 Hi everyone! Welcome to our all-day movie workshops and I'm Peter for those who are new and I'm going to be the host today and I can give just a little explanation of the flow of the day. So we're going to start with the movie with David and then we're going to have some breakout rooms to share what came up for us during the movie and then we're going to have a closing session a bit later on where we can go a bit deeper into everything that came up with a couple breaks in between. So make sure your language interpretation feature is turned on and I'll pass it over to you now David. Thank you Peter! Welcome! Welcome everyone! Oh we've got a wonderful movie for you today. You're just going to love all the healing that comes from our experience we share together. We actually will be using a comedy a romantic comedy today to go at some of the deepest core issues core core ego issues that block us from the experience of God's love of remembering our own divinity. So as usual you voted on your themes for the week and this group of themes they were very very popular and it's beautiful because with you voting on the themes and then the prayer for okay Jesus we need a movie that's really going to help us have an experience that combination is very powerful because you voting on the themes keeps everything very relevant very on purpose of what is the call of our heart what is really needed right now. So the combined poll results between this English and the Spanish came out to number one transcending lack and victimhood by giving love. Intuitively you know this to be true that if you have feelings of lack and victimhood you have to access you have to activate the love that is within you to come through you and extend through you to overcome or transcend these very deep-seated ego beliefs in lack and victimhood and when we say by giving love for most people from a human perspective we tend to think of love in terms of certain contexts and oftentimes it's through partnerships and relationships and through family for example that those are our backdrops for getting in touch with this deep love that we have in our heart and feeling trusting and comfortable and safe enough to let this love come through us and for most of us we think of love as something that is what we desire and yet we've lived a pretty guarded life we've kept the shields the defense shields up we have felt like when we open our heart up that at times we get hurt or the door gets slammed shut or there's some kind of extreme outcome like someone leaving or someone saying don't ever speak to me again that is so horrific that once we've opened our heart up we we feel like it's hard to deal with because we have deep-seated ego issues of rejection of abandonment we have deep-seated guilt that comes up in relationships and so as much as we're drawn into relationships with family members and in partnerships it sometimes feel like we're sitting on a keg of dynamite like oh no right when I'm starting to fall in love this is not the time for the shadow to make the appearance everything was going so well for weeks for months and then oh great the shadow decides to make an appearance here and that just blows the whole thing up so a lot of us have been very guarded around love and and yet we know that it's the key for transcending lack and victimhood but we also know that there's some pretty strong blocks to the awareness of love's presence that we have to deal with we have to face it somehow we're just trusting the Holy Spirit and Jesus to show us the way to expose and release the shadow to let the ego come up into awareness so that we can choose again and we can say this time I'm not buying it I'm not going to fall for these old past patterns I'm not going to fall for these tricks I'm not going to fall for specialness when I know in my heart I will never be content with anything less than my own divinity of truly knowing the spirit and that's why we watch these movies together because they they give us a great opportunity to do that coming in number two in the combined polls accepting everything is for my awakening we come from an egoic mentality of the past which has us judge things as either good or bad we we look at people in our life and we're always asking is it good for me to be around this person or is this bad for me to be around for this person and Jesus is like well it's actually always good for you in the sense that they're just reflecting back what you believe in and you're not aware of what you believe in so you actually need your brothers and sisters to show up as mirrors for the mind so that you can become more in touch with what is it that I actually believe in and if I feel lacking or if I feel like I'm a victim then those are core ego beliefs that have to get fleshed into awareness so we can forgive them and we can move on to a sense of calm tranquility safety certainty or we can feel sure we can have happy confidence go with us through the day where we're just looking for miracles like we're we're on the lookout for miracles and Albert Einstein the famous scientist said you know you come to the point where you realize you can see that everything is a miracle or you can believe that nothing is a miracle that's coming from a scientist that's pretty good that's pretty holy spirit right on the money everything's a miracle or nothing's a miracle I think yesterday I just glanced at one of these it was like a news item on my phone and apparently there was a man I think in a car and he was driving and he had some kind of attack I don't know if it was a heart attack or there was something he had some kind of emergency health emergency that happened and he basically lost control of the car and the car drove