 you guys I'm back I'm officially back on the airways man and I thought look actually to be honest the last like three or four days probably five days I've actually been really sick probably the first time I've actually had like a flu sort of cold in many months and it coincided with the the the break that I had the short break I must say from YouTube and I want to say guys if you still here if you haven't unsubscribed yet because I took six or seven days off then I want to say thank you you're a fucking legend and this is what this video is about it's about my subscribers okay and I want to show you something first of all have a look at this how fucking cool does that look I have the best subscribers in the world I have the best YouTube subscribers the best comments comment section the best community on YouTube I really I feel I feel so lucky I feel so blessed to have you guys you know supporting me behind me enjoying my content and not only that but you know spending your own hard-earned money to send me gifts like these amazing things that are up here it's just it's phenomenal and I want to say thank you guys so this video is going to be short and sweet I hope I have said that at the start of the video before and it hasn't been but you know I just want to basically show you my new setup so what we have is basically two shelves that I've put out their floating shelves and this was always my plan guys and I'm fuck I'm zoomed in real Jesus alright we'll take it back out of it look actually before I show you what I've got up there I'm just gonna have another chat because that's what I like to do as you guys know now what have I done the last six days well I've been sick I haven't been working but I have been spending some time with my daughter and it's been phenomenal it's been awesome I love it so you know in the last video I talked about how I felt as if I wasn't spending enough time with it and that you know the reality of the situation was that YouTube came first for a period of about three months there and YouTube is very important to me but it's still just YouTube and you know my daughter is my daughter it's this is real life this is you know something I can I can hold and nurture and see grow up and be there and just be her dad man be a dad you know it's it's it's real it's real no it wasn't real before I don't know why I struggled man I struggled with having a little baby daughter and feeling that she was mine and knowing that shit I'm the only one that she can rely on you know I'm her dad I have to step up here and it took me until she was seven months seven months old to really realize that and no deep down my inside that I wasn't happy with the effort I was putting in and so it was a mixture of guilt it was a mixture of just a reality check and it was just me just just seeing her grow up like a baby when they're seven or eight months when they're starting to smile and and well not talk but definitely make make more noises and and squealing and crawling and and recognizing me when I see it every single time I see her when I smile she smiles back and it's the biggest smile in the world and it's absolutely amazing what a feeling and so that's something that I hadn't had with her for the first three months because of the fact that she was a three-month-old baby you know little babies that aren't do anything and it's tough and it's hard work and I couldn't handle it so I handed the reins over to the mother and what I will say is that in the last week I've been over there pretty much every day making an effort helping out hanging out with tape putting her to sleep which is something that I struggled with in the first three months I did struggle with putting my my little girl to sleep because of the fact that I didn't really know what I was doing but now you can really like start to see her eyes sort of get droopy she'll start getting you know grizzly and start crying a little bit and you're like right okay you're ready to go to sleep I know that if I start you know if I start doing what I need to do to put you to sleep for five or ten minutes straight you will most likely be asleep what I was struggling with doing is is not realizing that you've got to be consistent for five or ten minutes you know rocking them or trying to tap them to sleep or whatever it's not going to happen in a minute you know what I mean so I I've done a lot of learning I fuck I've done a lot of learning I have and I'm still learning and you know I basically want to continue to be there for my dad my daughter as much as possible but still you know continue this YouTube channel in this journey into American football because I haven't given up okay the combine didn't happen but pro-kick did and I'll be talking about that in a future video in fact you know holy shit I think I said at the start of this video this is going to be short and sweet this video is going to be short and sweet I'm really sorry guys all I wanted to show you was this this new setup that I've got here it's going to be part of my new backdrop so if you can imagine I'm gonna be sitting here making videos in fact this is actually a third shelf so that's going to go somewhere like that and basically it's just a tribute to you guys man this is this is my YouTube channel but it wouldn't be nothing it would be nothing without you guys without my awesome subscribers the best subscribers in the fucking world and that's what this YouTube video is titled because that's what it's about it's about coming back to say thank you it's about coming back to talk about how things are going in my life and and talk about what's coming next as far as videos go so look I've said it all as far as Tate is concerned things are on the up I was selfish I realized that but I do have a hundred and ten thousand YouTube subscribers so that's pretty fucking cool anyway look going forward I have put in an order on Amazon I went pretty crazy I ordered a headset for my livestreams I ordered a green screen a really really big one so basically you imagine this guys can you imagine this okay this whole screen alright this whole screen of the YouTube channel is gonna