 of my sister in LA who's still very, very ill. And I'm angry with her because it's like, you know, none of this is real. You can create, you can control your situation. You can, whatever you believe. And she always chooses to believe in my mind the most negative things, you know, that people are always being and always out to take advantage of her and that she's destined to just waste away to nothing and die. So she chooses to do nothing and just waste away. And it's very frustrating for me because I know I don't have control and I know whatever it's meant to be will be but it's really hard to sit by and watch. And I find myself being very unreasonably angry with her. And it's funny because I'm fairly non-judgmental with everybody but I walk in the room with her and it's like bam, you know. That would just be a transfer of training thing to look at in the sense that we talked earlier about how, remember, decision is in the mind. So we could say the mind seems to make a purpose decision, a split mind we'll say seems to make a choice between ego and old spirit. We've heard that, the Course teaches that and so forth. And then remember I said, what Jesus said, do not project the error to time. So what's happening there, if you go into the mind and this unwinding, you'll start to see that if it's always a purpose, it's a decision of mind, it's a choice of mind and I'm perceiving a sister out there, a person who believes in illness or believes and so forth, then that very construct is attempting to project the error to time. The split is in the mind and can only be healed when it's seen in the mind and the ego is ingenious at inventing everything, including a sister or a person who believes, it couldn't flip the other way around, it could be I'm a person who believes this, she's a person who believes that and ah, just the anger but the projection, as long as the mind is forgotten that it's dreaming and it sees that persons have beliefs, persons have thoughts, persons have decision making capability, isn't that what this whole thing seems to be? It would be almost like going to a movie and getting upset at the characters in the movie for the emotions that they were expressing. Which I have been meant to do. And that's like another version of it, that's just another version of it. Or I use the example of sometime like someone going to a movie and like Terms of Endearment or something in pre-times movie and coming home and just crying and bawling and bawling and what's wrong, was it a sad movie? Oh yes, it was sad, you know, what's wrong? Neverwinger, she died. She died, what do you mean she died? Yeah, she did, I saw it. I just watched it, you know. Tordy McLean was there and neverwinger died. And then, you know, she's just an actress. Yeah, she's just pretending, you know, you know what I mean, but the whole thing is taking the act to be the real thing. And that is a good metaphor for the mind taking the act to be the real thing. You know, forgetting, it's just the shadows, just images. That's helpful, because I'm having a lot of trouble with this issue. And it's been the ongoing for a while, I mentioned it last time.