up onto the lawn of of these people someone else who saw what was happening parked their car ran over jumped in the car and basically the guy said they this this man saved my life who came and to his rescue and and parked his car ran over got in there and pulled the man out and and and he said thank you for saving my life meanwhile the people who owned the the land where the yard was came out and were screaming and shouting let let let the man die just not on our yard get the get they were more concerned about the car that had gone onto their lawn and they were with the the care and safety of the man and I thought I just glanced at the article and I thought wow that's that's that shows you the spirit has the care and the and the loving care and the ego is so concerned about the property that it wasn't even concerned about the man's health it was like get the get that car and that man off of our property and I thought well that's a pretty striking example of the two ways you can look at the world everything's a miracle or nothing is a miracle so the third one in the polls is I am loved for my being and not for what I do I think in terms of family roles in terms of partnerships and relationships and in terms of jobs and careers it seems like the ego has tried to teach us that we are valuable for what we do you know the business is all about making money and even in families and partnerships it seems like there's this strange undercurrent underneath our relationships that the undercurrent if it could speak it would say what have you done for me lately well almost like we're on trial you know we have to keep up our end of the partnership we have to keep up our family roles to keep our siblings or our parents or our children uh placated or pleased uh and if we do something that displeases the family or displeases the partner or let's say it's a work situation where you displease the boss or you displease uh the the manager or someone who has a position of authority then there's a fear of I I could get lose I could lose my job I could get fired so much of the a sense of lack and victimhood comes from believing in the ego and believing in these concepts of the ego including the roles whether it's husband wife boyfriend girlfriend mother daughter father son parent child relationships there's a lot of roles that are stacked with guilt and underneath the guilt is you better play your part perfectly or you're out you better live up to the role that was set for you or you're not valuable this is how the ego works it's it's very common in the human projection we call this world but this is what's underneath it there's a lot of demands there's a lot of conditions and there's a lot of requirements and if you don't meet the requirements you are out and basically we have to come to a point where we realize we have to stop this game because it's in our mind we we're doing this to ourselves by believing in the ego this kind of of threat and demand culture and world is made up by the ego god didn't create this world god didn't create these bodies and personalities we're we're dealing with a hallucination here and it's a hallucination of guilt and the only way that we free our mind from that guilt is we have to see it for what it is and unplug our mind from the ego unplug our mind from from the guilt and then speaking from my heart with humility that means letting the spirit direct your words that's what it means to speak from your heart with humility and it doesn't matter what it is the spirit will tell you when to speak sometimes it's like you're you say to somebody can I just talk to you for a minute I've got some things that that have been on my heart and it doesn't feel good but I need to talk about them I need to express them express them it's it's a from a place of I don't want to hold on to these hurtful emotions anymore and I don't want to hide and protect these hurtful thoughts these attack thoughts I would rather expose them and release them and I and the prayer is please join me in healing please join me in forgiving this and in releasing this now this is a rare movie because we oftentimes have movies on a lot of different themes and I think it was a number of weeks ago where I showed the movie chaos walking and for us that was delightful because that movie brought up this sense of exposing and releasing private thoughts you might remember in that movie the main character he tried to hide his private thoughts by repeating his name over and over and over and then he gets put into this relationship with this woman who can read all of his thoughts and she can hear his thoughts and and that will accelerate the healing right away why is it so important to these guidelines that we talk about so much no private thoughts and no people pleasing well let me give you a little context on why this is so important in heaven there's only pure love and light there's only oneness with god so you might say the trinity in christian terms the father son the holy ghost is just representing a state of mind of absolute perfect unconditional love oneness in eternity infinity and the one characteristic that I I haven't mentioned very much about heaven is that in heaven there is no such thing as a secret there are no secrets in heaven everything is fully known and even with this world Jesus talks about revelation when you have a revelatory experience you experience the light of heaven directly but that light is just pure love that light doesn't know of secrets secrets were actually invented by the ego and for human beings this is one of the most difficult things to navigate in all of time and space it's one thing to feel like you have small secrets but what Jesus is telling us in the course