be what I'm watching and then I am gonna be down here in the corner probably over here looking up at it like this and you know I can probably stand up and do it I can do anything I could be in the middle I could be over here fuck me it's gonna be so cool so you know that was that was something I really needed to do I needed to level up my fucking game on YouTube as far as content quality I'm currently talking with someone about doing my thumbnails and they are gonna look next level like seriously you guys oh it's gonna be so good we are leveling up this fucking reaction game that's what we're doing so I'm not gonna bring you guys another reaction until I've got all that stuff set up but I'm excited and I think you guys should be too you know I've got so many ideas to to crack into so many videos to watch but I'm not gonna watch them until I've got this this green screen behind me with that being said my computer has almost fucked up completely almost it's been hanging in by a thread literally by one cable my laptop screen actually snapped off it's hanging on by like one cable and I've got to be so careful every time I move it and shit anyways it's about time I upgrade my computer too but man I don't have the money so to be honest with you guys computers gonna have to stay all I'm gonna be able to level up is is the green screen and the thumbnails so moving forward until that point which shouldn't be too long I ordered them probably about three or four days ago it doesn't take long to get here but until that point I am gonna be continuing to make a few videos about my life a few questions I've got asked recently you know multiple times about my personal life about things things that I want to achieve in life about you know how I've achieved certain things in life financially physically with my body as far as muscle gain or weight loss you know that was the theme of my YouTube channel before football was training nutrition bodybuilding and you know some financial stuff as well as gyno my gyno surgery look I've got a few awesome videos coming I've got to be honest there's no point me even saying it because they may not be made but this is the first just know that today's date is Saturday the 20th of October 1045 in the morning so I'm gonna post this on YouTube get it up as fast as possible some of you guys I'll still be in the future some of you guys who live in Australia or New Zealand I won't be but I think I'm just rambling on too much now I'm really excited about leveling up my fucking game as you guys know and I'm really excited about continuing to display the awesome stuff that you guys have sent me I think there's probably about three or four packages on the way so like I said I'll be putting this up shortly and continuing to display my amazing gifts and just before we do go I will give you a quick look at exactly what we've got there so it's not everything guys I do apologize it's not everything but some things can't actually you know make it up there so we've got look look at that how clean does that look that looks beautiful my Green Bay Papas helmet defense that took me about half an hour to work out exactly what it meant we've got my miniature Giants helmet we've got my miniature Air Force helmet with a signature from a coach believe it or not and a miniature North Dakota State Bison's helmet and we've got my two books which I haven't actually read yet but I tell you what before I before I go for this game and I will get there I will get to Michigan Ohio State game eventually and it's not this year it will definitely be next year but regardless of that before that probably on the plane over I'll read these books we've got some 1990 NFL cards unopened and you know what they're gonna continue to stay unopened at least you guys want me to open them we've got the bills mafia in the house Carson Wentz we have a what do you call it a coin for the Air Force it's well if you know you know and if you don't well you don't Giants we've got a Canadian Pilsner blue which I assume is something to do with these guys but I can't remember North Dakota State coffee cup I actually just put that there for the hell of it I've been using it every single day so I want to say thanks we've got some Buckeyes the New York Sabres which I believe is the hockey team New England Patriots we've got a North Dakota State hat Ohio State that looks fucking nice bison nation and Auburn and that's it for now so if you are one of my subscribers who've sent me something that hasn't made it up to the shelf I want to say I apologize it's still here it's actually in the other room I'll show you another day but for now this is this is sort of you know perfect for now so as I keep saying guys I can't wait to level up this game and take this YouTube channel to the next level as far as reactions go I'm really excited so I want to say guys if you have liked this video please press like if you want to subscribe please do and before I go I will show you we've got track shorts that's another thing that's coming up stay tuned stay tuned there's been big changes with major key physique as far as the manufacturer goes I've made I've made last-minute decisions to change things to tie me over I've gone and had a whole heap of you know just samples made here in Ellis Springs so that I can continue to distribute them to people before the launch of the brand if you're interested in winning some I will be holding quite a large giveaway probably in about two or three videos time and I'll show you guys what's available and I'll tell you guys what you have to do to enter and there'll be two winners the first winner will get their choice of three items the second winner will get their choice of two items and actually we may as well have a third we'll have a third place with one item okay track pants track shorts hoodies crewneck jumpers and sports tops so if you're interested in that stay tuned if you have liked this video please press like if you want to subscribe please do I'll see you guys in the next one thank you for being the best subscribers in the land and you're all mine and I appreciate it so see you in the next one