 fantastic fresh air and I'm on a path and everybody who passes me on the other side that side right over there that side of the path everybody who walks past me they don't want to smile they don't want to wave they don't want to wink so I have one gentleman coming up let's see what happens if I say hey hey you didn't even look at me people all we have to do is not touch not hug not kiss but we can still be nice just look up and smile now if you want to think in their head hey lady I don't care about you I don't care about your silly headphone I don't care fact that you're talking into your phone in fact lady who the heck are you talking to and who am I talking to anybody is anybody here because I'm on my phone and I can't tell so I thought alright I need to find something to listen to someone something whatever and I thought I'll pop on here and see if any of my pals are around to see if I can walk talk and read comments at the same time if you're not normal on my well no you're not normal but if you're not normally on my Instagram this is the park where I walk I'll show you from the other side the other side is better and I needed to get this part out about me because I don't know if it'll help anybody else last night got really rough for me for a number of reasons think about my daughter I'm missing all of her stuff you know we've all got stuff and then today I had had the loveliest chat phone call for an hour with a friend and afterwards I felt a hundred and million at times of better only to realize that I was feeling blue because I'm lonely so how can I be lonely when I have you guys let me take these off there's six of you here let me see if I could tell who's here hi Mimi hi Jessica hi Teresa hi Tracy Tracy people are weird I'm weird man but how hard is it to give somebody a smile I think it makes or breaks somebody's whole day especially in the morning even though it's not morning right now hi Andrea so how are you kids doing you guys type in for me tell me how you're doing how you're feeling have you been able hi Cheryl have you been able to get up and move your bones at all move your body I have I have to get out and move hi Ruth so good to see you I have to get out here and I have to get in at least two miles a day because when I don't my hips my joints everything seizes up on me Jessica I only got the two packages I think what I'm going to do is when I get in my car to leave here to go home I'm gonna go back by that store and get some more because they did have more and man my lay wraps hey should we go over here for a second what do you think is this little bench like just calling our name but then I won't be moving my bones so I think I will swing back by and get in line it was a long line but they told me that I fall into the senior citizen category which I don't know how in the heck that even works but I'm not gonna fight it and I could always go in the morning I'm not gonna eat 16 only wraps tonight right look at all you guys here sorry for my breathing 23 and snowing me me oh my goodness Andrea's back I'm plan green feel better than plan I love green greens my jam Jill hi lady hi Cindy hi Christine so you know what I'm gonna keep walking and I'm gonna try to keep walking at a pace to where I'm not huffing and puffing it down your guys's ear came out but here's today's Anita's PSA for today if you're feeling isolated and you're feeling lonely and you're a chatty Cathy like me pick up your phone call somebody I gotta put my glasses on or else I'm gonna fall down in this ditch and that is never good and talk to somebody that was so great I'm not kidding you guys when she called I was on the couch I was in my pajamas I was contemplating the lint in my navel nothing good was becoming of my day and during our conversation I started sweeping I started doing the dishes it lifted and then I went to her house and stood in line for only wraps people are having trouble with eggs out here but I'm on point today and let's stop in this shade and check in Andrea has family Andrea in Italy is very bad over there yeah I'm not in Italy I wouldn't be walking around in Italy there's seriously look at let me show you guys now let me go around where the trees are there's nobody here and the folks that are here are all the way over on the other side of my path I got to move I got to get the fresh air and as long as nobody's putting me in danger and I am not putting them in danger I have to do it mental health is just as important hi there there's a gentleman let's see lots of bike riders out here too which is interesting because they're on the walking path but in the street there is a bike path I smell smoke I gotta watch out for the mud too I mean it was poor poor poor pouring at the this morning let's ditch this mud so what are you guys doing to keep busy hi I got a hello well amen so here's where I am this is la street the night there is the train tracks and the train station is right there we're gonna continue walking over here gotta watch out for the mud though I could take a gal down pretty quick I wish I could just like bottle up this air and send it to anybody that needs it but I think the key is just being outside and you know what I think for a lot of folks they were taking being outside for granted I think maybe I was even though I do walk every day pretty much I probably am enjoying it much more right now up here we have a bench I'll stop check in see if anybody has any white so here's this