 If on the other hand you start to detach from everything and identify with soul and say, I am that and so all of this is not me, what you will find out is that the transformations haven't happened. So at one moment when you suddenly fall from that conceptual edifice, that entire thing will just attack you because it has not receded, it is very much still there. Which is why the surrender is what? That's the magic word. That's the magic word. It's surrender, Nina. Surrender. It's bending down. It's not about conceptually describing the processes, even just bending down. I mean, how much of bending down does one even do in a life?