 I have this thing, one of my blocks that I told you is, is yelling, I hate it when people yell at me. I can't, I like, I have people in my life who have yelled at me and like, I just don't like talk to them anymore. Just like, I just like, I can't go there. I can't, I can be honest. Anyone can be, I feel like anyone can, who knows me well knows they can be honest with me. Even you and I talk on the phone sometimes like, you'll tell me things that are just like critical but true. And yeah. I mean, the famous one is after your show I said like, not as good as the, not as good as the last one, better than the one before that. Yeah. It's like, yeah. I don't know if that's true, but it's my opinion. That was your take, yeah. But like, yeah, I can take like frankness. Yelling somehow like shuts me down. And so like to, like to circle back to like, what do I feel when I lose control? It's like anger. And it's like a thing where I, and I think that my dad expressed it when I was growing up through yelling, which some people say this is healthy. People say yelling is healthy. I don't know. Maybe it is, but I don't do it. And then I end up feeling like anxiety from it. From other people yelling or from you yelling. From other people yelling or me feeling like I'm out of control and then feeling like anger from it. How do you deal with like having to change things? Meaning if you're directing something or your show or like, hey, I needed a certain way. I've gotten, I think over the years, like I've just worked on the language of, I really would love for this to be like this. Can we try to figure out how that might be like that? And I, so yeah, it's hard to get there. Yeah, cause the instinct is this. Yeah. And it's like, how do you get the instinct? Why is that right there? The instinct is a flinch. It's like a hot stove, right? So it's like, to me, it feels like a hot stove. If somebody's not doing the thing I need, the thing that we talked about, the thing that we agreed to, and they're not doing it, feels like a hot stove and you're getting where you're going like, you know what, stove, would you mind taking yourself down a few degrees? And I'm gonna, I'm gonna take my hand away, stove. And I just hope that you understand, stove, that this is in no way a judgment on you. Like I can't, I may never get there. I'm getting better. Wow. I've gotten better. I was directing a commercial like a couple of days after an Iowa's good thing and I was like, and they just weren't doing it. And I go, you know what, maybe we're not supposed to get this shot. Right. And by the way, then I got it. But I did get a moment of like, you know what, maybe guys, maybe what I'm asking for isn't realistic. But I'm, the part of me, there's still always gonna be a part of me that, I think it's, and I've talked about it on here before, because me and Dave didn't get, I think the way we wanted paid a price. Yes. And then, so now I'm like, am I going to pay that price again? Yes. Am I going to be in the woods for five years? Yeah. Again, because for a myriad of reasons, but. Wow. Hey, did you like that? Did you like that? Yes. Did you like it though? You want more? Don't want to work. Would rather watch videos of me grab assing with people. First I'll go up here to subscribe and then go up here to watch more clips. This is like when the weatherman says there's a high pressure system coming in. Although I'm not really used to the green screen.