side of the park you guys here's the baseball field I'm just not here by myself so because I get some messages sometimes people are like need to be careful you guys trust me I'm being super careful I have to be I have an autoimmune disease can't take any chances but I need to walk and breathe heavy in your guys's ears let's go over here in the shade for a second so I can look at my screen all right let's see who's here yeah Andrea you're like me hi Judith it's super beautiful here Jill I love it hi Laurie from Sonori Sonori is it Sonori too oh Judith has snow too oh it's not crazy how we're all a group but we're all just like have different situations I gotta keep moving what are you making Regina I haven't cooked for days Steve has been doing all the cooking I have a video going up tomorrow it's loaded and ready to go a collaboration of a day in our life me and a bunch of other swell gals just just a day of in our life it's so warm over here with these long sleeves on I don't know why I'm looking around so Steve and I shot the video was it yesterday or the day before I don't ask me what day it is because I can honestly tell you I have no clue but it's nice and relaxing and boring so keep your eyes open for that one tomorrow I won't tell you where we went but it's real pretty and it's across the street for my house and I've never taken you guys there before went to Sprouts and sat in the parking lot at Chick-fil-A and had lunch so keep an eye out for that tomorrow that collaboration a day in the life alright so here here we are again there's you see the train station so would like when I'm doing my lives in my bedroom and you guys are all trying that's where the train is oh here's the super super duper friendly fella oh this guy was just oozing oozing with friendliness not everybody's as friendly as I am right alright Tracy says my son-in-law gave me a gift called hold on Tracy I'm gonna pull over as I like to say it's the shade so I can read what you're saying I'm a lean against this tree right here all right my son-in-law gave me a gift called store story worth that's you to answer one question about each each week about yourself and then he can read it and know more about me oh wow that sounds super neat hi Mariah wheat elbows with meat sauce I'll have to google that when I get home and check it out hi Patty hey you guys see Patty down there Patty 25 she's starting a YouTube channel she's my buddy and I love her and she's awesome to listen to she's one of those people that you like to listen to you know hi Janet you're in time friend I just turned on my phone while I was here walking at the park because the literal act of talking keeps my head above water who knew all of us coming home tonight hi Connie I've been doing a lot of debating in my head on how to handle my my WW a green program and I think this is what Steve and I we all know I track you got to eat so whatever you eat track do the best that you can to have the foods you enjoy but you know what I think why is the back to this bench so far back which way is better for you guys folks need to be they need to remember that oh so you can't this is this is coming from the words of one of my buddies who hopefully right now is doing a video on the subject because she and I talked about it sorry I'm getting a text from my cousin you can still lose weight and do WW with regular foods you don't need any regular coffee creamer 45 calorie bread Olay wraps right it can be done it's not as much fun for some folks but just if that's the issue if you're having trouble finding your foods that are your jam the way down don't let it stop you just scan what you've got and track it keep it simple silly keep it simple Schwiebert it can be done okay let me go back to say see who I miss oh Janet I think Steve would beg to differ with you for Steve oh that's a thing I want to tell you guys Christine says I like to listen to you but I like to be quiet well then that that works out well doesn't it then I'm not talking over you you guys are the best Laurie says if the kids weren't home schooling now they would have a snow day tomorrow hi Shnebop okay so this gives us a couple things to talk about first of all I want to go back to anybody who hasn't been hanging out with me last couple days I am on team positive boom I have to stay positive I have to find everything around me that is positive instead of dwelling on what's around negative I can't do it I am aware and I'm an adult but I am not gonna converse about it on a daily basis but anything that I can put out there like on yesterday's Instagram when I was out here I think I was in this spot right here and I said look it's windy it's beautiful out here it's beautiful it's wonderful I have all this fresh air I have this path I have these shoes I have my event leggings I have my little Disneyland thing for my phone I'm in a super good place right now could I only get two packs of old wraps and be bummed out about that the homeschooling is what I wanted to talk about hi Kisha hi darling how are you I have a lot of close friends who are teachers and Oliver's teacher is a close friend so that kind of coincides and we will not be setting up chalkboards or making schedules or any of those things I'm gonna make sure he reads diligently I'm gonna make sure he gets up in the morning you know the whole thing about getting dressed in the morning getting ready and showering and all that stuff I'm gonna pick my battles with him