 Hello beautiful souls. Welcome back. This is Ona and thanks for joining me and if you're new definitely welcome. I'm so glad that you could join us. All right so I'm gonna do a little bit of a reading here for the new moon in in Gemini coming up in June 2019 and I'm using a new deck that my friend Mary Alice just gave me and it's awesome. Thank you Mary Alice if you're watching this and this is the Osho Zen Tarot. I'm not a tarot reader. I use them like oracle cards but whether or not you are into tarot or just like the oracle it's a beautiful deck and I've been kind of playing with it and it's so much fun. I may or may not follow up with a card with from my spirit animal awareness deck as well. Okay so I have pre-shuffled this deck at just a little time on the video and yeah so it's been an intense couple weeks I don't know about you but it just feels to me like there's a lot of kind of conflicting energies right now and that's why I selected this background. I'm just kind of a lot of I'm seeing sort of earth in in heaven but also kind of murky versus clear and it had I have been having a lot of emotions coming up this with a water water kind of image. Okay so let's see silence um okay so there may be there may be a lot of stuff going on here right in Gemini is a really kind of kind of a mental activity and um I'm sort of getting we may be having maybe difficult to come into silence um just like this especially for in the in the northern hemisphere this time of year where there's a lot of um kind of growth and bird song and all this stuff happening in the natural world a lot of energy a lot of you know go go go go um and not necessarily bad but it it just seems like it may be an intense a month coming up um for you know or at least this next couple weeks and so the invitation is to find silence where you can find it like you may have to actually seek it out um integration yeah like I said there's a lot of these these energies that I'm seeing that are opposing or maybe finding that old things come are coming up to be cleared and so yeah I am feeling this is a time of integration I've been seeing for a long time this solstice that we're coming up to is going to be a huge huge portal that does have to do with integration it is like this stepping into a um just like yes the divine feminine's coming forward but so is divine masculine right so there's this this feeling of there's going to be and and and this is kind of what's coming to a head right now is is is a more integrated um energy coming forward on the planet and moving into that like there's there's a certain amount of chaos right and that's this you know this is a silence in reverse right um so the challenge is to kind of see through the chaos and to maintain that sense of silence and groundedness and you know just just find the peace within and between all the um stuff that's coming up um the fool all right so the fool is I see it as actually it can be a very positive card and it's sort of like stepping into the unknown stepping into a it's like starting a new journey right because when we start a new journey a lot of times we don't know what's coming up and it's just a it's like faith it's like trusting that okay I'm gonna step off into this unknown and look he's got the flowers in his hands and he's not even looking down right he's really focused up he's focused on the beauty of the moon and the stars and and he's floating I mean I don't see this guy plummeting to his death I see him just sort of floating up so it's it's really um asking right now like we're being asked to trust and to have faith have a lot of faith that you know things things are only up and up and things are are gonna be here to support us and to lift us up but the thing is and this is something I've been getting very very strongly it's like it's it's it's going to be increasingly we're going to be compelled to those of us who are really on the path and really working on on the awakening journey we're going to be compelled more and more to stay in our truth okay and and that's going to really kind of experiencing yeah it's going to be really asking us to be aware of where the agitation is where the chaos is and to allow that to just sort of flow through us like there's a lot of the fire and the water both like fire it can be all the stuff that you know comes up I'm seeing both of these as kind of emotions okay so fire being like the the fiery sometimes the rage the you know the the agitation the anxiety and the water in its in its challenging phase is more like kind of the depression right you know just kind of sinking in and so all this stuff is going on but look I mean how how balanced she's she's she is she's like letting it flow through she's allowing it she's not trying to fight it she's not trying to block it she's just allowing it to flow through and then she's staying in her piece right there right in the center okay and I love that snake at the bottom that's the oral boros like if you could see the full thing it would be the circle right so a lot of this is coming full circle coming to the end of a cycle we're gonna be starting a new cycle um you know starting with a solstice and it's going to be it's going to be glorious and it's going to be um you know it's going to be probably fairly intense in a lot of ways so a lot of this is about experiencing allowing ourselves to experience and to tune into experiencing and if you've had a lot of challenges in this lifetime and in past lifetimes there may be energies that you have that have been repressed or blocked or that you have you know um maybe um kind of put a lock on sometimes our our higher self puts a lock on things until we're ready to deal with them and um so there there can be the sense of maybe frozenness or something and when when if you've got like a sense of um something that's been bottled up for a long time or something that's been kind of frozen in you and when it starts to move again it can be painful and it can bring up a lot of stuff and that's where these energies are coming in right um so if you have been experiencing a lot of volatile emotions of any sort just breathe through it because it's okay and a lot of the stuff is just stuff that has not you know it may have been processed already but it's sort of like these residual waves of um you know just just residual stuff and um it's just residual stuff it needs to be kind of released depressurized so that we can move into so just allowing yourself to experience that right and you know this is autumn right just experiencing it some leaves are gonna fall and then it's just gonna be you know um maybe a period of rest after that okay and I'm gonna put one last thing here and it's transformation okay now this did come up in reverse right let's take a look at that if there's resistance to transformation again again I'm getting this on low once right because change is not easy and I mean if you look at this transformation card there's fire this is look at that purple flame and it's almost like lightning I'm seeing this is you know um the very very powerful energy almost like a thunderstorm right thunder god kind of thing and it's gonna come when the time is ready the transformation is imminent for all of us some of us are already going through it and others of us you know it'll happen when the time comes and I think that probably goes for all of us because we there's going to be parts of us that are have already transformed and parts of us that are in the process and parts of us that maybe still walked away and aren't ready yet so I'm really getting right now it's a time to be really just really compassionate you know self-compassion is in order and again allowance because oh this process of change is is you know um we're animals and animals like to have that homeostasis that stability and even when the change is positive and even when we look forward to it even when we want it it's still scary and so it's allowing the change to happen in its time not forcing and not fighting so again it has a lot to do with trust it has a lot to do with allowing the experience to happen and you can also ask let this process happen and unfold in the right time in the right way for the highest good and allow it to happen with joy and ease allow it to happen with joy and ease allow it to happen with joy and ease and I'm open to receiving this experience in a joyful way and in the way that's as easy as it can be all right so again self love self-compassion like you know there's it's like we're done I think with forcing ourselves to do things that just aren't in alignment you know if you feel like there's something that you have to have to do that doesn't feel in alignment revisit and look at it again and see if well maybe if there's something that's being missed right if there's maybe another way maybe you know outsource it or is it is that is that really truth that you have to do this is it really truth what would it look like to really be in your truth what would you be doing if you were really in your truth and and just explore all right so thank you so much for joining me and just thank you so much um always appreciate your likes and shares and subscribes and um have a wonderful wonderful new moon and we'll catch you again soon oh wait a sec it's gonna pull one of my cards too all right so if you haven't if you have stuck with me this long surprise here this is my dick and I haven't I don't know I'll just kind of see what card wants to come forward let's see oh eagle I love it okay eagle um so to me eagle eagle's always the the animal it comes forward to um really it this is kind of like for me personally this is my totem of alignment of you know showing me showing me the ascension path when I'm you know on the right path I the eagle shows up right and so really just again trust trust right listen to that inner voice because it knows and even if the inner voice is telling you something scary right or if it feels like there's all this agitation seek the silence right let's turn this this way seek that inner voice within the inner still small voice because it knows and it will show you the way right okay um so there's there's a lot here there's a lot of energy here and it's positive and it's it's really opening up just new vistas for the collective and I think for any of us who are willing to really tune in and and uh you know um be hoping to experiencing what's here for us all right love you all and catch you again soon