 Hey you guys so we are not in February. I had some footage I had recorded for y'all for a blog and I just haven't felt like literally I feel like Busby Antoinette. I have not felt like picking up the camera. I've just been lazy too. Hell I didn't feel like doing my hair y'all. I'm about to take these twists down today because they've been in now. I thought I could stretch it to three weeks. I barely made it to two weeks so we're taking it down today. Today I'm not doing much of anything. What time is it? I don't know. I think it's almost 10 o'clock. I am gonna get on my treadmill here and walk slash run for the first time. I have not worked out at all. I'm a type of person. I got to get my food down. I got to get my diet down because it's kind of productive in my opinion to be working out. I get it. It's good to work out regardless but it doesn't make any sense to be working out if your diet is trash. I've been making sure that my diet is better so like I said I'm down. I'm down the quarantine pounds. I'm down. Now all I have to do is still work out now. Today I'm gonna start working out. I'm gonna get hit the treadmill. We have workout equipment you guys. We have ropes. I have battle ropes which I like to use which I did like to use last year I purchased. We have weights. All types of weights. Free weights and I want to get a weighted bar. We have a treadmill okay. We only have had this treadmill for a year so it's pretty new. Get on the treadmill like I said. Do some running slash walking and then JB is going to be over Ms. Lori's house all day so I'm going to take advantage of this time and record a lot of videos. I'm going to record part two of my story time. I'm going to record a hair related video and then get ready with me video. Get ready with me to sit at home. Let me tell you something. Him and his little friends have been getting on my nerves y'all. Two of the girls in the neighborhood or the only kids in the neighborhood who are homeschool all hang out with each other because they don't go anywhere. They don't have any other friends that they are able to see since they're homeschool so JB hangs out with two other girls within the neighborhood. When they're all together they are a mess. Y'all have seen them in the videos. This is FedEx. I have a FedEx order y'all. When they're all together they are a mess and they've been doing a little stuff around the house and I have to check JB and I check the kids too. You're going to be over my house so I'm going to treat you like my child. Greene and I'm going to be a little bit nicer but they were running around here in my room. Look what they did to my bed. In my bed playing with the pillows and stuff and then they went into our bedroom. That's when I was like no. No y'all gotta cut it out. You can't be doing this. Yeah I think my order came in. It's coming in. Excuse me. So y'all real quick yesterday was the first time I went to a dispensary. A cannabis dispensary. Let me close this damn door. We have legalized recreational marijuana here in Arizona Prop 207 which is a wonderful thing. Okay now I could have gotten my marijuana card years ago. I qualify for it. I still am going to do it because I have to speak into several people. The taxes are cheaper lower and I can get more. Greene I don't think look I'm one of those type of person. I would probably use cannabis probably once a week honestly. I know some people who do it daily. My best friend doesn't does it multiple times a week and everyone has their own reasons. For me it would be for anxiety and to calm the hell down because I have had to within the past year or so or ever since we've actually just been in quarantine and in this pandemic my anxiety has been all over the place. I had to get on believe it was Lexapro last year. It's okay. Then I started drinking wine a little bit more and so everyone's like you need to try you know cannabis. Just try different strains and it'll help you feel anxiety. Now some strains will make it worse. So anyway long story short girl and Greene I'm from Texas so I know what what girl please I don't know I know what we would do to your body and not only that y'all but the medical benefits um if you want to use it for recreational do you I'm not going to judge anybody but me personally I'm doing it because I need to calm the hell down. I also suffer from um pain in my legs due to another underlying issue. So long story short I could have gotten a weed oh sorry I could have gotten a medical marijuana card um so anyway y'all let me show you guys some of these cute stickers I got from the Dollar Tree dude I put in my room hold on oh you don't need to be loud aren't these cute y'all these flowers I got it goes with my theme because look see this up here it goes with my theme and I got these cute little camera stickers my face cute now I went through like I told y'all in my I believe my chit chat or my one of my something a girl I don't know I've been decluttering my makeup y'all because since we're not going anywhere and not doing makeup my makeup isn't it's getting bad so I've been decluttering makeup y'all look at me I need to get it together girl yeah we're gonna go in here and do some crunches or something awesome now now look at this you y'all this is why y'all don't need to be on on my bed look how big JB is oh amen God is good God is good um what I was gonna say you know yeah yeah they do kind of happen she has a huge backyard I mean she has a huge house so y'all always like oh I got all this time to myself I can go visit Miss Wanda then I'm like I can't do that let me turn the camera around and sit down next to the baby I can't do that you know I'm gonna go see one of my friends but I cannot do that because um I mean I could but I'm not because we only see Lori's family and she's high risk and so I don't want to be bringing anything over there to them so I rather not see anybody you know what I mean and I technically we can we could quarantine for two weeks after visiting someone and if I would see Wanda we would be outside and standing away but I didn't want to risk it I would feel devastated if I got someone sick if