is he tells us in the early part of the workbook you have no private thoughts and yet that is all that you are aware of that's pretty strong he's saying our consciousness is filled with thoughts that don't even exist in heaven that we are we are trying to think apart from god with these private thoughts with these secrets it also means that that the world that we perceive through the five senses is is a projected generated hallucination from the belief in private thoughts what does that mean it means if you think you can have a thought that's apart from the creator if you can have a thought that's different than the creator's thoughts then you believe in private thoughts and what arises from this belief in private thoughts and privacy and secrecy is a private world no two people see the same world when you look out and you think wow I I see planet earth and I share planet earth with seven billion other people you don't really you're just watching a hallucination of time and space that's coming from the ego belief and it's an entirely private world in other words what you perceive as the personality cells and all the people and all the the world the stars the planets all of that is a private world it's a perceptual hallucination of separation and just because there's a belief in private thoughts this entire projected world is generated from that belief in private thoughts that's why it's so important I know a lot of times people will tell me is that even in the course oh yeah it's in there and that's why Jesus says we need the holy instant to be in full communication with everyone and everything because because it's not there aren't seven billion dreamers persons don't dream persons are dream figures that are projected from the ego persons don't dream persons are projected from the ego they're part of the ego's private world and these persons they may seem to agree on some things but ultimately they don't agree on everything they may agree that the sky is blue maybe we can get a group of us to agree the sky is blue not on a rainy day but on a sunny day the sky is blue maybe we can get a group of us that agree the grass is green but I tell you it's all in a perceptual nightmare of separation that green grass exists and that blue sky exists there is no blue sky in heaven it's just pure light there is no green grass in heaven it's just pure light grass is an invention of the ego like the sky and like the color blue so when you look at the world Jesus is telling us in lesson 132 there is no world apart from what you think in lesson 132 of the workbook he says there is no world apart from what you think so when you're thinking private thoughts that's generating a hallucination of a world that seems to out picture those private thoughts so it's very metaphysical what I'm talking about but basically I'm talking about lesson 132 there is no world that you you are never reacting to the characters whether it seems to be the character you believe you are or the characters you believe others are you're never reacting to the cat you're never reacting to the bird you're never reacting to the temperature you are projecting a world of separate things separate people separate places separate countries separate planets separate galaxies on and on and on the different scales seemingly it's all coming from the belief in private thoughts so to accept the atonement or what we call salvation Jesus calls it salvation you have to have one simple realization and that simple realization is there are no private thoughts you can't share a dream with characters in the dream you can only share the dream with the Holy Spirit because why because the Holy Spirit is his forgiven the dream he knows it's not real now that's one you want to you can share a happy dream with the Holy Spirit for sure but don't think you can share bank accounts don't think you can share bodies don't think you can share food at at the restaurant don't think you can share even opinions you know two people get together and they say are you a republican or democrat oh great that's what i am forget it you can't share political beliefs you can't share anything you can't share COVID virus isn't that good news it's a perceptual hallucination that's coming from the belief in private thoughts and you don't have to be so concerned about whether to vaccinate or not vaccinate i'm telling you i'm giving you the keys to happiness today which is there are no private thoughts there are no private thoughts why aren't there private thoughts because god doesn't create private thoughts and only that what that which god creates is real so this movie today is going to be so helpful for us i mean it's a comedy and if you're into undoing private thoughts and private minds this is a gem of a movie if you're into exposing private thoughts this is a comedy this is a comedy most people who i talk to they're not so excited about sharing private thoughts they're like oh man that's terrible that's that's going to be the death of me that's why people don't want to come even and live here or live in communities because they think yeah that scares me that scares me to live in a house where you practice no private thoughts and no people pleasing there's nothing more scary than being so transparent that you hide nothing there's nothing more scary than a relationship where you go out on the first date and the person looks across from you as they've got the straw and they're just sipping on their their soft drink and they say i want full transparency i want to share everything let's hide nothing from each other let's spill the beans let's pour everything we have every second of every day out on the table usually if you say that at the first day the person