 So team keeping clean Something that we talk about in video. I feel like maybe recently we haven't been talking about it enough though It's just to check in on people. It's so important to check in on people See how people are doing Try to keep up with people and I know it's hard cuz we get busy. We get so busy I got to do a better job of it myself But things can get so busy like that with with work with with school with with family with just anything Life in general because life is busy. We always got something that we doing we always involved in something It's always something going on But it's really really important to really try Try to check in on people And to be good to people too It's so important to be good to people. It's a nasty world that we live in it This is a nasty system. It's just it's Disgusting It'll chew you up and spit you out in a heartbeat But it's important that you check on people Or just a you ain't got to ask nobody for you. You could just send somebody a text. Hey, I was just thinking about you That's it. I was just thinking about you. That's all Because people need it people need it It's it's so many people that are going through stuff and We may not even have a clue We may not have a clue in the world what they're going on Like with Chuck With Chuck I didn't know him personally. I just knew him through conversations and stuff on Twitter and whatnot But he seemed like a upbeat guy. It was always joking around and stuff. We was on the same boat For D'Andre Hopkins, I know he was somebody that was like, hey, I want to give I'll give up a first-round pick for D'Andre Hopkins but He was struggling He was struggling and I had no clue and even when When I read his tweet from yesterday, I Just thought like because he's like, oh, yeah, that's my last tweet My hope Ravens do well this season So I'm thinking I he just he just talking about because I didn't I didn't take it as anything I thought he was just gonna be logging off a Twitter for a while taking a break from Twitter for a while And that was gonna be that but no It was obviously a lot deeper than that He was struggling with something. I don't know what it was but he was struggling. He was fighting He was fighting and he he was going through whatever it was that he was going through and it's tough and I just just watching his Instagram story from last night Just say it was really sad me just Because you could like hear the pain in his voice and He talked about how he it was really tough for him to have lost Somebody that was really close to he said that hurt it hurt and he talked about a lot of different things That were just that had been hurting him So it was it was tough man I'm like man he was he was really going through it and It sounded like from just reading all the the messages that he wrote from from hearing him speak about different Situations and whatnot. It seemed like he had just been battling stuff for a while Seemed like he had been fighting stuff for a while and just really going through stuff for a long time so you feel for for me but um It sucks me the situation sucks. It's really sad And it said again, I didn't even know him personally That's how I feel even more bad for people who did know him personally and then obviously for him For what he was going through and he he had kids and whatnot So you feel for them you feel for his family his friends all of that man. It's tough It's tough Then I'm finding out. I just found out last night that he was somebody that was pretty well known up there in Baltimore A lot of people know him so um It sucks man, you just you you really you really never know you never know what people are battling you don't So try to be good to people. I know everybody ain't good to us Everybody ain't always good to you and and that's that's that can make it tougher. Trust me See from experience every day Every day is people that people would try to talk to you any kind of way people would be disrespected to you Disrespectful to you rule for whatever reason it happens Whether it's online whether it's in person well wherever people are gonna be people so we get that but You got to try to just still be good to people Even though despite in spite of all I got it's tough Because people are facing issues like they got issues man um Yeah, it's crazy man It's crazy um You you just don't know you you don't know what battles people are facing um That's why I always talk about how for me it's just A lot of stuff is just not worth it like the arguing The back and forth like we're gonna go back and forth like debating healthy debate cool cool cool cool cool No problem. No work. That's fine. No, that's fine but arguing yelling and screaming to the top of my lungs they use for over football no because For me, I I don't I try to maintain my peace as much as I can Because the reason I say that is because it's so many things in this world that will try to disturb your peace and take away your Peace it's so many things so many people so many situations just life Like dealing with life so many things will try to take away your peace so It's your job to try to protect it but If you don't have peace that can be rough that can be really hard man That can be really really hard if you don't have peace And if you're facing stuff dealing with stuff it can make it tougher and me I I know I'm very busy I'm very busy and um I I can't always respond to stuff right away as far as messages and stuff But if anyway, if you're facing something if you a you need to talk about something If I could help I I would love to I may not be able to respond right away, but I I I would love to Because I don't want ever anyone I don't any I don't ever want anyone to feel like They can't like reach out to somebody because there's people that feel isolated People that feel helpless over some stuff. It's people. That's just it's people going just just going through stuff, man it's they're just going through stuff and another scary part is that there's there's people that like will go through stuff. They'll be going through something and Sometimes they they may not even know how severe it is or how badly it's impacting Their mental state or just yeah, they may not not even know how bad it's impacting them So they may keep it to themselves or whatnot. Not that you got to put all your business on front street I ain't saying that but You got to have somebody to talk to Every every but we all need it. We all need somebody to talk to and