because it's tough he has things that he's very not gonna try to explain it but he's gonna get everything he needs is it too windy out here for you guys but we're gonna be fine and I'm not gonna worry about it is what I'm trying to say Lori says I'm having issues with my normal foods going to go shopping in my freezer and today or two going to start using cat and veggies in a few days okay so the bummer there is having trouble with the foods but the positives you got the foods in the freezer mom pot didn't have freezer when they're going across the little prairie right I'm just trying to Steve is taking the bulk of all of this as you guys see he does most of the cooking well it is dinner and stuff and I'm no good to him if I'm sitting around my house and my pajamas like you are so I'm not gonna do it probably too windy for you guys going through my headphones let me try it for a couple more minutes and then if it's just too loud I'll click out see they didn't kill them they didn't fall over all right Patty let's see I am out of wraps Patty I went to there's only one store in my town see me valley is a literal valley I live at this end the store with the wraps is at the other end so I got my trusty little car Steve left me $60 he goes here go buy all the wraps you want so I got up there I had to wait in line outside big deal had nowhere else to be right I got in there there were my Olay wraps I grabbed six of them there were plentiful in the shelf it wasn't like I was hoarding them and let's see what else did I get some cool whip something else and I remember I got up in line and I was like so happy in the guy the cashier he's like a yes sorry you can only have two and I'm like oh ding dang man I kid me I said this air these are all I'm allowed to eat on my diet he didn't care so I asked him I said if I go out the door and come back in can I buy two more and he goes see why not so that was the plan but when I went back outside cup read is over here when I went back outside the line had grown and then I read the sign about certain ages being able to come in at like seven in the morning and get what you want so I took my two packs I said thank you very much for all your hard work we appreciate you because I do and that be that let me stop and say hi oh did everybody leave oh wait there they are you know what Patty I think you've heard me say this before but we don't have grocery pick up here I don't know like why we don't have it but we just don't I can't read with those on Lori picked her battles to yeah I'm just gonna pick my battles Judith says good don't cheat teach him ghost school stuff I'm not going to there are so many things other than here's the thing I'm Kristen Amazon carries early reps for the longest time I had to buy them I'm not gonna focus on teaching all over anything I'm gonna make sure he has a book going at all times we play cars we play games so math is in use he's not gonna be the only child on the other end of this coming out behind and I think that's what people keep forgetting that's what his teacher told me that's what my buddy that I talked to on the front today told me we're just gonna do it we can do and that's it I'm not sitting up any dry erase boards we just ain't doing it captain I'm gonna keep him happy and healthy and that was that Patty I know I couldn't believe when I ran out to I was like who am I I don't even know how I am anymore I always have a way wraps right Tina sorry didn't mean to yell on your ear lay wraps were the only wraps on the shelf in my neck of the woods Tina it's so nice to see you honey I'm so happy that you're here that's how I got them Tracy six packages in a box and you know what they all got eaten hi Esther hi girls look at you guys for what I can't see and can't respond to talk amongst yourself hi Lou I have bone to pick with you lady I see you all over the place you never come see needers anymore I happen to see you last night summer I'm like what's the last time I talked to her I love that you guys are here with me and then I'm gonna be done walking like three miles and then I'm not even gonna remember walking in three miles I have it under I'll have it under my belt and you know when someone gives you a hard time when you're on around that's kind of compliment it's like hmm I dig that person haven't seen them lately right so let's I can't look at my Fitbit but nobody is out here oops there's a few people behind me I lied what else did I want to talk about Oliver's fine I had a little bit of a booth last night over his mother she's doing great she's healthy I know this is too windy on my earphones for you guys and I wish it could be up here with me and us oh my god look at the size of the squirrel you guys he's got me look at this squirrel it's gonna attack me remember when I had to run from the squirrels that day look at this dude's got me square in his eyes oh boy go the other way mr. squirrel okay good run run run let's see what's going on we had a lady here on her phone oh he's coming closer oh he hears me talking to you guys do one of you guys have a cracker that you're asking oh he's coming this way I'm afraid of squirrels shoot let me get you guys back over here anyways I mean it's a mother's instinct to have her children with her right my son he's fine he's up there in Washington by shoes Suzy Suzy my folks are doing great they're in their brand new house I'm packing boxes I'm gonna hang back so that I don't unnerve this lady