I brought something to anybody so not doing it just I'll just be home doing my makeup doing a couple of videos y'all I got some new jail polish I cannot wait to get my to do my nails again I showed y'all my nails yeah you're a scaredy cat yeah these are some stop it baby these are some pressed on nails can y'all see that they're pinkish like the camera's zooming in on JB JB we need to really wash your hair chow hey you guys it's friday it's friday and i'm ready to swing uh girl it's february my mama's birthdays and like two more days girl yeah two more days my mama's birthdays this month and my sister's birthday is this month and yeah thank you guys um this weather in phoenix is up and down up and down up and down it is all over the place girl um not doing much of anything today I have some work to do what I want to do is do my nails and I've been using press signs lately because I haven't really had the time to get into the dip powder and all of that and maybe I'll record that show you guys how I'll do that it's the weekend of the super bowl I will be cooking my hair is big underneath my hair is itchy I have not washed my hair in almost a month so a lot going on this weekend I may I wanted to do a hair related video sometime yeah I'm over it so I think I'm going to do my hair I guess over the weekend we ain't doing really anything but my floors are dirty this house the house isn't the house is dirty things are in its place but it's dirty my blinds need to be dusted the floors I need to really really do my floors um I've been just just haven't had it that time or the energy but let me tell you about these kids last night I'm the type of person I tell y'all don't go to bed angry or that's my thing I don't tell y'all but I'm the type of person do not carry over feelings until the next day try not to be mad but I'm still pissed off at what these kids did yesterday I'm gonna try not to let JB know I'm still upset though so I need to watch my attitude and my mood so he's been playing with his little friend for this entire time because they are the only ones beside the other little girl she's a little bit older than them though they are the only ones in the neighborhood now that are home actually that's a lie there are the kids that are home but their parents are being very careful so they won't allow them to play with JB and this other Miss Laurie's granddaughter grandbaby the one that's getting the southern accent because she's always over here let's come back up to your house miss Vivian I said okay cool her grandmother comes to get her they were here all day they had dinner here you know she had dinner excuse me so around six o'clock Miss Laurie comes over and I hear the kids say let's go outside and play so Miss Laurie and I are catching up and then I'm turning around I'm like where are the babies you know where are the kids at and so I go in the back looking for them I don't see them Miss Laurie it's like I think they're in the in the house in the um bedroom she's opened up the bedroom looking y'all we going in the back I go around and it's dark our backyard unless you have a flashlight you really can't see and it's a pretty big backyard nothing they're not seeing anything I go back and Miss Laurie is looking scared at this point because the front door was also unlocked so we didn't know if they went up the front door right so she's saying you know which at one point she's trying to trick her granddaughter said all right I'm leaving you here nothing and I'm screaming for JB they come come out right and then that's when I see the panic on Miss Laurie's face because the front door was unlocked and we didn't know what where they were at and so she's like I'm gonna go get um her father and get the dog and goes and we can go search for them and then I go out in the back and then that's why I hear rocks and it's them when I told you I was livid because JB rarely do I call his name and he doesn't answer back I snatch his ass up so fast and I didn't want to you know I don't believe in displaying kids in front of you know other people so I tried to hold withhold it but I was upset I said why did y'all not hear us did you not hear me calling your name and he's just looking at me he's scared you know he's scared at this point did you not hear me call your name I told them I said this is it you guys don't get that I'm I'm sorry but you don't get to play tomorrow if you don't learn how to respect both of us your grandmother too you don't know how to respect us and answer me when I call your name you're not gonna be able to play tomorrow I'm sorry you can't play tomorrow maybe this will teach your ass that's all I'm telling my baby so she leaves and I'm still asking him I'm like did you not hear me call your name I need to know so he's like well she wanted to do it she wanted to hide he starts crying I said we were this close for going to go get the the dog and calling the cops because without something that happened to y'all I like we were literally out there y'all five minutes feels like an hour we were out there for about five minutes screaming and calling their name and they have found a way to hide behind they're a cycle band and they were down so if you're looking around you don't see anything you can't even see any feet I was so damn upset y'all he cried for a while but I don't I didn't touch him you know but he cried for a while and I said look you don't do that when I answer you when I call your name you need to answer miss Lori was on the verge of tears her face was all panicky and for y'all to do that and purposely that's not you guys I am back in the grocery store getting all the stuff y'all I am tired I don't know if I'm going to be able to straighten up like I thought I would um don't think that early in the morning no how'd you down that baby or I was in the phone with JB saying bye to him or whatever um and there was a woman that walked in front of me and I'm like dang I can't catch a break and she started smiling and she said you know what the guy next to me in the white car got out his car and and was looking at you I'm like what she's like he got out his car