 My son also has Down syndrome So he's born disability And I've always thought why him? I'll beat myself up a lot. I'm only I'm like why him Why why my son got get Down syndrome cancer, but I It's okay to question God. Yeah, I can ask them why but my son may but also made me stronger because His smile The Down syndrome. I don't know what it is about kids with Down syndrome. They're beautiful people. They are They're strong individuals. My son is stronger than I've ever been in my life very loving every Downfall with a smile. Yeah, we on boss talk one-on-one. Yeah, we gonna Okay, so I want to go back to your son of it So because I know there's so many people out here who are dealing with their children going through, you know Chemo cancer and stuff like that. And I wanted to know how long did how long was he going through that before he went into remission? Oh I say about three years three years four years during that time What was your most detrimental time or hardening time that you had to deal with and how did you overcome that? Probably the first year Because my son also has Down syndrome So he's born disability And I've always thought why him? I'll beat myself up a lot. I'm only I'm like why him Why why my son got get Down syndrome? cancer, but I Already, it's okay to question. Yeah, I can ask them why But my son may but also made me stronger because his smile The Down syndrome. I don't know what it is about kids with Down syndrome. They're beautiful people. They are They're strong individuals. My son is stronger than I've ever been in my life He takes every Downfall with a smile always smiling. So if he's smiling, I got a smile. I can't show my no point, right? You know, but that was very tough time for me. Anything that happens to him. I get upset like why why? It's tough man. So when you heard of him getting cancer that made it even worse. Yeah, it made it worse. So I'm sitting there like I got a hustle But for that first year you had to take your mind off of the situation To be able to overcome it. Yeah, how did you it's just feel like the first time they told me that my son got Down syndrome. It hurt When did you know so it was when he was born, you know when you're pregnant They do a test right they pre-test you they told us that he didn't have it The day after he was born doctor comes in and takes them and they like oh, yes down syndrome. Oh You don't be your first child young your first boy, you know, I got big plans for my son. He gonna be NBA player Yeah, yeah, oh, he's gonna be the next Kobe Bryant, you know, and then it's down syndrome Now you got to study it and figure out what this is and how you deal with it And how you make his life better people don't never know anything about it until it affects you directly Then the first thing they do is bring you a paper For for disability check You know my son he's got told I thought my son got down syndrome Well, you might need who gets money now every that's not no plus for my son get money is not a plus They shouldn't be saying that forget me. All right Well, you know that's for my son get down syndrome But Jordan's the biggest thing that ever happened in my life. I love my son Jordan. I got him his own TV show Shout out to Jordan TV show called best buddies air September 21st Oh, I got 12% of a TV network now. It's called SN1 TV. It's not where it's coming out Yeah, every TV is on Roku every every every TV producer told me no cuz I don't have enough drama in my TV show I said, you know what you're gonna regret that and now I own 12% of a TV network called SN1 TV That's gonna be on Roku and my son's TV shows on air September 21st He's gonna get four checks a year cuz his daddy putting that work in I grind it for and you open indoors for other kids Yes, because kids with disabilities are beautiful auntie. I just spent the last two weeks with my manager son Shout out core day. He has autism and he's a beautiful kid. Yeah, I I have a big heart for kids period That's why I do a lot of give back to kids. I get 500 shoes here. I do feed the community big barbecues That's why the city of Topeka gave me my own day my own proclamation May 22nd is T-Rail day in Topeka, Kansas They do a big festivals every year the list year this year I gave away 500 shoes I fit I fit 3,000 people out of my old pocket. I don't ask for no sponsorships I'll ask for nobody to help me You don't have people that's automatically trying to reach out to say how can they help some people ask They don't know they just want to act volunteer But it's not my own pocket. I Do it I want the kids to be smooth. It's the best experience I've ever had because when I first found out about Down syndrome I I started looking into it and I'm like there are a lot of talented kids with downs and piano players I mean, it's just that they had to figure out how to focus on that certain thing It's usually certain things that they can do but they can excel they're way better at it than anybody else because of how they Focus on it. Yeah, you ever looked at a child. I'm just regular child. Mm-hmm. And they're like living carefree picture living carefree for the whole your life picture living carefree my son is About to be 13 and he don't have a care in the world and it's gonna be that way when he's 30 Yeah, yeah, because that mindset you have is so youthful. Yeah. Yeah, it's definitely youthful. It's so youthful But one more thing I was gonna say but I realized you know when you when you say you question God and stuff like that And this is something I learned as I got older because I learned so much as you get older is that everything no matter What it is happens for a reason and it's not always for the person that is going that is that is going through it It's for the people around them. Yeah, so just like how you said it's because of him why you're stronger It's because of him why you are the way how you are So a lot if that didn't happen you probably wouldn't be the person that you are today Maybe I needed those battles. You see what I mean. So when people go through things It's always for somebody around you might not know who it is for and just like a TV show that you said You know created where now the world can see him More other people A father raising a child with disabilities. Yeah showing the ups and downs exactly A lot of parents are into that show. I told him a lot parents will be into the show You're gonna see that and you're gonna help you're gonna have so many people reaching out to you and telling you thank you Yeah, sometimes I ain't a lot of y'all sometimes I feel people feel T rail more than they feel my music No, no, real that's real. I told you that when we started I'm over personality than an artist sometimes. No, that's why you got to do this because It's cause of the joy the joy that you show and display. Yeah on your your character on your on your Your artistry is there and it's dope. Don't get me twisted, but you're a good dude I knew that that was me. That's what made drew me to T-Rail people gotta fall in love with you before they fall in love with your work Yeah, that's really people love my music. I'm saying people love my music. It's gone. I just feel there's people that I see I read comments. They're like, well, I didn't know one of your songs. That's right, but I love you. Yeah Thank you. Yeah, thank you respond to all of your I tried to and it's hard because I Got a lot of followers. Yeah Try that's my bus driver. He tell y'all take pictures of everybody