and it would be nice to have Chelsea up with us but we wouldn't all fit so to speak let me say hi to you guys you know what Tina I always put live for anybody who's here now that was another thing my friend and I would talk about earlier lives are really hard to watch afterwards because of our talking sorry for the wind so I always put it in my titles for those folks who aren't into trying to figure out like what what the heck is this lady talking about and who's Lou and who's Tina because it's not very it doesn't flow does it pretty this is I'm always in awe and I think the reason is no it's not Lou and that's okay I take absolutely zero offense to anybody who doesn't want to but sometimes this is when I want it the most when I don't have the opportunity to sit down make a video and I just want to talk now as we approach the next restroom I will be signing off because as much as I know you guys want to go in there with me just can't do it captain and it's getting windy out here I know how windy these get hold on it's true Tina huh so I'm asking is anybody have any problems with anything I don't talk about food over here because if I'm food is a trigger for me when people talk about food so I don't talk about food but is everybody doing okay literally walking in the room knowing your bathrooms are right literally walking in the walk I know where every bathroom in CME Valley is I mentioned in my video yesterday I'm not buying anything to have in the house that I might want to have more than one of like let's talk pudding no I don't want to talk food I take it back we're not talking about food I don't like talking about food did you guys see the twins video this weekend oh my god they're hysterical I love those girls I rewatch their videos when I'm out here walking me stop for a second hi Esther Esther's eating up the plays oh no goodbye Elori have a happy dinner enjoy it track it you guys just track drink water you know what I say keep it simple Simon keep it simple Shweebert for those of you who don't know that is my maiden name so it starts with an S we'll use that Tina says having a tough time let me pull over to the side here because that's what I'm here oh I'm trying to get your comment okay let's see Jen it lifts the twins to I get that Esther I saw meme earlier that said I need social distancing from my fridge Tina's having a tough time not eating all the food isn't that interesting uh and I work from home normally it's not like anything is any different for me just my stress level I'm not a stress eater typically Tina you know what I found out before this there's something else stressful was going on I found out that I don't eat when I'm stressed out I didn't realize that just you pointed it out Cindy how are you my gosh you and Tina you guys are all here everybody is bored you know you're bored when you're watching your friend walk through the park and talk about nothing right but I appreciate you guys being here um but Tina getting back to you it's weird I didn't realize it Steve my blood sugar took a drop and he goes this was a couple weeks ago have you eaten and I'm like no he goes when you start worrying about stuff you don't eat and you need to eat but I worry a lot so why am I fat it doesn't make any sense let's come in here patty that makes perfect sense good Cindy good good good Esther can't leave the house I have been walking with Leslie Sansone good job lady that's awesome you know if I couldn't get out here I'd do Leslie Sansone too because I just I think it's so great Mariah says if I didn't eat when I was stressed I think I'd be thin as a rail so much stress eating um and you know it's oh I know and I want to ask you guys I'm going to stay on the subject but I'm curious has anybody gone to their virtual meeting besides me I did discuss this briefly in another video but I'm curious how to value swells that are here now did anybody go to their their zoom meeting oh hi Jessica hi honey Esther's going to go tomorrow patty's going to go tomorrow Janet went to hers shoot Jessica I liked it too now let's see if I can get confession time I canceled my ww account you have to do it's best for you Lou right maybe right now it's not not the thing for you we're still here for you so it's not like you're uh totally throwing in don't feel about it bad about it patty did a test meetings he should did one on Saturday so that's no really Lou really kitty's been to six you've got us and it's it's you know when when you feel in it you know sometimes we're in we're out we dip our toe in we pull out we jump in the pool sometimes we just kind of lay by the pool you gotta do it's good for you right now because I'm struggling with what to do is why I'm asking Tina said yeah but I'm eating like crap my daughter's Oreos chips who am I online only you content providers are my meeting hi Belinda I can't get it even though I explained how to do it on zoom so well Judith it's super easy maybe after I get home I can contact you somehow and walk you through it because it's super duper easy and I would be more more more than happy to do that my friend if you remind me later if you message me somewhere Esther's going to cancel her husband's we do it together so much to exactly right oh now there's an idea Lou do you have neighbors on ww you and sit with them now this is my thoughts Tracy said I was so bored this weekend I went to a neighbor's house she has every movie in the world on dvd she handed me mac and cheese