 I'm kind of stressed out right now because I just made a break. Oh, the tea is nice. Hey guys, so it is currently 5, 10 p.m. I'm currently on the way to the gym. I haven't gone in like a week just because I feel like I've just been so behind and busy that I just haven't found time to go. I'm gonna go with Julia and we're gonna get back at it. We gotta get back on a routine just because it's so easy to get out of a freaking routine. I feel like it takes so much effort to make a routine and get a routine established takes so much effort but it's just so easy to step out of that routine. Like you just have to keep consistent and not get out of the routine even though it's so easy to. Anyway, so I'm just on the way. I can't wait to get back into it. Gotta get my motivation back for the gym because I go honestly sometimes in waves where like I'm super motivated. I'll go all the time and then like that motivation will just leave then I gotta find it back and sometimes I just have to force myself to go and then I get motivated that way. Yeah, so we're on the way and it's beautiful weather right now and we're going to Juliana's house tonight to just chill and yeah I'm just gonna be vlogging the weekend so. Hey guys, so I finished up at the gym, went home, ate dinner, showered and now we're back here. I'm on the way to Juliana's house right now and I'm just picking up Julia. The gym is so nice now because you don't need a book of appointments. You don't need to wear a mask. You can see as long as you want. So we're just taking our time because we haven't gotten to take our time during a workout in so long. Well, the sun is so pretty. We just had an hour window before so it was so nice that you just had like unlimited time and it's so nice just being able to go whenever because sometimes I just don't know what my day is gonna look like or what time I'm gonna feel like necessarily going to the gym. So it's nice that you can just literally go whenever. But yeah, so we're just on the way to Juliana's. We're gonna hang out there for a bit. I'm not gonna drink because first of all I'm driving and second of all I just need a break because I feel like I've just been partying every weekend and it kind of gets exhausting. But yeah, I think I'm passing for this weekend. Yeah, we'll see. I'm gonna be vlogging this weekend like I said. Hey guys, so it is Saturday and we just went to the beach. My hair is literally disgusting. I'm just about to take a shower. I'm not gonna wash my hair though because I think I might wash it tomorrow just because I want my hair to be fresh for the week because I have like the background movie gig. So I want like fresh hair for that. I want my hair to look somewhat decent. So I'm just waiting extra time to wash my hair and it just feels so gross but it's fine. But yeah, I'm just gonna shower and wash this disgusting sand off of me and my hair is so gross. Hey guys, what is up? So it is currently 1112 and my eyelash appointment is in three minutes. I just got here. I'm kind of stressed out today because I got up in the morning. I was editing and I have this video that's going up today but it's so freaking long. Like it's over 30 minutes, the raw footage. So it's taking me forever to edit. After the slash appointment, I need to zoom my ass home even though I needed to do errands. I think I might just do one of the errands and then zoom my ass home. I need to make the thumbnail, finish the video and I just like don't have any pictures for the thumbnail. Like when I was making this video, I didn't have like the thumbnail in mind. Like I wasn't even thinking of it and I wasn't even taking pictures. Like I don't know what I was thinking. So I need to take pictures as well for the thumbnail which if the thumbnail was done or pictures were taken, I wouldn't be as stressed out. But it's just because like I need to literally make the thumbnail from scratch. I have nothing for it yet. I need to finish editing the video, upload it and get it done by three o'clock and I'm probably not going to be home until past one. So kind of stressed out right now but you know what? We're just going to go relax and get my lashes done and we're going to figure it out when I get back. My lashes are probably going to be done in like it's only like a fill. So it's probably going to be just until like 12 30. So just like over an hour maybe even less than that. I'm not sure. I hope so. But yeah, you know what? I'm just not going to stress too much. I'm just going to I'm just grounding myself right now because I know everything happens for a reason. Everything that's going to work out the way it's supposed to. And you know when you're in a stressful situation, that's what you got to have your mentality. Like you just got to know that things are going to work out and however they work out. That's how they were supposed to be working out for you if that makes sense. So getting stressed over something, it's