 I've been down bad so long, it's a messed up life Let the drugs take control, no happy ending in sight I was running from my past, it was them in my life I use the drugs as a mask to cover what I ain't like My mama calling ass, how you live like this Why you gotta do yourself and your kids like this Do you not care about your family, the love that we give Do you not care about your life and if you die you live Hold up, wait, it got me thinking for a second My whole life I been selfish and I care who I was stressing If I want to be selfless, gotta switch up my perspective All this other shit don't matter and my kids really the blessing From this point on I swear to God I'll never try Something that could take me away from my babies one more time I put so much energy into the streets and then I'll die I put that same energy to something good then I could fly Life hard living without it I'm not feeling like myself and my body's in a battle My stomach feeling weak and I can't eat I'm feeling shattered, my body beat down Scars, bruises and I'm batting Got me clenching in my worth Is this really bout to work? Can I really do this shit? Do I belong on this earth? I belong in the grave all the places that I paid To the drugs I was a slave and now I got one day Now I got one day I got one day to the drugs I was a slave and now I got one Y'all one day turned into and two turned to four And four went to some more I'm getting back my soul The light in my eyes starting to shine a little more It's been 21 days without a drug and I feel dope I still look over my shoulder cause these demons Man, guess this 30 days approach The devil always working and he trying to steal your soul I stepped into the light so I can see how things unfold Thank God I just hit that 30 days, thank God He forgave me of my ways on God I ain't going back today So I do the next right thing and keep it pushing in my lane One day One day Life hard living with scars, bruises and I'm batting Got me clenching in my worth Was a slave and now I got one Now I got one day One day One day I got one day to the drugs I was a slave and now I got one One day