cabbage corned beef so I just left after the first movie hey let me tell you something you could just hit lifetime right you did the right thing my friend in my opinion you've done a lot of hard hard work to get to lifetime and I would I think I would have done the same thing I know it's hard you probably would have preferred to sit with your friend and talk and laugh and scratch what we do with our friends right but you know it's like if you're a long-distance runner how can I come up with an allergy and you go to your friend's house and you know they're going to whack you in the knee with a back well you might not want to go let me stop for it patty right was easy Esther's right would have to be strong yeah Tracy I'm giving you a virtual bravo sticker chocolate cake oh I would have been running man so here's my thought on on the meeting I went to two because I missed my first leaders meeting I was memorizing the inside of my eyelids if you will so then I went to a different leader and I found it very intriguing and this is my thought I was over for those of you who are on the same page with me and I know a lot of you are on the over 50 w w page they are just not giving them a chance them being w w to learn the ropes hey man this is the first time anything like this has happened to all of us they are still trying to provide a way for us to stay on the program the best that they can they just started this they're walking with baby legs or pony legs or whatever the thing is how about we give them give them give them some grace the way they're always telling us to give ourselves grace right uh is it the same as going to our meetings hell no heck no and it could be the money Esther um all I'm saying is this is the first first time it's the first very first time let's let them get a grip give them a chance and then if it's not for you bow out you know I just think with anything anybody that's new you know we had this new restaurant open up here it was the best sweetest little restaurant and the city didn't give them a chance and they had to close down and the restaurant was owned by long time community members and they weren't given a chance I think everybody deserves a chance even a business um we can choose to stick with it or not let's let them get a chance that's just my thoughts you guys Jessica says they spent tons of money to keep us safe and ding ding think of if you guys were the leaders trying to keep track of all those little square boxes head no Samantha Lynch the W to W leaders here on oh do we have a new Samantha hi Samantha welcome I'm sorry I didn't see you I can't afford W to W so I've been using i-track bytes I miss meeting so I'm happy I found you all on YouTube Samantha welcome Lou thank you for welcoming Samantha normally I would have seen you but since I'm out here in the sun I hope you're subscribed and stick around here at the Pettywack party because I tried to be uplifting and motivating and positive normally so in these times I kind of feel challenged you know uh if I get a bucket tomorrow I want to be remembered as that chick who knew everything about white watchers and uh it was important to her that she motivate us I appreciated that about her that's all Cindy perfectly put in case anybody is she says everything in life is uncharted territory right now grace for everyone and for WW absolutely you know I keep having these partial thoughts in my head I'm like you know the people who who came across the states and they're and they're covered wagons man everything starts somewhere and they took a chance and they came out here and I have no analogy for that just think it had crappy at most have been but let's just be nice and give them a chance before we start wrapping their knuckles with our rulers right hi wait oh my god just went to start supper said not hurry visit Anita Tracy I hope not I hope I'm sure some folks are you know what I am not taking into account the monetary part of folks who are losing their jobs that of course it does not even come into the equation not at all not at all I'm just talking about the folks like myself I'll put myself in there who can afford it and are just being a little tough on WWE and just not you know but yeah when it comes to finances absolutely man Patty you and me both sister and uh if anybody's wondering I haven't taken the scale back yet but I haven't stuffed on it either I don't know I'm I'm missing my meanings the one thing that I was hoping that wouldn't happen on the virtual meetings is that one lady who sits and talks through the whole freaking thing believe it or not it's not me because that lady won't let me get a word in edgewise so I said okay we're gonna be on virtual she's not gonna be able to do that oh yeah she was able to do it because my leader is so sweet she's the nicest fairest kindest person I know Patty right Lou everybody has one and when I see her come in the door I just I just go I mean I'm sure she's a very nice lady I'm sure her kids love her I'm sure her husband loves her hell I bet her granddaughter and her grandson I think she's the greatest thing since toilet paper she's interrupting my meeting and she's not letting my leader talk she did the same thing so hopefully they'll get aggressive other than that I said let's give them a try there I will step off my soapbox now isn't that funny you guys send a private chat message to the guide to mute her oh it's uh it's not that easy trust me so I wonder how long