will say i got to use the restroom and then that's the last you ever see of them they are they are out the door and long gone never to be seen again because there's a fear of intimacy i'm not talking of fear of sexual intimacy i'm talking about the fear of i could lose my private world and if they discover what's going on in my wacky private world they won't love me they won't stay with me i won't ever have the companionship of a of a partner if i reveal my private thoughts and expose my private thoughts they're going to say well listen the grass is greener on the other side and there's a lot more fish in the ocean and i'm going to find one where i can go share where i can go keep my private thoughts and enjoy all the oolala that the world offers but jesus is telling us in the course no no you have to forgive to be happy you can't hold on to secrets and private thoughts and think you're actually going to know happiness now this movie starts off with a song and the whole song is about secrets i love it i mean that kept my attention when i first what's the name of this movie can you keep a secret and then the opening song is an animation of this world with a song about secrets so that got my attention because i know that this whole world is built on secrets if if you experience a state of mind without secrets then you know god because god has no secrets if you think that you need to keep a private world apart from god you can't know love because love and private minds and private thoughts don't go together in heaven there's only one mind and it's the mind of god christ is an idea in the mind of god the holy spirit is an idea in the mind of god and all love and light of eternity is in the mind of god that's the definition of the mind of god eternal it it is not have any inkling of time or space it's just absolute eternal love and oneness and what we call the human condition is so different from that kingdom of heaven because the one characteristics is is the private minds and private thoughts even our bible we have you know it talks about you know god creating the heavens and the earth in seven days no god is not the creator of time and space god did not create earth and then it goes on to say god created adam and eve why would eternal love decide it had to start creating bodies i don't care if they call if they said it was in paradise you what why would eternal love need bodies it doesn't it doesn't even know about bodies so this whole story of adam and eve in paradise and then suddenly it says they knew they were naked like somehow they were aware of their flesh aware of their differences their anatomical differences and aware that they look different yipes who are you who are you in this garden i was having a great time here and then i was who are you and and what does it say it says that it came about by eating from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil that's duality if you take a bite out of duality then you get you get men and women you get age and time and old and young and all the things and then then it says in the bible that they covered themselves when they when they realized they were naked well this tells us a lot because not only is the ego the belief in private minds not only is the ego the belief in private thoughts but it projects its belief onto the body and then we have this curious thing called private parts you know when you're a little kid growing up and your parents are trying to tell you listen we're going to tell you about the birds and the bees there's these certain parts of the human body that are private now the child might say why why mommy why daddy this is not coming from god this is coming from the ego private minds private thoughts private parts and covering the private parts we're still seeing the human race do this today still you see an Olympian going to compete in the Olympics and she gets stopped and criticized for her shorts are too short why is it important that an Olympian's shorts are of a certain length except for the belief in private minds and private thoughts maybe that's not covering the private parts enough for someone but you see where does this start it starts from the ego the belief in privacy is is the struggle of all issues on planet earth and all issues in the whole cosmos some of you know that there's a big thing about keeping your data private or keeping certain conversations private all of this is generated from the belief in private thoughts and private minds this is all coming from the ego and it is most apparent in relationships relationships in terms of time and space or kind of like I will share some of what's in my mind with you if you will share some of what's in your mind and there's this assumption that secrets are there and if those secrets from the past come up they offer a threat to the relationship and that's why the ego doesn't want there to be communication the ego is afraid if if the mind begins to open up and be inspired by the Holy Spirit and gets into full communication and full disclosure and full transparency the ego is afraid that it will be undone that it will disappear and it will it already has been but it will in awareness because if you hold nothing private that you would keep only for yourself and apart from others if you're willing to release that then you're willing to know God now in general most everyone has a past conditioning that whenever they've tried to disclose their private thoughts it's always worked out terrible I've heard people say I'm going to tell you something but I don't want you to tell anyone else I've heard people say I'm going to tell you something but if this ever gets out I'm dead well I've heard people say please this here I'll show