and stared at you the entire time walking into the store I started laughing I said well it's nice to know I still have it y'all I am so oblivious I know that men may stare every now and then but and maybe it's different because in Texas they really the men in in the south they really uh put it on strong but out here it's not like that especially there's this thing with I always would say especially if you move out here to Arizona baby bring your man because the men I hear don't be checking for black women but besides that I'm regardless of race I'm oblivious to men like looking at me trying to talk to me I am so I remember that time I did a vlog a couple of years ago of how a um bartender was low-key flirting with me and I was so like oblivious I was I was yeah I was ignorant I was naive that's where I was naive and my coworker's always saying yeah he's like it's and because I have a certain image of myself y'all because I used to be a chubby girl all throughout high school and kind of into my adulthood so I never think that I I don't know I don't have any self-esteem issues now I know that I can clean up Jamie they don't want to see that go in there I guess my point is is that this dude the one that would low-key be flirting me at this restaurant with way out of my league I think I mean he matter of fact when my best friend came here I took her to the restaurant and she was she's low-key stopped and looked at him and she was like one damn that's how fine he is and so I'm like no but actually he turned out he really was feeling me so regardless of him or anybody else I'm going to be mindful because I am married and maybe that's what it is too now that I'm settled now even but even when we weren't married I really am not checking for other men and which is how it should be but even when so much flirting with me I'm like they're not flirting with me oh he's looking at my hair he ain't looking at me because I don't think I have a great body I really don't I know what I'm pretty and I have beautiful hair but I don't think that I have the best body so speaking of that I'm gonna put up these groceries and I'm gonna do a workout y'all I was in the middle of doing a hair up video for y'all help us and um y'all I caught myself doing a video reintroducing coconut oil just by itself to my hair hair disaster it's just it doesn't work just just coconut oil no so I'm going through I need to make sure that I mean I'm pretty sure it works for some people but just for my hair so I'm gonna be using um my oldie but goodie but true look at that this is the business pre shampoo you already know african pride's pre shampoo and it's so affordable if you can find it nowadays baby so I you guys I'm literally gonna slather this stuff in my hair in sections do a light finger detangle and um pin my hair up today is Super Bowl Sunday I am cooking let me tell you when I'm cooking first of all the reason why you can hear me and I can talk JV is over in this Lori's house and um girl get to the point I'm making Mexican food again I don't know if I want to make Mexican food though y'all because I feel like we have it a lot lately but we're having a different type I will say that so I'm making flank steak and I normally don't make beef at home but I'm gonna try to do flank steak but I'm gonna have a backup and do pull chicken or um oh something's a knot something's not it oh shit oh do you see that can y'all see that you see that that really not it y'all Super Bowl Sunday I don't know what that we have I don't even know who's playing but we cooking um y'all does the camera look funny what those names look like that yeah whatever I am in multitasking I am um about to put these brownies in the oven making these brownies but I like to pimp up my brownies I think I have a video on this um and I'm putting them in these little cake pans because I want them a little thick I will ice them and then put pecans on top I really wanted to put some of these caramels in it but I'm too lazy to unwrap all these individual caramels so we're not gonna do that I got chicken in the crock pot I got this flank steak that I have no idea how to cook I need to figure out how to cook it um yeah I made some salsa I was gonna make this green what is it called Verdi salsa but I'm too lazy to say y'all could you literally have to peel all the tomatillos and all that I mean it's pretty easy but I don't want to I don't want to deal with it I really don't um I'm gonna make some corn when I was actually knowing that I had to cook for guests I would wait to I would have my nails taken off and wait to get a new set because honestly long nails are a little unsanitary if you're not clean so oh I put too much water in this ooh y'all I put too much water in this see that that's way too much water all right I know how to fix it cake flour just a little bit we'll fix that my husband was telling me about all these stories before I went to the store people being murdered and killed and he's like it's not just one racist everybody killing or it's killing you know killing people oh yeah wait it is so sad people are being murdered left and right it's really sad and it made bold enough to be posting the stuff on the internet like how sick can you how about that y'all look y'all I need to I need to get into this video an angel aka nazi maps is a whole full when I tell you I was on the phone with her earlier talk to her on the phone the most I actually uh yeah I talked to her almost I don't everybody is she crazy when I tell y'all she's crazy she she really is crazy you know like that I like to clean while cooking it's a little messy in this kitchen right here's my rice with the cilantro and lime rice oh sorry y'all and yeah only because yeah I'm gonna put some of this stuff back I'll put everything but the cilantro back in the freezer refrigerator yeah let me look up how do you know who I be looking at sometimes for help it's food wishes because he can cook super deluxe think not I don't know I know right you could be making super deluxe am I the only person that dance when they see food I know how to do it I'm good I know I know how to do it y'all