just going to do your body harm and it's not going to do your body any good. So if you can help that and help your body not be stressed, then that's a lot healthier for you and good for the long term. Okay, I'm going to text her that I'm here and walk out. So I'll see you guys after I'm done. Got to put my mask on. We're good to go. Let's go. Okay guys, I just got my fail and I don't have time to do the errands because it's already 12 30. So I'm going to zip home so I can get my video edited and everything up by three o'clock and I still need to eat. So I'm thinking of maybe just like, yeah, I was going to say I'm maybe picking up food but then that's just going to be me eating really shitty. So maybe I'll just go home. I just like make toast quickly, just to put something in my stomach and then go from there. But maybe I'll just pick up a coffee or something because I need the energy. So let's go home. I'll see you guys at home. It's going to be a hectic couple hours. So it's getting sweet. Okay, so I'm currently at Tim Hortons and I want to get an iced coffee just because we don't have any cold brew left at home and I don't think we have any of the milk that I like. So I'm just going to pick a coffee up from Tim's. I need to get to work right away when I get home. So I need to be speedy. I usually do like to drink water before I have any sort of substance. So I think when I get home I'll just like chug water. I mean, it doesn't really matter. Anyways. Hi, can I please get a medium caramel iced coffee with almond milk? Okay, thank you. Joel wanted to decaf but I never knew that they didn't do decaf iced coffees. That's very interesting. I guess you learn something new every day. Thank you so much. Thanks you too. Got the good. Sometimes like they don't put enough caramel in it. Like last time that I got it from here, they literally like it didn't even taste like they put caramel in it. And so I feel like sometimes they just don't put caramel in it. And but the thing is, is like one time I asked her extra caramel, it was way too sweet. Like it just depends. I guess who's making it and how they're making it that day. But the thing is, is that when you go to Starbucks, you know, like it's always consistent when you order a drink every time it's going to taste the same. But with Tim Hortons, it's like a hit or miss. Honestly, it really is a hit or miss. Hey guys, so it's currently 4.18. I was a little stressed out. Not going to lie because when I got home, my laptop or it wasn't my laptop, it was the hard drive that I added off of was being so slow. And so I didn't get the video up until 3.45. So I literally just posted it like half an hour ago. And it's the first time that I haven't posted at 3 o'clock in six, seven months now. And that's what made me feel so like uneasy. But I just have to realize that like it's fine. Like that's fine. You know, it's not even a big deal. And at least I got the video up. I'm so happy that I did. And things were just being a little extra slow, kind of frustrating, but it's fine. I'm good. I've recentered myself, got the video up, and there's just no need to worry. Nothing bad happened and no one got hurt. My video was just 45 minutes late, which is literally not a big deal whatsoever. Anyways, cheers to that. Literally have like drinking no water today. Night's bachelor at night. I'm going to go watch, potentially watch the sunset. I don't know if we're doing that anymore. And I don't know. I just feel like I was literally all over the place today because I was just like hardcore working on the video. And I was just so under pressure, but it's fine. So later today though, the only thing I have to do is so I have a background casting call for Wednesday and Thursday and it's Monday today. I just got like the outfit info. So I need to make six outfits to bring. I just want to be prepared for Wednesday and just like get prepared for that. And yeah. Okay guys. So it is currently five o'clock and we're just on the way to meet up with Juliana because we're going to go to the mall. I wanted to go to the mall like while I was already in that direction when I was getting my eyelashes done. But I did not have time, which you guys know. So making the trip out again now because I need to return something. I don't know if I mentioned that, but I need to return something. And yeah, I kind of want to go to this little like sunset, cute little spot afterwards. And then both like before we watch the bachelorette. Also, I need to eat more today. I literally probably only put like 500 calories in my body and it's five o'clock because I only had like a lunch because I was literally just stressing out a little bit and I just wasn't eating. So I need to get some food consumption in me and I think I'll feel better. Today has just felt like a chaotic day in my mind. And usually that never happens. Usually I'm very like nonchalant. Like I don't give a shit. But today