I sighed, barely keeping my eyes open. It's already 10 PM and we have been playing this game for three hours. I yawned and Louis looked over at me.
"Tired?" I nodded and tried opening my eyes. He laughed lightly before looking at Melanie. "Aw, she fell asleep," he got up and lifted her before going upstairs. "I'll be right back." I nodded and he came back downstairs. "Had to put her to bed." I nodded and he looked at me.
"About that kiss..." I sighed.
"What about it?" he looked into my eyes and I found it easier to stay awake.
"Well, I just wanted to say that you're a...good kisser." I nodded and smiled lightly.
"You are too." I got up and started walking towards the stairs.
"Where are you going?"
"To bed. I'm really tired. Goodnight." he laughed.
"Goodnight gorgeous." I looked back at him to see him wink before turning back around and going into the guest room.
I looked up at the stars in the sky, still in the jacuzzi with Justin. He looked over at me and I looked back at him.
"It's beautiful outside." I said. He nodded.
"You sure are," he widened his eyes. "I mean it sure is." I shook my head, smiling and got up from the pool, but he grabbed my hand lightly. "Where are you going?"
"I think we should probably go inside, baby." he nodded and kissed me. I kissed back and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"I love you." he whispered into the kiss. I smiled into the kiss and pulled away to look into his eyes.
"I love you more." he smiled before shaking his head and kissing me again. We pulled away before getting out of the jacuzzi and got into the house before shivering. "It's cold in here." he nodded before coming up behind me and wrapping his arms around me, kissing my neck. I smiled and turned to face him, wrapping my arms around his neck.
I woke up at around 10:34 PM and sighed before laying my head back down on the pillow. My door opened and I pretended to be asleep. I heard footsteps coming closer to my bed.
"Lucy, why'd you have to date that kidnapper? He doesn't really love you and I know you know it." I felt my dad stroke my hair and I felt him sigh before walking out of my room mumbling something. I opened my eyes when I heard the door shut and my phone vibrated underneath my pillow. I lifted my pillow, sitting up and looked at the text. 'Lucy, don't listen to your dad. I love you.' I sighed and put it back underneath my pillow before placing my fist on my mouth, thinking. I got up and walked over to my room and looked through my drawer with the pictures of Ryan and I together. There was one when we had our first date. I bit my lip, shaking my head and then saw the picture when we had been at the house messing with his camera. I sighed and shook my head, putting the pictures away. I looked down at the floor and finally realized it. He never really asked me out. He never told me he was mine and I was his. I felt a tear run down my face and sighed before going back to bed and falling asleep, crying.
I sighed and watched tv by myself after Chris left. I sighed before staring into space and losing focus. I blinked a few times before looking over at where he was sitting. He was cuddling with me before I finally told him. He's too young for me, I can't handle it anymore. He isn't what I want. I want someone my age who can treat me right and can drive me anywhere I want instead of walking everywhere. I sighed and then shook my head before taking out my phone.
"Hello?" he groaned into the phone.
"What do you want at 10 at night?" I furrowed my eyebrows.
"Well someone's cranky. What's wrong?"
"You, Carter. You broke up with me an hour ago and I don't get why you're calling me."
"I am because I care about you."
"No you don't. You obviously don't. You dumped me and didn't even feel bad about it."
"See, this is why I don't date younger guys. You're an embarressment. You make me walk everywhere with you instead of driving, you act like a child and people always stare because they know you're younger than me. Forget that I ever dated you. Ever. Forget about everything because your just like a little brother." I heard him sniffle before he hung up. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair.