 Hey everyone and welcome back to another vlog with me at Steppy. Wait I can't remember how I do my intro. Anyway welcome back to another vlog let me put you on something because yes I still don't have one of those tripod-y things that I wanted and every time I go on amazon I always want to order one and I don't okay and in case you guys were wondering if I had actually made my bed no I didn't I just got a cover from the bedroom next door and put it on my bed so that you guys won't realize just how messy I am without my mum here and mum when you watch this I know you're gonna kill me but by then you'll be in London so one sec let me grab a hair clip so oh my god okay let's do this so I don't end up looking really gross okay I look gross but doesn't matter I am heading out to Mia I'm going with my friends and we're just gonna chill um I can't really be bothered for like doing anything like super I don't know like something that takes a lot of effort I cba for like clubbing and all of that when I went to Milan and we went clubbing the next day I was like don't go clubbing for ages so being cba for that um but yeah I'm just gonna put my makeup on and then you guys will see me dramatically look much better than this also there is a bunch of clothes on my floor because I went shopping yesterday and then as I was gonna pack them away I realized I haven't done like a try-on haul in ages so I'm gonna do a try on Zara and this top shop top shop haul for you guys I also got some stuff from Opoly so I might just include that all into one thing you know just the standard move which I call this the hand jiggle the what-ups the I don't know come up with a name for it let me know so we ended up keeping the horrible hair clip in because my hair is wet and there's nothing you can do about it this crop top is so cute I just got it from Opoly and this Zara bomber is also new I just got I'm basically ruining my try-on haul but who cares these hoop earrings are old from Bershka jazzed up with some gold jewelry and these h&m pants I literally got on sale at christmas time for $7.99 and I love this outfit I just love the whole vibes I'm also wearing it with a vintage Gucci saddle bag um this belonged to my sister's soul still belongs to I just stole it I can't really be bothered for like doing anything like super what about you are you okay here I love you something that takes a lot of effort I cba for like clubbing and all of that okay so before I start talking oh my god my voice I sound like a man before I start talking I beg look at the crop top that I cropped what is this I don't know what it is either I don't but there's no one at my house to see apart from you guys so technically everyone sees um wow look at my eyes can you guess from my eyes that I didn't sleep much last night I literally have emptied the whole jar of eye cream under my eyes I obviously ended up going clubbing obviously like as in I did not just give you a whole spiel before it about how I don't want to go clubbing I cba for that life I hated it in Milan no I went clubbing and I'm not even going to deny it I had a sick time like an awesome dime like amazing so yeah obviously I'm not going to have like full-on vlog in the club because a your camera will probably fall in smash b no one's up for like talking to a camera in a club it's just no one is you know people can barely talk to each other um but it was really cool I went to a club called tramp with my friend we ended up going to shisha and I don't know why um this past week I've been feeling a bit down and I haven't really been out much and stuff and um I really wanted to I don't know about you guys but when I'm down I try and get go through like an effort to try and change my mood um because I feel like in my opinion if you let that mood continue then like it's really easy to let that mood continue if you're feeling down like you can easily like sit at home like last night I really could have sat at home and done nothing like I had plans with no one but I actually like made plans with people like I'm method actually my friends message me both of them but I made plans with them and I was like you know what like go out and take your mind off of everything by the way I'm sorry that my head is tilted this way it makes my headache better um basically I was just like you know what like go out and enjoy yourself and take your mind off things like just talking to friends will distract you um so when we first went out to shisha um I just didn't really have a good time like my friends weren't really like gelling well like they don't really know each other um they weren't really gelling well and like I just wasn't enjoying it and then one of my friends was like look I'm going clubbing after why don't you come and she told me before on the phone and I was like nah I don't want to go clubbing that was when I was giving you guys this whole spiel and then afterwards I was just like look my I live around the corner from here I'm going to go home and change and let's go clubbing and I'm not gonna lie I'm so glad I did because it just I don't know it took my mind of things changed my mood and I had a really good time to take this conversation downstairs because I'm so thirsty right now I need water yeah but there's still like more junk on my bed welcome to my life this is pretty much how I live I live in my own mess do you want to say hi to my vlog I am wearing clothes by the way just so you know it looks like I'm naked but it doesn't look like you're naked my friend's youngest son who's seven proposed to me yesterday and both yeah him and the middle one were like oh my god friend now and they gave me you know they used to ring Harry both one of them gave me that the other one gave me I feel robbed that I didn't like have this experience the other one kept giving me these heart-shaped fruit parcels okay the tragedy that must stop because like fully coming off hey this is Libby we're literally driving one minute basically driving somewhere really close and people two guys are fully watching us vlog they're kind of cute you know wait let's get them in the back shop see look back at the vlog look back at it wait is this going to buzz until where my seatbelt yeah we're literally two minutes away um I haven't