I was feeling the stressed out vibes and they're still lingering. So I need to get them out of my head. Okay, we're perfume testing. Oh, we'll spray that back. Okay, okay. It's between the teas and seduction right now. No, it's between teas and original bombs. Okay, give me a minute to stimulate the senses. Stimulating. Let me smell something. It smells like shit right now. Yeah, I know. I know, but anything. Oh, yeah, I know. Oh, the bombshell is stronger. But it's like, it's really nice. But the teas are really nice every day. Like it would never overpower you. Ever. Oh, this one's $90. Wait, let me smell the teas. Yeah, but look how big it is. You're never going to run out of tea. Oh, Joe has it on a cart. Which one's the teas? That one. This one's the teas. Oh, the teas is nice. Smell the bombshell. Oh, this one smells really good too. This one smells better, but this one's more smelly. It's just more of an every day. Maybe I need to... Oh, it smells really good on the tea. It's the last verdict. I love the tea. Oh, it's a huge one. It's probably the most popular one. Right, the ice cream place. We're just online. And then I'm so cool. I cannot wait to have dessert. I'm so craving dessert. It's not that grand, because I already know you're going to say. Okay, so fun fact of the day, when me and Joel first started dating, we carved our name in one of this, like this wood thing, because everyone carved their initials, and we carved our initials, but it was like so long ago. I think we did it like four years ago. So we can't find it, and it's definitely been like carved over. It's carved. It's been too long. We tried to find the last time, and we couldn't, so. So we're currently going to re-carve our initials, since we don't know where the last ones went. There's like nothing over there. M plus J, not J plus one. You know, just carving in our initials with the nice sea breeze going on, the waves crashing to shore. It's a romantic, helpful honeymoon. Julie's got a shit. We got to go. Yeah, and we're going to watch The Bachelorette. Today's hometowns, right? No, today's Mentel. There's like a little bit before, and then Mentel. Oh, I wanted this. No, this is where all the drama comes in. I love it. It's good, but it's slightly, but at the same time, it's a good thing. Yeah, it's like, yeah. You just get to see all the guys back again, which is like. Yeah, which is me. But at least they're, I think they're giving us a little something before they start the Mentel. But yeah, I'm sort of with Mike. Yeah. That was good timing. Hi guys, we're in Julia's closet. We've never been in here before. Whoa. Can you see, are you? And so for my casting call tomorrow and Thursday, they told me to bring three business outfits and three casual outfits. Oh, gosh. And then I was like, shit, I don't have any business stuff, but Julia and Juliana are in business, so they're both clutching me up and she has this business jacket. Or ignore the tag. She hasn't taken it off. I wear it with a tag on. She just has it taken off. It gets past the return date by now. Four years. I just haven't ripped it off. It's cute. Yeah, it's nice. It's really cute. Oh, it's cute. Oh my God. It's really cute. I know, right? You feel like... Like I feel like I'm a business woman. Like a lawyer. It's great. Lawyer who? This is actually really cute, which is like not that businessy, but for you. Oh, those can be good. Yeah. Those businessy. I can't remember. Like what makes a pants business? I have also these other pants. There's just like no occasion that I ever needed business stuff for, but I feel like dressing up businessy is fun. Like you feel like a lawyer. I want to get like more like different blazers though, because I couldn't even dress up like that. With a jean shorts and a tobbling throw. Like a pastel. Yeah, or a like fun color blazer on top. It just looks cute. I saw this one at Forever 21 and it was like a pastel green. And it was so cute. That would be so... Oh my God, just after... Oh, like giving this? Yes. Oh my God. With like kitten heels. Oh, so cool. Oh my God. Oh, I forgot that you had these. She bought those. I had them at the beginning of quarantine. Yeah, at the beginning of quarantine. And I haven't worn them yet. Those are so freaking cute. And I need an event to wear them too. Those are so cute. I honestly, I really want to get kitten heels. They're really cute. And they're just in style now. And I feel like they're just good to wear with whatever and I don't even have one there. I don't want to wear like you have you seem like like the flip flop heels that everybody's wearing. Yes. They're like so cute. And they're so like jeans. Yeah, oh my God. I just like dress this thing up a bit. You have to go shoes, shoes, shopping. I need shoes. Like sandals shoes. Like I have a kind of like high heels. I need like wearable shoes. Just like cash-sandals. Yeah. Yeah, because you do have a lot of shoes.