you something this is for your eyes only but please do not share this with anyone there's a tremendous fear of consequences of being put down of being belittled of being judged of being rejected of being abandoned because of these private thoughts and Jesus is saying that's why you need the Holy Spirit because the Holy Spirit knows that they're not real they're not your real thoughts they never have been you but as long as you associate with these private thoughts and these secrets you will feel guilt that's not your true nature in heaven but you will experience guilt if you keep equating your identity with secrets and private thoughts and private minds he tells us in the course minds are joined bodies do not whenever we talk about joining we're talking about joining in forgiveness joining in the Holy Spirit's perspective on the world joining in the only thing that we can join in and that's the happy dream of forgiveness we can't really join in anything else because why because it's a perceptual hallucination of privacy how are you going to find a whole mind if you're searching in the projection you can only find a whole mind with the Holy Spirit now the implications of what I'm sharing with you are are so huge that it is literally unspeakable many people look at the life of Jesus 2000 years ago and they really wonder honestly how could Jesus heal the sick how could Jesus raise the dead including in the end Jesus being crucified and coming back from the crucifixion and as a resurrected dream character he's back and he's he's appearing to the apostles he's appearing to Mary Magdala whoa that how is that even possible it's possible for one reason he knew there were no private thoughts that's how he could he didn't he didn't personally heal the sick or personally raise the dead his mind simply knew it was one with God and in God there are no secrets and there are no private thoughts sickness is a private thought God didn't create sickness why would God a God of love create sickness sickness is a private thought death is a private thought and everything that is perceived about this world in terms of specifics is a private thought this cup of coffee is a private thought it doesn't exist in heaven God did not create this cup of coffee even though it does say good vibes only got a nice Holy Spirit message on it but believe me God is no creator of cups of coffee or this cup of tea this is a private thought too I'm sharing my private thoughts with you today but I'm telling you they don't have a reality I'm not identified with the cup of tea I'm not identified with the cup of coffee thank God and I'm not identified with this character called David either this is a projection in the dream that's delivering the message but there is no David that exists in and of itself because there are no private thoughts so that's why this movie is so important Jesus is going to show us through this movie the way to connect and the way to truly feel a sense of innocence a sense of peace happiness joy but it's not through trying to get the world to be a certain way it's like not taking all the pieces and saying I hope I get the right configuration Jesus is like please no don't don't even have your prayers focused on an outcome of getting the right parts or the right configuration that's not going to free the mind so let's talk about the movie in the movie we have Emma and Emma is our main character Emma Corgan and and she she works for a company and she's got her her insecurities and fears and she's got a relationship she is a partner named Connor who also works at the same company and she has a boss there and co-workers and and Emma is is a good example of a human being who has her private world her secrets and her judgments which she does not let on to with her boss or her partner Connor or her co-workers she judges herself she judges her partner and she judges her work and everything around her and that is what human beings seem to do their their human preference packages and they they're human judges so what we're dealing with is a world that seems to have seven billion judges none of them are real Jesus knows this but when the mind believes that they are real it has guilt guilt and judgment go together if you believe guilt is real you believe in in judgment and if you believe in judgments you believe in guilt they are synonymous now she's she's going to take a plane ride and she's going to be on the plane and as the plane is coming closer to its destination it's going to go through extreme turbulence I've been on a lot of plane rides in my life and then there's the turbulence on a scale of one to ten this is going to be a number ten and because the turbulence is so extreme on this flight she's going to start to spill out all of her private thoughts with the man that's sitting next to her in the plane everything she wished she had done everything she thought she did wrong everything all of her sexual fantasies that she's had everything that she's judged she's she gets bumped up to first class on this flight and then in in the second row with this man that's sitting next to her she's going to for 30 minutes unload all of her private thoughts to this fellow passenger the only thing is the plane is not going to crash as she assumes so when the plane lands and comes to a halt she's so into exposing her private thoughts that she's still going she's still going after the plane's already landed she's unaware that the plane lands because she so gets into it and then she's like a bit horrified at what she's done that the plane has not crashed and things only get more interesting after that because she doesn't realize it but the man that she poured out all her secrets and private thoughts to