seen Libby in two weeks we have a lot to catch up on in two weeks on my period yeah and also another one of our friends was meant to join us oh my god this buzzing thing is gonna piss me off she couldn't make it today so it's just the two of us so poor Libby is stuck with me and I made her drive to my area because I cannot I'm not hungover at all I literally you know like praise the lord when I woke up with that hangover um but yeah we just chillin she's actually putting her shoes on outside the car don't hit your head say hello to us oh and you're wearing don't you actually are wearing dungarees I thought you were joking oh my god she left her car here's her car I shouldn't have worn these shoes I can't even see the camera okay let me go two steps ahead and then I can get us both in okay perspective so tips for hiding a hangover number one big sunglasses number two a jazzy outfit so people don't look at your face three did I mention covering your eyes oh yeah big sunglasses four don't hold your bottle of water with you otherwise it's just too big five of my camera away because I was sorry to be pain you are a pain you're just a pain this is a really weird breakfast combination why does your plate look bad my plate looks dullish I'm not even going to deny like how scrumming I'm gonna pretend this is a breakfast muffin basically they had no bagels they're shoving to water who is this person sitting in my car I can literally after my last video I can safely say I can sing along to any song and not embarrass myself because my last video was so embarrassing but I loved it I didn't care how embarrassing it was because you only live once and if you guys don't know what my last video was oh this vlog might come a bit late um but the video that I'm talking about is the dancing Persian to English music video it's so good if you haven't checked it go and check it it's really good promo right here we can drive to I don't know a park or something basically we are walking strolling through London we got Chai from Fayette in James Street and we're walking this is Wigmore Street I love the architecture of London and we're just appreciating the architecture and Sawgan was telling me about a book she's reading and how important it is to be grateful for just like the things in your life that you take for granted like hot water even and I was telling Sawgan one time about two years ago we had like a problem with our boiler random I'm saying that's on the vlog we didn't have hot water for almost two weeks like it was a nightmare I'm not going to roast my um gas company about fetish has you know who you are um you guys suck um so anyway when we got when we finally got our hot water back um I was just like my mom and me and my mom just kept saying like you know thank god for the basic stuff like a bed hot water family like everything nah yeah exactly how cute is Sawgan's jumper she just got it from Victoria's Secret show us I like your whole outfit top from H&M in Milan I am wearing jeans from Topshop and my chain is a Giuseppe and my bag is vintage Gucci that belonged to Sol I showed you guys I was using it last night wait so I'm with Hannah and I bumped into outside Selfridges and and I thought that make sure you check out her instagram what's her instagram it's at Hannah the amputee yeah amazing so I just got back home and I'm just in a cozy jumper because I feel a bit cold now it was really warm and sunny in the morning but when we went for our walk it was actually chilly which was weird um but I'm gonna have dinner now I don't know what I'm gonna have I literally just want to chill right now I just want to sit down watch a bit of youtube videos which I love to do and some modern family maybe and plan my studying for tomorrow tomorrow's Monday I am gonna be studying the whole day in the library probably on Tuesday as well but there's some stuff I want to do on one of the wards before my placement ends and I probably haven't mentioned I have mentioned this I think in one of my vlogs but my last five weeks have been on an obstetrics and gynecology placement and I've actually really loved it um I've the watching babies being born especially natural deliveries is like one of the most incredible things you'll ever see and yeah it's scary like it's it as in it's scary to see someone like in that much pain but literally as soon as the baby comes out even I feel like I forget about the pain like and I've I've like witnessed it and I didn't even get to take a baby home um so it's honestly like the most incredible thing ever I did find the topic really easy to pick up and I feel like yeah I didn't really struggle at all like everything was really easy to understand and I feel like after like a week or two I really got the hang of what it was that was the main concerns um like in gynecology and obstetrics and it was really amazing and before this placement I always just say when I have kids I want to have a c-section oh my god there's no one going through the pain of labour but I think I've changed my mind after the placement and I'm willing to have a natural delivery of my babies future babies um with the husband that is currently yet to find me when you do find me watch this vlog future husband what am I saying now I'm trying so much breeze okay um but I'm going to end this vlog here love you guys so much thank you for all the support and I'm always receiving like the sweetest messages either in my instagram direct oh my god this lighting makes my skin look so bad I say it every single time thank you guys so much for the sweetest messages I get in my instagram direct I try and reply to like as many as I can but um if I miss you I have not done it by purpose and I'm really sorry and you have to bear in mind sometimes I get like loads in one day and it's hard to reply um and then they just go down um but if maybe if you tweet me that will be a that much better way for me to reply to you and I always reply to my comments or at least I thumb them up if it's not replyable so I read them all so thank you guys so much for all your sweet messages um don't forget to check out my socials my instagram is persian bunny my twitter is the persian bunny and my snapchat is seppi samai love you guys so much and I'll see you next time bye