how many steps I've gotten in let's see let's see if we can tell how long have we been talking you guys what how could I only be at 5300 I was here way before I even called you guys in like Dr Bombay Dr Bombay come right away hmm it's because I keep stopping 39 minutes well that's a little sucky isn't it but it's worth it to have you guys here all right so Oliver's coming home tonight I haven't seen him since oh mud pile Thursday and that'd be that I don't know I'm stopping if anybody has anything you need or want to bring up with the rest for sorry for the shakiness Esther I have to walk it's more for my mental well it's also for my arthritis if I don't keep my joints going um I find myself laying in bed in the morning much longer than is necessary so does anybody have anything just went to start okay she's um Cindy I wish I could just like pin that so that everybody who's being so hard about everything could read Cindy Pope's words of wisdom I was really tough on myself at the beginning of this I just you know coming down on on everything and and I forgot my own keep it simple and I'm back to that and look how light and airy I feel because I did oh so oh my gosh you guys I totally walked right past the bathroom but since I do know where my bathrooms are there is another one but where I parked my car so we'll go there and then we'll hang up and I'll let you guys go yeah Lou it's not an option because it's just not my hope the first thing Steve asks when he walks in the door is did you walk today because then he will know which wife he's gonna get let's see what Samantha says hello all I've been around I just don't comment often that's okay honey I'm trying to speak up once in a while so I'm not just a creep in the background Samantha not a creep at all friend man some people are made to yak some people not you're always welcome who is Amy let's see I don't know Lou will you take the look around and see if there's something I missed that you can answer for me or Patty or all of you guys for that matter um oh so Steve asks did you walk today so he'll know if he's gonna be dealing with because when I don't walk I'm just like oh it's like I'm crawling through cobwebs and I'm discontented and he deserves better than that right he deserves only the best this whole thing is not easy for a guy like him who is used to being a busy bee who I'm sure all of our husbands are probably that way huh yeah he's not a fan of this sitting around then and is for nurse um who is Amy did you mean to say where is Amy Esther because I think she knows everybody right did you that's okay I don't know um maybe she's on the front lines in her in her nursing outfit I have no idea I haven't heard a peep out of her there you go Christine Steve has done all the shopping um he's so he's so good that has been of mine like we have plentiful amount of toilet paper but he hasn't broken any rules he hasn't hoarded he has a stockpiled he just goes out he leaves the house and uh hits a couple different stores grabs a pack here grabs a pack there because you guys with the amount of water that I drink hi there good thank you um with the amount of water that I drink I need me my tp and he just has everything ready for us let's see who's here let's see Jill says I got 17 days left till the doctor's appointment till she can walk again positive positive comment right there yeah she probably is busy you know what Rosie I don't I love walking but I will you'll never see me work out I do not like sweating uh oh my phone's gonna die good night Esther always good to see you it's not my style it's not it's not multiplying good night Esther you need to do me a favor Esther are you still here if you are let me know because I need you to do me a favor Esther Ross Newman did I miss her you need to tell Denise Lou next time your guys are live with with D will you tell her that Esther is an American in Paris not Paris but London it cracks me up shoot you know what I think my phone might have died on you guys I don't want to watch the white house so okay uh shoot Lou who was it that was having trouble with the meetings that I I'm gonna help because I want to make sure I help her all right kids you know what my phone's gonna die in uno momento I don't want to just be cut off rudely again if anybody needs any kind of help if it's just talking venting crying questions oh hi guys um anything please message me okay it makes me you think so because she always talks to her in an English accent so that's why I do this okay Barbara I'm sorry my phone's gonna die um I guess I could just keep going till it does die okay sorry I thought somebody was stalking me just I can you guys can always find me on instagram message me at instagram because there's nowhere to insta or message over here I don't go facebook very often these days I'm almost to my car Barbara when I get there I'm going to use the bathroom and then head home um facebook to me to me again it's like the worst place to go right now because there's just everything's repeated there's more negativity than positivity I'm not even going to talk about it because that's a negative thought we don't need it all right well I guess this is it I guess this is where we say auvoir auvoir goodbye thanks you guys for keeping me company while I walk look out for that collab tomorrow it's less than exciting but it'll be something to look at while you're sitting around clipping your toenails right love you guys see you later