is the owner of the company that she works for you've got to love the Holy Spirit and Jesus you know if the Holy Spirit and Jesus are saying to all of us please do this voluntarily please do this willingly and if you don't I know your heart is praying for healing so I can arrange time and space so that these private thoughts and secrets do come out and they will come out because they're not real but if you believe they're real they do have to get exposed otherwise you just stay at the mercy of these unreal thoughts you continue to believe in something that's not true and that will just bring about guilt if you continue to believe in the unreal you still experience guilt guilt is not of God God would set the mind free God created the mind innocent God doesn't know of guilt God doesn't know of fear but if you believe in private thoughts and you believe in private minds then you believe in guilt and fear and you bring on the experience of guilt and fear because of how powerful the mind is and then in order to reinforce this guilt and fear there's a projected world that's entirely private there's nothing shared about this projected world only thing you can share about this world again is the Holy Spirit's perspective of it which is that it's a dream you are the dreamer of the world of dreams no other cause does it have or ever will Jesus is coming at us straight he's he loves us so much he wants us to wake up from this dream but he also knows that we can't wake up from it as long as we believe in private thoughts we have to realize what's going on here so sit back have a good laugh enjoy the movie and be grateful because Emma is going to act out your worst fear Emma is going to act out your worst nightmares and her boyfriend Connor what a sweetie he's he's gonna help too and and her boss will will help and the owner of the company will help and everyone is going to help and instead of just trying to shrink away and and be so humiliated and not ever seen by anyone again because of this experience she's going to start to fall in love with the man that she told all her private thoughts to Jack Jack Harper the the owner the co-founder of the company now this is what the Holy Spirit does the Holy Spirit was take you right in to what seems to be your worst nightmare and say let's forgive this and I want you to open your heart to the man that knows all of your secrets this is how the Holy Spirit works relationships work this way when you come into a trusting open relationship you are on your way to holy relationship and holy relationship is where you would keep nothing hidden that's how you undo the unconscious mind you have a prayer and you say Holy Spirit I would keep nothing hidden from you I would no longer hold on to secrets or private thoughts I would no longer keep any judgments from you please take them from me bring them up into awareness awareness and take them from me so I can live a guilt-free life anybody into that anybody want to join me in a guilt-free life wouldn't you just love to have a life that is no fear no guilt no shame no pain where you laugh at these these states of mind knowing that they're not who you are now that's what this movie is going to help us with this is going right at the core at the jugular of the ego and if you can learn to laugh at these private thoughts and see that they're not your real thoughts you are home free you are you are totally home free so enjoy the movie and I will come in on some of the scenes we are going to undo relationship guilt we are undoing sexual guilt today we are going to undo guilt around the authority problem because Jesus is going to have Emma start to have a relationship with her boss what a great way to undo the authority issue have a relationship with your boss right how's that for Jesus coming in right directly now he's not messing around with us he's not going to mess around with us today he's saying let's go right at it and and also Emma lives with these roommates and one of them one of them is a lawyer here we go Stephen we got a lawyer in here we got Lizzy we got a lawyer or as a roommate and lawyer is hiding something that she doesn't want to see Emma she doesn't want Emma to know so the roommates are hiding things the people at work oh the the boss at work the woman who is her immediate boss not the co-founder but she's hiding something the employees are hiding the whole human race is hiding something they're hiding a secret the secret is the belief you separated from God that was such a shameful secret that the entire world of time and space was made to cover over the belief that you could separate from God the entire projected world of of private thoughts and private minds was made for one reason because the mind didn't want to expose this tiny mad idea this belief the Holy Spirit was right there saying all good it's all good God is all good God is all love you can't separate from God the Holy Spirit's like it's good news it's good news the ego's like no no it's not good news you're God's going to kill you for separating and you better run into the dust of private minds and private thoughts and you better hide there and don't ever come back to that light if you have to reincarnate 50,000 times it's better than facing the wrath of God is what the ego says and Holy Spirit's like holly holly income free hey hey no penalty no penalty God doesn't know of fear God doesn't know punishment God's pure love you just have to go back to that light don't keep reincarnating here come on quit avoiding playing this private minds private thought game you know that's going nowhere so Emma is going to help us today she's going to help us really let go of this belief in private minds and private thoughts okay