying it's relatively simple there's not much schedule or there's not a clock there's not a list or to do list or there's really nothing that has to be or needs to be done and it's kind of just like you're waiting but you're not waiting you're resting like and I don't mean like resting you know like sleeping I mean like resting like it's not there's not pressure there's no panic and I felt I felt a lot of pressure you know as a person in that heat in the human life I felt a lot of pressure do you feel like you're a person or a spirit now I'm both he says I'm both do you feel difficulty or separation with that I mean it seems like it might be hard to do that well it depends on what you mean by hard I think there's a misperception even by you that I'm lonely and I think that that's some of the remnants some of the leftovers of my human experience I definitely I would say I was definitely very lonely and because people didn't understand you know they didn't get it they didn't get me and that's really painful to know that people don't get you don't understand you even your family doesn't understand and the public loves you so much and all these strangers just want what's best for you they want well they just want you to be happy and but they think that you're happy just you know performing and being on stage and that's true that is true that's a big part of me and as a person it's a big part of me a part who I am it's performing but there's another part you know that I really feel that I missed out and I don't want my children to experience that and that's the that's the part I think that you feel that makes me feel more whole than others the more solid than others and your words I prefer the word I like the word whole it sounds sounds a little nicer doesn't sound like I'm so tormented I don't people think I'm dragging chains around you know wandering around Neverland or something you know that's really spooky and I would never scare anybody like that but yes I think that many people could actually sense me as a ghost and maybe misunderstand that and think I'm stuck and even you've used those words Bridget you've talked about that and and maybe I am maybe to some extent he's saying maybe to some extent I am but it's by choice and I want people to know that part that you have a choice and I have a choice and so talk to me well what do you mean choice then you have a choice to stick around or to move on yes we all have choice at any time I can change my mind and do something different but my children I feel needed I feel it's hard to let go that's like we're connected and I feel like how he's describing this it feels like to me like they're connected through this pain like they're super close like he can be really close to his kids like physically close to them and then but can't touch them and they can't touch him and it's that to me is like tragic like I wouldn't want to live that and do you think that there's a way that you can find peace says that yeah I'm he says I'm working on it I'm hoping I think anything's possible he says I think anything's possible and I'm I'm really taking care of will you describe that to me well you know what I mean by that you know it's like therapy you know I'm I'm in like a I'm in and out of a place that I can be cared for and you can describe that I think better than anyone else we you can you talk about that for a jet yeah I can it kind of almost feels like a care facility like it when someone gets surgery and they can't go home but they don't need to hospitalization for example that's kind of like the same thing they need to be able to you know get their physical therapy and get their body back into alignment working right and then they can go home right that's where he's that he's kind of in that care the rehab facility okay he says yeah I like that that's a good way to say it thank you that's a really good way to describe it yes and it's by choice tell them how much I want to heal I want to be healed because the more I heal the more my children will heal and we're so connected and I feel very responsible to follow through on my commitments and I love them deeply I love them so deeply and I miss them very very very much and I know that they miss me and you know it's it's heartbreaking but I'm doing the best I can yeah and he says thank you by the way thank you for sharing that message for my daughter he's saying thank you by the way thank you for sharing that message for my daughter you're welcome he's very kind you guys he's very kind and he's very appreciative but he does feel very young very he says useful he says I like that okay but almost I mean he does really do he does feel childlike you know he says I like your shirt I like that I know you would I know he says it's so sad tragic what happened in Neverland he's saying that's tragic I know I know what we got to focus on the positive right yes we do we certainly do right that's agreed to that we're gonna focus on the positive he's like yes ma'am thumbs up he gives me a thumbs up yes ma'am when I work with him I've done a few three or so maybe for personal sessions with him just like healing sessions with spirit which I've never done before it's just kind of how Michael and I have worked together and so and I've never had a spirit ask me to do that or I've connected with that I felt like I need to offer that and if they want to do that then I am will reciprocate as much as I can and so that's what he and I have been doing and so which is a different kind of experience for me as a psychic too and as a medium I suppose he says oh you're good at it like thank you okay they're gonna totally think but I'm making that up so you need to cut can you kind of come in like we're gonna do a selfie can you get close Prince does that to me he's like oh Prince does that Prince Mike he's like Prince gonna be okay with that he says Prince gonna be okay with that he gets kind of mad he's kind of territorial about you you know he's like he's kind of like not sure about me and like I know come on just come on let's do a selfie okay getting real close all right they're real close okay guys feel his energy it's right here on this side of me he says heal the world and I literally see his glove come up I've had that song in my head for like five days heal the world make it a better place for you and for me and the entire human race and I need to listen to that song I think I will all right so if you're still watching this video thanks for making it to this point go ahead and put some comments below what are your are you an MJ fan are you what are your favorite songs from Michael Jackson or your favorite memories of Michael Jackson go ahead and post that in the comments please I would love to know from one MJ fan to another thank you for sharing that's really nice of you you're welcome he says thanks for letting me talk yes I'll do it again I promise we'll see when this is Bridget at Above Life channel remember the purpose here is to inspire your spirit and to fill you up with hope and we do that with weekly channeled messages from interesting afterlife guests be sure to like subscribe and to share this video with others you think would enjoy it or benefit from it I hope you've enjoyed it as well thanks for being here