 I tested probably a couple of years ago that I hitchhiked back from the trailer and it was like, huh, you've got to be kidding. That would not be a smart thing to do. There's no way, you know, I mean, just the fear that came up around that was a real indication to me that I wasn't to do that. But when the suggestion was made this time, it was like, oh yeah, why not? I mean, I didn't feel any fear about doing it. You know, it's like, sure, this will be fun, this will be an adventure. You know, and it's already all worked out anyway. It's already taken care of and I just get to see who I rode with. I rode with a trucker. And it's a great symbol too because I've never been in a trucker's cab and it's way up. I mean, talking about a vantage point that's like above the battlefield, that's what it represented to me in the battlefield. Wow. Some people would say you were in the battlefield. Right. Above the battlefield. It's a way of being up above and detached from, steps back from that dreamer of the dream analogy. It's great and I would do it again. I mean, and that's where the fun comes in that you're talking about. The joy, the fun that, you know, sometimes I forget. I tend to see the look of this series. It's lighten up there. You know, there is a lightness to it. And it's not bolting and making yourself look like the goal. It's allowing yourself to flow. To go. In my defense, it's my safety lies. And I've been working with that concept of somehow. It's helpful as a concept at this point. And maybe it won't be a concept in the future. I'll be able to bring it to application. But again, like you talk about that fear and letting things go, I think that's one of the reasons why I want to stay in the prisons because some of the most people that I fear, I can't. And so where else can I learn to let that fear go? You know, other people really be defense for the sin. Which is there, you know, vulnerable. And see them, not for their guilt and sin, but who they truly are. It's being invulnerable, not vulnerable. Well, invulnerable. Right. If you were vulnerable, then there would be no doubt. Even the thing was picking up hitchhikers. Until recently, I never picked up a hitchhiker when I was driving by myself. And I noticed I wanted to be able to do that, fearlessly. And I wouldn't do it if I wasn't fearless about it. And so I just kept, like, opening my mind up to that possibility, you know. And again, recently, I was on my way down to the trailer. That was the same trip, actually. On the way down is when I picked up a hitchhiker for the first time. And it was a great holding encounter. He was just immensely grateful. And it was just the easiest thing. And I felt real comfortable with picking him up. I mean, I didn't even question it. I didn't even, like, do I or don't I? Isn't it safe? Isn't it safe? That didn't even come into it. It's just, like, I stopped. You know, it's just an automatic thing. I just stopped. Just as judgments, we have preferences. You know, everyone who walks this work, hers has preferences. They have food preferences. They have sexual preferences. They have climate preferences. They have, I mean... Relationship. Relationship preferences. Clothing preferences. You know, you can just say, well, there's all these different things. And that's all part of that ordering. And hierarchy of illusions is what Jesus calls it. So initially, when you started, I was like, well, this is who I am. This is who I am as a person. And the more you start to make the metaphysical connections, and say, I want this to loosen up. I want a question. You know, you don't go right for your major ones, right off the bat. You know, you'll fall flat on your face. But just, I know initially when we would travel, even things like drink preferences, coffees and teas and different things like that, some things is like, well, what in the world does what I drink have to do with accepting the atonement? It just does not seem to be... I'm working on forgiving and so and so. And this and that. What does coffee have to do with forgiveness or atonement? But the more you get into the metaphysics and you start to see that it's more than just judging your brothers. But it's this whole scheme of judgments. You know, if I am going into a restaurant and I have a favorite dessert, can I go in there? And I'm all, my eon expectations down here is that they'll have that whatever, cherry cheesecake or whatever, and I'm just going into that restaurant and I have my heart set on it, my eon expectation. And they come and they say, oh, sir, we are so sorry, but we don't have the usual after you say bring the usual. We don't have it. It has a little bit of a dip. You know, a little bit of a poof. Like a let down. That's not peaceful. I mean, you know, you can see in the end how subtle it goes. I have expectations. Even about getting a dessert and they don't have it, then you could take out your instrument for peace workshop and you may seem silly to do with that on about a dessert, but there aren't any large or small upsets. Once you've got a box, you're fragmented. Yeah. Any more than the one box. Yeah. You're fragmented. And it's come up too as I've traveled and been taken into homes and traveled all over is that it's themes as if there's all these different family systems and it's the way it seems that everybody has all these preferences and so, you know, the ego's way of being nice and fitting in is to wear the chameleon, you know, every home you go in put on a different costume and there's no peace in being the chameleon. Yeah. Of walking on eggshells of like, oh, of people pleasing to the max. Like, oh, I don't want to upset this. Oh, and then the next place this and the next place this. The only true peace when you are seemingly in a lot of settings with a lot of different people is to stay with the Holy Spirit before we're back to that again. The one answer. Just make sure your hands are this far apart. This is far apart. Right. Show them where they're coming. So what happens is you end up having, you know, the more you really train your mind, you end up into a real flow and it's a real easy going thing where things just aren't a big deal. You know? So they serve you this or they serve you that. Well, it's going to be a great Holy encounter whether they serve you this or they serve you that. So you take a car or a train or a bus or you walk or you hitchhike or, you know, there's a lot, it seems like there could be some gradations there of going in style, going in comfort, hiking on a 90-degree day. But it's like once you, if you're just looking for those Holy encounters and you're really tuned in, then it's like all of that just like falls into the background. That's where it's fun. That's where it's fun. It's a real adventure.