and we need multiple people to talk to Because when when we have multiple people to talk to not everybody has had the same experiences in life So if you have multiple people you can talk to about Your issue or your issues or things that's going on or whatnot They can provide help based on their life experience based off of things that they know based off of things that they done been through So reach out to people, please because It can help It can help Now my situation does not obviously does not compare anything to to to this But for the whole the whole youtube thing I mean, I had told my wife about it. I told my mom about it when it first happened And it was real stressful. It was really stressful. It was very tough. It was very uh It just it hurt it hurt again. Just my situation does not compare to this situation at all but um It had hurt And I I had planned on just keeping it To myself keeping it was keeping it to me my wife my mom and that's it I was like, I don't want to tell nobody about that. I just I don't I was hurt about it. I was upset about it. I was all that bad emotions about it. I was going through all that But then I I was like, you know what? Let's talk to a couple people about it It's like I told y'all I talked to my guy JT Helped a lot Talked to my guy Jason Helped a lot Talked to my guy Nitro Helped a lot and after I talked to them Like and because people so that's another thing too if you're going through something Sometimes people can tell sometimes people can tell that you're going through something because I remember there was some videos prior And I was still like something happened with the Ravens um And I was still like make a video on whatever it was but people could see like That there was something going on because I was seen in the comment section I'll give messages on twitter and stuff people know um Then I was like I was still thinking like no, I'm let me just keep it to myself though I'll give it to myself, but after talking to them I was I was glad that I talked to them because they uh They helped a lot and then I was like, you know what let me let me Tell team keep it clean. Let me let me let them know And I was glad that I did um Because that that helped the whole situation um, it helped uh Just to get it out For people to understand because that's another thing too when people People can't help you Well, not necessarily that they can't help you they can help you better if they understand what the situation is um And again, every situation is different and they're not people not always gonna understand everybody's situation But people can help you better when they know what's going on And not that I was looking for helping anything like that, but um, just to see people's willingness to help Uh to see people's like just even just the positive messages alone But so many people to reach out so many people like hey, let me uh, I like my guy goth He was like oh man like let me let me try to get you to the phone number for this person on youtube And let me try to get you connected with them and da da da And just people literally going out of their way. They didn't have to but people going out of their way To to help and show love it's it that it was crazy man That's why that situation like for me it just it hit here big time like it really did um Just showed how people can be in a good way um, but again that situation was minute compared to this And what yucky was going through whatever it was that he was going through so it's just I hate that it's it has to be a reminder that comes like this But it is just another reminder check on people And again try to be good to people try to protect your energy as best you can um Try to be positive as best you can you know all this all that stuff is way easier said than done Way easier said than done But we got to try Got to try for ourselves. We got to try for each other because again, it's it's it's so easy It's it's it's so easy to get caught up in the negativity Um in this world It's so easy because it's so much negativity and and that's the thing negativity gets promoted It gets promoted left and right left and right left and right negative this negative that negative this negative that negative negative negative It gets promoted all the time y'all see it y'all know but um Let's try to try to be positive man Try to be positive try to be good to people Um just try to be the best person that you can be and it sounds so like cliche and whatever and maybe corny Or that but hey, that's that's fine If trying to be the best person I can be me personally is corny. Hey Call me corny all day. I don't care I do not care Because it's tough out here. It's tough. It's really really really tough so um Yeah, man, I'm getting there. You never know what somebody going through. You never know never know And that's whether they treat you good or bad somebody could be treating you great They could be the nicest person to the nice person in the world Every time you interact with this person. You're like, oh man, they're great. They're really They could be struggling like crazy They could be struggling like crazy You know on a flip side same thing somebody could be really mean to you. You'd be like, man Why they always so mean they always so grumpy. They always so like, oh man. I can't stand this person They could be struggling like crazy You just never know that there's not there's not a certain look for struggle There's not a certain look for somebody that's like dealing with a lot of issues or just has a lot of pain in their life There's there's no certain look Because they could be smiling brighter day. They could be down in the dumps There's no look you you just never know So I gotta try try to be good to people but I just wanted to share that with y'all man uh, because it again, it it sucks thinking about that uh Somebody was facing stuff so much and stuff was just building so much for somebody That they they were hurting that bad that They did that so it sucks And again, like I said, it I'm really sad for the people that knew him personally I really knew him personally. Um It just rough man, but I love y'all I appreciate y'all like we always say and I even though we say that every single video I do really mean that every single video. I mean that I ain't just saying it just to say it I mean it I love y'all and I appreciate y'all I'll keep your heads up Y'all just again try to be good to people man. I appreciate you. I love you and we go