 When I found myself a single mom with three-year-old twins and figuring out, like, how I was going to do this, I'd never imagined it that way. And I had waited a long time to have kids, because I wanted it to always be perfect. And it wasn't. And then I got this song called Dance Again. And I said, I want to dance again. I want to live. I want to love. And it just became, like, my anthem, my mantra for that whole time in my life. J-Lo has been no stranger to MTV's TRL studios in New York City. And in August of 2018, she arrived on set once again to help share some big news. Give it up for the 2018 Video Vanguard Award winner. Ladies and gentlemen, the one and only, Miss Jennifer Lopez. Twenty years ago, you were nominated for Best New Artist. Yes, that's right. Yeah, right. And now you got the Video Vanguard Award. It's so emotional, because I see, you mentioned 20 years ago, and I see, like, the same fans in the front row. It makes me so happy. I wanted it to be me. I wanted it to be a reflection of all the videos and all the moments over the years that I had done with MTV. And I wanted it to be true to that, to remind people, just, these are the songs I did. These are the videos we did. This is why we're here tonight. Just a reflection of my life and my music. Please give it up for the newest member of the Video Vanguard Award, Jennifer Lopez. When I first heard I was getting the Vanguard Award, it might have been one of the best moments in my career. It meant everything to me. It's also nice to get the gold movement. Not everybody has that one. We all have a lot of silver ones, but the gold one, I was like, oh, it's gold. It's nice. The performance at the VMAs in August of 2018, there was no rest for Jailer. Just one month later, her residency at the Zackos Theater in Planet Hollywood, Las Vegas was making its final run. You know, all I have when we did that last show in Vegas, it was a culmination of three years, and I had accomplished what I set out to do. And it felt really good. And it felt like it was time to take a break. But it was sad because when you walk away from something like that, you realize like, oh, that was a moment in time. And so we all knew how special it was. Every person to know that they have a limitless ability to do whatever they want to do, and they only need to put their mind to it. And it's such an exciting time for me, for my daughter, to know that she's not going to struggle with the same low self-worth like me, because of what other people say. All of the low points and the failures and the downs like they say are the things that help you get to now where you feel like, I got this. I understand me. I know I'm messy sometimes, and I know I'm awesome sometimes. I know that I fall short there, but you know what? I'm really good here. Like, you just start understanding yourself.