 So the papers sort of blew that up again, but again it was sort of put towards differently than what was leaked in the media because then my dad's phoning me then asking me what's going on so he explained to me why is it all why is it in like in the echo why is it all being blown up out of proportion and I just probably just knew he was going to get the better of me you know and I just I've got no explanation for why I did it you know because normally I like as I said like a fair hard time that's not fair that's that's sort of being a coward