 Hey, hey, hey you guys, so I'm gonna be quiet because it's early in the morning. Where's my cell phone? Girls right here. I like a love for me. Y'all know who she is. She is Very unique in her approach to reviews and just her channel in general I knew her channel would would start to blow up just from a few videos watching up hers again I love for me chocolate sister very intelligent I even like the way she speaks. Yeah, she ain't ratchet like my ass. Oh Y'all let me drink some water. I Got up now. I'm at the table because I'm gonna be working on a I haven't done this in a while you guys I have stickers and stuff and washi tape for my happy planner That can make me relax. So you guys Y'all you know and mentioned in my last vlog just excited about moving back home But now the worrying is starting to creep up I Always not always I already would get a little bit of Excitement anxiety though is on you know what I mean. I'm an excitement anxiety when it comes to moving Let me stop doing stuff and look at y'all but now things are gonna be changing a little bit more And I want to say give a special thank you because I know they watch my vlogs every now and then to my friend and co-worker Christine She's has been giving me some advice. I Basically was trying to tell her the hush up. I didn't want to hear everything. So things are gonna be Switching a little bit in our household. So you guys I'll be the first one to admit. I'm spoiled I'm spoiled in a way that I have a great husband who has always provided I Asked for he asks me for nothing. If something needs to be done around the house. He does it if Renovations need to be done. He does it Without saying hey, can you put in on this? I can't tell you what the mortgage is because I've never paid it But on the flip side, I pay a lot of the I don't know why I'm telling you how this I'm just gonna let you know why I'm having a little bit of anxiety now. I Pay a little bit of the small bills. I manage all of the bills like that everything The only thing he manages is the market but all the household stuff I manage Oh and if he's if someone's coming over to fix stuff or I manage it So you see what I'm saying? That's how we work. That's how we but now it's gonna be flipped to where Like I said a little bit. I mentioned a little bit in my previous vlog the moms that he's tired and that he wants to travel and He's like I don't want to be a slave to work and there's other ways to make money besides the nine to five So he's gonna be looking at other opportunities here in the US and specifically over in Kenya But in order to do that he needs to stop working, which means that we are going to flip Who's responsible for what? I was like What you want me to do what? No No, so he's like you think you can carry the mortgage and I'll carry the small bills, you know, especially in Texas You know, we don't know what the utilities are gonna look like. So I'm like, um What's my cat? I'm like, yeah I'll have his I'll have my car paid off. I'm like, yeah, I'll have my car paid off and All of that and yeah, I should be able to do that. I said that last week, right? but then Yeah, me I am a I Am a plan a plan B type of person. Well, the reason why I say thank you to Christine She's like you can do it. You can do it because they do a similar Not to give her business out there, but this is similar Situation in her household where they live off of her income and they're able to manage She's like we're good and they have a beautiful house and yeah So I've been praying about it, of course you guys it's one of the first thing I first things I try to do is pray about it But something that I do that I'm really really really bad and honestly It's a sign of disobedience. I feel is that I continue to worry So just last week I was praying and I heard the Holy Spirit say I asked me do you trust your husband? I'm like, yeah, what do you trust me? Yeah Okay, so I'm starting to cry. You know, I'm sorry So I heard the Holy Spirit asked me do I trust my husband. I said, you know, yes, and do you trust me? Yes, and then it went quiet And I'm like, hello I'm like, I mean So he will be going back to school when we go when we move to Texas And if it doesn't work out, we will pull him out in homeschooling But he will try school in Texas and we have decided on 40 Texas you guys Which is 30 minutes from Dallas an hour and a half away from my parents That is perfect in about 20 minutes away from my best friend So y'all 40 Texas and actually y'all we're looking at 40 rock. Wow rock. Well Am I saying it right And what is the other place didn't in Louisville is out of the question Um, I was thinking about Bedford. Are you list that area? He said no Heath Heath is the other area H E A T H Those are your dollars. You know what that is Heath But 40 is what it's looking like. I need to look into Heath to see But yeah, y'all the housing market is crazy Um, they're saying that it should dip down a little bit next year The only bad thing about that is that we may not get as much money for our house now If it start if the prices start to go down, but are you guys so it is Almost three o'clock and I've been cooking Look, okay, y'all. Sorry. I had to I was disrupted when I saw some fooling me over here So, um Okay, baby. So making food We're having red lentils We're having chicken look at all these onions girl. I need to turn this down onions are wilting down They be helping with the onions once these onions cook down for another 20 minutes at the red pepper That's going to cook for another 30 minutes Just this alone because you don't want to taste well first of all cooking the red pepper that long It makes it not as hot. Okay. I have my chicken here that I'm going to be washing with some limes and salt I did not pick up carrots So we're going to have cabbage with um potatoes and yeah Uh, so let me tell some uh stories From me Alex, do you want your do you want your potatoes with the do you want cabbage? So I'm going to tell you the story. So are you guys so one One day we were And I ever since my home And the reason this lady was some huge Whig that was supposed to be a ponytail like it was like oh And it was it was a big that was supposed to be a ponytail So you're like ponytail crap up there. So We were walking Walk around and you look down at my We see her again. So like uh We'll just go over there And one boy I think she saw me so I just So I ran I'm gonna fix me a little bit of cabbage. Yeah, and I can't reach it. It doesn't mess me up And then there's that those were aberrations, by the way, and then We walk in the checkout and on the next checkout. I guess who you see big with ratchet ponytail ladies stand right down. I want to put some of this up. Okay, we'll do this This is what my makeup looks like Short set that I purchased through amazon for 18 bucks and I got it in different colors um, I have her in blue See the shorts go here. I have it in blue. I have it in What colors I have it in girl blue. I have been like a blue burgundy in this blush pink Um, okay